Love is like a dream

Sitting on the subway, I kept recalling the chaotic scene just now in my mind, and my heart kept beating wildly. I don’t know what the reporter will write tomorrow, and how should I explain it when my colleagues and friends saw it?Especially if my mother saw such a thing, what would she think? The heavy pressure made me almost out of breath. Worried about being caught by reporters, I have to worry about being exposed to the eyes of everyone every time. What is even more frightening is the series of questioning and explanations that follow. I am really worried, so scared, and suddenly One word popped up: walking on thin ice.This is the best description of the relationship between me and her, the separation of the two places, the difference in identities, the pressure of exposure... Should I give up rationally?But, I really hate her.

The song once sang, "Those rare and beautiful happiness, you really have a way to let go of them. The dream just came true, and it was disillusioned in a blink of an eye..." This kind of pressure and helplessness is that Z once gave up the relationship between them reason?I always believe that there was something between her and Z, although she didn't admit it.

When I got home and lay on the bed, I kept thinking wildly in my mind, and I didn't fall asleep until early in the morning. I saw a flash on my phone, and it was a message from her.

Xiao Zhen: Jasmine, I'm home, have you slept yet?

I do not have.

Her voice request came right away, and I answered it.

Xiao Zhen: "Jasmine, have you been frightened by the reporters today? It's because I didn't expect them to make a surprise attack at the end."

Me: "It's okay, don't worry, I'm strong..."

Xiao Zhen: "Jasmine, have you thought about how to explain it? I know this is the most troublesome one. Relatives, friends, and colleagues..."

The strength I had been holding back all of a sudden collapsed: "Woo, Xiao Zhen, I don't know what to do..."

Xiao Zhen: "Don't cry, don't cry, if someone asks you tomorrow, you should boldly admit—"

Me: "What?! Do you want me to admit my relationship with you?"

Xiao Zhen: "No, listen to me, I mean you boldly admit that you came to look for me, but your identity is a member of the fan club, and you are here to deliver gifts to me on behalf of the fan club, don't admit it Spend the night with me, don't talk about anything else, alas..."

Me: "Well... okay..."

I heard her sigh, and then she said, "I'm afraid they're not going to make it this far."

Me: "What do you mean, you mean they have photographed it before?"

Xiao Zhen: "When I was harassed by them today, a reporter asked if you were the one who ate with me a few days ago and went back to the hotel together at night... I suspect that some reporter has been secretly taking pictures these days ...Do you remember that on the way back to the hotel after dinner, you said that you always felt that someone was following you? Looking back now, maybe it was a reporter who secretly took pictures..."

Me: "Then what shall we do..."

Xiao Zhen: "Jasmine, in this way, you just insist on what I just said, you are from the fan club to see me to hand over gifts, and you will not admit anything else, that's it."

Me: "Well..."

Xiao Zhen: "Jasmine, don't be afraid, with me, if it's really too much, I'll ask the company to help solve it."

Me: "I know, don't worry about me too much, I can resist..."

Xiao Zhen: "It's so late, go to bed quickly, remember, contact me in time if you have anything, don't carry it alone."

Me: "Okay, you go to bed early too."

I fell asleep in a daze, and was woken up by a phone call the next morning. I checked the caller ID, and it was my classmate Xiao Rong.

Me: "Hey, Xiaorong, what's the matter?"

Xiao Rong: "What's the matter? Why are you so calm! Hurry up and read today's entertainment headlines!"

My heart skipped a beat: came out so soon?

I pretended to be calm: "Is it because I went to XXX last night and was photographed?"

Xiao Rong: "Look at the news, the headline is really scary! What about "XXX Beijing spent five days and four nights with same-sex honey friends sweetly", with many pictures, you can tell at a glance that it is you, is this true? You and her..."

Me: "Okay Xiaorong, don't talk about it, I don't want to explain..."

Xiao Rong: "Oh, I don't mean anything else, are you okay..."

Me: "It's okay, I'll hang up first..."

Hanging up the phone, I turned on the computer immediately, and saw the dazzling headline of the entertainment news at a glance. Suppressing the panic in my heart, I clicked in and took a look. I was so scared that I almost fainted. It turned out to be a special report. The scattered thousands of words of news not only included the details of these five days and four nights, but also brought up the previous two times when Xiao Zhen and I were photographed together, as well as the old topics about Xiao Zhen and many rumored objects in the past. Z, L, etc. are among them...

What’s even more frightening is the accompanying pictures. There are not only photos of me and Xiaozhen going to the restaurant twice, but also photos of me walking back to the hotel with her after dinner, and even photos of me and her in the room from the hotel window. The photos of hugging and kissing, although the photos are a bit blurred due to the light at night and the distance outside the hotel window, but judging from the outline, it is obvious that it is me and Xiaozhen, and the last few frontal photos taken at the back door of the hotel are even more so. I can't deny it,

Seeing all of this, I was completely stunned. How can I explain it when I go to work tomorrow?How do you explain it when your mother sees it?How do you explain it when your classmates see it?No matter, I turned off the computer, turned off the mobile phone, covered the quilt and continued to sleep.

On Monday morning, I went to work normally. When I clocked in, the MM at the front desk looked at me strangely. I didn’t say anything. I knew she might have seen the news. I grabbed my arm behind me, and I looked back, it was Miss Su.

Miss Su: "Do you still dare to come to work?"

Me: "Are you asking me to resign?"

Miss Su pulled me to her office.

Miss Su: "If you feel too much pressure, I can give you a long vacation."

Me: "Go and hide from the wind?"

Miss Su: "Wait for ten days and a half months, and come back when the news is over."

Me: "Forget it, it happens as it happens, let it go, I can't hide forever."

Miss Su was stunned for a moment: "It's rare that you can think so openly..."

Me: "Some things are beyond my control, and there is nothing I can do if I can't think about it, just let it be."

Miss Su: "Okay... I hope you can withstand these pressures."

When I got back to my seat, I felt that everyone was looking at me a little strangely. Although I felt extremely uncomfortable, I still pretended to be okay, and immersed myself in my work. In the next few days, I heard the sound of people in the toilet one after another. , There were rumors in the rest room, and several students also called to ask.

Three days later, I finally got a call from my scariest mother. As soon as I got through, she scolded her head and face: "Molly! You child...you are really going to piss me off! You said you don't want a boy?" My friend, I don’t want to get married so soon. Your father and I are dependent on you. What are you? What do you want to do? Why did you find a woman? What does that person do? Celebrity? Why are you dating a celebrity? Please explain to me!"