brutal tenderness
Chapter 6
Their rooms were next to each other, Han Ye knocked on the door, and Wu Xin, who was wrapped in a bath towel, opened the door after a while.
Wu Xin let Han Ye enter the room, Han Ye immediately handed over the honey water, saying that after drinking it, he would not have a headache the next day, Wu Xin drank it, smiled, and lightly pursed his lips: "Why are you doing this?"
Han Ye raised his head and met her eyes with surprise.
"Why are you being nice to me?"
Han Ye looked at Wu Xin, who had a friendly smile and cold eyes, and didn't want to say anything, too lazy to say anything.She turned around and wanted to leave. To be honest, she was very tired and didn't have the energy to play Infernal Affairs with Wu Xin.
Looking at Han Ye's expressionless face that could be called dull, and noticing that she was leaving, Wu Xin followed Han Ye's leaving back, wrapped her around her from behind, and whispered Rulan in her ear, "What do you want? Give it all to you, stay tonight, huh?"
Han Ye was startled by the breath coming from his ear, before he had time to react, he found that Wu Xin stretched out her tongue and licked her earlobe, which aroused goosebumps all over her body.
Han Ye clasped Wu Xin's hand, broke free from her arms, and glared at Wu Xin, who was contemptuous of her, but the woman in front of her was calm and could look at her with winking eyes, her rosy lips opened and closed like a soul-absorbing Fairy, Fairy said slowly to Han Ye: "Stay here, I will give you everything you want, including forgetting."
The past came like a tide, and Han Ye's heart ached so badly that it was about to burst. She let go of her frowning brows and regained her expressionless face. Standing in front of Wu Xin, her eyes were out of focus.Let her come over and take her to the bedroom; let her kiss fall on her cheek and lips; let her tongue slide into her mouth and stir; let her unbutton her clothes and touch her body.
Wu Xin was already unconscious, and aware of Han Ye's stiffness, she lay down on Han Ye's body and poured the foreign wine on the bedside table into Han Ye's mouth one by one, forcing her to swallow it, her fingertips lingering on her face, seductively Said: "Little girl, my sister will make you forget all your unhappiness, be obedient, and kiss me."
The stimulation of alcohol made Han Ye's head hot, she fixedly looked at the woman above her body, and kissed her lightly with a sense of self-indulgence, Wu Xin immediately turned against the guest, dominating Han Ye's lips and tongue, and started a voluptuous drama , in the play, the master of love seduces the cowardly deserter, and the clouds and rain are turned upside down, and the spring is shining.
The emotional Wu Xin brought Han Ye's hand to her body, and said with a smile, "I want you." Han Ye obediently slid into her body, Wu Xin took a breath, and then kissed Han Ye's face , and said with a charming smile: "You are so good." He began to enjoy the youthful joy brought by the cold night.
Hearing the intermittent groans in his ears, feeling the fingers moving in and out of other people's body, examining himself lying on Wu Xin's body who temporarily forgot everything due to physical pleasure, Han Ye felt extremely self-loathing in an instant.
Cowardly escaping from reality in sadness, loneliness and helplessness, choosing to fall in temptation.Han Ye, you really are hopeless.
Before falling asleep from exhaustion, Wu Xin noticed that the little girl beneath her was crying like rain.
Chapter 29
Wu Xin is very good at this kind of "physical exercise". She felt sleepless after seven o'clock the next day. Han Ye turned her back to her and huddled up on the side of the bed. The large and clean back let Wu Xin look at it.
Wu Xin looked at the girl, she was young and simple, her short soft hair looked very well-behaved, there was a clear tooth mark on her shoulder, the tooth mark was a few days old at first glance, how strong is this, how deep is the hatred or love Only then did he leave a mark on her body, lest she forget it.
Wu Xin loves beauty, especially clean and beautiful people or things. When she first saw Han Ye, she liked Han Ye's appearance very much, especially her eyes, which were crystal clear like black crystals.After getting in touch with it, I found that it was really like a blank sheet of paper, not able to calculate, not flattering, in a daze, sitting there every day wandering in emptiness, like a person who has lost his soul.Staying with me for three days, unless necessary, the child didn't gossip with me, didn't look at me, which hurt her self-esteem a lot. After all, she is also a beauty and a star!So she took the attitude of making fun of Han Ye and asked her to pick her up at the xxx hotel, but she did not expect that she really came. Among a group of beasts in clothes, she drank wine for her and took her away, and gave her honey hydrolysis liquor.Seeing Han Ye's clean and beautiful face, Wu's heart was tempted. She knew that Han Ye must have been injured before running to Germany. Her rich life experience made it easy for her to understand Han Ye's weakness and understand Han Ye's fragility. An elegant hunter takes out his bait and waits for his prey to bite.When she saw Han Ye's instantly collapsed expression, she knew that she had won.
That child was too clean to be defiled.
Wu thought to himself, he really is a bit perverted.
She entered the entertainment circle at the age of 18, from being unknown to her current position, what and how much she has paid, all the filth and darkness are hidden under her beautiful and glamorous appearance, all turned into her charming smile Medium, songable, ridiculous, or lamentable?
After waking up in the cold night, it took her a long time to find the focus with empty eyes. Wu Xin found that she was awake, crawled over, straightened her body, lay on top of her, and let the girl's fresh and clear breath surround her.
"Did you sleep well?" A soft and charming voice sounded from above.
Han Ye looked at Wu Xin, lying flat like a corpse without making a sound.
Seeing Han Ye's dying look, Wu Xin bit her collarbone lightly, and said with a smile, "You are such a boring bed partner."
Han Ye looked at the ceiling, suddenly smiled, and said, "Say, what do you want me to do?"
The clear voice revealed a kind of sweetness unique to her, which made Wu Xin's heart skip a beat. She said with a smile, "Good morning kiss."
When Han Ye heard her words, he was stunned for a moment, then kissed her, and his lips and teeth were lingering with Wu Xin.
The throbbing of the heart unexpectedly gave a kind of thrilling pleasure, yes, she is not the original Han Ye from today, her name is Bai Ye.
It is undeniable that Wu Xin is a good lover. In the past few days, she took Han Ye to go shopping, buy clothes, eat French food during the day, and watch movies, wine tasting, and sex with Han Ye at night.Han Ye is like a robot, automatically deletes the past, adjusts to the play mode, his heart is desolate, his mind is blank, and he has a romantic relationship with Wu Xin, having fun wantonly.
She knows that Wu Xin has many lovers, both men and women, some can help her in career, some are like herself, they are purely for entertainment, Wu Xin does not shy away from telling her these things, Han Ye doesn't care, they each take what they need, Han Ye needs such a person now, so that she can forget about the past and live a heartless life.
The muddle-headed days lasted for half a month. A phone call from Yun Chu brought Han Ye back to reality. Hearing Yun Chu's warm voice, Han Ye suddenly felt ashamed and felt that everything was like a dream, but when he woke up from the dream, he was already Not yesterday's self, already dirty, hurt and tired.
When Wu Xin finished today's work and returned to the hotel room, she did not see Han Ye alone on the sofa as in the past.Somewhat surprised, really can't think of where Han Ye can go by himself in this foreign country.She was a little worried, after all, she was nearly eight years older than Han Ye, not to mention that she was a little surprised and couldn't explain to Yun Chu, what kind of treasure was that woman.Wu Xin thought about it and decided to go out to look for it. She walked out of the hotel and found Han Ye in an alley not far away.
Today's sky is cloudy and the temperature is very low. Han Ye is wearing a gray sweater, jeans, and white cloth shoes that she bought herself, squatting in the corner.
In the past few days, Wu Xin bought a lot of expensive clothes for Han Ye. She originally thought that Han Ye would love luxury goods like her other lovers.As a result, the girl didn't wear any clothes, and she just wore the cheap things she bought herself all day long.
The short-haired girl squatting there with her head lowered, she didn't know why there was a smile on the corner of her mouth, and she exuded a kind of soft power. Wu Xin had never seen such a cold night before, it was not like the usual numbness and coldness, but a kind of The power of stability and peace of mind is extremely warm.She suddenly understood why Yun Chu was so gentle with this girl.There was a beauty about her that they had lost.
Wu Xin walked up to the squatting Han Ye, lowered her head, and found the reason for Han Ye's beautiful smile—a dirty stray cat drinking milk.
"Little mute, what are you doing?" Wu Xin really couldn't understand how attractive a cat could be.
Han Ye still lowered his head, stroked the cat's head from time to time, and said, "It's homeless."
"Oh, so what?"
"I want to give it a home."
"Huh?" Wu Xin was astonished, you look like you can't afford to live, and you still take care of the cat?
Han Ye ignored Wu Xin who was standing there in a daze, picked up the kitten and walked to the hotel.
Wu Xin looked at Han Ye who was leaving, and was a little angry. She came out to look for her out of kindness, but she left just like that regardless of her.
Forget it, after getting in touch with her in the past few days, I have also gotten used to Han Ye's lukewarm attitude. That child grows up well, learns things quickly, has no requirements, and is very suitable to be my lover.That's it, what do you want.
"What's your name?" Han Ye took the cat back to her room, bathed it, hugged it, and asked into its clear eyes.
"Meow……"
"Meow?? This doesn't sound good, I'm not Team Rocket..."
"Meow~"
"Well, you're a girl, so you're called Doubao. How about it, how Chinese it is..." Han Ye let out a chuckle, "I like eating Doubao the most..."
"Meow……"
"Doubao, Doubao, from today onwards we have to depend on each other..." Han Ye pressed his face against the soft belly of Doubao, and tears flowed out unconsciously.
Han Ye does not like sweets but has a soft spot for bean buns. There used to be a small shop near the High School Attached to T University. The bean buns were very delicious, but there were many people, and the queue lasted for more than an hour. Incredible.But for a while, there was always that bean bag on the dinner table, Han Ye was so happy, and later heard from Aunt Li that the second lady brought it back.
Hanxing, Hanxing, Hanxing...
Han Ye's heart was like being run over by a truck, so sad, so painful.
Wu Xin was sitting in the big room, sipping red wine, when suddenly a phone call came in, it was Han Ye, who said he wanted to take care of the cat, so he wouldn't come to sleep at night, sorry.Wu Xin smiled, thinking, is she not as attractive as that stray cat?Hehe, maybe for that child, she doesn't need herself, but a tool to fill her loneliness.
For some reason, Wu Xin felt so sorry for Han Ye, what happened to such a good girl made her eyes full of sadness.
Chapter 30
Wu Xin's work in Germany has finally come to an end.
She had no choice but to send Han Ye to the place arranged by Yun Chu, despite her slight reluctance.
Han Ye didn't feel anything about it, Yuanjuyuansan had his own definite number, what he insisted on, not to mention that he had such a relationship with Wu Xin.
The driver sent Wu Xinhan and Ye to their destination. Wu Xin met the person who met him, a middle-aged male, German Chinese, very warm and kind.When parting, Han Ye took out a box of chocolates, handed it to Wu Xin, and said sincerely, "Thank you for this time."
Wu Xin was a little pleasantly surprised. Looking at the irregularly shaped chocolates in the box, she guessed that Han Ye had made it by herself, and that she had seduced that child with ulterior motives, so she thanked her? !It's so cute and silly!Looking at Han Ye's slightly immature face, and remembering her defenseless expression when she was asleep, Wu Xin felt a little bit reluctant to let their relationship end.She stretched out her hand and hugged Han Ye into her arms, and whispered in her ear: "I like you a little bit, I don't want to end up with you like this."
Han Ye raised his head and looked at her, not knowing why.
"Let's keep it like this for now, okay? When you heal your heartache or find true love, I'll give you back your freedom."
"..."
"Xiaoye, are you okay?" Wu Xin asked in a whimpering voice.
Han Ye came out of Wu Xin's arms, seeing Wu Xin's unscrupulous expression showed a little seriousness, a little soft-hearted, he didn't hate Wu Xin, maybe getting in touch with her would make him forget Han Xing, maybe he could no longer Loneliness and pain.Thinking of this, Han Ye nodded slightly.
Seeing that Han Ye didn't refuse, Wu Xin was a little happy, she said with a smile: "I will find a chance to come to Germany to see you, remember to miss me." She kissed Han Ye on the cheek, then turned and left satisfied.
After watching her leave, Han Ye felt a little disappointed. He hugged the bean bag and left with the German Chinese—Frank, walking towards a new life.Although I don't know if this kind of life will bring me peace and joy.
Frank is an enthusiastic person. He told Han Ye that he and Yun Chu are good friends, and that Han Ye can live in his house first. He has two children, the eldest daughter is as old as Han Ye, and the youngest son is in junior high school.Han Ye watched Frank welcome him from the bottom of his heart, and also felt a little close to this handsome middle-aged man.
Frank's house is a red detached house with a large courtyard and a strong golden retriever. Her wife is a blond Germanic, very beautiful and also very hospitable. In order to welcome the cold night, the Frank family A small party was held, and seeing the cheerful smiles of their family, Han Ye also felt warmed up.
Frank told Han Ye that Doubao is a young puppet cat, and it needs to be taken care of if it wants to grow up healthy. Han Ye looked at Doubao's weak appearance and made up his mind to raise it up.Looking at Han Ye's slightly childish face, Frank thought of the Yun Chu in the past, who was just as pure and beautiful.I can't help but feel a sense of loss in my heart.
When he came to Germany, Han Ye had to study in a language school for half a year, and then take the self-examination before he had the opportunity to study at the Free University of Berlin. Frank's eldest daughter, Lily, studied very well and was studying clinical medicine. Lily is a very beautiful girl , has both the slender bones of the Orientals and the deep outlines of the Westerners.She gave Han Ye great help in the college self-examination interview and other aspects.
How should I put it, reading, studying, and taking exams, a year has passed by so quickly.
Time always goes by too fast, slipping past us inadvertently, when you suddenly look back, before you know it, I am already here, I am already here.
After hard work, Han Ye has become fluent in German, and entered Liberty University to study for a Bachelor of Arts. When he left China, Han Ye mortgaged the house in University A to Yun Chu and borrowed 50.Fortunately, tuition fees in Germany are relatively low, so her life is not difficult.After finishing the language school, Han Ye moved out of Frank's house. After all, disturbing others is not a long-term solution. She shared a small apartment with others near the university, which is convenient for going to school and working.
After a year, Han Ye's hair grew longer, and he became stronger and stronger. Although he didn't say he had overcome the past, he also cheered up and no longer was dying like before.In this year, Wu Xin has been here three times, and every time she comes, she will buy various gifts for Han Ye, bring Han Ye to and from high-end clubs, provide exquisite food, and then, when the atmosphere is up, play some adult games .Sometimes, Wu Xin looked at Han Ye, who was frowning and pursing her lips, under her body, who was more and more beautiful and charming, and said with a smile: "I like you more and more, what should I do?" At this time, Han Ye would get up and hug you She said lightly: "Wu Xin, I only see you as a big sister, don't like me, or we'll be over."
Yes, our relationship only started because of each other's loneliness. If we talk about love, the result is destined to leave.
Han Ye believes that Wu Xin sees this more thoroughly.
Han Ye’s roommate is a German girl who plays rock and roll. She sings in the bar. Sometimes, on nights when there is no class or work, Han Ye will go to the bar with them. Han Ye plays the guitar very well. With this, Occasionally earn a little extra money.
This year, under the careful care of Han Ye, Doubao has become a veritable beauty, with soft and shiny white hair, clear blue eyes like the sea, and a lazy and cute appearance... Every time Seeing Doubao lying on the head of the bed cutely, Han Ye couldn't wait to pick up Doubao. The charm of Mei Meow is infinite! !Han Ye admits that she is a superficial face control... It seems that part of the reason why she likes her younger sister Han Xing so much is because of Han Xing's incomparably exquisite and incomparable appearance.
Sometimes, Han Ye sits in the park, looking up at the blue sky which is different from that in China, when the wind blows her gradually long hair, her nose will feel sore and she will almost cry.
After all kinds of entanglements and the precipitation of time, can he still control the ordinary sisterly affection for Han Xing?Han Ye didn't know, she thought, maybe time and fate would tell her the answer.
Chapter 31
What is fate?
Is it the natural law that flowers bloom and fail, and everything grows?
Or is it the impermanence of birth, old age, sickness and death, separation and separation?
Maybe it's the feeling that when we stumbled and thought that everything was under control, we suddenly looked back and found that everything was doomed, maybe it was simpler.
Han Ye felt that meeting Su Luo again had a sense of fate.
What a powerful, irresistible thread of numerology, let me meet you.
Berlin in the early winter has a poetic beauty. In this fresh environment, Han Ye's heart gradually calms down, and life becomes more regular.The learning atmosphere at Liberty University is relatively relaxed. As long as you complete the corresponding homework and take a few necessary courses every week, you will have plenty of time to work and have fun.This gave Han Ye the space to be self-reliant.
In the past, Han Ye had no choice but to mortgage the house that Bai Chuxue left her to Yun Chu. For more than a year, Han Ye spent 20 yuan on expenses in Germany, which made her very heartbroken. Miss, but Han Ye has never lost her grassroots attributes. After studying and living on the right track, Han Ye started various part-time jobs and part-time jobs.I thought to myself that after returning to China, I could redeem the house.Han Ye absolutely could not give up that house, for her, that house carried her childhood and memories.
Han Ye is currently working two jobs, one is selling breakfast at a fast food restaurant from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-] in the morning, and the other is working as a waitress in a high-end restaurant from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-] in the evening. As far as tips, the income is still considerable.
As usual, after class, Han Ye rode a bicycle and came to work at the restaurant famous for its steak; Toothed smile, dedicated service, hope to get a tip.The only thing that was different from the past was that when she raised her head and saw the guests on the seat by the window, she seemed to be held by the sunflower acupuncture hand, her elegant and dignified aura was slightly cold, and her long smooth black hair around her waist was like a lake of water , bright and clear eyes, and that faint expression similar to many years ago.Such a beautiful woman made Han Ye temporarily forget his words.
The guest also noticed something was wrong and turned his head.They met each other's eyes, yes, that face that shouldn't appear in the mortal world is Su Luo.The goddess who has both talent and beauty since junior high school.
Han Ye came back to his senses, suppressed the soreness and excitement of meeting an old friend in a foreign country, took a deep breath, put on a professional smile, and asked the guest: "May I ask what you want?"
"Two steaks, okay, Su?" said a black-haired woman opposite Su Luo.
"Okay." Su Luo slightly raised his head to glance at Han Ye, and smiled nicely at the black-haired woman.
"Okay, that's all. Hehe, the little girl is so cute. Come on, here's a tip." As she spoke, the black-haired woman handed Han Ye 10 euros. Han Ye smiled and said thank you, and left politely without paying attention. Arrived, Su Luo has been following the eyes.
"Su, what's wrong with you? Are you restless, and still worrying about that infatuated Lucas?" The black-haired woman said with some concern.
"No, Anna, you are overthinking." Looking at his friend's concerned face, Su Luo smiled, then lowered his eyes, wondering what he was thinking.
Anna, you know, I met that person.
The person I have thought about for five years and missed for five years but had to force myself to forget.
It turns out that my heart can beat so fast.
After meeting Su Luo, Han Ye was a little absent-minded. He wanted to say hello but found that the occasion was not right. Besides, they were not very close friends. After so many years, everyone's appearance has changed. Maybe they have forgotten themselves. The current life has been completely cut off from the past, so why bother to be contaminated with people related to memories, in the end, it is full of sadness.Thinking of this, Han Ye continued to concentrate on his work, as if he hadn't seen Su Luo.
Yes, ever since Han Ye came to Berlin, in order to escape the pain, she consciously and selectively ignored everything she didn't want to face, the departure of her mother, all kinds of things in Han's family, Han Xing...everything that could hurt her, she was deceiving herself and others. Remember, don't care.Let them rot in the bottom of my heart.This made Han Ye look strong and optimistic on the surface, as if he had recovered from the pain. In fact, all the sorrow, anger, and pain since losing her mother were all compressed together and buried somewhere in her body. will explode.
Han Ye didn't realize these things, but in fact, crying with all her strength, being sad, acting like a baby is also a way of treatment, but unfortunately, Han Ye has never relied on anyone, and she has been alone since she was young, and she has been reluctantly acting like a big sister In the end, even though I was scarred, I forgot to cry, to rely on others, and how to cry wantonly in the arms of others.
The working time always passes quickly. At nine o’clock in the evening, Han Ye changed back into his clothes, put on big headphones and listened to rock music, and when he walked out of the restaurant through the back door to pick up the car and go home, he saw someone not far away. It's Su Luo.
Han Ye is slightly nearsighted now, and he doesn't need to wear glasses on weekdays, but he can't see things in the distance very clearly.That being the case, why is she so sure that the person not far away is Su Luo?That's right, that person's temperament is too elegant, wherever he stands, there will be a charm like ink painting, which makes people fascinated.
Seeing Han Ye coming out, Su Luo looked at him blankly, a little nervous, a little shy, calmed down, walked towards Han Ye, smiled and said, "Han Ye, long time no see."
Han Ye came back to his senses, took off the earphones, and showed a big smile: "Yeah, long time no see, Su Luo, I almost don't recognize you, hehe."
Su Luo looked at Han Ye's face and found that the two big dark circles under her eyes were particularly noticeable. Knowing that Han Ye was very tired after work, she felt distressed and said with a smile: "Are you going home? Why don't you go home?" Let's take you back, it's getting late."
Su Luo said sincerely, Han Ye couldn't refuse the fellow's proposal, so he agreed, without picking up the bicycle, followed Su Luo to a sapphire blue BMW, Su Luo thoughtfully opened the door of the passenger seat for her, please Going up in the cold night, I immediately got into the driver's seat and started the car steadily. The smell in the car was very similar to that of Su Luo's body, both of which were peaceful and elegant.Han Ye was busy from morning to night today, and when he calmed down, his eyelids drooped unconsciously, and he gradually fell asleep. Su Luo wanted to find something to talk about, but when he turned around, he saw Han Ye leaning on the car window and fell asleep. Some helpless, but also some joy, being able to fall asleep in her own car shows that she trusts herself, doesn't it.
Sleeping at an angle made Han Ye's neck sore, he woke up, looked at his watch, it was past 11 o'clock, turned his head and found that Su Luo was looking at him with a smile, Han Ye suddenly felt embarrassed, he kindly sent you back , but you slept in someone's car with a big face, letting them waste 3 hours, Han Ye, you are such a pig! !
"Well, it's so late, oh, I don't know what's going on, I fell asleep as soon as I relaxed, that, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to trouble you..."
"No, I like the feeling of being with you. It's very down-to-earth. We are friends, so we don't need to be so alien." Su Luo looked into Han Ye's eyes and said.
"Hey..." Han Ye felt that he should go home. Tomorrow is the weekend and it is rare for him to sleep late. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel happy, and said with a smile, "Well, thank you for sending me back, I'm going home first."
As soon as Han Ye pushed the door and wanted to get out of the car, he heard Su Luo's cool and pleasant voice: "Han Ye, don't you invite me to your house?"
Han Ye turned her head and saw Su Luo smiling softly and beautifully. Under the dim headlights, Su Luo's face had a hazy beauty. Could it be these things that made her feel suffocated?No, Han Ye has seen many beautiful and beautiful people. They are exquisite and beautiful like Han Xing; Did not bring myself that kind of throbbing.
The fresh warmth like sunshine after the first snow, and the thick warmth like a harbor are all contained in Su Luo's silent eyes, those quiet and bright eyes like a lake, which made Han Ye feel a sense of joy for the first time. The idea of wanting to rely on, I can trust this person, I can rely on this person, because she looks at me so tenderly, she looks at me so tenderly, this kind of tenderness makes people Want to act like a spoiled child, indulging.
Han Ye looked at Su Luo, suddenly smiled, and said, "Okay, it's a great honor."
Chapter 32
Su Luo followed Han Ye to the apartment she rented. The house was small but very tidy. Although it was a bit shabby, it could be seen the warmth in the small details, which showed that the owner was a person with a passion for life.What's even more interesting is that as soon as Han Ye entered, a beautiful cat jumped into her arms, so Su Luo saw that Han Ye relaxed, with the corners of his mouth raised, smiling so genuinely for the first time.
That's right, this kind of cold night is the one I am familiar with, the one who is warm and warm, who makes people want to get close to her involuntarily, and also, the one I miss...
To be honest, when I saw Han Ye in the restaurant just now, Su Luo was a little surprised. The girl smiled decently and politely, as if she was wearing a delicate mask, which was far from her memory.In my memory, she always had a smile on her face, her eyes were warm, and there were small dimples at the corners of her mouth, she looked playful and cute.Why has she changed so much after not seeing her for five years?Of course, she looks even more beautiful now, with a thin and tall figure, and even herself, who is used to seeing handsome men and beautiful women, is slightly amazed, but why do she have such cold eyes?When she was in front of her, she was puzzled and looked at her defensively. Suddenly, Su Luo felt bitter. It turned out that she was full of defenses against herself and regarded herself as a stranger.
"Doubao, miss me, have you had dinner? Alice isn't coming back today, is she?" Han Ye said childishly as he stroked Doubao's big, furry head, as if the big cat in his arms could communicate with her. , Seeing Su Luo was a little funny.Immediately, she remembered something, and hurriedly called Su Luo into the room to sit down, thought about it, went to the kitchen, made a cup of homemade honey grapefruit tea, handed it to Su Luo, and poured a cup for herself.
Seeing the cold night sitting across from him drinking grapefruit tea from a cup, Su Luo felt the familiar emotions well up from the bottom of his heart again. He picked up the cup and took a small sip of the drink in the cup. It was sweet and sour. , It's delicious and can warm people's hearts.
"How is it? Is it good?" Han Ye asked cautiously with anticipation.
"It's delicious, and the taste is a bit special." Su Luo looked a little amused at Han Ye's nervous little face.
"Hey, it's fine if you like it. I made it for fun. Alice likes it very much. Wu Xin said it wasn't good but took away a big can..."
After Han Ye finished speaking, he looked at Su Luo, only to see that she was looking at him with a smile on her face, and she didn't speak, and he couldn't find anything to discuss with her. The atmosphere in the room fell into a strange state, just as Han Ye When I didn't know what to do at night, the sound of rain hitting the glass was heard intermittently outside the window.
In early winter in Berlin, it was raining.
The air is gradually getting cooler, and the sound of raindrops makes the room more peaceful.
"Yeah, it's raining." Han Ye looked out the window and said, with a hint of melancholy in his tone for some reason.
"Well, yes," Su Luo looked at the watch on his right wrist, paused, and said, "It's getting late, I have to go, nice to meet you, Han Ye."
Han Ye glanced at the clock on the wall, it was almost twelve o'clock, the rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and suddenly she didn't want to face the emptiness and loneliness alone, so she said in a strange way: "Su Luo, do you want to see me today?" Stay late, it’s raining heavily outside.”
Su Luo glanced at Han Ye in surprise, and Han Ye also felt that she was a little nonsensical, just when she was about to accept Miss Su's polite rejection, unexpectedly, Su Luo raised her red lips and said with a smile: "Okay, excuse me then is you."
So, when Su Luo saw Han Ye for the first time five years later, he was stayed overnight...
"Well, just wear my pajamas." Han Ye handed the pajamas to the slender white arm stretched out from the bathroom.
"it is good."
"Well, remember to dry your hair..."
"haha okay."
After explaining everything, Han Ye sat on the sofa playing mobile games after taking a shower. When Su Luo came out, he saw the beautiful woman in her cartoon pajamas. For some reason, the picture had an unspeakable warmth.
"Hey, Miss Su, your hair hasn't been blown dry." Han Ye noticed with sharp eyes that Su Luo's waist-length hair was still a little wet.
"Well, the hair is too long, it's not easy to take care of, it's okay." Su Luo looked at Han Ye who was lying on the sofa and wearing panda pajamas and said with a smile.
"How can this work? It's easy to get a headache when you get up early tomorrow." Then Han Ye got up, went to get the hair dryer, and said seriously: "Go and sit there, I'll help you dry it completely!"
"Hehe, good." Su Luo sat down on the sofa obediently.
Su Luo is a little taller than Han Ye, about 170, and with a good figure, he can be a model. When Han Ye blows her smooth black hair with a hair dryer, he smells the fragrance of his own shampoo on Su Luo's hair When I was a child, I had a sense of intimacy with Su Luo for no reason.But looking at the state of myself and Su Luo, I suddenly feel like a maid. Su Luo's temperament is too strong, even wearing her Snoopy pajamas, it is difficult to hide her elegance and luxury, and myself is simply synonymous with grassroots .Thinking of this, Han Ye is so gorgeous and full of energy.
After taking a shower and drying my hair, the next step is to share the same bed...
Well, it's not that Han Ye has ulterior motives, it's that their apartment really doesn't have a guest room, so Goddess Su Luo can't be allowed to sleep on the sofa, and Han Ye herself doesn't want to sleep on the sofa.How much sleeping on the sofa affects the quality of sleep, for a sleepy person like Han Ye, it is simply an impossible task.
The two of them lay on the fairly big double bed in Han Ye's bedroom, and you chatted with me sentence by sentence, talking about many past events. Under the protection of the night, people are always easy to let go of their guards, and Su Luo has also become more sensitive. Used to be talkative.Han Ye found out that Su Luo is now an honorary lecturer at the Berlin Conservatory of Music. She has been performing all over the world these years, and now her family has settled in Germany.Su Luo narrated what she had seen and heard all over the world in these years. Her voice echoed in her ears clearly and moistly. Han Ye fell asleep after listening to it. Maybe she was very tired today, maybe it was because of a hot bath. It's very comfortable, maybe it's because Su Luo's body smells too good, maybe it's because the atmosphere in the bedroom is too warm at the moment... In short, Han Ye fell asleep very quickly this night, and slept very soundly.
Listening to the even breathing sound coming from beside him, Su Luo felt his heart melted into a puddle of spring water.She looked at Han Ye's sleeping face by the moonlight, and slowly, anxiously, stretched out her hand, brushing gently over her eyebrows, eyes, nose, lips, lost in thought for a long time.Finally sighed, withdrew his greedy hand, and closed his eyes.
It's her, it's her, I didn't expect that I would fall in love with the person I liked five years ago, I didn't expect that I would fall into it twice for the same person, and the deeper and deeper I fell.
I thought I had forgotten the girl in my memory when I was young. Who knew that when I met her again, I found that I still loved her for so many years.
Wu Xin let Han Ye enter the room, Han Ye immediately handed over the honey water, saying that after drinking it, he would not have a headache the next day, Wu Xin drank it, smiled, and lightly pursed his lips: "Why are you doing this?"
Han Ye raised his head and met her eyes with surprise.
"Why are you being nice to me?"
Han Ye looked at Wu Xin, who had a friendly smile and cold eyes, and didn't want to say anything, too lazy to say anything.She turned around and wanted to leave. To be honest, she was very tired and didn't have the energy to play Infernal Affairs with Wu Xin.
Looking at Han Ye's expressionless face that could be called dull, and noticing that she was leaving, Wu Xin followed Han Ye's leaving back, wrapped her around her from behind, and whispered Rulan in her ear, "What do you want? Give it all to you, stay tonight, huh?"
Han Ye was startled by the breath coming from his ear, before he had time to react, he found that Wu Xin stretched out her tongue and licked her earlobe, which aroused goosebumps all over her body.
Han Ye clasped Wu Xin's hand, broke free from her arms, and glared at Wu Xin, who was contemptuous of her, but the woman in front of her was calm and could look at her with winking eyes, her rosy lips opened and closed like a soul-absorbing Fairy, Fairy said slowly to Han Ye: "Stay here, I will give you everything you want, including forgetting."
The past came like a tide, and Han Ye's heart ached so badly that it was about to burst. She let go of her frowning brows and regained her expressionless face. Standing in front of Wu Xin, her eyes were out of focus.Let her come over and take her to the bedroom; let her kiss fall on her cheek and lips; let her tongue slide into her mouth and stir; let her unbutton her clothes and touch her body.
Wu Xin was already unconscious, and aware of Han Ye's stiffness, she lay down on Han Ye's body and poured the foreign wine on the bedside table into Han Ye's mouth one by one, forcing her to swallow it, her fingertips lingering on her face, seductively Said: "Little girl, my sister will make you forget all your unhappiness, be obedient, and kiss me."
The stimulation of alcohol made Han Ye's head hot, she fixedly looked at the woman above her body, and kissed her lightly with a sense of self-indulgence, Wu Xin immediately turned against the guest, dominating Han Ye's lips and tongue, and started a voluptuous drama , in the play, the master of love seduces the cowardly deserter, and the clouds and rain are turned upside down, and the spring is shining.
The emotional Wu Xin brought Han Ye's hand to her body, and said with a smile, "I want you." Han Ye obediently slid into her body, Wu Xin took a breath, and then kissed Han Ye's face , and said with a charming smile: "You are so good." He began to enjoy the youthful joy brought by the cold night.
Hearing the intermittent groans in his ears, feeling the fingers moving in and out of other people's body, examining himself lying on Wu Xin's body who temporarily forgot everything due to physical pleasure, Han Ye felt extremely self-loathing in an instant.
Cowardly escaping from reality in sadness, loneliness and helplessness, choosing to fall in temptation.Han Ye, you really are hopeless.
Before falling asleep from exhaustion, Wu Xin noticed that the little girl beneath her was crying like rain.
Chapter 29
Wu Xin is very good at this kind of "physical exercise". She felt sleepless after seven o'clock the next day. Han Ye turned her back to her and huddled up on the side of the bed. The large and clean back let Wu Xin look at it.
Wu Xin looked at the girl, she was young and simple, her short soft hair looked very well-behaved, there was a clear tooth mark on her shoulder, the tooth mark was a few days old at first glance, how strong is this, how deep is the hatred or love Only then did he leave a mark on her body, lest she forget it.
Wu Xin loves beauty, especially clean and beautiful people or things. When she first saw Han Ye, she liked Han Ye's appearance very much, especially her eyes, which were crystal clear like black crystals.After getting in touch with it, I found that it was really like a blank sheet of paper, not able to calculate, not flattering, in a daze, sitting there every day wandering in emptiness, like a person who has lost his soul.Staying with me for three days, unless necessary, the child didn't gossip with me, didn't look at me, which hurt her self-esteem a lot. After all, she is also a beauty and a star!So she took the attitude of making fun of Han Ye and asked her to pick her up at the xxx hotel, but she did not expect that she really came. Among a group of beasts in clothes, she drank wine for her and took her away, and gave her honey hydrolysis liquor.Seeing Han Ye's clean and beautiful face, Wu's heart was tempted. She knew that Han Ye must have been injured before running to Germany. Her rich life experience made it easy for her to understand Han Ye's weakness and understand Han Ye's fragility. An elegant hunter takes out his bait and waits for his prey to bite.When she saw Han Ye's instantly collapsed expression, she knew that she had won.
That child was too clean to be defiled.
Wu thought to himself, he really is a bit perverted.
She entered the entertainment circle at the age of 18, from being unknown to her current position, what and how much she has paid, all the filth and darkness are hidden under her beautiful and glamorous appearance, all turned into her charming smile Medium, songable, ridiculous, or lamentable?
After waking up in the cold night, it took her a long time to find the focus with empty eyes. Wu Xin found that she was awake, crawled over, straightened her body, lay on top of her, and let the girl's fresh and clear breath surround her.
"Did you sleep well?" A soft and charming voice sounded from above.
Han Ye looked at Wu Xin, lying flat like a corpse without making a sound.
Seeing Han Ye's dying look, Wu Xin bit her collarbone lightly, and said with a smile, "You are such a boring bed partner."
Han Ye looked at the ceiling, suddenly smiled, and said, "Say, what do you want me to do?"
The clear voice revealed a kind of sweetness unique to her, which made Wu Xin's heart skip a beat. She said with a smile, "Good morning kiss."
When Han Ye heard her words, he was stunned for a moment, then kissed her, and his lips and teeth were lingering with Wu Xin.
The throbbing of the heart unexpectedly gave a kind of thrilling pleasure, yes, she is not the original Han Ye from today, her name is Bai Ye.
It is undeniable that Wu Xin is a good lover. In the past few days, she took Han Ye to go shopping, buy clothes, eat French food during the day, and watch movies, wine tasting, and sex with Han Ye at night.Han Ye is like a robot, automatically deletes the past, adjusts to the play mode, his heart is desolate, his mind is blank, and he has a romantic relationship with Wu Xin, having fun wantonly.
She knows that Wu Xin has many lovers, both men and women, some can help her in career, some are like herself, they are purely for entertainment, Wu Xin does not shy away from telling her these things, Han Ye doesn't care, they each take what they need, Han Ye needs such a person now, so that she can forget about the past and live a heartless life.
The muddle-headed days lasted for half a month. A phone call from Yun Chu brought Han Ye back to reality. Hearing Yun Chu's warm voice, Han Ye suddenly felt ashamed and felt that everything was like a dream, but when he woke up from the dream, he was already Not yesterday's self, already dirty, hurt and tired.
When Wu Xin finished today's work and returned to the hotel room, she did not see Han Ye alone on the sofa as in the past.Somewhat surprised, really can't think of where Han Ye can go by himself in this foreign country.She was a little worried, after all, she was nearly eight years older than Han Ye, not to mention that she was a little surprised and couldn't explain to Yun Chu, what kind of treasure was that woman.Wu Xin thought about it and decided to go out to look for it. She walked out of the hotel and found Han Ye in an alley not far away.
Today's sky is cloudy and the temperature is very low. Han Ye is wearing a gray sweater, jeans, and white cloth shoes that she bought herself, squatting in the corner.
In the past few days, Wu Xin bought a lot of expensive clothes for Han Ye. She originally thought that Han Ye would love luxury goods like her other lovers.As a result, the girl didn't wear any clothes, and she just wore the cheap things she bought herself all day long.
The short-haired girl squatting there with her head lowered, she didn't know why there was a smile on the corner of her mouth, and she exuded a kind of soft power. Wu Xin had never seen such a cold night before, it was not like the usual numbness and coldness, but a kind of The power of stability and peace of mind is extremely warm.She suddenly understood why Yun Chu was so gentle with this girl.There was a beauty about her that they had lost.
Wu Xin walked up to the squatting Han Ye, lowered her head, and found the reason for Han Ye's beautiful smile—a dirty stray cat drinking milk.
"Little mute, what are you doing?" Wu Xin really couldn't understand how attractive a cat could be.
Han Ye still lowered his head, stroked the cat's head from time to time, and said, "It's homeless."
"Oh, so what?"
"I want to give it a home."
"Huh?" Wu Xin was astonished, you look like you can't afford to live, and you still take care of the cat?
Han Ye ignored Wu Xin who was standing there in a daze, picked up the kitten and walked to the hotel.
Wu Xin looked at Han Ye who was leaving, and was a little angry. She came out to look for her out of kindness, but she left just like that regardless of her.
Forget it, after getting in touch with her in the past few days, I have also gotten used to Han Ye's lukewarm attitude. That child grows up well, learns things quickly, has no requirements, and is very suitable to be my lover.That's it, what do you want.
"What's your name?" Han Ye took the cat back to her room, bathed it, hugged it, and asked into its clear eyes.
"Meow……"
"Meow?? This doesn't sound good, I'm not Team Rocket..."
"Meow~"
"Well, you're a girl, so you're called Doubao. How about it, how Chinese it is..." Han Ye let out a chuckle, "I like eating Doubao the most..."
"Meow……"
"Doubao, Doubao, from today onwards we have to depend on each other..." Han Ye pressed his face against the soft belly of Doubao, and tears flowed out unconsciously.
Han Ye does not like sweets but has a soft spot for bean buns. There used to be a small shop near the High School Attached to T University. The bean buns were very delicious, but there were many people, and the queue lasted for more than an hour. Incredible.But for a while, there was always that bean bag on the dinner table, Han Ye was so happy, and later heard from Aunt Li that the second lady brought it back.
Hanxing, Hanxing, Hanxing...
Han Ye's heart was like being run over by a truck, so sad, so painful.
Wu Xin was sitting in the big room, sipping red wine, when suddenly a phone call came in, it was Han Ye, who said he wanted to take care of the cat, so he wouldn't come to sleep at night, sorry.Wu Xin smiled, thinking, is she not as attractive as that stray cat?Hehe, maybe for that child, she doesn't need herself, but a tool to fill her loneliness.
For some reason, Wu Xin felt so sorry for Han Ye, what happened to such a good girl made her eyes full of sadness.
Chapter 30
Wu Xin's work in Germany has finally come to an end.
She had no choice but to send Han Ye to the place arranged by Yun Chu, despite her slight reluctance.
Han Ye didn't feel anything about it, Yuanjuyuansan had his own definite number, what he insisted on, not to mention that he had such a relationship with Wu Xin.
The driver sent Wu Xinhan and Ye to their destination. Wu Xin met the person who met him, a middle-aged male, German Chinese, very warm and kind.When parting, Han Ye took out a box of chocolates, handed it to Wu Xin, and said sincerely, "Thank you for this time."
Wu Xin was a little pleasantly surprised. Looking at the irregularly shaped chocolates in the box, she guessed that Han Ye had made it by herself, and that she had seduced that child with ulterior motives, so she thanked her? !It's so cute and silly!Looking at Han Ye's slightly immature face, and remembering her defenseless expression when she was asleep, Wu Xin felt a little bit reluctant to let their relationship end.She stretched out her hand and hugged Han Ye into her arms, and whispered in her ear: "I like you a little bit, I don't want to end up with you like this."
Han Ye raised his head and looked at her, not knowing why.
"Let's keep it like this for now, okay? When you heal your heartache or find true love, I'll give you back your freedom."
"..."
"Xiaoye, are you okay?" Wu Xin asked in a whimpering voice.
Han Ye came out of Wu Xin's arms, seeing Wu Xin's unscrupulous expression showed a little seriousness, a little soft-hearted, he didn't hate Wu Xin, maybe getting in touch with her would make him forget Han Xing, maybe he could no longer Loneliness and pain.Thinking of this, Han Ye nodded slightly.
Seeing that Han Ye didn't refuse, Wu Xin was a little happy, she said with a smile: "I will find a chance to come to Germany to see you, remember to miss me." She kissed Han Ye on the cheek, then turned and left satisfied.
After watching her leave, Han Ye felt a little disappointed. He hugged the bean bag and left with the German Chinese—Frank, walking towards a new life.Although I don't know if this kind of life will bring me peace and joy.
Frank is an enthusiastic person. He told Han Ye that he and Yun Chu are good friends, and that Han Ye can live in his house first. He has two children, the eldest daughter is as old as Han Ye, and the youngest son is in junior high school.Han Ye watched Frank welcome him from the bottom of his heart, and also felt a little close to this handsome middle-aged man.
Frank's house is a red detached house with a large courtyard and a strong golden retriever. Her wife is a blond Germanic, very beautiful and also very hospitable. In order to welcome the cold night, the Frank family A small party was held, and seeing the cheerful smiles of their family, Han Ye also felt warmed up.
Frank told Han Ye that Doubao is a young puppet cat, and it needs to be taken care of if it wants to grow up healthy. Han Ye looked at Doubao's weak appearance and made up his mind to raise it up.Looking at Han Ye's slightly childish face, Frank thought of the Yun Chu in the past, who was just as pure and beautiful.I can't help but feel a sense of loss in my heart.
When he came to Germany, Han Ye had to study in a language school for half a year, and then take the self-examination before he had the opportunity to study at the Free University of Berlin. Frank's eldest daughter, Lily, studied very well and was studying clinical medicine. Lily is a very beautiful girl , has both the slender bones of the Orientals and the deep outlines of the Westerners.She gave Han Ye great help in the college self-examination interview and other aspects.
How should I put it, reading, studying, and taking exams, a year has passed by so quickly.
Time always goes by too fast, slipping past us inadvertently, when you suddenly look back, before you know it, I am already here, I am already here.
After hard work, Han Ye has become fluent in German, and entered Liberty University to study for a Bachelor of Arts. When he left China, Han Ye mortgaged the house in University A to Yun Chu and borrowed 50.Fortunately, tuition fees in Germany are relatively low, so her life is not difficult.After finishing the language school, Han Ye moved out of Frank's house. After all, disturbing others is not a long-term solution. She shared a small apartment with others near the university, which is convenient for going to school and working.
After a year, Han Ye's hair grew longer, and he became stronger and stronger. Although he didn't say he had overcome the past, he also cheered up and no longer was dying like before.In this year, Wu Xin has been here three times, and every time she comes, she will buy various gifts for Han Ye, bring Han Ye to and from high-end clubs, provide exquisite food, and then, when the atmosphere is up, play some adult games .Sometimes, Wu Xin looked at Han Ye, who was frowning and pursing her lips, under her body, who was more and more beautiful and charming, and said with a smile: "I like you more and more, what should I do?" At this time, Han Ye would get up and hug you She said lightly: "Wu Xin, I only see you as a big sister, don't like me, or we'll be over."
Yes, our relationship only started because of each other's loneliness. If we talk about love, the result is destined to leave.
Han Ye believes that Wu Xin sees this more thoroughly.
Han Ye’s roommate is a German girl who plays rock and roll. She sings in the bar. Sometimes, on nights when there is no class or work, Han Ye will go to the bar with them. Han Ye plays the guitar very well. With this, Occasionally earn a little extra money.
This year, under the careful care of Han Ye, Doubao has become a veritable beauty, with soft and shiny white hair, clear blue eyes like the sea, and a lazy and cute appearance... Every time Seeing Doubao lying on the head of the bed cutely, Han Ye couldn't wait to pick up Doubao. The charm of Mei Meow is infinite! !Han Ye admits that she is a superficial face control... It seems that part of the reason why she likes her younger sister Han Xing so much is because of Han Xing's incomparably exquisite and incomparable appearance.
Sometimes, Han Ye sits in the park, looking up at the blue sky which is different from that in China, when the wind blows her gradually long hair, her nose will feel sore and she will almost cry.
After all kinds of entanglements and the precipitation of time, can he still control the ordinary sisterly affection for Han Xing?Han Ye didn't know, she thought, maybe time and fate would tell her the answer.
Chapter 31
What is fate?
Is it the natural law that flowers bloom and fail, and everything grows?
Or is it the impermanence of birth, old age, sickness and death, separation and separation?
Maybe it's the feeling that when we stumbled and thought that everything was under control, we suddenly looked back and found that everything was doomed, maybe it was simpler.
Han Ye felt that meeting Su Luo again had a sense of fate.
What a powerful, irresistible thread of numerology, let me meet you.
Berlin in the early winter has a poetic beauty. In this fresh environment, Han Ye's heart gradually calms down, and life becomes more regular.The learning atmosphere at Liberty University is relatively relaxed. As long as you complete the corresponding homework and take a few necessary courses every week, you will have plenty of time to work and have fun.This gave Han Ye the space to be self-reliant.
In the past, Han Ye had no choice but to mortgage the house that Bai Chuxue left her to Yun Chu. For more than a year, Han Ye spent 20 yuan on expenses in Germany, which made her very heartbroken. Miss, but Han Ye has never lost her grassroots attributes. After studying and living on the right track, Han Ye started various part-time jobs and part-time jobs.I thought to myself that after returning to China, I could redeem the house.Han Ye absolutely could not give up that house, for her, that house carried her childhood and memories.
Han Ye is currently working two jobs, one is selling breakfast at a fast food restaurant from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-] in the morning, and the other is working as a waitress in a high-end restaurant from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-] in the evening. As far as tips, the income is still considerable.
As usual, after class, Han Ye rode a bicycle and came to work at the restaurant famous for its steak; Toothed smile, dedicated service, hope to get a tip.The only thing that was different from the past was that when she raised her head and saw the guests on the seat by the window, she seemed to be held by the sunflower acupuncture hand, her elegant and dignified aura was slightly cold, and her long smooth black hair around her waist was like a lake of water , bright and clear eyes, and that faint expression similar to many years ago.Such a beautiful woman made Han Ye temporarily forget his words.
The guest also noticed something was wrong and turned his head.They met each other's eyes, yes, that face that shouldn't appear in the mortal world is Su Luo.The goddess who has both talent and beauty since junior high school.
Han Ye came back to his senses, suppressed the soreness and excitement of meeting an old friend in a foreign country, took a deep breath, put on a professional smile, and asked the guest: "May I ask what you want?"
"Two steaks, okay, Su?" said a black-haired woman opposite Su Luo.
"Okay." Su Luo slightly raised his head to glance at Han Ye, and smiled nicely at the black-haired woman.
"Okay, that's all. Hehe, the little girl is so cute. Come on, here's a tip." As she spoke, the black-haired woman handed Han Ye 10 euros. Han Ye smiled and said thank you, and left politely without paying attention. Arrived, Su Luo has been following the eyes.
"Su, what's wrong with you? Are you restless, and still worrying about that infatuated Lucas?" The black-haired woman said with some concern.
"No, Anna, you are overthinking." Looking at his friend's concerned face, Su Luo smiled, then lowered his eyes, wondering what he was thinking.
Anna, you know, I met that person.
The person I have thought about for five years and missed for five years but had to force myself to forget.
It turns out that my heart can beat so fast.
After meeting Su Luo, Han Ye was a little absent-minded. He wanted to say hello but found that the occasion was not right. Besides, they were not very close friends. After so many years, everyone's appearance has changed. Maybe they have forgotten themselves. The current life has been completely cut off from the past, so why bother to be contaminated with people related to memories, in the end, it is full of sadness.Thinking of this, Han Ye continued to concentrate on his work, as if he hadn't seen Su Luo.
Yes, ever since Han Ye came to Berlin, in order to escape the pain, she consciously and selectively ignored everything she didn't want to face, the departure of her mother, all kinds of things in Han's family, Han Xing...everything that could hurt her, she was deceiving herself and others. Remember, don't care.Let them rot in the bottom of my heart.This made Han Ye look strong and optimistic on the surface, as if he had recovered from the pain. In fact, all the sorrow, anger, and pain since losing her mother were all compressed together and buried somewhere in her body. will explode.
Han Ye didn't realize these things, but in fact, crying with all her strength, being sad, acting like a baby is also a way of treatment, but unfortunately, Han Ye has never relied on anyone, and she has been alone since she was young, and she has been reluctantly acting like a big sister In the end, even though I was scarred, I forgot to cry, to rely on others, and how to cry wantonly in the arms of others.
The working time always passes quickly. At nine o’clock in the evening, Han Ye changed back into his clothes, put on big headphones and listened to rock music, and when he walked out of the restaurant through the back door to pick up the car and go home, he saw someone not far away. It's Su Luo.
Han Ye is slightly nearsighted now, and he doesn't need to wear glasses on weekdays, but he can't see things in the distance very clearly.That being the case, why is she so sure that the person not far away is Su Luo?That's right, that person's temperament is too elegant, wherever he stands, there will be a charm like ink painting, which makes people fascinated.
Seeing Han Ye coming out, Su Luo looked at him blankly, a little nervous, a little shy, calmed down, walked towards Han Ye, smiled and said, "Han Ye, long time no see."
Han Ye came back to his senses, took off the earphones, and showed a big smile: "Yeah, long time no see, Su Luo, I almost don't recognize you, hehe."
Su Luo looked at Han Ye's face and found that the two big dark circles under her eyes were particularly noticeable. Knowing that Han Ye was very tired after work, she felt distressed and said with a smile: "Are you going home? Why don't you go home?" Let's take you back, it's getting late."
Su Luo said sincerely, Han Ye couldn't refuse the fellow's proposal, so he agreed, without picking up the bicycle, followed Su Luo to a sapphire blue BMW, Su Luo thoughtfully opened the door of the passenger seat for her, please Going up in the cold night, I immediately got into the driver's seat and started the car steadily. The smell in the car was very similar to that of Su Luo's body, both of which were peaceful and elegant.Han Ye was busy from morning to night today, and when he calmed down, his eyelids drooped unconsciously, and he gradually fell asleep. Su Luo wanted to find something to talk about, but when he turned around, he saw Han Ye leaning on the car window and fell asleep. Some helpless, but also some joy, being able to fall asleep in her own car shows that she trusts herself, doesn't it.
Sleeping at an angle made Han Ye's neck sore, he woke up, looked at his watch, it was past 11 o'clock, turned his head and found that Su Luo was looking at him with a smile, Han Ye suddenly felt embarrassed, he kindly sent you back , but you slept in someone's car with a big face, letting them waste 3 hours, Han Ye, you are such a pig! !
"Well, it's so late, oh, I don't know what's going on, I fell asleep as soon as I relaxed, that, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to trouble you..."
"No, I like the feeling of being with you. It's very down-to-earth. We are friends, so we don't need to be so alien." Su Luo looked into Han Ye's eyes and said.
"Hey..." Han Ye felt that he should go home. Tomorrow is the weekend and it is rare for him to sleep late. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel happy, and said with a smile, "Well, thank you for sending me back, I'm going home first."
As soon as Han Ye pushed the door and wanted to get out of the car, he heard Su Luo's cool and pleasant voice: "Han Ye, don't you invite me to your house?"
Han Ye turned her head and saw Su Luo smiling softly and beautifully. Under the dim headlights, Su Luo's face had a hazy beauty. Could it be these things that made her feel suffocated?No, Han Ye has seen many beautiful and beautiful people. They are exquisite and beautiful like Han Xing; Did not bring myself that kind of throbbing.
The fresh warmth like sunshine after the first snow, and the thick warmth like a harbor are all contained in Su Luo's silent eyes, those quiet and bright eyes like a lake, which made Han Ye feel a sense of joy for the first time. The idea of wanting to rely on, I can trust this person, I can rely on this person, because she looks at me so tenderly, she looks at me so tenderly, this kind of tenderness makes people Want to act like a spoiled child, indulging.
Han Ye looked at Su Luo, suddenly smiled, and said, "Okay, it's a great honor."
Chapter 32
Su Luo followed Han Ye to the apartment she rented. The house was small but very tidy. Although it was a bit shabby, it could be seen the warmth in the small details, which showed that the owner was a person with a passion for life.What's even more interesting is that as soon as Han Ye entered, a beautiful cat jumped into her arms, so Su Luo saw that Han Ye relaxed, with the corners of his mouth raised, smiling so genuinely for the first time.
That's right, this kind of cold night is the one I am familiar with, the one who is warm and warm, who makes people want to get close to her involuntarily, and also, the one I miss...
To be honest, when I saw Han Ye in the restaurant just now, Su Luo was a little surprised. The girl smiled decently and politely, as if she was wearing a delicate mask, which was far from her memory.In my memory, she always had a smile on her face, her eyes were warm, and there were small dimples at the corners of her mouth, she looked playful and cute.Why has she changed so much after not seeing her for five years?Of course, she looks even more beautiful now, with a thin and tall figure, and even herself, who is used to seeing handsome men and beautiful women, is slightly amazed, but why do she have such cold eyes?When she was in front of her, she was puzzled and looked at her defensively. Suddenly, Su Luo felt bitter. It turned out that she was full of defenses against herself and regarded herself as a stranger.
"Doubao, miss me, have you had dinner? Alice isn't coming back today, is she?" Han Ye said childishly as he stroked Doubao's big, furry head, as if the big cat in his arms could communicate with her. , Seeing Su Luo was a little funny.Immediately, she remembered something, and hurriedly called Su Luo into the room to sit down, thought about it, went to the kitchen, made a cup of homemade honey grapefruit tea, handed it to Su Luo, and poured a cup for herself.
Seeing the cold night sitting across from him drinking grapefruit tea from a cup, Su Luo felt the familiar emotions well up from the bottom of his heart again. He picked up the cup and took a small sip of the drink in the cup. It was sweet and sour. , It's delicious and can warm people's hearts.
"How is it? Is it good?" Han Ye asked cautiously with anticipation.
"It's delicious, and the taste is a bit special." Su Luo looked a little amused at Han Ye's nervous little face.
"Hey, it's fine if you like it. I made it for fun. Alice likes it very much. Wu Xin said it wasn't good but took away a big can..."
After Han Ye finished speaking, he looked at Su Luo, only to see that she was looking at him with a smile on her face, and she didn't speak, and he couldn't find anything to discuss with her. The atmosphere in the room fell into a strange state, just as Han Ye When I didn't know what to do at night, the sound of rain hitting the glass was heard intermittently outside the window.
In early winter in Berlin, it was raining.
The air is gradually getting cooler, and the sound of raindrops makes the room more peaceful.
"Yeah, it's raining." Han Ye looked out the window and said, with a hint of melancholy in his tone for some reason.
"Well, yes," Su Luo looked at the watch on his right wrist, paused, and said, "It's getting late, I have to go, nice to meet you, Han Ye."
Han Ye glanced at the clock on the wall, it was almost twelve o'clock, the rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and suddenly she didn't want to face the emptiness and loneliness alone, so she said in a strange way: "Su Luo, do you want to see me today?" Stay late, it’s raining heavily outside.”
Su Luo glanced at Han Ye in surprise, and Han Ye also felt that she was a little nonsensical, just when she was about to accept Miss Su's polite rejection, unexpectedly, Su Luo raised her red lips and said with a smile: "Okay, excuse me then is you."
So, when Su Luo saw Han Ye for the first time five years later, he was stayed overnight...
"Well, just wear my pajamas." Han Ye handed the pajamas to the slender white arm stretched out from the bathroom.
"it is good."
"Well, remember to dry your hair..."
"haha okay."
After explaining everything, Han Ye sat on the sofa playing mobile games after taking a shower. When Su Luo came out, he saw the beautiful woman in her cartoon pajamas. For some reason, the picture had an unspeakable warmth.
"Hey, Miss Su, your hair hasn't been blown dry." Han Ye noticed with sharp eyes that Su Luo's waist-length hair was still a little wet.
"Well, the hair is too long, it's not easy to take care of, it's okay." Su Luo looked at Han Ye who was lying on the sofa and wearing panda pajamas and said with a smile.
"How can this work? It's easy to get a headache when you get up early tomorrow." Then Han Ye got up, went to get the hair dryer, and said seriously: "Go and sit there, I'll help you dry it completely!"
"Hehe, good." Su Luo sat down on the sofa obediently.
Su Luo is a little taller than Han Ye, about 170, and with a good figure, he can be a model. When Han Ye blows her smooth black hair with a hair dryer, he smells the fragrance of his own shampoo on Su Luo's hair When I was a child, I had a sense of intimacy with Su Luo for no reason.But looking at the state of myself and Su Luo, I suddenly feel like a maid. Su Luo's temperament is too strong, even wearing her Snoopy pajamas, it is difficult to hide her elegance and luxury, and myself is simply synonymous with grassroots .Thinking of this, Han Ye is so gorgeous and full of energy.
After taking a shower and drying my hair, the next step is to share the same bed...
Well, it's not that Han Ye has ulterior motives, it's that their apartment really doesn't have a guest room, so Goddess Su Luo can't be allowed to sleep on the sofa, and Han Ye herself doesn't want to sleep on the sofa.How much sleeping on the sofa affects the quality of sleep, for a sleepy person like Han Ye, it is simply an impossible task.
The two of them lay on the fairly big double bed in Han Ye's bedroom, and you chatted with me sentence by sentence, talking about many past events. Under the protection of the night, people are always easy to let go of their guards, and Su Luo has also become more sensitive. Used to be talkative.Han Ye found out that Su Luo is now an honorary lecturer at the Berlin Conservatory of Music. She has been performing all over the world these years, and now her family has settled in Germany.Su Luo narrated what she had seen and heard all over the world in these years. Her voice echoed in her ears clearly and moistly. Han Ye fell asleep after listening to it. Maybe she was very tired today, maybe it was because of a hot bath. It's very comfortable, maybe it's because Su Luo's body smells too good, maybe it's because the atmosphere in the bedroom is too warm at the moment... In short, Han Ye fell asleep very quickly this night, and slept very soundly.
Listening to the even breathing sound coming from beside him, Su Luo felt his heart melted into a puddle of spring water.She looked at Han Ye's sleeping face by the moonlight, and slowly, anxiously, stretched out her hand, brushing gently over her eyebrows, eyes, nose, lips, lost in thought for a long time.Finally sighed, withdrew his greedy hand, and closed his eyes.
It's her, it's her, I didn't expect that I would fall in love with the person I liked five years ago, I didn't expect that I would fall into it twice for the same person, and the deeper and deeper I fell.
I thought I had forgotten the girl in my memory when I was young. Who knew that when I met her again, I found that I still loved her for so many years.
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