Love is like a dream

This is a single room with a double bed. Isn't it a standard room for me?I lived in the same room as an editor in the group, and she was the one who helped me back last night, no, no, there was a change in the middle, who was it?Whose room is this?I'm alone in the room now, but there are two pillows side by side on the bed with dents from last night's pillowing, and there's a black suitcase in the corner of the room, but I don't know whose, I didn't even bother to turn it over.

Thinking back to the sexual dream with Xiao Zhen last night, was it really a dream, or... or... I scratched my hair, I didn't dare to think about it, I comforted myself in my heart, it was just a dream, just a dream.

I quickly rushed to the bathroom and put hot water on it, to thoroughly wash my drowsy head and anxiety, when I saw the naked body in the mirror, my heart was completely cold, the piece under the collarbone was obviously The hickey... is under Xiao Zhen's surname... I am as reserved as I, and I would commit such drunken sex. How should I tell Xiao Zhen, should I tell her!Who was it last night? !

I just got out of the shower wrapped in a towel when the door slammed, and then I saw a familiar face, it was her...

Miss Su: "Are you awake? I brought breakfast from the restaurant."

I was ashamed and angry, and shouted at Miss Su: "It was you last night! It was you, right?!"

Miss Su put the breakfast on the table, looked me in the eyes calmly: "It's me."

This woman is so calm after doing such a thing. I was so angry that I didn't know what to do. I slapped her angrily, but she didn't hide. She closed her eyes and waited for my slap what?

Looking at her beautiful face and stubborn expression, my heart throbbed for a while, and finally I couldn't help but take my hand back, and said to her in a trembling voice: "You... you are taking advantage of others... really It's too much!"

Miss Su: "I'm sorry, I also drank a lot of wine last night, and I couldn't restrain myself... At first I really thought you wanted me, but in the end, you finally called out her name... I'm sorry, it was me fault..."

My tears flowed, I know she is my respected boss, I also know that she likes me, I also have a crush on her, but I never thought about what would happen to her, a crush is not love!My feelings for Xiao Zhen are still too far away!Now, I have done something that I am sorry for Xiao Zhen!Although I thought it was with Xiao Zhen in a dream, it was the truth.

Is there no pure trust between people?Is this the purpose of Miss Su's support and kindness to me?My heart throbbed again and again.

Miss Su took out a tissue and reached out to help me wipe the tears off my face. I pushed her hand away: "Su Ruolan, I hate you!"

After I finished speaking, I changed into the dirty clothes I took off last night, turned around and left the room. My luggage was still in my own room. When I returned to the room, I found that my colleague had already got up. Seeing me coming in with tears on my face, I was careful He asked, "What's wrong with you?"

I wiped the tears from my face, and forced an ugly smile: "I watched a tear-jerking drama early in the morning..."

Colleague: "Did you... sleep well last night?"

Me: "Why don't you take me back to the room?"

Colleague: "I'm sorry, I couldn't afford you when I walked halfway. The editor-in-chief happened to be behind and said to help you go to her room to sober up..."

Me: "Sorry, I'm in a bad mood today, thank you..."

Colleague: "It's okay... that... we will organize a mountain climbing activity at 08:30, and now it's 8:20, gather in the lobby."

Me: "Tell me, I have a headache, I want to rest in the room, and I won't go climbing."

Colleague: "OK..."

After my colleague left, I was in a daze in the room. After checking out at noon, I took the bus back to the city. When I got home, Ms. Su called me, but I didn’t answer, and I didn’t reply to the text messages. I really hated her.One afternoon, I lay in bed groggy until the evening, and I didn’t even feel like eating dinner. I couldn’t help but want to text and call Xiaozhen several times, but I couldn’t bear it. I couldn’t make up my mind about what to do today. Should I tell her, and how should I tell her?Will she hate me, blame me?

And how should I face Miss Su in the future?My boss?My respected senior?I still have so much work to communicate and report to her in the future, my head is in a mess, it's so chaotic that I want to go crazy.Unexpectedly, at this time, I suddenly received a message from Xiao Zhen: I have ignored me for so long, do I have a new love?

I was so shocked that my hands shook, what the hell, did she have a premonition?I was surprised, happy and afraid in my heart.

Me: No, how can I have such a great charm that can make so many men and women fall in love with me.

Xiao Zhen: Are you mocking me?

Me: Hmph, what is irony, I'm telling the truth.

Xiao Zhen: Okay, don’t get angry, don’t you miss me?

My tears flowed down again unsatisfactorily: thinking... thinking about going crazy.

Xiao Zhen: Come see me soon, 815, XX Hotel.

I was shocked again: when did you come to Beijing?

Xiao Zhen: I just arrived at the hotel from the airport, come here quickly, I miss you.

I'm a bit at a loss, how do I go to see her now, how do I explain the marks under my collarbone?I don't believe that I can retreat in front of her, what can I say, don't let her touch?impossible.I took out foundation and BB cream and applied them on the hickey one by one, and found that none of them could cover the deep and big hickey. If I said that the kiss bit, would she believe it?She is not a fool.

Why is it such a coincidence that you come to me at this time?Was it God who destined me to face the mistakes I made this time so soon?

Finally, I calmed down and decided to tell her that I didn't want to lie to her, whether she would forgive me or not.I have been very lucky to have had such a long relationship with her... After washing my face and tidying my hair, I changed my clothes and rushed to the hotel.

When I entered the hotel, I was so nervous that I was dying. Except for the first time I saw her, I hadn't been so nervous many times. Is this the so-called guilty conscience?Knocking on the door nervously, it was the face I wanted to see in my dreams day and night, and I threw myself into her arms and cried.

Still in that familiar embrace, she held my shoulders and gently wiped the tears on my face: "What's wrong?"

Me: "Do you not love me anymore?"

Xiao Zhen: "Silly girl, how could that be, you are my little Jasmine."

Me: "Then why don't you always reply me, and still talk to Z..."

Xiao Zhen: "I'm really busy recently, and a lot of things happened..."

Me: "I don't care, I don't care if you are busy or not, how are you and Z, I still can't stop loving you."

Xiao Zhen: "I know, I know, I'm sorry, Little Jasmine, for making you feel wronged."

She gently stroked my hair and wiped away my tears.

She: "Okay, okay, don't cry, I will make it up to you tonight."

My face turned red immediately: "When others are sad, you can't...don't be so lewd..."

She smiled, a moving smile, a charming smile: "My little Jasmine is so beautiful, I am a mortal, how can I not be tempted."

At the end, I heard the trembling of her voice, saw the longing in her eyes, and then, her breathing began to quicken, she moved close to me, tightly wrapped around my waist, and pressed against my ears, The itchy and rapid heat swept over my ears from time to time, that seductive and confusing voice, I really can't bear it.

Xiao Zhen: "Jasmine, Jasmine, I miss you, I want you, I'm about to go crazy..."

As soon as his body lightened, he was hugged by her. The familiar movements, the familiar embrace, everything turned into endless miss, nostalgia and longing.