People who love me are crazy

"Excuse me, is it Gu Yanxin..."

A rough female voice came from the opposite side, but she replied politely: "No, you made a mistake."

Qiao Mai hung up the phone in a daze.

There was a great loss in his heart.

Qiao Mai knew what he was missing. The person opposite him was not Gu Yanxin, not the Gu Yanxin in his dream who loved and was loved by him.

but a stranger.

The existence of this stranger may just prove that Gu Yanxin does not exist.

What was he expecting?Do you expect your fantasies to come true?Looking forward to Gu Yanxin's real existence, looking forward to finding him?

Why does he stubbornly believe that Gu Yanxin exists even though he knows everything is just a dream under Dr. Li's control, and even wants to find him.

When did he become such a paranoid person.

Qiao Mai let out a heavy breath, feeling as if his chest was being pressed down by something, he couldn't breathe due to the weight.

Close your eyes, everything in the dream seems to be still in front of your eyes, vivid.

In fact, he felt that everything in the dream was extremely real, and he didn't want to believe that it was fake.

By now, he even began to blame himself for waking up from that dream.

If you don't wake up...

Only if it never existed.

Qiao Mai felt extremely bitter in his heart. He got up and opened the refrigerator door, wanting to make himself a cup of tea, but suddenly saw something familiar, which made him freeze in place.

In the refrigerator, a small bag of wolfberries was lying there quietly, attracting all his attention.

wolfberry...

What he drank in his dream was wolfberry all the time, could it be...

Isn't it a dream?

This thought was rejected by Qiao Mai as soon as it came up, he laughed at himself, it was just another reality projection dream.

After touching the wolfberry with his fingers, Qiao Mai bypassed it and made himself a cup of tea.

The leaves slowly unfolded in the hot glass, and the tea gradually turned from transparent to green. Qiao Mai stared blankly for a while, then suddenly reached out and poured out the tea.

He brushed his teeth, took a shower, lay down on the bed and closed his eyes.

The darkness swept over, but he woke up until dawn in the darkness.

Qiao Mai lost sleep.

When the sky was bright the next day, Qiao Mai got up.

Although he didn't sleep all night, his spirit seemed to be the same as before.

Pushing open the window, Qiao Mai took a deep breath, the cold air poured into his nostrils, and the sourness in the moment made his eye sockets moist, he stretched out his hands and rubbed his nose, feeling his head being hit by the cold air , the whole is also somewhat transparent.

The moment he closed the window, Qiao Mai seemed to feel that something was wrong with the window facing him on the opposite floor.

Qiao Mai's heart suddenly beat violently, and he slowly moved his gaze over.

On the opposite window, a black figure is pushing open the opposite window.

Qiao Mai was stunned for a moment, only to realize that the other party was wearing a ponytail, obviously it was a girl, he closed the door in disappointment, not knowing what he was expecting.

Zhuo Junyu, Ding Qiurong, Ruan Qing...

all fake.

Is it just a fantasy?

Just how lacking in love he is, he fantasizes that so many people like him, and fantasizes that they love him so much that it is almost perverted.

The phone rang a few times, and Qiao Mai couldn't get any interest. He felt as if his body had been hollowed out, empty, without a skeleton to support him, and he felt like a walking dead.

No wonder those ancient tales of ghosts often write that some scholars are indulging in the dream made up by goblins and are unwilling to wake up. If it were him, I am afraid that he would also want to indulge in that dream for the rest of his life.

Obviously solved all the dangers, obviously can play a he ending, but when I wake up, everything will be wiped out.

Qiao Mai just stared blankly at the phone ringing for half an hour, watching the screen of the phone light up and then dim, dim and bright again, and finally vibrated with a "buzz", and shut down because the battery was too low .

Immediately afterwards, there was a "click" sound from outside the door, and the door was pushed open heavily. Zhu Qingfei broke in with a key in his hand, and Li An followed behind him.

"Qiao Mai...you, are you okay?" Zhu Qingfei's face was a little nervous, but he suppressed it again, afraid that Qiao Mai would find out, and seeing that Qiao Mai was fine, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

When he couldn't get through the phone before, he was always worried that Qiao Mai would not think about it. After all, he saw the other party's strange expression yesterday.

Who knew that when Qiao Mai saw Zhu Qingfei, he seemed to see some kind of savior, reached out and grabbed his sleeve and hurriedly said: "Qingfei, hurry up, help, help me find someone!"

Although Zhu Qingfei was puzzled, he also knew that Qiao Mai should be comforted at the moment, so he would naturally agree to this request: "Okay, I will."

"Thank you." Qiao Mai whispered.

This is the last time...Qiao Mai said to himself, this is the last time to prove the existence of Gu Yanxin, if it can't be found...

If you can't find it, you should give up.

Three days later, when Li An checked all the people in the city but couldn't find Gu Yanxin, Qiao Mai was about to give up.

In other words, a new answer gradually emerged in his heart.

If there is no one named Gu Yanxin in reality, then does it prove that this person is also a personality of her own, but this personality is hidden deeply and is not known to herself or Dr. Li Bosi?

In order to prove his point of view, Qiao Mai even tried to leave a message on the paper, wanting to talk to another "self" named Gu Yanxin, but the result was disappointing. He didn't get any point from that Gu Yanxin. "Self" information and feedback.

give up.

Qiao Mai sighed. In the past, he believed that he was a multiple personality patient because he found that his memory was often fragmented. Sometimes he was at home one second, and in a department store the next second; Finally, he found himself lying on a park bench, all of which is proof of multiple personalities.

But now, his memory has no fragments, and he can even recall what he was doing every second before.

He seems to be completely cured of his illness.

Qiao Mai, who had been insomnia for a long time and was extremely exhausted, finally closed his eyes and fell asleep.

It was past eleven o'clock in the morning when he woke up again. He had slept for a long time, and he had fully rested mentally. Although his expression was still a little sluggish, it was better than when he just woke up from a dream. Many, he yawned and reached out to touch the mobile phone beside the bed.

There is a missed call on it, which is from Dr. Li.

He brushed his teeth and washed his face, made himself another cup of tea, sat on the sofa with the cup in his hands, adjusted his mood, and then called back.

The phone rang a few times, and then it was connected, and Dr. Li's clear voice came from there.

"Joe Mai?"

Qiao Mai hummed: "I haven't had a good rest these days, and I woke up late, so I just saw your call."

"It's okay." Li Bo paused, "Do you have time this afternoon? Let's do a treatment."

"Afternoon?" Qiao Mai hesitated.

"Three o'clock in the afternoon."

Qiao Mai nodded and said, "Okay."

"I like your cooperative attitude." Li Bosi said with a slight smile in his voice, "See you this afternoon."

"See you in the afternoon."

Qiao Mai hung up the phone.

After lunch, Qiao Mai dressed up and went out, and took the bus to the gate of Yueda Psychiatric Hospital.

The cold wind was howling outside the hospital, and some crystal snowflakes fell from the sky and fell on his cheeks, making him feel cold.

Qiao Mai looked up at the gray sky, countless snowflakes were flying, melting into cold water droplets in the white mist he exhaled.

To start a new life.

Qiao Mai thought, he can't keep thinking about an illusory person, even if he can't forget it, he should keep it in his heart.

Maybe one day, that person will take root and grow in his heart, become a towering tree, become an indelible existence forever, and become the softest and hardest scar in his heart.

He is extremely sober, he knows that he loves Gu Yanxin, just like Gu Yanxin in that dream loves him deeply, no matter what kind of world this love exists in, love is love, no matter what kind of world this love exists in, love is love, Any changes will occur due to time and space.

Qiao Mai took a deep breath, stopped looking at the sky, but stared at the hospital in front of him, raised his legs and walked in.

He is familiar with the plants and trees here, the people here, and everything here, because he has stayed here for a long time.

The scenery on both sides slowly receded, and he walked quickly, approaching Li Bosi's office bit by bit.

When passing by the activity area, Qiao Mai involuntarily paused for a while.

The second time he saw Gu Yanxin was in the activity area.

This time happened to be an hour of free time in the afternoon. There were patients playing here, and the ears were full of noise. From time to time, patients passed by Qiao Mai. He followed behind the nurse, and his footsteps slowly slowed down. , until it finally came to a complete stop.

Unsuspectingly, a familiar figure broke into his sight.

The man sat quietly in the corner, leaning against the window, wearing a hospital gown, long-sleeved trousers, a cup of hot water and a book on the table in front of him, the pages of the book were spread out, and the corners of some yellowed pages were curled It was laid out by a slender hand from time to time.The man's hair was a bit long, and the broken hair on his forehead hung down softly, covering his eyebrows and eyes, making his facial contours look strangely soft.

Qiao Mai's heart skipped a beat, and he looked at the other party without blinking.

Maybe because he sensed Qiu Mai's gaze, he raised his head, his dark eyes were fixed on Qiao Mai's gaze, and a look of doubt flashed in his eyes.

Qiao Mai's palms were sweating, his body was stiff, he couldn't move his legs when he stood still, his mind went blank for a moment.

Although he couldn't remember Gu Yanxin's face in the dream, the moment he saw this person, he was sure that he was Gu Yanxin.

It's the person I've been looking for!

Could this person really be...Gu Yanxin...

The other party stood up and walked towards Qiu Mai gracefully, his eyes were still fixed on him, but the expression on his face gradually softened.

Finally, he stood in front of Qiao Mai.

"Hello." He said in a low voice, looked at Qiao Mai, and stretched out his right hand, "Have I met you in my previous life?"

Qiao Mai's lips trembled a little, he tried his best to suppress his trembling voice and asked, "Excuse me... are you Gu... Gu Yanxin..."

"I'm not." The man shook his head, "My name is Gu Xinxin, what about you?"

Gu Xinxin...

It's his Gu Xinxin!

This person must, must be his Gu Xinxin!

Qiao Mai was almost overwhelmed with joy, he couldn't calm down his emotions, and said his name quickly while his voice was still trembling: "My name is Buckwheat."

"Although it's presumptuous." Gu Xinxin looked at Qiao Mai with a very serious expression on his face, "But do you mind if a multiple personality patient is your boyfriend?"

"You...why do you ask that?" Qiao Mai had already made a plan just now. This time, he was going to chase Gu Yanxin no matter what... Oh no, Gu Xinxin chased him, but he never expected that the other party would take the initiative to mention it. this matter.

The two should be meeting for the first time, right?

Gu Xinxin pointed to her head: "Because the other two guys in my head have been telling me that we were in love in a previous life."

Qiao Mai couldn't help but bend the corners of his lips, and stretched out his hand to hold Gu Xinxin's hand: "As a former multiple personality patient, I probably wouldn't mind."

"But I still want to ask, did we really meet each other in our previous life?"

"Well. In the last life, you said that we will be together in the next life, so we are still together in this life."

"very nice."

"Yes."

very nice.

Buckwheat Wheat and Gu Xin Xin.