Love is like a dream

At around 10 o'clock in the evening, I sent a message to Xiaozhen: Will the singers go well today?Is the cold any better?

Xiao Zhen: Fortunately...the nose is still stuffy. I am not happy today.

What's wrong with me?

Xiao Zhen: At the end of the show, I met a lot of people gathered around asking for autographs. Originally, the assistant said that there was no such link, so I stopped and signed a few, but the crowd gathered more and more. Later, there was a fan Excited to see me and suddenly hug me, so scary!

Me: Men and women, it's too much!

Xiao Zhen: Man...

Me: It's disgusting!How can you be so rude!

Xiao Zhen: Woohoo, it's so annoying, and you deliberately hug her so tightly...Little Jasmine, I miss you.

Me: Aren't the assistants and staff there, why not stop it?

Xiao Zhen: Don’t blame them, blame me for not listening to the itinerary, and there were so many people and chaos at that time, they were all scattered...

I sent a picture of a hug: poor little Zhen, isolated and helpless, and being taken advantage of by others, heartache.

Xiao Zhen: I really want to hug you.

Me: I think too, can I quit my current job and be your assistant?

Xiao Zhen: I said no, I expect you to use your expertise to realize your dream, maybe one day you will be a very successful writer.

Me: I just... want to be by your side every day, I have always envied that assistant...

Xiao Zhen: The assistant is actually very hard. Every day I run the itinerary, run around, and help with equipment and luggage.

Me: I'm not afraid of hard work, alas, forget it, I'm afraid that if I really become your assistant, I will be pissed off every day.

Xiao Zhen: Huh?How did you change your mind so quickly?

Xiao Zhen: Watching those crazy fans surround you and say they love you every day, and watching everyone in the circle covet you, how can I not be pissed to death!

Xiao Zhen: Haha, so, to be my assistant, you must not only have good physical strength, but also have a very strong mentality, otherwise you will go crazy if you are stimulated every day.

Me: ok ok, I just want to be in your arms all to myself.

Xiao Zhen: Do you just want a hug?

Me: How about that?

Xiao Zhen: Of course there are...

Me: big pervert.

The weather is obviously a bit cold, and those who are not afraid of the cold are still wearing windbreakers, and those who are afraid of the cold even take out cotton clothes to wear. Naturally, I belong to the one who is not afraid of the cold, because I was born in the north and grew up in the north. What a side dish.

I always thought that the winter in Taiwan would not be cold, and it turned out to be cold. My Xiaozhen said that some people in Taipei also wear cotton-padded clothes, and Taipei also likes the cold and wet rain in winter, so I just remembered It seems that I once heard an old song called Winter to Taipei to see the rain. I am not very interested in rain, but I really want to go to Taipei to see her.

At noon on November 11, I saw a post she forwarded on Weibo. It turned out that someone made a comparison picture of her expression with that of the sisters in the previous group. Others have many vivid expressions when they are in different emotions, while she Always wearing sunglasses expressionless look.What's more, I was surprised to find that her expressionless face in sunglasses looked very much like my ex-girlfriend in high school.

I didn't tell her about this, because I was afraid that she would think too much in her heart. If she didn't know many lovely details about her in private, judging from the impression she gives people on stage and in the media, she is indeed not very good at expressing words and People with expressive expressions, I just like this kind of woman, either cold or quiet, I always feel that there are more places in her heart that are worth digging and understanding in detail, unlike some people who are a little too ostentatious , Come out to promote something at every turn.

On the night of November 11th, when I saw another fan on the Internet posted a set of pictures of her bouncing with a blank face and messy hair, I couldn’t help laughing again. She once joked and threatened to break people’s fingers , this woman, who radiates a little violence at every turn, can she not be so cute!

The weather in Beijing is getting colder and colder, and Taipei is also cold and gloomy. On December 12th, she was doing an autograph session in Malay. After finishing her busy work, she was still in the mood to eat supper until late at night. She sent me a picture of supper after two o'clock in the morning, for fear of missing her every day. A message, I have set up a sound reminder for Line some time ago, anyway, she is the only one on this number.

I looked at the picture, it was similar to Beijing skewers, a lot of meat skewers, bean products and vegetables, I blurted my eyes and replied: I want to eat.

Xiao Zhen: La la, you can’t eat it.

Me: Nasty, tempting to commit crimes late at night, I'm hungry.

Xiao Zhen: Are you hungry?I'll feed you.

Me: I want to eat grilled chicken wings.

She sent a picture of a kiss.

Me: Hey, I want to eat chicken wings, no kisses.

Xiao Zhen: Only when I’m full can I have the energy to feed you.

Me: Damn it!I'm going to go to bed!

Recently, I saw someone write about the famous male singer J having a crush on Xiao Zhen on the Internet, saying that J has admitted to having a crush on Xiao Zhen since 03, and when Xiao Zhen was asked about it by the host when he participated in the program, he even said that he did not know , but at lunch on December 12th I saw that she forwarded a Weibo about the pre-order of J's new album.

Me: Now there are rumors about your affair with J on the Internet, why do you want to repost his Weibo?

Xiao Zhen: It’s nothing, but it’s not good to dodge deliberately.

Me: Do you really dislike J?

She sent an angry expression: Am I obligated to like him?Nasty Molly!

Me: No, no, I was wrong, Xiao Zhen is so fierce, Qia Beibei.

Xiao Zhen: Smelly Jasmine, you still scold me in Taiwanese, who taught you?

Me: Mother-in-law!

Xiao Zhen: Who is Du Niang?

Me: Stupid, Baidu.

Xiao Zhen: The Internet language in your mainland is really confusing.

My work and rest has always been very regular, basically I don't stay up late or sleep in late. I used to write until 11 o'clock in the evening, and occasionally I would overtime to 12 o'clock, but it was very rare.Since I met Xiaozhen, my life has also become a little irregular, because she is used to staying up late, and she may not go to bed until one or two in the morning. Sometimes I forget the time when I chat with her, and I will follow her to bed late.

At around 16:1 am on the [-]th, I was about to go to bed when I saw a photo of her dog posted on Weibo. She was snuggling with the dog intimately, which really made people jealous.

I sent her a message: People are not as good as dogs.

Xiao Zhen: What are you talking about, little Jasmine?

Me: I said that I am not as good as your pet, it can even snuggle in your arms...

Speaking of this, my nose suddenly became sore, yes, I am so far away from her, how often do I have a chance to be in her arms?

Xiao Zhen: Voice?

Me: No, it’s too late, it’s not good to make noise to my roommate.

Xiao Zhen: Are you sad?

Me: Well, I miss you and want to cuddle in your arms.

Xiao Zhen: Jasmine, I miss you too.

Me: How much do you think?

Xiao Zhen: I miss your mouth, your face, your body... I miss all of you, I'm about to go crazy!

Me: Xiaozhen... I can't take it anymore, I want to see you.When will you come to Beijing next time?

In fact, I have always had a strong urge in my heart to go to Taipei to find her, but I have been blocked by many checkpoints. Although Beijing has opened free travel at this time, if you want to apply for a visa, you must have a temporary residence permit in Beijing. , and the house I live in now is a privately rented house. The landlord is afraid of information leakage and refuses to apply for a temporary residence permit. I go back to my hometown to apply for it, and the place of my hometown does not have free travel. It has become a vicious circle.

Then I thought about it calmly. She flies all over the world all day long. I’m afraid I might not be able to meet her even if I go to Taipei. I can only hope that she will have a trip to Beijing. Even if she goes to the mainland, I can also go by car. Looking for her, I haven't seen her for many days, the flame of longing keeps raging and growing in my heart, it is almost so rampant that it burns me up, every day, every night, when I calm down, my mind is full of her images, her crying, her tears Laughter, her kisses, her arms.