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The weather is getting warmer, so it won't be cold to sleep in the shed by the fish pond—this is the reason why Xie Hui didn't go home to sleep today.

Chi Xiaolao crouched in the corner and drew circles - Almighty Lord, the next lightning strike will kill you!

With the shocking glimpse just now, Chi Xiaolao felt that the originally unbelievably beautiful countryside was not so cute anymore, like a rat dropping in a pot of soup, losing his appetite!

But in his current situation, he doesn't have the freedom to choose where to stay—it's hard to move without money.

What's more, he got used to the disgusting nausea and gradually got used to it. When he is a piece of shit, he can't hold back from going to the toilet because he can't smell the smell of shit. That's making himself guilty.

Xu Anning is as happy as a bee recently. Some time ago, Chi Xiaolao conveyed Xu's mother's wishes. Xu Anning is like a bustard who has obtained a legal employment certificate. She has no scruples, and Xie Hui and Xie Hui are getting closer. I am not ashamed or ashamed.

He didn't want to make things difficult for the two of them, so he told Xu Anning about Xie Hui's betrayal of him. It was no wonder that the two people who had never been in touch with each other could put aside their past grievances and hold hands again.

On the second day, I went to middle work and entered the workshop at [-]:[-] p.m. It would be a lie to feel uneasy along the way. Fortunately, I didn't step on any dissonance.

He didn't go to the cafeteria for dinner, he bought two steamed buns outside and went directly to the warehouse. Xu Annian was just registering on the computer with a purchase, sales and inventory form. This kid is actually quite smart.

A few girls and ladies in the warehouse arranged the dinner they brought, and greeted Xu Annian to come over to eat. When they saw Chi Xiaolao coming, they also pretended to greet him by the way.

Chi Xiaolao raised the steamed stuffed bun in his hand, and politely declined their invitation. Wherever there are women, there are gossips. An inquisitive woman deserves three entertainment reporters. Chi Xiaolao mentioned yesterday's toilet incident by the way. Such a warehouse manager immediately snarled at a handsome little girl next to her, "People have been chasing her for half a year, and she doesn't look down on others, and stares at us Xiaonian, no, something has happened!"

The little girl was delicate and had a sharp mouth. She stared at Xu Annian and retorted: "You stared at Xu Annian? We are Xiaonian? Can you give birth to such a white-skinned and thin-fleshed son?"

The women next to me laughed, and the instigator rubbed his ears and complained dryly, "Too noisy! Drooling!"

The aunt rolled her eyes, pressed her hands in the attitude of an elder sister, made the big guy quiet, and said to Chi Xiaolao mysteriously: "Didn't you hear that you came home from get off work yesterday? I got called, and made trouble to the security department."

Chi Xiaolao nodded disapprovingly, took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun and chewed slowly.

"I still have to pay for the medical bills. Hey, I didn't get my salary for half a month after I went to work, so I spent thousands of dollars with me. Now the children just can't bear it. It's not easy to go out to work."

Chi Xiaoluoxin said that people who are poor only have money... No, he has been here for half a month?

The co-author has been doing infernal affairs with that bastard Xie Hui, and has been lurking in the factory for some time?

What is he doing?

Don't let the big boss come here to work as a wage earner, to experience the bitterness and sweetness of life?

He warned himself not to think in that direction, that person may be empty and lonely, so he exiled himself to the world, just think about this person's usual domineering, think about what he did for the Ming and Jin Dynasties Some dastardly thing is enough for him to control his feet and harden his heart.

From then on, he was just a passer-by who passed by, why should he waste his time with him!

After get off work at nine o'clock that day, Chi Xiaolao found an unknown object at the entrance of the public bathhouse.

Dim incandescent lamps, dark corridors, and thick cloth curtains with worn-out leather in the background, the scene has a very sad effect like a Wong Kar Wai movie, but the big guy in the camera may feel that the 45-degree sky-gazing pose is not enough Non-mainstream, turning a 45-degree sad look with the back of the hand on the forehead, good people don't do it, they have to make themselves into a big teapot (Note), but it gives a bit of the funny effect of Zhou's comedy.

Chi Xiaolao squeezed past him from behind, and locked himself in the partition with the basin in hand.

From that day onwards, Yin Shaoyang seemed to be an underground party who didn't really show his trap, and he simply broke into a broken jar, often appearing in different postures on Chi Xiaolao's necessary roads.

Once, I installed a road roller under the dormitory with plastic slippers, walked back and forth for two hours, and quarreled with a buddy in the dormitory on the second floor, and a drink bottle was thrown out of the window. After an "ow", the sound of slippers disappeared , the ears finally calmed down.

Another time was at the door of the dormitory, Chi Xiaolao picked up Ye Ye to go to the toilet, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw the guy turn his head and run in a panic. The sound of steps.

This time, it was in the cafeteria. Chi Xiaolao was looking for a place to eat with the plates that had been prepared in line. When his butt touched the chair, he heard someone quarrelling. There are thousands of people queuing up for dinner, and my old lady has to show you how to make a fool of yourself. If you can’t recognize someone, I will accompany you with a chicken leg, and dare to say that my old lady took off your idle leg in the crotch!"

The audience burst into laughter, the aunt felt that her cursing had an artistic effect, she proudly raised her chubby face, and the workers in the cafeteria were happier seeing this, and the young master who had never been beaten before was now in second place, a bit Unable to find the situation, he opened his mouth in a daze for a moment before wiping and starting to spark, he rolled up his sleeves - men don't hit women, let's set up the head office!

With his hands on the dining car, his arms tightened suddenly, and he turned his head to look, and immediately burst into a smile——I just said, Xiao Mazi's heart is the softest.

Chi Xiaolao dragged him out of the cafeteria, and shook him with both hands, "You were sent by the monkey to make a joke, right?"

Yin Shaoyang scratched his head, nodded and laughed foolishly, his honest appearance was a bit like Baoqiang's, why didn't Chi Xiaolao know that he was pretending to be confused, saying that he was here to make a joke was not joking with him, this person was doing it on purpose of.

"You want to play tricks and find someone else, don't let me see you again!" Chi Xiaolao said and left, walked two steps back and said: "Don't ask someone to give me chicken legs, I don't like to eat at all, Just looking at it makes me want to vomit!"

Yin Shaoyang looked at his back hurtingly, Chi Xiaolao must have felt sick just looking at him, the child is still too reserved, he can't hold back his heart.

The weather in July has begun to show heat, and the air is damp, which makes people feel uncomfortable. It has not completely darkened after dinner, and the staff dormitory is like a steamer that has just turned off the fire.

Yin Shaoyang was wearing a racerback vest, which he pushed casually to his chest, leaning on the head of the bed with his hands wrapped around his head, with an unlit cigarette dangling from his mouth.

In fact, he is quite afraid of summer. His grandma used to say that his little Mao Leizi was very irritable, and he wished he could soak in cold water to relieve the heat. It was only June, and the dormitory room for eight people was so hot that he couldn't breathe. He is less trim than him, smelly socks and dirty trousers can be seen everywhere, and people staying in it are like stinky tofu that is half-cooked.

Thinking about what he did this time, it is really a bit of a legendary effect. I don’t want to wait in a good office, but I want to go to work in this dilapidated factory. Tofu Cube, in the final analysis, he is a real man who can bend and stretch. If this kind of person can't get back his true love, it's because God doesn't have eyes.

The phone rang, and Liao Hongbo's voice came from inside after he connected it: "Boss, it's only three things, and the manager called me again."

Yin Shaoyang let out a casual "hmm".

"Last time it was beating the co-workers, this time it was molesting the cafeteria aunt. You can just use as many bad jokes as you have. If you are fired, you can go back to work wholeheartedly."

"I want to transfer to the second workshop, you go and talk about it."

There was a depressive silence over there for a long time: "I have a suggestion for you, you can just buy the factory, so that you can squat wherever you want, and no one will stop you if you guard the side pit!"

"You think my money comes from waves?"

"You think my money came from waves!?" Liao Hongbo went crazy, "I bought an Olympic commemorative edition from the factory, and a 1916 from the fight..."

"Come on, let's discount the renminbi, and I will give you a piece of it when I return home!"

"There's also the cigarette that Chi Xiaolao brought into the factory, let's count it together!"

Yin Shaoyang hung up the phone.

Chi Xiaolao changed his post and was assigned to the head end of the production line. He just cut the production materials into pieces, which is not technically technical. Now they are all laser cutting machines. Once the data is set and the materials are put in, things can be produced immediately, which is much easier than the original packaging and bundling. It is the only job on the production line that can be done sitting down.

He didn't think that such a good job could be arranged after only one month in the factory, and today he saw a figure he didn't want to see in the production workshop. , although I didn't deliberately strike up a conversation with him, but I always felt like I was on my back.

At lunch in the cafeteria, the aunt who was serving the meal glanced at the plate in front of her. After thinking about it, she added two more chicken legs, but she didn't expect that the guy outside the window was ungrateful. The hand holding the plate shook proudly. A chicken leg bone rolled out.

"No chicken legs, he looked disgusted, and replaced with roasted eggplant with cowpeas!"

Auntie scolded someone yesterday, she was a little bit guilty, resisted the urge to scold this ignorant guy again, and replaced it with two spoonfuls of cowpea and roasted eggplant.

Satisfied, Yin Shaoyang took the plate and found an empty seat. Just as he picked up the chopsticks, the tabletop clanged, and Chi Xiaolao put down the plate and sat down on the opposite side of the table.

"Hey, what a coincidence!" Yin Shaoyang smiled like a shy little girl.

"Let's talk!" Chi Xiaolao said seriously, looking carefully, with a hint of impatience in his eyes.

Yin Shaoyang laughed twice, and suggested: "It's so noisy here, why don't we meet at the basketball court behind the dormitory building at night." It should be in the grass behind the basketball court...

"Not a few words, just say it here." Chi Xiaolao put his rice on the table without moving his chopsticks, with his arms folded on the side of the table, a standard conversation posture, "I don't care what you are here for, I just ask you Stay away from my life and don't meddle in my work, isn't that too much to ask?"

Too much, simply too much!

Yin Shaoyang slandered in his heart, and said against his conscience, "It's not too much, it's not too much at all...tonight there will be a movie in the auditorium, let's go see it."

"Yin Shaoyang!" Chi Xiaolao's expression became more serious, just like the law enforcement officers with big caps, "We have already broken up."

"It's a breakup, and I didn't say no." Yin Shaoyang muttered innocently, "If you break up, you can't be friends? People who are divorced and have children together!"

"We have no friends to make, no children to raise!"

"If you like children, let's adopt one, or find an artificial surrogate and marry one."

Chi Xiaolao was completely speechless about this man's nonsense, and he calmed down for a while, before asking in a deep voice, "What exactly do you want to do?"

"I..." Yin Shaoyang pursed his lips as he wanted to say, his eyes were as sad as the deep sea, and he didn't know whether the hurt expression was real or not, "I just want you—" He stretched out his right hand, fingertips Xu stopped in front of Chi Xiaolao's eyebrows.

Chi Xiaolao subconsciously leaned back, approached the back of the chair, and looked at him with a frown. Yin Shaoyang seemed to want to step forward, but was afraid that the scale would be too big, so he hesitated for a while, and whispered affectionately: "I just want to The distance between your eyebrows is an inch, I hope you will not experience hardships every year, and you will be safe and happy every year, but I hope that your eyebrows will be flat, and the corners of your mouth...uh!" Forgot the words!

Chi Xiaoluo thought that this person is sick!

Yin Shaoyang accepts it when he sees a good one. If he is asked to perform on the spot, it is not bad that his Chinese level has reached such a level. Inspiration is a wonderful thing, and he has to go back and brew it.

Resisting the urge to rub the person opposite into his arms, he promised in a low voice: "You work hard, I promise I won't affect you anymore, try not to hang around in front of your eyes—"

Chi Xiaolao couldn't bear to interrupt him, and leaned his head across the table to give him a summary: "You are fucking sick!!!"

Yin Shaoyang's unfinished words were choked into his throat by Chi Xiaolao's temperament. He would be very uncomfortable. Xiao Mazi had never blushed with him except for disagreements and scolding. It is as if there is no way out and desperate to get out, just to get rid of myself.

He dared not confess his purpose.

The relationship between the two of them in the past was fragile. Chi Xiaolao used to hold it in his arms like a baby every day, for fear that something might go wrong. He was a cheap hand. Not only did he not take care of it, he would even knock it with a hammer from time to time, thinking Trying out its firmness, it finally fell apart.

Now he wants to use his own efforts to glue the pieces together little by little, but Chi Xiaolao is like a child whose hand has been pricked by the pieces, he feels the pain and wants to take a detour when he sees it later.

If Xiao Mazi is a child who has been sick and received an injection, can he hold up the needle tube and tell this frightened child that I am a doctor who treats diseases with needles?

Gaining the person and losing the person does not happen overnight.

Yin Shaoyang didn't answer the question, he picked up the plate and stood up after eating lunch in two or three bites, lowered his head and said to Chi Xiaolao: "Eat quickly, there are only 10 minutes left."

After all, he left without looking back.

One day in mid-July, when Chi Xiaolao returned to Xu Anning's house after get off work, he saw a circle of people in the yard, which was very lively.

It turned out that the orphanage had admitted a new child, who was less than one year old. First, he had a systematic examination in the hospital and was diagnosed with congenital heart disease. This may be the reason why his parents abandoned him.

The child has not been weaned yet, and when it was delivered, he put on new clothes bought by well-meaning doctors and nurses. The old clothes that were replaced seemed to have gone through several hands. The old-fashioned monk-collared floral jacket, you don’t need to guess. The family is poor, but no matter how poor you are, you can't abandon your own children!

Mother Xu held the child carefully, and gently tapped his chin with her finger: "Look, what a baby he has grown...Little baby, Mother Xu loves you..."

"It's Grandma Xu." Xu Anning heard that there was a new kid, and rushed back from the fish pond.

There was a coaxing smile from the side, and Xu's mother glanced at him, then at the child with bubbles in her mouth, her old face beamed with joy.

Xu Anning spat indignantly: "What kind of parents are they? The bastard still knows the baby, damn it! It's not as good as a beast!"

Mother Xu beat him lightly with her hand, and warned: "Keep your mouth shut, don't lose your temper in front of the child."

Chi Xiaolao was beside him eagerly trying for a long time, and finally saw the opportunity to pick up the child. The little thing was soft, like a lump of dough in his hands.

He held his breath, for fear of scaring the little baby, and teased his chin with his fingers imitating the example. The little thing immediately opened his small mouth and followed his fingers, and the mouth popped into the air, and then stuck out his pink and tender tongue Come to lick, still babbling, black eyes following Chi Xiaolao's face, not to mention how cute it is.

Chi Xiaolao laughed stupidly, Xie Hui stretched out his hand to hug the child, but Chi Xiaolao dodged it, Xu's mother saw that his awkward posture was wrong, and said repeatedly: "Hey, don't... be careful about falling baby!"

Xie Hui refused, "I've even carried a cannon, and I can't hold a kid!" As he said that, he was about to snatch the child, but Xu Anning grabbed the ear and tore him away.

The courtyard was full of laughter because of a nursing child, Chi Xiaolao looked at Xu Annian who was in a daze, and walked over with the child in his arms.

"Annian, look!"

Xu Annian glanced at it anyway, then looked away immediately.

Chi Xiaolao moved closer, and tentatively said softly, "Hug?"

The next moment, Xu Annian sent himself out of a safe distance at the speed of light.

Mother Xu looked at the direction where Xu Annian disappeared, and shook her head slightly. Chi Xiaoluo comforted, "Take it easy, An Ning is slowly adapting to society in his own way. It still takes time to accept new things. He doesn't hold children. Maybe it's not that I don't like it, but that I'm afraid of falling the child."

Xu's mother nodded, looked at the child's chubby face, and sighed: "I really hope that the orphanage will no longer accept abandoned children. After all, it is always the flesh that falls off from my own body. This child has a tooth. Jian, he should be only six months old. The doctor said that he is a kind of congenital deformity. You should pay attention to observation. After five years old, he may grow back on his own. It would be best not to have surgery. Such a small child child."

In fact, there are many congenital anomalies that can be avoided by prenatal maintenance and inspection, but those who have this kind of common sense are limited to the urban population, and some people in towns and remote areas lack such knowledge. If the knowledge of prenatal inspection and prenatal protection can be popularized For all groups, there will be no such thing as abandoning their own children.

The child's parents must have been terrified after only doing a preliminary examination and probably knew the diagnosis result. If they had the conditions to send their child to a large hospital for a systematic examination, perhaps they would not be so frightened to this extent.

The current situation of seeking medical treatment makes them only see hopelessness but no hope.

The author has something to say: (Note) Men who work as handymen in brothels generally also act as security guards. They are called Guigong in the south and big teapots in the north.