The general will give birth soon

Si You was conceived by General Dou and Zhou Wenzhang on the seventh day of July when General Dou married Zhou Wenwen. He and Gu Chongming reunited and conceived. By the time of New Year's Eve, after five full months, his stomach finally had a slight bulge that didn't match his slender figure.

He has a good appetite now, and Gu Chongming is very happy. He stewed chicken, sauced the elbow, and braised river prawns, served with two dishes of refreshing side dishes, a plate of pastries, a basket of fruits, and a jar of vintage wine for the New Year's Eve dinner.

Gu Chongming dipped the tip of his chopsticks in some wine, and fed it to Si You like offering a treasure. With a helpless expression, Si You grabbed Gu Chongming's hand, held the chopsticks, and sucked it lightly.

Gu Chongming shook his head happily, divided the various dishes into three portions, and gave them to Si You, himself, and the little tiger on the ground respectively, and then drank the wine in one gulp, looking at the sporadic snowflakes outside the window and said: "Dayou, I have been eating for a long time. I haven’t had such a happy New Year’s Eve.”

He put his head down and wolfed it down, and he burped after eating.

"When I was six years old, my parents gave me to someone else. Although that other family was richer than mine, they didn't really support me, but treated me as, as..."

He didn't know how to describe it, and shook his head irritably, "In short, he is ready to let me die on behalf of his son at any time. I thought my parents were forced to do so, but later found out that it is not. They can get a lot of benefits by sending me away , and gave birth to another child shortly after.”

Gu Chongming looked out the window, his tone was understated, as if he was telling someone else's story.

Si You held onto his shoulders and gently pulled him into his arms. Gu Chongming fell down and lay his head on Si You's leg.

"I can't be obedient just because they want me to be a scapegoat. I have no good way to do it. I can only try my best to guess the thoughts and intentions of the people around me, do things that make them happy, make them like me, feel good about me, and feel sorry for me. If not, they might not have acted so quickly."

"But I still didn't escape after all. When I was nine years old, I went to another place instead of the son of that family. I was still the same, trying to figure out the temperament and preferences of the people around me, seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, thinking about earning a day by living an extra day .”

"Later, because of the war, the people who took care of me, my parents, and adoptive parents were gone. It stands to reason that I was free and should be happy, but I suddenly became disheartened. Looking back on the days when I struggled desperately, I felt very sad. Tired, and even thought it would be nice to die early in the past."

Gu Chongming's voice was muffled, Si You gently stroked his face, and gently ran down his fluffy black hair.

"But at that time, I watched you lead the soldiers into the city in the crowd, and I was stunned. At that time, you were like a ray of light, taking all the frustration out of my body. Looking at you so dazzling, my eyes It hurts..."

Gu Chongming leaned forward, wrapped his hands around Si You's slightly thick waist, and pressed his face against his slightly raised belly.

"Suddenly I don't want to die anymore. I want to get closer to see you. It would be even better if I could hold your hand and smile at you. As for holding you and sleeping next to you now, we have My child, I really don't dare to think about it at all."

Gu Chongming lay on Si You's waist and trembled.

"Dayou, I'm really glad that I have persisted and never gave up and never died, otherwise, otherwise I would..."

Si You picked up Gu Chongming, looked at the teary round face for a while, and gently wiped away the tears with his fingers, "This table is delicious, I didn't move for a while, you should be full first."

"Dayou..." Gu Chongming tugged at the hem of his shirt in aggrieved way.

"Hey me." Si You pulled him with both hands, let him sit on his lap facing him, took his hand and put it on his stomach, "and our baby, you feed it together."

Gu Chongming grinned, about to cry with happiness, and hurriedly turned around to pick up the plate on the table, carefully removed the chicken bones and peeled off the shrimp shells, and fed them to Si You little by little.

Si You leaned back on the chair and ate for a while, then raised the wine jar and said, "I can't drink now, you can replace me."

Gu Chongming's eyes turned red again, "Dayou, in the past, in order to prevent being murdered, I never dared to drink what others handed me."

Si You was moved, and pecked his lips pityingly, "Then you will be in my arms tonight, and you won't sleep until you get drunk."

"En!" Gu Chongming nodded heavily, picked up the wine cup, asked Si You to fill it up for him, and poured it down cup by cup without hesitation.

He couldn't drink enough, after only half a jar, his limbs were sore and his eyes were dazed, and he was completely drunk in Si You's arms.

Si You hugged him like a little tiger, while stroking his back to let him breathe, while seriously looking at the drunken, rosy round face.

He somewhat understood who Gu Chongming was in the past. Although there were still many details unknown, he didn't mind.

The past is over after all, as long as the two of them stay together firmly, it will be fine.

But it was precisely because of Gu Chongming's words that he suddenly realized the problem that had been dragging him down - evasion.

From a distance, after his mother died, he left home for many years without seeing his father for comfort; from a distance, he ran away irresponsibly and hastily after a night of spring dinner with Gu Chongming.

In the past, no one took care of the family affairs, so he was able to escape for more than ten years, but Gu Chongming was not easy to mess with, and he was arrested within a month.

Now that I think about it, I am very happy.

Si You bathed and changed clothes for Gu Chongming, who was sleeping like a dead pig with his mouth open, hugged him and lay down on the warm bed together, while playing with his fluffy little dragon horn bangs, he made up his mind: Now that he knows what is wrong, he will never change it. reason.

For their future, no matter how many difficulties lie ahead, he must be brave for a while.

On the second day, the first day of the first month of the fourth year of Chengxuan, the whole country rested.

Taking advantage of Gu Chongming's hangover, Si You brought a box of good tea and a set of tea utensils to Dingguobo Mansion.

He knelt in the main hall with a calm face.

When Si Xing came out of the inner room, he saw Si You's slightly raised stomach at a glance, and his eyes couldn't help being disgusted.

"You are so abnormal, what are you going to do?" Si Xing flicked the sleeves of his robe, and sat firmly in the grand master's chair.

"Today is Chinese New Year, my son wishes his father a new year." Si You kowtowed.

Si Xing frowned deeply, "...What exactly are you going to do?"

Si You lay on the ground for a while, then lifted himself up and said, "My son wants a board."

Si Xing was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled disdainfully, "You are really fascinated by that Gu Chongming, an ordinary scholar, how good is he?"

Si You lowered his eyes, "Whether it's good or bad, he's the one my son puts in his heart."

"You really are a young man with such a simple mind." Si Xing sighed hypocritically, "You are familiar with the art of war, don't you know that you must never show your weakness in front of your opponent? Are you not afraid that I will take advantage of you?"

Si You smiled casually, "Gu Chongming is my weakness, my father already knew about it, why should I hide it."

Si Xing snorted coldly, "You have been with Xiao Shijun for many years, and Gu Chongming can be regarded as a talker in front of the Holy Majesty. All this failed to make the Holy Majesty give you a marriage, which shows that the Holy Majesty is afraid of me. Today You are not going to beg the sage, nor are you passionately dating that scholar for the rest of your life, so you are not too stupid." His gaze came to Si You's belly again, "But in the end, you did the same thing as General Dou and Zhou Wenwen, and did something embarrassing. thing."

Si You clenched his fists violently, "It's not too late to make up for it, if my father knew that he would be ashamed, why would he..."

"Shut up!" Si Xing patted the grand master's chair.

Si You suppressed the hatred in his chest, tried his best to think about Gu Chongming and the child in his womb, and said patiently: "Father, my son wants to marry Gu Chongming, so I beg father to grant me a marriage certificate."

"If I don't want to, what should you do?"

"How can father agree?"

Si Xing narrowed his eyes, "Are you willing to say anything I say?"

Si You bowed his head, "Father, please explain first, and the son will think about it."

Si Xing smiled, took a sip of tea leisurely, and said unhurriedly: "I thought you would do anything for that scholar."

Si You clenched his fists again, his chest rose and fell several times, and he raised his head and said bluntly: "Of course I am willing to pay for him, but if you want me to betray my family, my country, my king, my loyalty, that's a different story."

"Si You, what are you talking about?! What are you referring to... What are you suspicious of?! Don't talk nonsense!" Si Xing lowered his voice cautiously.

"My son also hopes that he is talking nonsense..." Si You smiled disappointedly, stood up and said, "Father, I mustered up the courage to face you once, but now it seems that I am still too stupid. I can't accept your conditions." Obedience. I also advise you, don't be greedy."

Si You turned and went out, Si Xing said: "Aren't you afraid that I will blackmail you with Gu Chongming and the child in your belly?"

Si You stopped in his tracks, "If I can't even protect them, then why should I live?"

"Siyou, you..."

Si You didn't deliberately imply sarcasm in his words, but standing here, he had to think of the past, and couldn't help but express resentment.

Stepping out of the main hall and walking out through the corridor, his lower abdomen was painful.

After all, he was glad that he came today: for his biological father, he has done his best; for the future, if he fails once, he will think of a way together with Gu Chongming.One day, he would ask that silly scholar to come and marry him in a splendid manner on a tall horse.

Thinking of this, he couldn't wait to see that stupid scholar, so he couldn't help speeding up his feet. As soon as he left Dingguobo's mansion, he saw Gu Chongming and Xiaohu squatting face to face under the tree on the street, laughing and joking.

His heart moved, and he stepped forward enduring the dull pain in his stomach. When Gu Chongming heard the footsteps, he turned his head and looked over, his white and tender round face was full of joy.

In the winter morning, there are patches of white clouds, and the morning light is just right.

Gu Chongming stood up holding Xiaohu, stretched out his hand to Si You and grinned.

Si You hugged him tightly, pressed all his strength on him, and said close to his ear, "My stomach hurts, rub it for me."