The general will give birth soon

"I received detailed information about this place a month ago, and with the recent investigation and investigation files, I don't know that although the gangsters on the mountain belong to one family, they have already been divided into three forces fighting openly and secretly?"

"I have been marching for many years, and I can tell from a quick look at your two maps that you are deliberately leading the way. You want me to avoid the territory of the third head of the Wu surname and want them to escape!"

Si You leaned close to Gu Chongming, his eyes burning.

"Dayou, I didn't mean to lie to you, I wanted to tell you that day..." Gu Chongming explained panickedly with his eyes wide open.

"But I have already warned you not to interfere, why didn't you listen?! You dared to go to the mountain to send a letter last night..."

Si You pressed Gu Chongming firmly behind the door, unconsciously exerting force with his hands, Gu Chongming shrank his neck in pain.

"It's hard for you to survive, why are you restless?! Why do you want to involve those bandits?! They have been entrenched in the border mountain roads for many years. They look like bandits, but they may also be spies from other countries. You are smart, and the court sent you from thousands of miles away Don't you understand the real purpose of my coming to the southern border to suppress the bandits?!"

Si You gasped for breath, and lowered his voice sadly, "In case you have something wrong again, then, then I..." The words on his lips could not come out, and he paused, "You don't think for yourself, don't you? Do you think about the child?!"

"Dayou, that's not the case, listen to me."

Gu Chongming tried his best to free his hand from Si You's grip, and instead held his trembling arm, "When I first came here, that Wu Sanbo helped me and Baobao. He is different from ordinary bandits. He is probably a robber. The rich help the poor, and he has a kind heart. He wanted to change his ways a long time ago, but he has not found a proper way out for his brothers, so he procrastinated. If you take them all in one pot, wouldn't you cut off the way back for the prodigal son? So , that's why I..."

It's good that Si You didn't listen, but when he heard it, he became even angrier, and tried his best to shake off Gu Chongming's hand, "You came here to serve by order, everything has been arranged, and you can't move around, how did you know him? Bandit, what can I do for you?!"

While talking, Si You recalled the still handsome appearance of the head of Wu San, and the number of moves that man made during the fight last night, and an evil fire full of hostility suddenly surged up in his heart.

He grabbed the sleeve of Gu Chongming's right hand and rolled it up, staring at the scar on it, his face pale, "Gu Chongming, let me ask you again, how did you get this injury?"

Gu Chongming looked at him very embarrassed, "Da, Dayou..."

"Don't call me!" Si You shook his hand and turned his back, "I only ask you, do you want to tell me?"

"me……"

Gu Chongming hesitated with a sad face, but Si You was completely disappointed. He sat down at the table with his back to Gu Chongming, restraining the trembling all over his body, and it took a long time to knead all the grievances in his heart and suppress them. Discouraged: "You don't say it?... Forget it, if you don't say it, I won't force you. You can go."

"Dayou..." Gu Chongming stepped forward tentatively.

"Let's go, don't tell me to drive you away." Si You didn't look at Gu Chongming, he hid his panic, and said firmly, "Forgive me for my duty, I can't let go of the person you want."

Gu Chongming looked sad, opened his mouth several times and raised his steps, but looked at Si You's decisive back, after all, he didn't say anything, turned around and opened the door latch, and left.

The door was closed again, Si You was startled for a moment in disbelief, then turned his head suddenly, looking at the empty doorway, full of despair.

He's gone... He won't be like before, no matter how angry he gets, he won't be angry, and he will stick to him with a smile to tease himself.

Was he really... divorced from him?

Is it because I have become someone who will never be possible?

The reunion is just an accident, and they will still be separated before long.There is no hope for the future, even though the two of them have deep love and righteousness, in the end it is not as good as someone who is by their side to genuinely greet each other.

But Wu San is different. Although he is a bandit, it is enough that he can show up when Gu Chongming and his children encounter difficulties.

Back then on the Huzhou Road, Gu Chongming lay on top of him, begging him to find someone else, isn't that what he meant?

He did it well.

The scars on his arm are obviously the technique of a person who has practiced martial arts for many years and is used to wielding a saber, and what Wu San is using is a saber.

He also wants to return the Yuanyang Yue to himself, yes, really yes.

Si You untied the cuff tie on his wrist, the cuffs were opened, and the mandarin duck bracelet slipped out, he frowned sadly.

Should I return this to him?

Si You called for someone to bring wine, and the attendant in the yamen first brought a small delicate pot and a small shallow cup, along with a few special side dishes to accompany the wine. , the attendant glanced at his gloomy expression, and quickly said he was quitting.

In the clear sky and daylight, Si You had no intention of doing anything else, he drank bowls of strong wine, and soon found the familiar dizziness he had experienced in the past 1000 days and nights.

But the difference is that when he was drunk in the past, he still had hope, but now there is only despair.

Was he angry with Gu Chongming?Actually not.

He was angry with himself.

He can't keep the ones he loves by his side, they have difficulties, he doesn't know, he's not around, and can't help them, they have no one to rely on, so they have to go to others.

Si You collapsed on the table in a daze of drunkenness, took out the mandarin duck and ax bracelet and the white jade fan familiarly, and stuck them to his chest and hugged them tightly.

The entourage who came to deliver the lunch had long been familiar with this scene, sighed, and helped him to go to bed to rest.

Si You slept for a whole day and only woke up around midnight.

The room was empty and the night was thick outside the window. He endured a headache and recalled the chaos of the day, and found that he was not calm again.

In the past, the two were far apart, yet he was still able to restrain himself, but now that they were so close, he was easily ignited by a small spark, and then burned a raging fire regardless of whether it was right or wrong, wantonly venting those annoying emotions.

He doesn't like this slightly crazy self, but he can't control it. In the past, he would go crazy just thinking of Gu Chongming, let alone seeing him with his own eyes and hugging him in front of him now?

Gu Chongming should have also noticed his abnormality, so he left.

Does he... don't like himself like this?

Si Youqiang concentrated his energy to deal with the remaining business affairs, dragging his hangover and exhausted body, unable to fall asleep no matter what.

He tried his best to review the whole thing calmly, to sort out his feelings, and then began to blame himself: he escaped again.

Even if they have no future, even if Gu Chongming will be stuck here for the rest of his life, even if it is unrealistic for Gu Chongming to stick to him, at least at this moment, he should not shrink back and give up.

If he had to do things clearly and speak directly, he would directly ask Gu Chongming, no matter what he heard, he would admit it.

When it's time to meet Yin at this moment, Gu Chongming and the child should be fast asleep, so I'll go and see them and wait for them to wake up.

Si You's heart cleared up, and he felt very relaxed.He quickly took a bath to wash off the smell of alcohol, changed into new clothes, put on the mandarin duck bracelet, and put the white jade fan carefully in his arms - if there is a chance later, he will give this long overdue gift to him.

After preparing everything, he walked out of the yamen confidently. As soon as he went down the stone steps, he saw Gu Chongming in single clothes, standing at the place where he came to bring him food last morning, jumping up and down with his sleeves and hands in the cold.

Si You felt hot all over, and the strings in his heart were plucked violently, trembling frantically—how could such a person be half-hearted about himself? !Why did I have such absurd thoughts and impulsive actions before? !

After regretting, more questions rushed into my mind one by one: When did Gu Chongming come?Has he eaten yet?Why is he wearing bunts with his hair tied up, and his clothes still so thin?

Si You hurriedly walked over and called out deeply: "Stupid scholar!"

Gu Chongming turned his back to him, he was breathing with his hands on his lips, he was stunned for a moment when he heard the cry, then he turned around in surprise and waved his hands vigorously.

"Dayou!"

Gu Chongming also rushed forward quickly, but when he was about to get close to Si You, he suddenly paused and took another step back.

Si You was stunned for a moment.

Gu Chongming shook his head and smiled embarrassedly, "I'm dirty, be careful to stain your clothes too."

Si You understood, hugged him without hesitation, rested his chin on his shoulder, and said with confidence, "You came from Yankeng?"

Gu Chongming nodded, gently pushed Si You away, looked up at his star-like eyebrows, hooked his fingers around a strand of black hair that fell in front of him, then lowered his eyes and smiled and explained: "Da You, I Being allowed to open a private school at home and only work part-time is a special kindness, I can’t be willful, I have to leave this morning. I can only earn food and money if I work on time, and I can gain a foothold here.”

He tried his best to smile, "But as soon as I finished my work, I went back and made arrangements for the treasure bag. It's just that I came late, everyone in the yamen was asleep, and I thought you were asleep too, so I just waited here, I..."

"Okay, stop talking." Si You held Gu Chongming in his arms again.

"Dayou." Gu Chongming grabbed the belt behind Siyou's back with both hands, his voice was very soft, as if he was tired.

"I've never seen you lose your temper like you did this morning. I thought you were angry, so... I thought about it later, and I know, you must be crazy. Dayou, you can think too much, I live because of you, I got my name because of you, how could I..."

"Some things I didn't tell you carefully, because I was afraid of you, afraid that you would be burdened, and afraid that you would blame yourself..."

While talking, Gu Chongming's voice was lower and his tone was so weak that Si You was startled, and quickly pushed him out of his arms to check.

When the clouds opened and the moon was bright, Si You realized that Gu Chongming's originally fair face was sallow, his eyes were cloudy, his eyes were black and blue, and his lips were purple.

Gu Chongming panted hard with his mouth open, his expression became more and more difficult, his eyes slapped desperately a few times, and they were about to close, and then his body went limp, and he fell straight down.

"Stupid scholar!" Si You was terrified, squatting down and hugging him in his arms, "What's wrong with you? You..."

"Dayou..." Gu Chongming was angry, but still smiled, "I used to hold on with all my might, but now that you're here, I suddenly relax, feel at ease, and feel that I don't have to hold on... So, So I suddenly lost my strength..."

He reached for Si You's hand tremblingly, as if he was in a hurry because he hadn't finished speaking, "Actually, I'm very happy that you are angry... You ran out in the middle of the night just to find me..."

No matter how low Gu Chongming's voice is, he can only hear it clearly if he listens to it.

"I'm even happier that you came to find me...I know for three years, you and I have a hurdle in our hearts..." He finally closed his eyes, his lips moved, "But I want...I want us Let's cross together..."