Can't cross by oneself

11.

Mr. Xia insisted on exercising for a week before he collapsed.He's not a stickler, I already knew that.

Touching his abdomen, which was indeed a little harder than before, I felt a pity again.

Or you can practice again.

Aren't you afraid that I'll go out and hook up with others?

It was so hard to get some effect, what a pity to give up.

Didn't you say you like what I look like, so be it.

At any rate, I have all five senses and normal aesthetics. If you become fat like a pig, I will definitely sell it for money.

Mr. Xia ignored me at all, and couldn't push me like a dead pig.

Why did I suddenly want to lose weight two days ago?

When I went back to the dormitory that day, Yuan Zi and the others thought I was fat, and compared me with you, saying how skinny you were.As he said that, Mr. Xia looked like a big dog again, his eyes glowed with anger and grievance.

I just don't know how to comfort him.

12.

The most difficult rainy season in spring has passed.The temperature began to rise, and there were some flocs of unknown plants like snowflakes floating in the air.

Mr. Xia has rough skin and thick flesh, and I can't figure out why he is allergic to this kind of fluff.

He was wearing a blue mask that cost eight yuan a bag, his eyes were red, and he was sneezing.Wandering around me like a ghost.

Alright, I'll ask for leave for you these two days, so you can stay at home.

He is so happy.Take my care as a matter of course.

My hands and feet kept ordering me to do this and that.After cooking, washing the dishes, and mopping the floor, he was about to take a bath when he asked me to pour milk for him.I was so angry that I wanted to hit him with a glass of water.

He quickly wrapped his arms around me.Ask me in a loving tone.Angry?

I lost my temper all of a sudden.I ignored him with my mouth curled up.

Well, kidding you.

He smiled obscenely, and I kissed him all at once.

13.

We kiss a lot.because I like it.

The first time I kissed him secretly.At that time, the boys in the dormitory invited a group of girls to watch the cherry blossoms together.When we came back late, we sat side by side at the back of the car.He fell asleep on my shoulder.

I was so nervous that I couldn't move.When I moved my neck, I could feel the brush of his hair, and it was so itchy.

His breath was so close that I couldn't breathe at all.I lost my mind and counted the acne marks on his face, thinking about one thing.

I did it while going through the tunnel.

I thought he was really asleep until I kissed him and I felt him freeze.

I froze too.I was chilled all over, and my hands and feet were cold.The feeling of falling from heaven to hell.

My memory seems to be flawed. Those embarrassing scenes are all vivid in my memory. Recalling them in detail, each one can make me experience the heart palpitations at that time again.It's as if the heart is being grabbed.

Happy memories are always blurred and not so deep.

Mr. Xia didn't get up, he continued to pretend to be asleep as if nothing had happened.

All the way to school, my shoulders were numb.I saw him holding Lou on his neck.

Later, Mr. Xia kept teasing me about it.Of course, I'm happy to use the word "later".

14.

Our life has always been very ordinary, without any romance or excitement. When I recorded it, I suddenly realized that we have so many warm stories.

Perhaps this method will cure my amnesia.

We rarely quarrel, every time either I compromise or he bows his head.Maybe Mr. Xia is afraid of something like me, or maybe he is not.

15.

I especially like Mr. Xia drinking, he swayed back and forth weakly, at this time I can hug him openly, put an arm through his back, and support his body.

Mr. Xia has a good capacity for alcohol, and he pretends to be drunk when he is six minutes old.Whispering nonsense in my ears, leaning on my shoulder.

Others will not suspect anything.Send us off as usual, pat me on the shoulder and let me take care of him.

There were few people on the road, and the lights in several supermarkets were still on, and the evening wind was a bit cold.He purposely gave me all his weight, interlocking his fingers and walking close to each other.

Mr. Xia would also ramble on about a few irrelevant things, such as whether there is still beer at home, whether yesterday's meal was lost, which class is about to fail, and so on.

Our happiness is very small, and love also appears humble.

16.

During the summer vacation, we all asked for leave with our families, and we couldn't go back.We are planning to go on a trip, I suggested it.

On the day of packing, his mother came.

Mr. Xia was also obviously taken aback, and didn't know how to react.

But the aunt was very calm, carrying a bunch of things, and squeezed into the door with a smile.Greet me cordially.

Well just come and see.

I don't need to cook at night, but I feel uncomfortable sitting at the dinner table.Auntie is completely different from Mr. Xia, kind and capable.Keep everything in order.

I'm like an outsider.No, I am an outsider.

I didn't want to make Mr. Xia uncomfortable, so I responded as if nothing had happened.

My aunt stayed for two days and then left.Before leaving, she secretly dragged me aside like a wife.

Of course, it's not really dragging the wife.

She winked and asked me about Mr. Xia, how his studies were going, whether he had a girlfriend, and so on.

I smiled and comforted.

Brother Xia is doing well, he has never failed a subject in his studies, it's not like I haven't passed the fourth grade.I didn't see him have a girlfriend either.Don't worry.

Unexpectedly, the aunt was not at ease at all.

Haven't had a girlfriend yet?He's in his twenties, and I plan to let him get married as soon as he graduates.

I am still smiling, my heart is cold to the bottom of the valley.

Xiao Su, you help Auntie watch over, if there are good girls, match them up.By the way, come to my house to play during the National Day.

I answered.

17.

The city is noisy, I like quiet places, but our love needs noise to cover up.

We held hands on the crowded bus, and his hands were sticky with sweat. I didn't like it, but I didn't want to let go.

We generously ordered a couple's set meal, and under the weird scrutiny of the waiter, we pretended to say that it was cheap.

Nobody knows us.

One night, Mr. Xia pressed me into a corner of the alley and kissed me.

His kisses were so hot that they hit my heart.

There was a faint light on the street outside the alley, and pedestrians walked back and forth vaguely.We are all tense, and the more tense the more ferocious.

Mr. Xia buried his head in my neck to breathe, hugged me with one hand, and stroked my hair with the other.

Is it time to cut it?

My hair hasn't been cut in months and it kind of covers my eyes.

No, it's pretty nice.

His voice was hoarse.I hugged him back, thinking that nothing mattered.

Let the sky fall.

18.

Dragging Mr. Xia to buy a fan.

In fact, most of what we use is our parents’ money, and occasionally we earn some extra money ourselves.He had been a tutor before, and I often contributed articles. Although he didn't earn as much as him, fortunately, his life was not too bad.

Summer is really tough. The house we rented is on the first floor, and there are so many mosquitoes that it is unimaginable.

After taking a shower every day, I have to smear my whole body with toilet water. I also specially bought prickly heat powder and patted it on his armpits. It smells like a baby.

After taking a shower, be sure to take him out for a walk.Because insecticide was applied at home, the smell would not go away in half an hour.

Heat is the key.The two big men are often hot and fidgety and want to hit each other.

Mr. Xia has a lot of bad habits.Especially in summer.

The socks are not washed, and they are often thrown away.Clothes piled up and left to stink.The house is dead, and no one will go out.

Every time I was about to explode, he calmed me down with a few easy words.We must have been enemies in our previous lives.I killed his whole family, so he came to me for debt in this life.