Love is like a dream

Soon, when the National Day holiday came, I had been busy for several months for the publication of this set of books. Now that the loading and tracking processes of major bookstores have been straightened out, I don’t need to be so nervous anymore. Take a good rest and have no other plans, just stay at home quietly listening to music, watching movies, and writing, otherwise, why not go to see the crowds?

However, my vacation is not her vacation.On the eleventh day, she rushed to Kaohsiung to attend the signing event of her new album. It was raining and traffic jam that day. She was in a bad mood. During the traffic jam, she chatted with her to relax her mood.She thought again of the friendship she had with the two good sisters in the previous grouping period. She really envied these two sisters for being able to witness her growth and success for so many years. Unfortunately, I have never experienced all of this.

As soon as she was busy with the signing event in Kaohsiung, on the 4th, she posted three Weibo posts flirting with one person.

Me: hello!Woman, flirting with others again, not afraid of gossip!

Xiao Zhen: Haha, don’t be afraid!

Me: Hmph, really passionate.

Xiao Zhen: Not too much, not too much, not at all.

Me: I also blatantly boasted that she is so beautiful that I like her very much, and even gave her roses!

Xiao Zhen: I just like her, there is nothing to hide.

Me: Then you...

Xiao Zhen: Don't think too much, I have nothing to do with her.

Me: Hmph, I remembered that you said in front of others that he was your fantasy object.

Xiao Zhen: Because of this matter, you will hold me for the rest of your life!It's all a fantasy, it's not real...

Me: You are so close to her, if one day she is by your side, who knows if fantasy will become reality?

Xiao Zhen: Little Jasmine, you have learned badly. Some things...you can only think about them forever, understand?

Me: I don’t want to grow up, I don’t want to understand.

On the evening of October 10th, I received a message from her, saying that the two autograph sessions in Kaohsiung had ended successfully, and I was finally going back home to Taipei.

When I was eating at noon the next day, I saw a Weibo post by her at 10 am. Not only did it contain L in the content, but there was also L sitting next to her sleeping soundly in the picture. I don’t know if there is really anything between them. I don't want to ask, or I don't have the right to ask, I feel sore, I just hope that one day, the person sitting next to her will be me, although, even I know, this is very unrealistic.

In the past few days, the September sales data of the classic series of works counted by major bookstores has come out, and the sales volume in just 9 days has exceeded 20 copies. I called the editor-in-chief and me to the office, and said that many dealers have ordered a large amount, and now the inventory is a little tight. Obviously, the original 2 copies were not enough, and another 10 copies should be printed immediately.

The editor-in-chief, Ms. Su, praised and appreciated my work and hard work, and proposed to invite me and the editor-in-chief to dinner to comfort the hard work of the past few days. The editor-in-chief was unable to attend due to family affairs, so only Ms. Su and I were left for dinner.Ms. Su is about 30 years old. She is cold, glamorous, and super capable. She is a typical strong woman. Although she doesn’t talk much, Ms. Su has sharp eyes. I am usually a little afraid of her, but luckily not often Have positive contact with her.

Ms. Su took me to a western restaurant that night. In fact, I didn’t have a strong interest in steak. I couldn’t cut a large piece of beef, and I had to ask the customers to cut it by themselves...

Ms. Su was quite patient with the matter of cutting the steak. She was silently and elegantly holding the knife, and was cutting the beef piece by piece. Seeing my frowning, Ms. Su said to me in a rare way: "What's the matter, it's not to your taste?"

Me: "No, I'm very tired."

Miss Su actually smiled: "Should I treat you to beef stew?"

Me: "Then you don't have to work so hard."

Miss Su: "Okay, next time."

I thought to myself, actually I don’t like eating with you, I’m so scared, I’m so nervous.

But he had no choice but to say: "Okay, thank you editor-in-chief."

Miss Su: "Don't call me so polite in private, just call me by my name."

Me: "This...isn't very good."

Miss Su raised her eyebrows and didn't respond, she skipped the topic.

Miss Su: "What major do you study?"

Me: "Chinese."

Ms. Su: "You did a good job this time. If you have any new ideas in the future, feel free to mention them boldly. Don't be shy. Now that traditional publishing has been greatly impacted by Internet literature, colleagues in the industry are actively seeking changes. Your attempt this time is ours. The first step to success, you must keep an eye on it, and I look forward to your better results."

Me: "Okay, I will."

Afterwards, I chatted with Ms. Su in a neutral manner, and the meal was almost finished, and the bill was paid.Miss Su asked me: "How do you go back, is there a boyfriend to pick you up?"

Me: "Oh, no, I'll go back by car."

Miss Su: "Then I'll see you off."

Me: "Don't bother..."

Miss Su: "Let's go, don't be so polite."

I wanted to say something to refuse, but Ms. Su grabbed my arm. Her car was parked outside the restaurant. I had no choice but to get in the car and give the address. I sat nervously on the co-pilot. Looking at Miss Su's skillful turning of the steering wheel, she was speechless for a while.

When I got home, I was still thinking, when did this editor-in-chief become so approachable? Is it because I have made a little bit of progress in my work?I don't have time to pay attention to her, I only have my little Zhen in my heart, but she has so many people in her heart, will she miss me every day like I miss her?

I wanted to send a message to tell her about what happened today, but I finally endured it and didn't send it. I don't know what I was thinking, I felt a little lost, and felt the distance between me and her again.

Maybe it's because I saw rumors about her and L circulating on the Internet, maybe it's because she is always surrounded by one after another who is better than me, but I already knew these things, her identity is doomed With her life like this, even if I have something to do with her, what can I be in her heart?only?Can't ask for it.A little bit?Feeling unwilling.

I was sad and received a message from her.

Xiao Zhen: Little Jasmine, what are you doing, why are you ignoring me?

After a moment of hesitation, I replied.

Me: I had a nervous meal and took a nervous car ride.

Xiao Zhen: Oh?what happened.

I told her about having dinner with the editor-in-chief, Ms. Su.

She sent a smiling expression: Does the editor-in-chief have a crush on you?

Feeling depressed, I replied: I am not a goddess, there is nothing worthy of her attention, I am just a small editor.

Xiao Zhen: Your type is just right for a cold and powerful woman like her.

Me: what type am I?

Xiao Zhen: Petite, cute, fresh, clean, beautiful, and charming dimples.

Me: You don’t tell me that I don’t even know that I have so many advantages…

Xiao Zhen: There must be more than that, I will patiently discover more.

Me: Well, you are too good at discovering the good points in others.

Xiao Zhen: How to say?

Me: You are so kind to everyone around you, so good that you can spread gossip.

Silence for a few minutes.

Xiao Zhen: Don't listen to the reporters' nonsense.

Me: I dare not expect anything extravagantly, I just want you to have me in your heart.

Xiao Zhen: You are mine, of course I have you in my heart.

Me: Not yet, maybe one day I will regret it, maybe there is still time.

Xiao Zhen: You are not allowed to think like that, if you dare to think like that again, I will get you as soon as possible.

Me: You——

Xiao Zhen: I want you.

I really didn't expect her to say these words. Suddenly, the little complaint and sense of loss in my heart disappeared. In front of her, all my rationality and sobriety will follow her eyes, One sentence, one action and a total collapse.

Tears in my eyes, pain in my heart, I don't know what to answer, 'I want you too'?Or 'No, I haven't figured it out yet'?

Xiao Zhen: Why didn't you speak? Did it scare you?

Me: I'm not that timid.

Xiao Zhen: I have you in my heart, don't doubt it, go to bed early, okay?

I'm good.

Xiao Zhen: Remember, you are mine, and no one else is allowed to touch you.

Me: I have never been touched by anyone...

Xiao Zhen: That Miss Su.

Me: You are so domineering, you are only allowed to flirt with this and that all day long...

Xiao Zhen: I'm serious, flirting is fine, but not...you know what I mean.

I will not.

Xiao Zhen: Good night, my little Jasmine.

Me: Good night, Xiao Zhen.

I wish I were yours and you were mine, the one and only.