brutal tenderness
Chapter 6
It hurts...Han Ye, you big villain..."
In the first half of the third year of junior high school, Han Ye's state of mind changed slightly because of Han Xing's arrival. In Yang Yang's words, he was a little more angry.
"A Ye, you like your sister very much?" Yang Yang said casually while reading fashion magazines.
"Well, why do you say that?"
"Every time you see Han Xing, your eyes are almost narrowed into a line. When did you treat others like that?!"
"Who is Fried Ice Cream? You son of a bitch!"
"You, it looks easy to get in touch with, but you are far away from anyone. It's hot outside, but cold inside..."
After hearing Yang Yang's words, Han Ye was a little speechless, is he really like this?I'm just slow to warm up, I just believe in the doctrine of resignation.To be honest, Han Ye really doesn't know himself very well, the most difficult thing in this world is self-knowledge.Forget it, just take one step at a time, many things just go with the flow.
The High School Affiliated to T University has been very busy recently, because this noble school is celebrating its 50th anniversary.The school leader asked each class to produce a program, which made Yang Yang, who is the art committee member, very busy.Every day is busy with various meetings.
"Ah Ye, I'm so envious of the art committee member of class (2), there is Su Luo in their class, oh my god, Su Luo is in hand, the show is not worrying..." Yang Yang moaned weakly on the table.
"We have you in our class, Teresa Teng of the new century. Don't underestimate yourself, dear."
"Oh, don't mention it, who in our class can compete with Su Luo on the same stage??... Hey! Really, your sister, the little genius Han Xing, why did you forget about her!!!" Yang Yang seemed to have discovered a new world His eyes lit up excitedly, "Tell me honestly, does your sister have any talents?"
"I'm really not sure about this, um... Aunt Li said that Han Xing seems to have learned the violin..."
"Oh, there's help, it's time for Han Xing to airborne!!!" Yang Yang decisively "abandoned" her deskmate, and quickly ran to Han Xing's seat, which startled Han Xing who was reading a book, and then the two began to chatter. Rustle didn't know what he was talking about, and turned his gaze to Han Ye from time to time, making Han Ye look dazed.
"Hey, it's done, just wait for your sister to shine at the school celebration party!" Yang Yang said proudly when he came back.
Han Ye looked at Han Xing who was still studying quietly not far away, imagined her playing the violin, her heart throbbed for no reason.Faintly looking forward to the arrival of the school celebration party.
The school celebration party kicked off in the auditorium of the high school.
All the teachers and students of the school attended the party, and the warm words of the host made Han Ye's heart happy. Watching everyone singing and dancing on the stage, there was an invincible youthful atmosphere, yes , we are still young, we can laugh and play wantonly.You can do your own thing, and God will forgive young people for making mistakes, right?
One of the party's tops was set off by Su Luo. She was wearing a beige dress, like a fairy sister descending, and the song "kisstherain" surprised everyone.Han Ye observed the people around him, no matter men or women, they were all impressed by Su Luo's temperament when he played the piano.There is a kind of person, compared with her temperament, appearance is not very important.What's more, Su Luo has a good face.
Su Luo's after-show shows were mediocre, and Han Ye was a little bored watching them.Just when Han Ye's attention was about to be distracted, Han Xing walked onto the stage in a pure black dress.
Han Xing's hair was all coiled behind his head, revealing a palm-sized face.Her skin was creamy, her lips were dyed with peach blossoms, and a pair of smiling eyes looked in the direction of Han Ye.She skillfully set up the violin, and the beautiful music poured out.
So everyone was intoxicated again.
The lights on the stage gathered on Han Xing, outlining her outline; like a proud and beautiful white swan.Her posture is so elegant, her skills are so skilled, she seems to be a princess in the middle ages, and she is full of confidence and nobility.Seeing Han Xingmei's presumptuousness, Han Ye was slightly startled, and felt that Han Xing was so hard to get close to at the moment, maybe for this younger sister who was better than herself in every way, Han Ye subconsciously had inferiority complex, maybe Han Ye had always had low self-esteem, because She had no father since she was a child, and she used countless efforts and lies to make up for the lack of her heart since she was a child.
Because I am weak, I pretend to be strong; because I am afraid of betrayal, I build up my heart; because I want to be loved, I am gentle with everyone; because I am afraid of losing, I never expect anyone.
Han Ye felt that she was such a humble and insignificant existence, and she concealed her inferiority complex very well. Under the light of Han Xing, she had nowhere to hide.
Han Xing's outstanding performance won endless applause, but Han Ye felt lonely in this ocean of incomparable joy.Like a spectator outside the bureau, the joy and joy in the bureau have nothing to do with me.
Han Ye suddenly wanted to escape, leaving the High School Attached to T University, leaving the Han family, leaving Han Junyan, and also leaving Han Xing... Is it like this, I will be free, Is it like this, my heart will be at peace.
Chapter 10
Time is running forward step by step, and Han Ye also ushered in successive exams. After the first round of mock exams, some families are happy and others are sad.Not surprisingly, Han Xing won the fifth place in the grade and the first place in the class, which made Yang Yang sigh.In contrast to this was Han Ye, who was ranked ninth in the class, but counting backwards.The teacher also talked to Han Ye, saying that she was out of shape for a while, so she could ask the teacher to solve any problems.On the surface, Han Ye deserved it well, but in his heart he didn't take everything about the school seriously.
Han Xing is very anxious about Han Ye's poor grades and study status, but she is not good at preaching to Han Ye.She knew that although Han Ye didn't seem to care much about things, deep down he was an extremely proud and sensitive person.She always thought that her elder sister was very smart, and her unsatisfactory grades only showed that Han Ye was not thinking about it.
So where is her mind?
Han Xing was a little confused, but she believed that in time, Han Ye's thoughts would definitely be on her side.My sister will definitely need me like I am attached to her.It's today, everything is as planned, isn't it, she will graduate with her sister, go to the same high school, go to the same university, stay together for the rest of her life, and never be separated.
"Sister, which high school do you want to go to?" After dinner, Han Xing sat on the bed, holding a teddy bear as tall as a person, and asked seemingly casually.
"Hmm... what about you?" Han Ye, who was sitting on the sofa and reading anime magazines, asked softly.
"Let's go straight to the high school in the headquarters, and the environment is familiar."
"Hehe, I thought so too."
When Han Xing heard what Han Ye said, he felt a lot more at ease in his heart.In the past few days, she has always felt that Han Ye treats her indifferently, which makes her involuntarily suspect that Han Ye doesn't like her being in the same school and class as her.Hearing what she said, let myself feel relieved. Fortunately, my sister is willing to be with me.For now, that's enough.
Han Ye looked up at the smiling Han Xing, and felt his heart sink slightly.She doesn't like this inexplicable feeling.
Yes, she doesn't like Han Xing's warm and beautiful smile every time she sees her.Han Xing's dependence on him or his care makes Han Ye feel that it is an obstacle for him to escape from Han's house, and Han Xing's kindness will become a chain, restraining himself from escaping.
This is not allowed, the Han's house is a place that Han Ye must leave, and every second in the Han's house makes her feel difficult to breathe.
Yes, she doesn't want to be Han Ye, she is Bai Ye, she has no relatives, except mother.
So, I'm sorry, Han Xing, I lied to you.
In the hot summer, the high school entrance examination kicked off.
Looking at the lush trees outside the window, listening to the feeble singing of cicadas, in the examination room, Han Ye started to lose his mind again. If his mother was still alive, would he be writing a book now, turning the hard work of three years in junior high school into scores, proving that Own.Then he got his wish and entered the ideal high school.
Could it be that everything so far is just Nanke Yimeng?
I just fell asleep and had a weird dream. When I opened my eyes, my mother was busy in the kitchen for dinner. The dinner was my favorite tomato beef brisket.
Han Ye pinched his thigh fiercely like a psychopath, and the severe pain told Han Ye that everything was true.
So Han Ye lay on the table and cried, helpless and hesitant.
The exam is over, and the last summer vacation of junior high school is ushered in. Han Junyan came back once in a while, and said that he would take his two daughters to a business banquet, but Han Ye refused without thinking. With a hot attitude and no interest in participating, Han Xing is concerned about the distorted family relationship in his family.I have long been numb, and I am used to occasional business banquets.Han Xing, who has been extremely intelligent since she was a child, has already understood the relationship between her father and mother in name only, and she has no concept of family affection in her heart, so she is not very sad.
Until I meet the cold night.
It was as if a person who had been walking alone in the dark saw a ray of warm sunshine.For the first time, I felt family affection, and for the first time I felt at ease.The first time I felt the throbbing of my heart, the first time I felt sweet and sour.My pale world became colorful only because of the appearance of one person, so that person became the only one.
Han Ye, you are my only one, do you understand?
Chapter 11
On a sunny, cloudless day, the results of the high school entrance examination came down.
Both Han Xing and Han Ye belonged to normal performances, and the difference between the two was more than 100 points.
Han Ye was very "gratified" by this, his long-term laziness and slack were not in vain.
Han Xing entered the senior high school attached to T University as a matter of course, but Han Ye secretly changed her choice. She took her report card and drove for two hours to Chengnan No. [-] Middle School, a second-rate school to enroll.There is no other reason, this school can live on campus, and it is far enough away from Han's home.
When signing up, Han Ye was very nervous, but also very happy. She took another step towards her own life.She felt that she was about to spread her wings and fly away from everything she hated.When you go to college, you can be independent, and then you can not rely on anyone.Then be free.How wonderful.
After completing the registration, Han Ye hummed a ditty, walked into a barber shop, and cut short the long hair that had accompanied her for several years, as a sign of saying goodbye to the past and starting again.Looking at the girl in the mirror, she has short hair, a delicate face, and bright eyes.Han Ye was very satisfied.For the first time, she chose the direction in which she was going.So she ate KFC in a good mood, wore her new hairstyle, and wandered slowly, returning to Han's villa after eight o'clock.
After entering the door, Han Ye unexpectedly did not see Han Xing's figure.
Then I heard Aunt Li say that the second miss didn't have dinner.
Han Ye went to Han Xing's room to find her.
So Han Ye saw Han Xing staring at her angrily, and asked her with red eyes:
"Han Ye, how could you lie to me?"
"Han Ye, I have done so much just to be with you, how can you bear to treat me like this?"
"Cold night..."
Then Han Ye saw Dou Da's tears overflowing from Han Xing's black and white eyes like broken beads, which made people feel distressed.
Han Ye looked at Han Xing and couldn't say a word, no matter what the reason was, it was an indisputable fact that he had cheated Han Xing, so what's the use of explaining.
Han Ye didn't say a word, but walked slowly to the sofa and hugged Han Xing who was sitting there crying.
"Xiao Xing, I'm sorry."
"Sorry……"
Perhaps infected by Han Xing's emotions, Han Ye's tone also added a trace of sadness.So Han Xing cried even more fiercely.
"Han Ye, you bastard!"
Suddenly, a tearing pain came from the left shoulder, and the painful Han Ye subconsciously pushed Han Xing away, but in exchange for a more forceful bite.
Forget it, after all, I was wrong first.
Han Ye no longer struggled like atonement, allowing Han Xing to bite deeper and harder.She hummed in pain.When Han Ye thought he was about to be bitten off, Han Xing let go.
Han Ye, who closed his eyes, felt a gentle person slowly and carefully touching his wound, so the pain was miraculously relieved, maybe it was a psychological effect.
Han Ye raised her eyes to look at Han Xing, her lips were still stained with blood, adding a touch of coquettishness to her delicate and pale face.Han Ye raised his hand and wiped away the blood with his thumb.He said weakly, "Xiao Xing, it hurts so much..."
Then, Han Xing threw herself into Han Ye's arms again, crying loudly.
Han Ye, sister, what should I do, what should I do with you?
In the bedroom, Han Xing gave good medicine to Han Ye who had suffered a "heavy injury", and sat on the bed without saying a word, while Han Ye sat next to her, reading a magazine absent-mindedly.
"Sister, do you think you can say goodbye to the past if you cut your hair?"
"..."
"You really want to draw a line with the Han family?"
"..."
"Han Ye, your new hairstyle is so ugly!!" Han Xing yelled at Han Ye, and with a "snap", turned off the lights and lay down to sleep.
"Nonsense..." Han Ye retorted weakly, then lay down and went to bed.
Han Ye fell into a deep sleep and had a dream. In the dream, something icy and cold hit her face, something warm and soft shaped her lips, and a lingering gentleness surrounded her. The words said: I love you, I love you...
Is that a dream?That is a dream.
The fact that Han Ye was going to Chengnan No. [-] Middle School not only made Han Xing furious, but even Han Junyan, who had never been seen before or after, began to question her.
In the study on the first floor, Han Junyan and Han Ye sat facing each other.
"I heard that you applied to Chengnan No. [-] Middle School and applied to live on campus?"
"Ah."
"The atmosphere in Chengnan No. [-] Middle School is not very good. I decided to let you and Xiaoxing go to the High School Affiliated to T University." Han Junyan announced to Han Ye in a high-ranking tone.
Han Ye raised his head, glanced at his "father" who was still handsome, and replied firmly: "I don't want to."
Han Junyan was a little surprised by Han Ye's resistance, he paused and said: "Han Ye, as a minor, your decision is too hasty. As a father, you have the responsibility to think about your future."
Haha, father, he really had the nerve to say alas.
"A passer-by who has never been involved in my life suddenly appeared to interfere in my life, saying that he was fulfilling his father's duties. Don't you think it's too funny?" Han Ye said mockingly: "A man who has countless friends outside , what qualifications do I have to decide my future?"
"Snapped!"
Han Junyan slapped him across the face, and Han Ye's cheeks immediately turned red.
"It's not up to you to tell me what I did!" Han Junyan's face darkened by Han Ye's words, he stood up abruptly, strode out of the study, and left Han's house.
The more Han Ye thought about it, the more he felt wronged, bit his lip, and ran out like crazy.
Yes, she had had enough, everything.
Chapter 12
Han Ye ran wildly like a wounded little animal, one of them accidentally dropped a dog, and Xia Tian wore thin clothes, so Han Ye's palms and knees were scratched.The clothes were also covered in dirt, so I was in a mess.
Thinking about my old wounds that have not healed and new wounds, the left side of my face still hurts from the beating.Han Ye felt that he was really unlucky.Looking at the gentle father-in-law who is about to set in the evening.Han Ye felt a little envious, you see the sun is setting and you are going home, where are you going?Where can I go?
"Cold night??"
A pleasant voice made Han Ye turn her head, and then Han Ye felt that she saw a girl waving wings, and classmate Su Luo was running towards her.The breeze fluttered her hair and brought her pleasant fragrance.
"Ha, Su Luo, what a coincidence..." Han Ye greeted her in embarrassment, God knows how much she doesn't want to see people she knows now.
"Yes, what a coincidence," Su Luo replied, seeing Han Ye's dodging gaze, as well as her swollen cheeks and scratches.Suddenly, I felt my heart twist and hurt.She took a deep breath, her voice was a little trembling, but she still smiled and said, "You really accidentally broke your knee. My house is nearby. Go and get some medicine." her wrist, stepping forward.Han Ye foolishly followed her.The afterglow of the setting sun stretched the figures of the two people very long.
Su Luo took Han Ye into a villa, then took out the medicine box and squatted down to disinfect Han Ye's knees and palms, tears rolled in his eyes from the pain.Su Luo took out another ice cube, wrapped it in a towel and applied it to Han Ye's face.I'm sorry Han Ye.Just grab it and apply it yourself.
"What do you want to drink, I'll get it"
"Ice water will do."
Su Luo got up to get water for Han Ye, Han Ye looked at her back, a little thankful, that's great, she didn't ask anything.
Han Ye lowered his head to drink water, Su Luo looked at the girl in front of him tenderly, her hair was cut short, and she looked more delicate and well-behaved; her skin was so fair that the redness and swelling on the left side of her face was more obvious.The corners of her always upturned mouth were flattened, her always bright eyes were dimmed, her lips were tightly pressed together, like a stubborn child, Su Luo felt extremely uncomfortable seeing this cold night.I have to do something for her, what can I do for her?
Han Ye always felt that Su Luo was looking at her, which made her feel awkward, when she raised her head to meet Su Luo's eyes.Feelings of grievance and sadness seemed to have found a outlet and burst out.She looked at herself tenderly and sympathetically, she looked at herself so tenderly and sympathetically.So as if a lost child had found a refuge, Han Ye couldn't help crying while hugging Su Luo, as if wanting to vent all her suppressed anger, crying hoarsely.
Han Ye was crying sadly, Su Luo felt uncomfortable hearing it, she stroked Han Ye's back one after another, following her breath.
"Oh, it's okay, I'm here..." Su Luo comforted Han Ye like coaxing a child, and after about 10 minutes, Han Ye gradually stopped crying.And Su Luo hugged her like a baby.
After crying, Han Ye calmed down unexpectedly. She got up from her embrace, took the water handed by him, and suddenly felt that her wisdom was ruined.
"Feeling better?" Su Luo said with a smile.
"Um...thank you, I've troubled you..."
"No, we are friends."
Hearing what Su Luo said, Han Ye looked at her in surprise, only to see her looking at him sincerely.So Han Ye was moved gorgeously.
"Thank you too, that, I encountered some unhappy things, so, hey..."
Han Ye hesitated and couldn't explain why, so he changed the subject: "Well, where did you go to high school?"
"Hehe, I'm tentatively planning to go to Vienna to study music."
"It's amazing, um, it's pretty good, you play so well, come on." Han Ye said with a look of admiration.
"Hehe. Thank you." Su Luo glanced at the cold night when the showers turned cloudy, and she didn't hear any reluctance for herself from her tone.Suddenly, I felt a bitter taste coming from my stomach.
"Well, it's getting late, I have to go home, thank you for today." Han Ye saw the darkness outside the window.Then he said to Su Luo, Su Luo couldn't say anything, so he sent her outside the door, "This is my phone number, if you have anything to do, you can contact me." Su Luo handed a small note to Han night.said with a smile.
Han Ye stared at Su Luo for a while, but thought she was not good-looking, so she couldn't help but say, "Su Luo, you are so kind, I like people like you. Goodbye."
After finishing speaking, Han Ye left."
Su Luo, who only had a rosy face, was lost in thought as he stared at the direction Han Ye was leaving.
Han Ye doesn't want to go back, but there is no way, her anger, unwillingness, and pride can only be put aside temporarily in the face of the cruel reality, and now she still can't leave the Han family, in order to survive, she can only go back.
As soon as Han Ye saw Han's house, he saw Han Xing's small figure squatting at the door, and when he saw him, he ran over quickly.Hit yourself in pain.
"Sister, where have you been..."
"I can't find you anywhere, I'm so scared..."
"Sister, I was wrong, I shouldn't force you."
"Sister, don't leave me alone."
Feeling the slight trembling of Han Xing in his arms, Han Ye's heart softened instantly.After all, I couldn't be cruel to Xiaoxing.Han Xing seems to have grown taller, he used to be half a head taller than her, why suddenly, the two of them are almost the same.
"Silly boy, it's okay, I'm just going out for a walk..."
The two returned to Han's house together and had dinner. Han Xing looked at Han Ye's scratches, and his little face almost wrinkled together.
"Tell me, why are you so careless?"
Han Ye glanced at her and hummed: "Why do you love me so much and still bite me to death!!!"
"..."
Han Ye saw her sister was so embarrassed that she had nothing to say, she just thought it was interesting, she got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower, letting the cool water drenched herself from head to bottom.When Han Ye is in a bad mood, he likes to take a bath and do laundry.To put it in a hypocritical way, it is to wash away the dust and seek peace of mind.
"Ah Xing, come here and wipe my back." Han Ye called while sitting in the bathtub.
Han Xing went into the bathroom when he heard the sound. The dim light in the bathroom made Han Ye extraordinarily weak and beautiful. She had lost a lot of weight in the past few days, and the beautiful butterfly bones on her back made Han Xing unable to look away. Han Ye looked at her younger sister. His face was flushed, and he stood at the door looking at himself, and couldn't help joking: "You little pervert, you've been confused by my sister's beauty..."
Han Xing came back to his senses, shot Han Ye angrily, walked over to wipe Han Ye's back carefully with a towel, and accidentally caught a glimpse of the deep tooth marks on Han Ye's left shoulder.The wound was deep, and the surrounding skin was also black and purple.It is estimated that there will be scars.Han Ye's skin is very tender, it can turn black and blue when pinched hard, how can it withstand her bite like that.
So Han Xing felt distressed, but he didn't regret it.
She wished so much to brand Han Ye with a mark, so that she would remember herself from life to life, and belong to herself forever and ever.
Han Xing felt that she was really crazy, she was a little scared, afraid that one day this feeling would hurt Han Ye and destroy herself.
Chapter 13
In Han Ye's resolute resistance, she entered Chengnan No. [-] Middle School as she wished.At first Han Xing also wanted to go with her, but Han Ye threatened to break up the relationship so Han Xing had to give up.She and Han Xing agreed to go home once a week, and began the long-awaited school life under the resentful eyes of her sister.
As a second-rate school, Chengnan No. 8 High School has uneven levels of students. There are some who study hard, some who are idle, some who fall in love early, and some who fight... In short, you can see all kinds of people here. s student.On Han Ye's first day of registration, he saw a girl wearing the school uniform of Chengnan No. [-] Middle School, with at least [-] holes in her ears.She looked dumbfounded.This hurts so much...
Han Ye lived in a four-person dormitory, and when Han Ye made up the beds, the other three came one after another.A girl with a ponytail and eyes, looks like a hard-working student; a girl with short hair, is tall, over 4; by the way, Han Ye is neither tall nor short, around 170.The last girl, um, looked like an idler, with shoulder-length hair, one of which was dyed blue.With light makeup, earphones plugged in, unruly and indifferent eyes, she looks pretty, but it gives people a feeling that she is not approachable.
The hardworking type is named Ma Xin, the 170 type is named Yang Fan, and the idle type is named Shangguan Yinger.Everyone introduced themselves and started to go about their business.The new school, the new class, and the new environment, all these new things bring Han Ye not only joy but also a sense of strangeness.When the new head teacher held a class meeting, Han Ye suddenly wanted to know what Han Xing was doing at the moment, whether he felt the same as himself.A little disappointment mixed with excitement.
Oh, Xiaoxing, my sister misses you a little.
In high school, Han Ye got along pretty well with everyone, and got along well with the children in the dormitory, except for Shangguan Yinger.Shangguan Yinger has a sense of distance from everyone, and as her upper berth, Han Ye expressed that she was under a lot of pressure.Having said that, Shangguan Yinger is still very popular, and it is said that her boyfriend has changed several times.Every time she heard her classmates talk about her, Han Ye felt the same as everyone gossip about Su Luo in junior high school.But one is praise and the other is slander.If Su Luo is a goddess, then Shangguan Yinger is a demon.
On the third day of school, when Han Ye was reading a novel with great interest in evening self-study, he was called out by his classmates and said that someone was looking for him. In front of him, it frequently attracts the attention of passers-by.
"Hey, why are you here?"
"I want to see you, why, are you unhappy?!" Han Xing said with a smile.
"Of course I'm happy, my sister has missed you these few days," Han Ye said while gesturing to hug Han Xing. Han Ye has one advantage, he never hides his emotions when he treats those who are close to him.Like is like, hate is hate.
When Han Xing heard her sister say that, she couldn't help but feel a little sweeter in her heart.Immediately, she frowned again, and she found that many people gathered around unconsciously, all watching her talk with Han Ye as if they were watching a play.Han Ye saw Han Xing frowning, looked around at the males who were ready to move, and immediately felt the superficiality of human beings, and the beauty of the world is heavy, it really is an ancient truth...
So Han Ye took Tianxian sister and left, escaped from evening self-study, and chatted with Han Xing in the small garden of No. [-] Middle School while feeding mosquitoes.
Han Ye talks a lot with her acquaintances, she talks endlessly to Han Xing about what she has seen and heard recently, Han Xing listens silently, and occasionally talks about her own affairs, and it's past eight o'clock in this chat.Han Ye sent Han Xing to the private car that had been waiting for a long time at the school gate, took out her sister Fan Er and told Han Xing a few words, and then went back to school, there was still a while before the next night's self-study, Han Ye didn't want to go back to class, so she leisurely on campus Wandering around, she caught a glimpse of a figure in the grove. Driven by curiosity, Han Ye approached to find out, but she was overwhelmed by the scene in front of her.
She saw two girls kissing, and one of them was the idler——Shangguan Ying'er! ! !
Relying on the dim light of the street lamp, Han Ye saw Shangguan Ying'er's unrestrained and indifferent eyes again. She didn't have the ecstasy and sweetness of the kiss in the novel at all, as if the person who kissed her was air.When Han Ye was overwhelmed by surprise, Shangguan Ying'er also saw her, but continued to kiss the girl passionately, and Han Ye turned his head embarrassedly after seeing her, this psychological quality is too good...
Just as Han Ye was about to turn around and leave, Shangguan Ying'er said, "Let's go back to the dormitory together." She completely ignored the other girl's reluctance.He walked to the front of the cold night by himself.The back is called a chic.Han Ye looked back at the girl, only to see that she had tears all over her face, feeling extremely wronged.
Hey, why bother, for a person who doesn't like you.Han Ye couldn't bear it, ran over to hand a pack of tissues, and then went to catch up with classmate Shangguan.
Han Ye followed Shangguan Ying'er a little nervously, and gradually realized that she was not taking the way back to the dormitory, and asked suspiciously: "Well, why don't you go back to the dormitory this way?!"
"..."
"Do you not know the way? You should go this way..."
"You are so noisy."
Hearing this sentence, Han Ye wanted to kick her to death, but still chose to keep silent until the two of them came to a wall.
Then Shangguan Ying'er made a gesture to crawl out, but Han Ye grabbed her.
"Sister, you don't want to jump out, do you?! How dangerous it is at night!! Let's go back to the dormitory."
Shangguan Ying'er glanced at Han Ye, ignored her, shook off Han Ye's hand and continued to crawl outside, then turned around suddenly, and asked, "Do you want to go together?"
Han Ye looked at her inexplicably, and nodded mysteriously.
Then Han Ye climbed over the wall with her and escaped from the school.
That's right, Han Ye's adolescent restless heart longed for stimulation, and besides, she was worried about Shangguan Ying'er going out alone in the middle of the night.
Chapter 14
The cold night of escaping from the campus is like a cheerful bird, jumping even when walking, the evening breeze blows your hair lightly, driving away the heat of the autumn tiger, and you feel comfortable physically and mentally.Compared with the day, Han Ye likes the night more, she likes the neon lights at night, and the dreamlike feeling.
On the other hand, Shangguan Ying'er walked in front with her hands in her pockets, and her loose long hair was lifted by the cool wind, making her look even more unrestrained.In her body, Han Ye saw the rebelliousness and arrogance of youth, which he did not have, so it was fascinating.While thinking wildly, Han Ye followed her left and right, and finally stopped at the entrance of a bar.
"Well, are we going here?" Han Ye asked timidly.
Shangguan Ying'er looked at the girl who was slightly shorter than her in front of her, her thin lips curled up, and she mocked, "Why, don't you dare?"
"It's not a matter of daring or not. It's not appropriate for us as high school students to come to this kind of place."
"That's why a good girl is boring!!"
"..."
"If you don't dare to go in, go back, I'm going in."
Shangguan Ying'er went straight into the bar named "Mei".He didn't even give Han Ye a look.In this dark alley, the neon lights at the entrance of the bar flashed a bewitching light.Almost instinctively, Han Ye subconsciously chooses to follow the familiar person.Entered the "charm".
This is Han Ye's first time entering a bar. Unlike what he imagined, there is no smoky atmosphere here, and there are no "scarce-faced" people here.She followed behind Shangguan Ying'er, looking at this completely strange place curiously.The decoration inside the store is exquisite, the dim lighting blurs all kinds of customers, and the bartenders at the bar move elegantly and skillfully, making Han Ye frequently attract attention.I have to say, this is another world.It is far away from everything in the mundane world, where people can relax and indulge.
"Shadow is here." A voice sounded in front of them, and a young man with tattered jeans, dyed yellow hair, and nose studs greeted them: "Little sister, hello."
"Uh, uh, hello..." Looking at the young man with a bright smile on his face, Han Ye replied tremblingly, Shangguan Ying'er glanced at her, and chatted with the two people who came over one after another, Han Ye looked at them The quick acquaintance showed that Shangguan Ying'er had known her for a long time.Alas, is that flower-like smiling girl really the facial paralyzed gentleman?Han Ye Jiong has a godly thought.
Just when Han Ye was at a loss and fidgeted in an unfamiliar environment, Shangguan Ying'er had already stepped onto the stage in the bar with two other "weird" handsome guys.At this moment, Shangguan Ying'er has already taken off her loose school uniform, her tight black T-shirt outlines her young and beautiful curves, and her thick smoky makeup makes her an elf in the dark night, feeling cold night, in an instant, everyone in the bar All eyes were on her on the stage.
She sat on a high stool, hugged the acoustic guitar as if there was no one else, and hummed softly:
That song reminds me of my flowers,
quietly open for me in the corner of my life,
I thought I'd be by her side forever,
Today we have all left in the vast sea of people...
Shangguan Yinger's voice was slightly hoarse, she closed her eyes slightly, and flicked her fingers, bringing everyone present into their respective memories.
Everyone has parting, everyone has sadness, and everyone has time that can't go back.In those green years, where is the person you love at this time, and is the person who admires you still by your side?Time flies, time flies, things are different, and there is a lot of sentimentality.
Han Ye felt that his eyes were suddenly wet, and he was on the verge of tears.I have to admit that Shangguan Yinger sang very well and was very touching.
After the song was over, there was applause. There were not many people in the bar, so the applause was not enthusiastic, but it could be seen that everyone recognized the singing on stage.
"Hi everyone, we are the Bluestone band, here is our original song "Buried""
Shangguan Yinger on the stage had already stood up, and the acoustic guitar was replaced by an electric guitar, so Han Ye was deeply shocked by the exciting music and dancing crowd under the flickering lights.
"Bury my tears, yours don't matter,
Bury my stupidity, your intelligence,
Bury my youth, your beauty,
To bury our past, to commemorate the paleness of love, my emaciation..."
The girl on stage sang free and unrestrained, full of strength, yes, she lived so unrestrainedly and unrestrainedly, which was enviable.
蓝
In the first half of the third year of junior high school, Han Ye's state of mind changed slightly because of Han Xing's arrival. In Yang Yang's words, he was a little more angry.
"A Ye, you like your sister very much?" Yang Yang said casually while reading fashion magazines.
"Well, why do you say that?"
"Every time you see Han Xing, your eyes are almost narrowed into a line. When did you treat others like that?!"
"Who is Fried Ice Cream? You son of a bitch!"
"You, it looks easy to get in touch with, but you are far away from anyone. It's hot outside, but cold inside..."
After hearing Yang Yang's words, Han Ye was a little speechless, is he really like this?I'm just slow to warm up, I just believe in the doctrine of resignation.To be honest, Han Ye really doesn't know himself very well, the most difficult thing in this world is self-knowledge.Forget it, just take one step at a time, many things just go with the flow.
The High School Affiliated to T University has been very busy recently, because this noble school is celebrating its 50th anniversary.The school leader asked each class to produce a program, which made Yang Yang, who is the art committee member, very busy.Every day is busy with various meetings.
"Ah Ye, I'm so envious of the art committee member of class (2), there is Su Luo in their class, oh my god, Su Luo is in hand, the show is not worrying..." Yang Yang moaned weakly on the table.
"We have you in our class, Teresa Teng of the new century. Don't underestimate yourself, dear."
"Oh, don't mention it, who in our class can compete with Su Luo on the same stage??... Hey! Really, your sister, the little genius Han Xing, why did you forget about her!!!" Yang Yang seemed to have discovered a new world His eyes lit up excitedly, "Tell me honestly, does your sister have any talents?"
"I'm really not sure about this, um... Aunt Li said that Han Xing seems to have learned the violin..."
"Oh, there's help, it's time for Han Xing to airborne!!!" Yang Yang decisively "abandoned" her deskmate, and quickly ran to Han Xing's seat, which startled Han Xing who was reading a book, and then the two began to chatter. Rustle didn't know what he was talking about, and turned his gaze to Han Ye from time to time, making Han Ye look dazed.
"Hey, it's done, just wait for your sister to shine at the school celebration party!" Yang Yang said proudly when he came back.
Han Ye looked at Han Xing who was still studying quietly not far away, imagined her playing the violin, her heart throbbed for no reason.Faintly looking forward to the arrival of the school celebration party.
The school celebration party kicked off in the auditorium of the high school.
All the teachers and students of the school attended the party, and the warm words of the host made Han Ye's heart happy. Watching everyone singing and dancing on the stage, there was an invincible youthful atmosphere, yes , we are still young, we can laugh and play wantonly.You can do your own thing, and God will forgive young people for making mistakes, right?
One of the party's tops was set off by Su Luo. She was wearing a beige dress, like a fairy sister descending, and the song "kisstherain" surprised everyone.Han Ye observed the people around him, no matter men or women, they were all impressed by Su Luo's temperament when he played the piano.There is a kind of person, compared with her temperament, appearance is not very important.What's more, Su Luo has a good face.
Su Luo's after-show shows were mediocre, and Han Ye was a little bored watching them.Just when Han Ye's attention was about to be distracted, Han Xing walked onto the stage in a pure black dress.
Han Xing's hair was all coiled behind his head, revealing a palm-sized face.Her skin was creamy, her lips were dyed with peach blossoms, and a pair of smiling eyes looked in the direction of Han Ye.She skillfully set up the violin, and the beautiful music poured out.
So everyone was intoxicated again.
The lights on the stage gathered on Han Xing, outlining her outline; like a proud and beautiful white swan.Her posture is so elegant, her skills are so skilled, she seems to be a princess in the middle ages, and she is full of confidence and nobility.Seeing Han Xingmei's presumptuousness, Han Ye was slightly startled, and felt that Han Xing was so hard to get close to at the moment, maybe for this younger sister who was better than herself in every way, Han Ye subconsciously had inferiority complex, maybe Han Ye had always had low self-esteem, because She had no father since she was a child, and she used countless efforts and lies to make up for the lack of her heart since she was a child.
Because I am weak, I pretend to be strong; because I am afraid of betrayal, I build up my heart; because I want to be loved, I am gentle with everyone; because I am afraid of losing, I never expect anyone.
Han Ye felt that she was such a humble and insignificant existence, and she concealed her inferiority complex very well. Under the light of Han Xing, she had nowhere to hide.
Han Xing's outstanding performance won endless applause, but Han Ye felt lonely in this ocean of incomparable joy.Like a spectator outside the bureau, the joy and joy in the bureau have nothing to do with me.
Han Ye suddenly wanted to escape, leaving the High School Attached to T University, leaving the Han family, leaving Han Junyan, and also leaving Han Xing... Is it like this, I will be free, Is it like this, my heart will be at peace.
Chapter 10
Time is running forward step by step, and Han Ye also ushered in successive exams. After the first round of mock exams, some families are happy and others are sad.Not surprisingly, Han Xing won the fifth place in the grade and the first place in the class, which made Yang Yang sigh.In contrast to this was Han Ye, who was ranked ninth in the class, but counting backwards.The teacher also talked to Han Ye, saying that she was out of shape for a while, so she could ask the teacher to solve any problems.On the surface, Han Ye deserved it well, but in his heart he didn't take everything about the school seriously.
Han Xing is very anxious about Han Ye's poor grades and study status, but she is not good at preaching to Han Ye.She knew that although Han Ye didn't seem to care much about things, deep down he was an extremely proud and sensitive person.She always thought that her elder sister was very smart, and her unsatisfactory grades only showed that Han Ye was not thinking about it.
So where is her mind?
Han Xing was a little confused, but she believed that in time, Han Ye's thoughts would definitely be on her side.My sister will definitely need me like I am attached to her.It's today, everything is as planned, isn't it, she will graduate with her sister, go to the same high school, go to the same university, stay together for the rest of her life, and never be separated.
"Sister, which high school do you want to go to?" After dinner, Han Xing sat on the bed, holding a teddy bear as tall as a person, and asked seemingly casually.
"Hmm... what about you?" Han Ye, who was sitting on the sofa and reading anime magazines, asked softly.
"Let's go straight to the high school in the headquarters, and the environment is familiar."
"Hehe, I thought so too."
When Han Xing heard what Han Ye said, he felt a lot more at ease in his heart.In the past few days, she has always felt that Han Ye treats her indifferently, which makes her involuntarily suspect that Han Ye doesn't like her being in the same school and class as her.Hearing what she said, let myself feel relieved. Fortunately, my sister is willing to be with me.For now, that's enough.
Han Ye looked up at the smiling Han Xing, and felt his heart sink slightly.She doesn't like this inexplicable feeling.
Yes, she doesn't like Han Xing's warm and beautiful smile every time she sees her.Han Xing's dependence on him or his care makes Han Ye feel that it is an obstacle for him to escape from Han's house, and Han Xing's kindness will become a chain, restraining himself from escaping.
This is not allowed, the Han's house is a place that Han Ye must leave, and every second in the Han's house makes her feel difficult to breathe.
Yes, she doesn't want to be Han Ye, she is Bai Ye, she has no relatives, except mother.
So, I'm sorry, Han Xing, I lied to you.
In the hot summer, the high school entrance examination kicked off.
Looking at the lush trees outside the window, listening to the feeble singing of cicadas, in the examination room, Han Ye started to lose his mind again. If his mother was still alive, would he be writing a book now, turning the hard work of three years in junior high school into scores, proving that Own.Then he got his wish and entered the ideal high school.
Could it be that everything so far is just Nanke Yimeng?
I just fell asleep and had a weird dream. When I opened my eyes, my mother was busy in the kitchen for dinner. The dinner was my favorite tomato beef brisket.
Han Ye pinched his thigh fiercely like a psychopath, and the severe pain told Han Ye that everything was true.
So Han Ye lay on the table and cried, helpless and hesitant.
The exam is over, and the last summer vacation of junior high school is ushered in. Han Junyan came back once in a while, and said that he would take his two daughters to a business banquet, but Han Ye refused without thinking. With a hot attitude and no interest in participating, Han Xing is concerned about the distorted family relationship in his family.I have long been numb, and I am used to occasional business banquets.Han Xing, who has been extremely intelligent since she was a child, has already understood the relationship between her father and mother in name only, and she has no concept of family affection in her heart, so she is not very sad.
Until I meet the cold night.
It was as if a person who had been walking alone in the dark saw a ray of warm sunshine.For the first time, I felt family affection, and for the first time I felt at ease.The first time I felt the throbbing of my heart, the first time I felt sweet and sour.My pale world became colorful only because of the appearance of one person, so that person became the only one.
Han Ye, you are my only one, do you understand?
Chapter 11
On a sunny, cloudless day, the results of the high school entrance examination came down.
Both Han Xing and Han Ye belonged to normal performances, and the difference between the two was more than 100 points.
Han Ye was very "gratified" by this, his long-term laziness and slack were not in vain.
Han Xing entered the senior high school attached to T University as a matter of course, but Han Ye secretly changed her choice. She took her report card and drove for two hours to Chengnan No. [-] Middle School, a second-rate school to enroll.There is no other reason, this school can live on campus, and it is far enough away from Han's home.
When signing up, Han Ye was very nervous, but also very happy. She took another step towards her own life.She felt that she was about to spread her wings and fly away from everything she hated.When you go to college, you can be independent, and then you can not rely on anyone.Then be free.How wonderful.
After completing the registration, Han Ye hummed a ditty, walked into a barber shop, and cut short the long hair that had accompanied her for several years, as a sign of saying goodbye to the past and starting again.Looking at the girl in the mirror, she has short hair, a delicate face, and bright eyes.Han Ye was very satisfied.For the first time, she chose the direction in which she was going.So she ate KFC in a good mood, wore her new hairstyle, and wandered slowly, returning to Han's villa after eight o'clock.
After entering the door, Han Ye unexpectedly did not see Han Xing's figure.
Then I heard Aunt Li say that the second miss didn't have dinner.
Han Ye went to Han Xing's room to find her.
So Han Ye saw Han Xing staring at her angrily, and asked her with red eyes:
"Han Ye, how could you lie to me?"
"Han Ye, I have done so much just to be with you, how can you bear to treat me like this?"
"Cold night..."
Then Han Ye saw Dou Da's tears overflowing from Han Xing's black and white eyes like broken beads, which made people feel distressed.
Han Ye looked at Han Xing and couldn't say a word, no matter what the reason was, it was an indisputable fact that he had cheated Han Xing, so what's the use of explaining.
Han Ye didn't say a word, but walked slowly to the sofa and hugged Han Xing who was sitting there crying.
"Xiao Xing, I'm sorry."
"Sorry……"
Perhaps infected by Han Xing's emotions, Han Ye's tone also added a trace of sadness.So Han Xing cried even more fiercely.
"Han Ye, you bastard!"
Suddenly, a tearing pain came from the left shoulder, and the painful Han Ye subconsciously pushed Han Xing away, but in exchange for a more forceful bite.
Forget it, after all, I was wrong first.
Han Ye no longer struggled like atonement, allowing Han Xing to bite deeper and harder.She hummed in pain.When Han Ye thought he was about to be bitten off, Han Xing let go.
Han Ye, who closed his eyes, felt a gentle person slowly and carefully touching his wound, so the pain was miraculously relieved, maybe it was a psychological effect.
Han Ye raised her eyes to look at Han Xing, her lips were still stained with blood, adding a touch of coquettishness to her delicate and pale face.Han Ye raised his hand and wiped away the blood with his thumb.He said weakly, "Xiao Xing, it hurts so much..."
Then, Han Xing threw herself into Han Ye's arms again, crying loudly.
Han Ye, sister, what should I do, what should I do with you?
In the bedroom, Han Xing gave good medicine to Han Ye who had suffered a "heavy injury", and sat on the bed without saying a word, while Han Ye sat next to her, reading a magazine absent-mindedly.
"Sister, do you think you can say goodbye to the past if you cut your hair?"
"..."
"You really want to draw a line with the Han family?"
"..."
"Han Ye, your new hairstyle is so ugly!!" Han Xing yelled at Han Ye, and with a "snap", turned off the lights and lay down to sleep.
"Nonsense..." Han Ye retorted weakly, then lay down and went to bed.
Han Ye fell into a deep sleep and had a dream. In the dream, something icy and cold hit her face, something warm and soft shaped her lips, and a lingering gentleness surrounded her. The words said: I love you, I love you...
Is that a dream?That is a dream.
The fact that Han Ye was going to Chengnan No. [-] Middle School not only made Han Xing furious, but even Han Junyan, who had never been seen before or after, began to question her.
In the study on the first floor, Han Junyan and Han Ye sat facing each other.
"I heard that you applied to Chengnan No. [-] Middle School and applied to live on campus?"
"Ah."
"The atmosphere in Chengnan No. [-] Middle School is not very good. I decided to let you and Xiaoxing go to the High School Affiliated to T University." Han Junyan announced to Han Ye in a high-ranking tone.
Han Ye raised his head, glanced at his "father" who was still handsome, and replied firmly: "I don't want to."
Han Junyan was a little surprised by Han Ye's resistance, he paused and said: "Han Ye, as a minor, your decision is too hasty. As a father, you have the responsibility to think about your future."
Haha, father, he really had the nerve to say alas.
"A passer-by who has never been involved in my life suddenly appeared to interfere in my life, saying that he was fulfilling his father's duties. Don't you think it's too funny?" Han Ye said mockingly: "A man who has countless friends outside , what qualifications do I have to decide my future?"
"Snapped!"
Han Junyan slapped him across the face, and Han Ye's cheeks immediately turned red.
"It's not up to you to tell me what I did!" Han Junyan's face darkened by Han Ye's words, he stood up abruptly, strode out of the study, and left Han's house.
The more Han Ye thought about it, the more he felt wronged, bit his lip, and ran out like crazy.
Yes, she had had enough, everything.
Chapter 12
Han Ye ran wildly like a wounded little animal, one of them accidentally dropped a dog, and Xia Tian wore thin clothes, so Han Ye's palms and knees were scratched.The clothes were also covered in dirt, so I was in a mess.
Thinking about my old wounds that have not healed and new wounds, the left side of my face still hurts from the beating.Han Ye felt that he was really unlucky.Looking at the gentle father-in-law who is about to set in the evening.Han Ye felt a little envious, you see the sun is setting and you are going home, where are you going?Where can I go?
"Cold night??"
A pleasant voice made Han Ye turn her head, and then Han Ye felt that she saw a girl waving wings, and classmate Su Luo was running towards her.The breeze fluttered her hair and brought her pleasant fragrance.
"Ha, Su Luo, what a coincidence..." Han Ye greeted her in embarrassment, God knows how much she doesn't want to see people she knows now.
"Yes, what a coincidence," Su Luo replied, seeing Han Ye's dodging gaze, as well as her swollen cheeks and scratches.Suddenly, I felt my heart twist and hurt.She took a deep breath, her voice was a little trembling, but she still smiled and said, "You really accidentally broke your knee. My house is nearby. Go and get some medicine." her wrist, stepping forward.Han Ye foolishly followed her.The afterglow of the setting sun stretched the figures of the two people very long.
Su Luo took Han Ye into a villa, then took out the medicine box and squatted down to disinfect Han Ye's knees and palms, tears rolled in his eyes from the pain.Su Luo took out another ice cube, wrapped it in a towel and applied it to Han Ye's face.I'm sorry Han Ye.Just grab it and apply it yourself.
"What do you want to drink, I'll get it"
"Ice water will do."
Su Luo got up to get water for Han Ye, Han Ye looked at her back, a little thankful, that's great, she didn't ask anything.
Han Ye lowered his head to drink water, Su Luo looked at the girl in front of him tenderly, her hair was cut short, and she looked more delicate and well-behaved; her skin was so fair that the redness and swelling on the left side of her face was more obvious.The corners of her always upturned mouth were flattened, her always bright eyes were dimmed, her lips were tightly pressed together, like a stubborn child, Su Luo felt extremely uncomfortable seeing this cold night.I have to do something for her, what can I do for her?
Han Ye always felt that Su Luo was looking at her, which made her feel awkward, when she raised her head to meet Su Luo's eyes.Feelings of grievance and sadness seemed to have found a outlet and burst out.She looked at herself tenderly and sympathetically, she looked at herself so tenderly and sympathetically.So as if a lost child had found a refuge, Han Ye couldn't help crying while hugging Su Luo, as if wanting to vent all her suppressed anger, crying hoarsely.
Han Ye was crying sadly, Su Luo felt uncomfortable hearing it, she stroked Han Ye's back one after another, following her breath.
"Oh, it's okay, I'm here..." Su Luo comforted Han Ye like coaxing a child, and after about 10 minutes, Han Ye gradually stopped crying.And Su Luo hugged her like a baby.
After crying, Han Ye calmed down unexpectedly. She got up from her embrace, took the water handed by him, and suddenly felt that her wisdom was ruined.
"Feeling better?" Su Luo said with a smile.
"Um...thank you, I've troubled you..."
"No, we are friends."
Hearing what Su Luo said, Han Ye looked at her in surprise, only to see her looking at him sincerely.So Han Ye was moved gorgeously.
"Thank you too, that, I encountered some unhappy things, so, hey..."
Han Ye hesitated and couldn't explain why, so he changed the subject: "Well, where did you go to high school?"
"Hehe, I'm tentatively planning to go to Vienna to study music."
"It's amazing, um, it's pretty good, you play so well, come on." Han Ye said with a look of admiration.
"Hehe. Thank you." Su Luo glanced at the cold night when the showers turned cloudy, and she didn't hear any reluctance for herself from her tone.Suddenly, I felt a bitter taste coming from my stomach.
"Well, it's getting late, I have to go home, thank you for today." Han Ye saw the darkness outside the window.Then he said to Su Luo, Su Luo couldn't say anything, so he sent her outside the door, "This is my phone number, if you have anything to do, you can contact me." Su Luo handed a small note to Han night.said with a smile.
Han Ye stared at Su Luo for a while, but thought she was not good-looking, so she couldn't help but say, "Su Luo, you are so kind, I like people like you. Goodbye."
After finishing speaking, Han Ye left."
Su Luo, who only had a rosy face, was lost in thought as he stared at the direction Han Ye was leaving.
Han Ye doesn't want to go back, but there is no way, her anger, unwillingness, and pride can only be put aside temporarily in the face of the cruel reality, and now she still can't leave the Han family, in order to survive, she can only go back.
As soon as Han Ye saw Han's house, he saw Han Xing's small figure squatting at the door, and when he saw him, he ran over quickly.Hit yourself in pain.
"Sister, where have you been..."
"I can't find you anywhere, I'm so scared..."
"Sister, I was wrong, I shouldn't force you."
"Sister, don't leave me alone."
Feeling the slight trembling of Han Xing in his arms, Han Ye's heart softened instantly.After all, I couldn't be cruel to Xiaoxing.Han Xing seems to have grown taller, he used to be half a head taller than her, why suddenly, the two of them are almost the same.
"Silly boy, it's okay, I'm just going out for a walk..."
The two returned to Han's house together and had dinner. Han Xing looked at Han Ye's scratches, and his little face almost wrinkled together.
"Tell me, why are you so careless?"
Han Ye glanced at her and hummed: "Why do you love me so much and still bite me to death!!!"
"..."
Han Ye saw her sister was so embarrassed that she had nothing to say, she just thought it was interesting, she got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower, letting the cool water drenched herself from head to bottom.When Han Ye is in a bad mood, he likes to take a bath and do laundry.To put it in a hypocritical way, it is to wash away the dust and seek peace of mind.
"Ah Xing, come here and wipe my back." Han Ye called while sitting in the bathtub.
Han Xing went into the bathroom when he heard the sound. The dim light in the bathroom made Han Ye extraordinarily weak and beautiful. She had lost a lot of weight in the past few days, and the beautiful butterfly bones on her back made Han Xing unable to look away. Han Ye looked at her younger sister. His face was flushed, and he stood at the door looking at himself, and couldn't help joking: "You little pervert, you've been confused by my sister's beauty..."
Han Xing came back to his senses, shot Han Ye angrily, walked over to wipe Han Ye's back carefully with a towel, and accidentally caught a glimpse of the deep tooth marks on Han Ye's left shoulder.The wound was deep, and the surrounding skin was also black and purple.It is estimated that there will be scars.Han Ye's skin is very tender, it can turn black and blue when pinched hard, how can it withstand her bite like that.
So Han Xing felt distressed, but he didn't regret it.
She wished so much to brand Han Ye with a mark, so that she would remember herself from life to life, and belong to herself forever and ever.
Han Xing felt that she was really crazy, she was a little scared, afraid that one day this feeling would hurt Han Ye and destroy herself.
Chapter 13
In Han Ye's resolute resistance, she entered Chengnan No. [-] Middle School as she wished.At first Han Xing also wanted to go with her, but Han Ye threatened to break up the relationship so Han Xing had to give up.She and Han Xing agreed to go home once a week, and began the long-awaited school life under the resentful eyes of her sister.
As a second-rate school, Chengnan No. 8 High School has uneven levels of students. There are some who study hard, some who are idle, some who fall in love early, and some who fight... In short, you can see all kinds of people here. s student.On Han Ye's first day of registration, he saw a girl wearing the school uniform of Chengnan No. [-] Middle School, with at least [-] holes in her ears.She looked dumbfounded.This hurts so much...
Han Ye lived in a four-person dormitory, and when Han Ye made up the beds, the other three came one after another.A girl with a ponytail and eyes, looks like a hard-working student; a girl with short hair, is tall, over 4; by the way, Han Ye is neither tall nor short, around 170.The last girl, um, looked like an idler, with shoulder-length hair, one of which was dyed blue.With light makeup, earphones plugged in, unruly and indifferent eyes, she looks pretty, but it gives people a feeling that she is not approachable.
The hardworking type is named Ma Xin, the 170 type is named Yang Fan, and the idle type is named Shangguan Yinger.Everyone introduced themselves and started to go about their business.The new school, the new class, and the new environment, all these new things bring Han Ye not only joy but also a sense of strangeness.When the new head teacher held a class meeting, Han Ye suddenly wanted to know what Han Xing was doing at the moment, whether he felt the same as himself.A little disappointment mixed with excitement.
Oh, Xiaoxing, my sister misses you a little.
In high school, Han Ye got along pretty well with everyone, and got along well with the children in the dormitory, except for Shangguan Yinger.Shangguan Yinger has a sense of distance from everyone, and as her upper berth, Han Ye expressed that she was under a lot of pressure.Having said that, Shangguan Yinger is still very popular, and it is said that her boyfriend has changed several times.Every time she heard her classmates talk about her, Han Ye felt the same as everyone gossip about Su Luo in junior high school.But one is praise and the other is slander.If Su Luo is a goddess, then Shangguan Yinger is a demon.
On the third day of school, when Han Ye was reading a novel with great interest in evening self-study, he was called out by his classmates and said that someone was looking for him. In front of him, it frequently attracts the attention of passers-by.
"Hey, why are you here?"
"I want to see you, why, are you unhappy?!" Han Xing said with a smile.
"Of course I'm happy, my sister has missed you these few days," Han Ye said while gesturing to hug Han Xing. Han Ye has one advantage, he never hides his emotions when he treats those who are close to him.Like is like, hate is hate.
When Han Xing heard her sister say that, she couldn't help but feel a little sweeter in her heart.Immediately, she frowned again, and she found that many people gathered around unconsciously, all watching her talk with Han Ye as if they were watching a play.Han Ye saw Han Xing frowning, looked around at the males who were ready to move, and immediately felt the superficiality of human beings, and the beauty of the world is heavy, it really is an ancient truth...
So Han Ye took Tianxian sister and left, escaped from evening self-study, and chatted with Han Xing in the small garden of No. [-] Middle School while feeding mosquitoes.
Han Ye talks a lot with her acquaintances, she talks endlessly to Han Xing about what she has seen and heard recently, Han Xing listens silently, and occasionally talks about her own affairs, and it's past eight o'clock in this chat.Han Ye sent Han Xing to the private car that had been waiting for a long time at the school gate, took out her sister Fan Er and told Han Xing a few words, and then went back to school, there was still a while before the next night's self-study, Han Ye didn't want to go back to class, so she leisurely on campus Wandering around, she caught a glimpse of a figure in the grove. Driven by curiosity, Han Ye approached to find out, but she was overwhelmed by the scene in front of her.
She saw two girls kissing, and one of them was the idler——Shangguan Ying'er! ! !
Relying on the dim light of the street lamp, Han Ye saw Shangguan Ying'er's unrestrained and indifferent eyes again. She didn't have the ecstasy and sweetness of the kiss in the novel at all, as if the person who kissed her was air.When Han Ye was overwhelmed by surprise, Shangguan Ying'er also saw her, but continued to kiss the girl passionately, and Han Ye turned his head embarrassedly after seeing her, this psychological quality is too good...
Just as Han Ye was about to turn around and leave, Shangguan Ying'er said, "Let's go back to the dormitory together." She completely ignored the other girl's reluctance.He walked to the front of the cold night by himself.The back is called a chic.Han Ye looked back at the girl, only to see that she had tears all over her face, feeling extremely wronged.
Hey, why bother, for a person who doesn't like you.Han Ye couldn't bear it, ran over to hand a pack of tissues, and then went to catch up with classmate Shangguan.
Han Ye followed Shangguan Ying'er a little nervously, and gradually realized that she was not taking the way back to the dormitory, and asked suspiciously: "Well, why don't you go back to the dormitory this way?!"
"..."
"Do you not know the way? You should go this way..."
"You are so noisy."
Hearing this sentence, Han Ye wanted to kick her to death, but still chose to keep silent until the two of them came to a wall.
Then Shangguan Ying'er made a gesture to crawl out, but Han Ye grabbed her.
"Sister, you don't want to jump out, do you?! How dangerous it is at night!! Let's go back to the dormitory."
Shangguan Ying'er glanced at Han Ye, ignored her, shook off Han Ye's hand and continued to crawl outside, then turned around suddenly, and asked, "Do you want to go together?"
Han Ye looked at her inexplicably, and nodded mysteriously.
Then Han Ye climbed over the wall with her and escaped from the school.
That's right, Han Ye's adolescent restless heart longed for stimulation, and besides, she was worried about Shangguan Ying'er going out alone in the middle of the night.
Chapter 14
The cold night of escaping from the campus is like a cheerful bird, jumping even when walking, the evening breeze blows your hair lightly, driving away the heat of the autumn tiger, and you feel comfortable physically and mentally.Compared with the day, Han Ye likes the night more, she likes the neon lights at night, and the dreamlike feeling.
On the other hand, Shangguan Ying'er walked in front with her hands in her pockets, and her loose long hair was lifted by the cool wind, making her look even more unrestrained.In her body, Han Ye saw the rebelliousness and arrogance of youth, which he did not have, so it was fascinating.While thinking wildly, Han Ye followed her left and right, and finally stopped at the entrance of a bar.
"Well, are we going here?" Han Ye asked timidly.
Shangguan Ying'er looked at the girl who was slightly shorter than her in front of her, her thin lips curled up, and she mocked, "Why, don't you dare?"
"It's not a matter of daring or not. It's not appropriate for us as high school students to come to this kind of place."
"That's why a good girl is boring!!"
"..."
"If you don't dare to go in, go back, I'm going in."
Shangguan Ying'er went straight into the bar named "Mei".He didn't even give Han Ye a look.In this dark alley, the neon lights at the entrance of the bar flashed a bewitching light.Almost instinctively, Han Ye subconsciously chooses to follow the familiar person.Entered the "charm".
This is Han Ye's first time entering a bar. Unlike what he imagined, there is no smoky atmosphere here, and there are no "scarce-faced" people here.She followed behind Shangguan Ying'er, looking at this completely strange place curiously.The decoration inside the store is exquisite, the dim lighting blurs all kinds of customers, and the bartenders at the bar move elegantly and skillfully, making Han Ye frequently attract attention.I have to say, this is another world.It is far away from everything in the mundane world, where people can relax and indulge.
"Shadow is here." A voice sounded in front of them, and a young man with tattered jeans, dyed yellow hair, and nose studs greeted them: "Little sister, hello."
"Uh, uh, hello..." Looking at the young man with a bright smile on his face, Han Ye replied tremblingly, Shangguan Ying'er glanced at her, and chatted with the two people who came over one after another, Han Ye looked at them The quick acquaintance showed that Shangguan Ying'er had known her for a long time.Alas, is that flower-like smiling girl really the facial paralyzed gentleman?Han Ye Jiong has a godly thought.
Just when Han Ye was at a loss and fidgeted in an unfamiliar environment, Shangguan Ying'er had already stepped onto the stage in the bar with two other "weird" handsome guys.At this moment, Shangguan Ying'er has already taken off her loose school uniform, her tight black T-shirt outlines her young and beautiful curves, and her thick smoky makeup makes her an elf in the dark night, feeling cold night, in an instant, everyone in the bar All eyes were on her on the stage.
She sat on a high stool, hugged the acoustic guitar as if there was no one else, and hummed softly:
That song reminds me of my flowers,
quietly open for me in the corner of my life,
I thought I'd be by her side forever,
Today we have all left in the vast sea of people...
Shangguan Yinger's voice was slightly hoarse, she closed her eyes slightly, and flicked her fingers, bringing everyone present into their respective memories.
Everyone has parting, everyone has sadness, and everyone has time that can't go back.In those green years, where is the person you love at this time, and is the person who admires you still by your side?Time flies, time flies, things are different, and there is a lot of sentimentality.
Han Ye felt that his eyes were suddenly wet, and he was on the verge of tears.I have to admit that Shangguan Yinger sang very well and was very touching.
After the song was over, there was applause. There were not many people in the bar, so the applause was not enthusiastic, but it could be seen that everyone recognized the singing on stage.
"Hi everyone, we are the Bluestone band, here is our original song "Buried""
Shangguan Yinger on the stage had already stood up, and the acoustic guitar was replaced by an electric guitar, so Han Ye was deeply shocked by the exciting music and dancing crowd under the flickering lights.
"Bury my tears, yours don't matter,
Bury my stupidity, your intelligence,
Bury my youth, your beauty,
To bury our past, to commemorate the paleness of love, my emaciation..."
The girl on stage sang free and unrestrained, full of strength, yes, she lived so unrestrainedly and unrestrainedly, which was enviable.
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