The tyrant thinks I love him miserably

On March [-]th, the emperor formally issued an edict, canonizing Song Qing, a sage in the harem, as a servant, exercising the power of the harem to take care of the affairs of the six palaces.At the same time, Song Shijun's father, Song Yuanze, was promoted to a first-class public, and worked with Dongchangchanggong Li Detian to thoroughly investigate the case of King Lin'an's treason.

The canonization ceremony of the Song and Qing Dynasties was chosen on the auspicious day of March [-].Although he was only enshrined as a servant, all configurations and rules were handled according to the queen's status.The emperor's close minister, Mu Wanzhou, was in charge of everything, from the procedure of the ceremony to the allocation of materials for all parties, and was very responsible.

At the canonization ceremony, Xiao Luobei supported Song Qing and climbed up the white jade steps in front of the Jinluan Hall side by side.The two were dressed in bright red costumes, with delicate and complicated patterns of dragon and phoenix embroidered on the skirts, and matched with various precious gemstones, the degree of luxury was no less than that of the Empress Dowager Ceremony.

Although Xiao Luobei had held a wedding banquet when he welcomed Song Qing into the palace, the canonization ceremony this time was even more luxurious and solemn than before, which was enough to show how much Xiao Luobei valued him and the Song family.

It wasn't until late at night that the grand palace banquet gradually came to an end.After Xiao Luobei dealt with all the personnel matters one by one, when he suddenly looked back, he found that Mu Wanzhou was no longer in his sight.

He drank some wine at the banquet, and he was three points drunk, and at this moment he couldn't hold back the thoughts in his heart.According to regulations, he should now go to Song Qing's palace to drink with him and then stay there again.But he grabbed a glass of wine, stumbled and rushed towards Chengye Hall.

He only wanted to see Mu Wanzhou now, and no one else.

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Mu Wanzhou was also persuaded to drink a lot of wine at the banquet, and most of the courtiers were half sympathetic and half comforting him, and silently felt that he was not worth it.But he himself didn't seem to mind, and he didn't see any sadness or embarrassment at all, and he was still talking and laughing like a breeze and a moon, with a calm expression as usual.

Tao Yu came to look for him during the banquet, and the two held on to the flagon, and walked side by side to the porch outside the hall to chat softly.The moonlight was blurred, Tao Yu frowned, and clinked glasses with him: "Wanzhou, are you alright?"

Mu Wanzhou smiled brightly at him: "Ziqi, what are you worried about?"

"..." Tao Yu hesitated again and again, and finally said softly, "You really, really don't care about... him?"

"Well, didn't I tell you?" Mu Wanzhou narrowed her eyes, and a trace of indifference flashed through her dark golden right pupil, "You don't believe me?"

"No." Tao Yu still felt a little unbelievable, "It's just...just..."

"Just what?"

Tao Yu hesitated to speak a few times, and finally said: "It's just... If the Holy One is sincere to you, what should you do?"

"Sincerely?" Mu Wanzhou spoke slowly, with no waves in his tone, and Tao Yu couldn't capture his emotions at all.

"Yes," Tao Yu nodded, "It is said that His Majesty only regards you as Young Master Feng's substitute, but after looking carefully, I don't think that is the case."

"Oh?"

Tao Yu replied somewhat sadly: "He never glanced at Song Shijun during the whole banquet, but kept looking for you in the crowd. And every time he caught you, his eyes were full of nostalgia and affection , and peace of mind. Maybe others can't see it, maybe even he himself doesn't know it, but I... I can understand it..."

"..." Mu Wanzhou was speechless for a moment.It's not like he couldn't hear the disappointment in Tao Yu's tone, and the sympathy for Xiao Luobei.

If they both have the same heart for Mu Wanzhou, they will be able to understand each other's feelings.

"Wan Zhou, is it true that your heart is completely unmoved?" After a long while, Tao Yu asked softly.

Mu Wanzhou chuckled and looked at Tao Yu tenderly.

"In the past, if someone was willing to treat me like this, I would definitely be tempted." He said softly, "But the me like that is already dead."

"Dead?!" Tao Yu was taken aback, not quite understanding what he meant.

Mu Wanzhou pursed her lips, thought for a while, and replied: "A long time ago, my life was only dark and hopeless, but a light appeared, illuminating my whole world. Although this light did not It's not too dazzling, but it's all I can have. I know I can't live without it..."

Tao Yu listened to him quietly. Although he couldn't understand it very well, he was eager to know everything about Mu Wanzhou.

And he has an intuition that what Mu Wanzhou is talking about now is very important, and few people in this world should know about it.

Xiao Luobei probably didn't know either.

Mu Wanzhou let out a sigh of relief: "However, there was someone who took this light away, stomped it out, and pushed me back to the despair and darkness of nothing. From that moment on, I have been Dead—heart dead."

He said to Tao Yu casually with a smile:

"Since the heart is dead, how can it be moved by other people or things?"

Tao Yu was so depressed that he couldn't speak a word.There is no way to refute it, no way to refute it at all, but this person said it so easily, but how much heart-piercing pain and sorrow did he endure behind his back?

His world was already gloomy and gloomy, and the glimmer of light he finally obtained was brutally destroyed.How did he survive and grope alone in the boundless darkness until now?

How many times had he thought about taking his own life, ending all this pain?

Compared with other things, Tao Yu felt more like a heartache.

——He felt sorry for Mu Wanzhou deeply, and his whole heart was about to break.He who has never experienced that kind of pain is still like this, let alone Mu Wanzhou who has been branded eternally from all that?

Seeing that he was silent, Mu Wanzhou smiled at him as if comforting him: "Ziqi, don't feel sorry for me."

While clinking glasses with Tao Yu again, he drank the wine in one gulp.

"Wanzhou..." Tao Yu murmured, "So in this life, your heart will never be disturbed by anyone or anything again?"

Mu Wanzhou smiled loudly, which was rare, then turned around and walked slowly back to the banquet room.The wine in his hand never stopped. He raised his head and drank another glass. Tao Yu stared blankly at his back.

"Who can tell what will happen in the future?" After a long time, he came back with a self-deprecating and joking answer.

With just a soft sentence, it quickly disappeared between the palace fence and cornices.

Full of disdain, but also full of helplessness.

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Mu Wanzhou left without waiting for the banquet to completely dissipate. He had already drank a little too much, and walked crookedly towards Chengye Hall.

The palace outside the banquet was quiet, and his mood was very rare to be relaxed and joyful.After talking to Tao Yu just now, the heaviness in his heart that had been suppressed for a long time was released a little bit. Even when he looked up at the vast starry sky, he felt that the stars were brighter than before.

The weather in March is still a bit cool at night.A gust of cold wind blew, and he couldn't help shivering, which mixed with the heat wave caused by the drinking around him, making him sneeze.

A long, long time ago, if he sneezed, the man would immediately close his coat, shake his hand hurriedly, and rub it again and again:

"Where is it cold? Don't catch a cold..."

Now, such a person has disappeared without a trace.

Mu Wanzhou's mind was not clear at the moment, and he only laughed bitterly twice, and the early spring wind blew away his inaudible murmur:

"Your Highness..."

He turned around in a circle, his dizziness increased, and he almost fell to the ground, but a white figure flashed over and caught him firmly.

"What are you doing?" Lu Zhuchuan's cold voice was slightly annoyed, "You made yourself like this!"

"Zhuchuan?" Mu Wanzhou laughed briskly, "I'm fine, what are you worried about?"

Lu Zhuchuan frowned: "Are you unhappy?"

"I'm very happy!" Mu Wanzhou smiled brightly at him, "Why do I look unhappy?"

Lu Zhuchuan supported him, and gave him a cold look: "Are you because of that tyrant?"

Mu Wanzhou couldn't bear it anymore, and burst out laughing.

He suddenly moved closer to Lu Zhuchuan, and the fragrant alcohol in his mouth sprayed densely on his indifferent face.

"Zhuchuan, do you know what you're talking about?" He held Lu Zhuchuan's face in one hand with a smile, and gradually became drunk with a little anger.

Lu Zhuchuan was still as indifferent as ever: "If not, why are you angry?"

"For him?! For him?!" Mu Wanzhou was suddenly furious, maybe it was because of his drunkenness, maybe it was because he didn't have to hide it in front of Lu Zhuchuan, maybe... there were other reasons, he grabbed her tightly Clinging to Lu Zhuchuan's collar.

"Are you..." His eyes were dazed and his emotions were almost chaotic, "Do you think I'm just that cheap?!"

Lu Zhuchuan was taken aback for a moment, closed his lips tightly, and said nothing.

"Okay..." Seeing that he didn't answer, Mu Wanzhou pushed his face away forcefully, forcing his beautiful phoenix eyes to look at her, "I'm a bitch, anyone can! Tonight No matter what you do to me, how about it? Do you dare, Zhuchuan?!"

He flickered the water waves in his eyes provocatively, stared at Lu Zhuchuan seductively, and exhaled Ruolan infinitely softly in his ear:

"Anyway... you like me, don't you?"

Lu Zhuchuan grabbed his shoulder and pushed him away slightly: "You are drunk."

"I didn't." Mu Wanzhou stubbornly leaned forward and kissed his lips heavily.

Lu Zhuchuan was stunned.

His favorite Wanzhou, Wanzhou, who was afraid of being knocked in the palm of his hand, was actually actively kissing himself!

This is an extravagant wish that he has never imagined or dared to imagine.

The collapse of the line of defense only takes a moment, how can he hold on to the person who is infatuated with treating him like this?

He couldn't help but hold the back of Mu Wanzhou's head, kissed him deeply, and quickly fell deeply in love.At a certain moment when heaven and man were fighting, Lu Zhuchuan finally decided not to struggle anymore, let go of everything, and just hold on to the person in front of him, the person he has silently loved for many years.

Until Mu Wanzhou's low, incoherent speech interrupted his thoughts.

Mu Wanzhou half closed her eyes, and kept calling in a low voice: "Your Highness, Your Highness..."

Lu Zhuchuan's pupils shrank slightly, his brows tightened in pain, and he pushed him away.

Mu Wanzhou wiped the corners of her mouth in a daze, and looked at him in confusion.

Lu Zhuchuan's hands turned white and trembled violently.

"I'm not him, Wanzhou, I'm not." He whispered resolutely.

Mu Wanzhou froze for a moment, and was a little awake. Before he could say anything in the future, Lu Zhuchuan's snow-white figure disappeared like a shadow, and disappeared outside Chengye Hall in a blink of an eye.

Mu Wanzhou stood blankly in the icy evening wind, absent minded for a long time, half sober from the wine.

What did he do just now?What has been done to the best of the best? !

Two lines of thin tears flowed down slowly from the corners of his eyes.At this moment, he was seized by boundless regret and loneliness, and his whole body was so painful that he wanted to squat down on the ground.

I just feel that my whole body is so cold, so cold, that I am alone in the boundless darkness of the whole world.It's too difficult, too difficult to survive until today, and he really doesn't know how to continue.

That light, not too bright but warm, had been gone for too long.

Mu Wanzhou leaned against the vermilion railing of Chengye Hall, crying silently, her heart ached to the point of numbness.He knew that he should immediately catch up with Lu Zhuchuan and apologize to him, but he couldn't take a step forward.

too tired.

There were heavy and hurried footsteps at the entrance of the hall, and Mu Wanzhou hadn't packed up all her emotions when she heard the familiar voice:

"Wanzhou, Wanzhou!"

He raised his tear-filled eyes in a daze, and saw Xiao Luobei, dressed in fiery red finery, leaning on the gate of Chengye Hall, panting slightly.

——He seemed to be running, and drank a lot of wine while running, his eyes were filled with turbulent longing and anxiety.

"Abei?" Mu Wanzhou couldn't believe it. He thought that Xiao Luobei would definitely be in Song Qing's palace tonight—the extremely gorgeous and exquisitely decorated Changle Palace, even if it was just for show.

Xiao Luobei rushed forward in three steps and two steps, and hugged him into his arms:

"Don't cry, Wanzhou, don't cry... I'm here..."

Mu Wanzhou's mind was still in a mess, he tremblingly put his arms around Xiao Luobei's strong back, and asked again and again like a raving:

"Abei...Abei, why are you here? Why are you here? Song Shijun's side..."

Xiao Luobei couldn't control himself when he saw him crying, and now he heard him talk about others, and finally couldn't bear it anymore.

"I don't want anyone else!" He held Mu Wanzhou's face three times annoyed and seven times distressed, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes pityingly, "I only want you, did you hear, Wanzhou? As long as you... "

"Just me?" A bitter smile slowly appeared on the corner of Mu Wanzhou's mouth, "Then why did you..."

"It was my fault before," Xiao Luobei kissed his wet eyelashes with remorse and distress, "I have never treated you well, have you always been in pain? Wan Zhou, I was wrong, I was really wrong... ..."

What Mu Wanzhou hadn't asked was interrupted by him, and she was stunned for a while, as if she heard something unbelievable, her crystal-like eyes were suddenly hidden in a misty and ambiguous atmosphere.

"A Bei was wrong," he said quietly, "So what does Ah Bei want?"

What he said was not that Xiao Luobei used him as a substitute and treated him harshly, the resentment and pain in his heart always came from other things.However, how could Xiao Luobei know?

"I..." Xiao Luobei's heart beat faster, but he still looked at him seriously, "I want to make it up to you, I will make it up to you with everything. Wan Zhou. I will agree to whatever you want, because, because... ..."

Mu Wanzhou's dark golden right pupil burst out with a strong and charming light slightly. His premonitions have always been accurate and he never missed it.

At this moment, his premonition was like an alarm bell that was about to move, and it was about to ring through his whole heart.

"Zhen..." Xiao Luobei spit out one word, and immediately changed his words: "No... I love you, Wanzhou. In the sky, on earth, in front of the horizon, I only love you."

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Woooooo give the best and best Zhuchuan a little bit of benefits... abused him again

Not reconciled to me!

The dog emperor confessed, finally confessed...

In addition, the high-level trial in the middle of the night in Chapter 35 last night, it's Mao after all!Such a pure chapter...

Is Jinjiang so dangerous now...