Gay Killing Season

Blue sky, white clouds, breeze, one meter of sunshine.

It was already 1 o'clock in the afternoon when I woke up. I had never planned a weekend. I looked at the phone drowsily. I didn't hear the missed call at all. After checking all the calls, I dialed them.

"You haven't woken up yet, how many calls have you made, your brother's plane is at 2 o'clock, do you have time to go to the airport?" There was no emotion in the conversation between them, even though they were under the same roof, there was almost no communication , The usual way of communication is pinned on the mobile phone.

Lin Pan's unfurled brows frowned instantly, "No." He was always faster than he could hang up the phone, and the endless "beep" sound, let go for a moment, and continued to fall asleep.

The constant flow of people at the airport saw him from a long distance away, and they smiled reservedly, but still couldn't hide their joy.Yun Xishan pinched the hem of her skirt nervously, and used her mobile phone thousands of times to confirm whether her makeup was appropriate at the moment.

He enthusiastically gave a big hug, and his tall, rich and handsome temperament was very conspicuous in the crowd.Sunshine, high diploma, rich gold, handsome, almost an excellent representative of national boyfriends.

Slow down and try to follow Yun Xishan's pace, "Have you been waiting for a long time? I told you not to pick me up. My dad even called the driver to wait for me. The sun is so bright."

Touched his dizzy and flushed cheeks, "I'm very empty." I was so nervous that I didn't know how to communicate happily. In front of him, all the wisdom and rationality that a teacher should have disappeared, and I was awkward like a little girl. I don't know what to do.

No one answered until the phone was turned off. Lin Bing patiently stood at the door of Yun Xishan's house. He inadvertently found out the contacts in the communication log. He was in a daze for a moment. After dialing, he hung up quickly and came back as expected. , Silly looking at the non-stop ringing missed calls.

In the first call after 1 year, each other was silent for 10 seconds.

"The sun is so bright, what are you doing? I'm going to eat the stewed pork noodles next to our high school, do you want to go together?" Li Dufeng's voice trembled slightly.

The pupils gradually dilated, and he swung the schoolbag in his hand back and forth, "No need."

"Let's have dinner together tonight. I have an appointment with Uncle Lin. I'll go home and pack up and pick you up." Every word was said with a little anxiety.

"Let's talk about it then!" Lin Bao hung up the phone indifferently without the proper greeting.

Everything that time thinks will dilute, but it is still engraved in people's hearts.

We met unexpectedly at the entrance of the restaurant, made brief eye contact, and entered the reserved private room.Lin Ye kept on the phone, and she kept her head down playing with her mobile phone. The intimacy and harmony that should have been seen showed a dead silence and strangeness.As time ticked by, it must have a strong heart to endure such a cold relationship between father and daughter.

Lin Ye hugged Lidufeng who had just come into sight, and the two exchanged warm greetings too intimately, Lin Huo pretended to be so indifferent, but he still couldn't hide the slightest disappointment and envy in his eyes, staring fixedly at the subsequent appearance Yun Xishan looked at the three people with a puzzled face and greeted them very familiarly.

Lidufeng carefully put the somewhat hot gift in his hand on the chair next to Lin Bing, "The full model of the BMW series of super motorcycles collected for you in the United States is quite difficult to find. Fortunately, I am alone. My friend is also a motorcycle enthusiast, so he said that when he comes back from the league next month, he can send me a motorcycle model of the league, which he is currently collecting.”

"You don't know how to talk, you always have that expression, he's your brother." Facing Lin Biao who was always silent, Lin Ye could only end up angry every time.

They were all chatting lively at the dinner table, as if they were out of tune with their joy, Lin Bi ate in a low-spirited manner.Li Dufeng wanted to accommodate Lin Bian as much as possible, so that she would not be so autistic, and could properly integrate into the group. Despite many attempts, it still ended in failure.

Lin Ye left early because he was busy with work, carrying the gift from Li Dufeng, Lin Bing walked very fast, as if he wanted to escape from the restaurant quickly.

"Lin Bao, where are you going?" Li Dufeng sped up his pace to catch up with her, "Stop racing tonight, I watched many races with my friends in the United States, and I will think of you every time I am proud to tell them that my sister is also very good at riding motorcycles, and often wins championships in competitions."

The ground was a bit slippery, because of the high heels, the moment Yun Xishan accidentally twisted her foot, Li Dufeng and Lin Bing reached out and grabbed her almost at the same time, "Thank you, Senior Dufeng."

Lin Bing let go of his hand lightly, the way she looked at him always made her feel very blocked, the shy look on her face, that thank you, the feeling of being ignored by Yun Xishan for the first time was very uncomfortable, "I Let's take you back, Yun Xishan, it's too late."

Yun Xishan habitually raised her head and looked at Lidufeng, as if she was communicating with her eyes.

"You've sprained your foot, don't you want to go back?" Lin Bian suddenly burst out of the small emotions that had been suppressed for a long time, and the anger and loss in his eyes were indescribable.

I have been holding Lidufeng's hand tightly all the time, feeling an unprecedented sense of security, "I'm fine, I just twisted it a little bit, and it will be fine later. Senior Dufeng said that he wants to go shopping, let's go with him Let's go!" At this moment, it seems that Yun Xishan only sees Li Dufeng in his eyes, and all logic and rationality are gone in front of him, so when a woman is in front of the person she likes, her IQ often follows him. gradually decreases until it becomes negative.

With mixed feelings in her inner world, she wanted to stubbornly pull Yun Xishan away from him, but she didn't, and her face became more and more ugly. "Whatever you want." The feeling of abandonment from the outside world arises spontaneously again.What she had been dreading all along finally happened. No matter how hard she tried in the past, her small and helpless self would still be easily replaced by others, wouldn't she even be able to give her a sense of belonging?

Companionship is the longest confession of love. Zhao Linger cherishes it the most and is extremely grateful to Li Yi for his warm companionship in the past few years. She strives to accommodate herself and tolerate her own willfulness. Lying on his thick shoulders, there is always a feeling of happiness that surpasses everything.

"Brother Yi, you have to listen to your aunt in the future, and you must not cause trouble at school, study obediently, and when you graduate, you must be filial to your aunt, just like I also have to be filial to my mother-in-law. They are really hardworking. "

Lovingly scratching Ling'er's hair, "Our Ling'er is getting more and more verbose. We have already said it no less than a hundred times. I will study hard, work hard in the future, and raise our family. I am Li Yi. You guessed it? I will never find such an excellent man again in my life, so cherish it!"

It was late at night, and there were fewer and fewer pedestrians walking. Seeing her running towards him, Lin Bing deliberately averted his gaze, and Tong Zhen turned the steering wheel until she sat in the co-pilot.Throwing the car keys to Yun Xishan, "The car has been repaired and there will be no problems. It's not convenient to go anywhere without a car. Just call if you have anything to do." He untied the seat belt along the way.

"Lin Bao, it's actually not that troublesome. I think it's very convenient to take the bus every day. It's not good to use your car all the time, so."

"Why is it bad? What is trouble? What's wrong with you? Why are you in trouble now? It's always been like this in the past. Now why does it make you feel troubled." The more irritable temper, the more angry tone.

Yun Xishan tried hard to squeeze out a warm smile, "From the beginning until now, I feel that it is very troublesome for you. We are a teacher-student relationship. Have you ever seen other teachers driving their own students' cars? Even if you don't care about those rumors Gossip, but I'm a teacher and I care."

"I told you not to care about other people's thoughts. No one in the world can satisfy everyone. Why must it be so troublesome now? Why must it be today?" Lin Bian looked disappointed It's a pity, "At the moment when you were about to fall, you were holding his hand. How long have we known each other? In your heart, I am actually inferior to a stranger. Of course you will find it troublesome, Yun Xishan .”

Yun Xishan's hand was pushed away vigorously, "We graduated from the same school. I knew him earlier than us. We are all friends. I just subconsciously felt that the right side would be safer."

"Then what?" Lin Bao's sudden indifferent answer was really intrusive.

"Lin Bing, you have always closed your heart like this. It will only make the people around you feel tired. Your attitude towards your relatives should make them feel more lost and sad. No one can approach your heart. If you are unhappy, the people around you Everyone is unhappy. Can you maturely learn to empathize, think from the perspective of others, and others treat you with your attitude towards others, what would you think? How much Lidufeng cares about you, you Dad has."

"I've always been like this. I never force anyone to stay by my side. I'm just so annoying. If you don't like it, don't stay by my side." Lin Bing reached for the schoolbag on the seat behind, slammed the door and left up.

The feeling of waiting seems to have gradually faded away, the feelings from a year ago are still there, and the boy from a year ago is still there.

From afar, I saw the car parked in front of the house, that boy, the boy who was always silent and warm-hearted a year ago.

Handing the strawberry egg tart that he has loved since he was a child to adulthood, his thoughts seemed to be pulled back to all the days a year ago, always pampering himself regardless of right or wrong, any accident, he would always appear.It's a pity that the resentment that started at the age of ten has long been ingrained. No matter how warm and affectionate he is, it still can't change Lin Bao's indifference and boredom towards him.His heart is strong enough, so strong that no matter how ugly she says or how hurtful she does, he will always be by her side.She once left with pain and reluctance all over her body, just because she wanted to find the best medicine in the world to help her heal the wound that had rotted since she was ten years old.

"Lin Bao, are you happier than before?" Li Dufeng put down the strawberry egg tart that was ignored.

Even when she was smiling, it made people feel that she was very sad. Seeing Lidufeng's hand that was getting closer and closer, Lin Bin quickly stepped back a few steps. No intention of letting go "From the first time I saw you today, I wanted to hold you tightly, Lin Bing, you are not very happy, you have not gained weight, your relationship with your uncle has not improved, and you are still lonely Live alone in your own world. Lin Bao, my one-year absence did not make you any better, I will never leave again, never, you are lonely, I guard your loneliness, you live in In your own world, I have been guarding outside your door. Even if you miss me a little at a certain moment, I will run to your side desperately, and I will never stay far away from you again. "

No pushing away, no speaking, no sensational tears, no numb embrace by Li Dufeng, not even a rare smile.

Time doesn't heal anything, it just grounds the hurt without limitation, and pulls the heart that was close to each other infinitely far away.

The warm hug was scattered by the light coming from afar, Lidufeng let go of his hand and quickly wiped away his tears, "Uncle Lin, are you coming back so late?" He politely stepped forward to help Linye open the car door.

With a kind smile, he patted Lidufeng's shoulder affectionately, and glanced at Lin Bian, who had his back turned to him, "I've been busy recently, go in, and sit at home and have a good chat."

With Lin Ye's warm words, he always felt that there was a sharp pain somewhere. Lin Bao ignored Li Dufeng who kept turning his head to call him, and his feet remained motionless as if they were poured with lead.

I don't know how long I was vacant in the same place, pushed open the door of the house, looked at them chatting and laughing in the living room, Lin Bin went straight to the corridor.

"Lin Bing, your brother has been thinking about you since he came back, shouldn't you stay with him and chat with him?" His dignity was repeatedly frustrated, and Lin Ye was a little angry, "Lin Bing, stop for me." , Come over here and sit here right away, how long have you been studying, haven’t you even learned basic respect for people?”

I have already forgotten that this is the hundreds of times, whenever he blindly scolds, she will not talk back, will not get angry, and will stand quietly in place, with her head lowered, like a death row prisoner standing blankly and blankly.

Lin Ye, the only omnipotent business elite in the mall, his wisdom and EQ always paled in comparison to Lin Huan, and her words did not have the slightest prestige. She neither resisted nor argued, and was always like a plant. Standing there also full of low pressure, every time the anger is forced to burn to the extreme, and then the heartache is extremely painful to endure, no matter how much you talk, it is as useless to her as air.

"Lin Bing may be tired and want to sleep, let's talk next time, it's too late." Li Dufeng quickly grabbed Lin Ye who wanted to rush towards Lin Bing.

Eyes full of anger and disappointment, Lin Ye's tone became tougher, "She can only sleep all day long, what can make her tired, the only thing she can learn without being taught is sleep after living for more than 20 years, I really don't know if she is like this Like who. Dufeng, take her to the hospital sometime, I think she must be sick, living like a crazy person. "

The lower lip that was bitten tightly trembled slightly, the corners of the eyes gradually turned red, and Lin Bing's trousers were being pulled tighter and tighter by his own hands, "I was sick from the beginning, and I never said that I was cured. I was useless in the first place, and I didn't want to Shame on you, it is a pity that my mother married you named Lin, and the saddest thing is that they gave birth to me named Lin together."

"Forget it, Uncle Lin is really late. I will spend a lot of time in the future. Let's rest. Lin Bing, go back to your room and sleep. I'm going home too. Uncle Lin, I forgot the gift I brought you from the United States in the car." It's here, let's go out and get it together!" Gently dragging Lin Ye out.

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Time doesn't heal anything, it just grounds the hurt without limitation, and pulls the heart that was close to each other infinitely far away.