The tyrant thinks I love him miserably

On the night of the third day, many people were already not far from Tianyin Mountain.Song Yuan in front has already camped, and it is estimated that he will be able to resist Tianyin Mountain tomorrow.Lu Zhuchuan went to investigate the situation and returned, and he also took Mu Wanzhou to camp and rest.

These days, they are all sleeping in the wild.Lu Zhuchuan always took the trouble and insisted on getting two simple tents, one for each of him and Mu Wanzhou.Mu Wanzhou once persuaded him not to bother so much, and just use one for the two of them, but Lu Zhuchuan firmly disagreed.

Ever since Mu Wanzhou took the initiative to kiss Lu Zhuchuan on the night of the canonization ceremony, Lu Zhuchuan always avoided him intentionally or unintentionally.It's still the same as before when I give the task, but I seldom come to Chengye Palace to walk around.When Mu Wanzhou was looking for him for nothing, he always stayed alone in the side hall, or he didn't know where he went.

Once Mu Wanzhou wanted to find him, but couldn't find anyone. After asking the palace staff, he learned that he had left the palace to look for Wushuang in Linglong Pavilion.

"..." Mu Wanzhou walked away without a word.

Then, she simply stopped looking for him.

So along the way, the two mostly remained silent.There was an awkward atmosphere of awkwardness or estrangement.

This night, Lu Zhuchuan set up two tents as before.It had rained during the day, and the temperature at night was cooler and more humid than usual.What's more, Tianyin Mountain is located in the north, and it is already colder than the capital.The weather at the end of March and the beginning of April is often repeated, which is the most prone to diseases.

Lu Zhuchuan thought for a while, then brought the thick quilt in his tent to Mu Wanzhou, and quietly placed it on his couch.

"Zhuchuan, stop." Mu Wanzhou finally stopped him before he stepped out the door.

Lu Zhuchuan stopped, but he didn't turn his head and didn't answer.

"When do you plan to do it?" Mu Wanzhou asked quietly.

He was talking about killing Cui Rong, of course.

As Li Detian's eyeliner, Cui Rong got the approval of the Holy Majesty to stay by Song Yuanze's side.Before the overall situation was settled, it was not convenient for Song Yuan to get rid of him himself.

Lu Zhuchuan was silent for a moment, and said casually: "Jin Yiwei usually transmits letters at midnight. I will do it when I pass."

"I'll go with you and lead him out." Mu Wanzhou said as she closed the cloak on her body.

"No need." Lu Zhuchuan said calmly, "Just sleep, I will inform you when I come back."

"..." Mu Wanzhou was so indifferent to his cold and distant attitude that he was so angry that his breath stuck in his chest and he couldn't speak.

Lu Zhuchuan didn't speak anymore, and walked out with his foot lifted.

"You don't mind leaving me here alone?!" Mu Wanzhou said angrily, "This is the wilderness, even if there are no rich wolves, tigers and leopards, if I meet someone with ulterior motives, I will not know martial arts!"

Lu Zhuchuan said coldly: "Even if there are such people, I believe you have a hundred ways to deal with them, I am very relieved!"

"You!" Mu Wanzhou stepped forward, grabbed his collar and turned him around, "What the hell are you angry about?!"

There was no wave in Lu Zhuchuan's phoenix eyes: "You think too much."

"Is it because I was abrupt that night?!" As soon as she touched his eyes, Mu Wanzhou's attitude softened.He already felt guilty towards him, not to mention, the two had been together for several years, how could he be really angry with him?

He looked into Lu Zhuchuan's eyes pleadingly, and said hastily: "I'm sorry, Zhuchuan, I drank too much that night, I didn't mean that! I..."

Lu Zhuchuan interrupted him: "It's a good thing it wasn't, otherwise we would have been bumped into by that tyrant, wouldn't we?"

"..." Mu Wanzhou was speechless by him.

Lu Zhuchuan continued: "It's also a good thing, isn't he already in love with you? Your goal has been achieved."

"Yes," Mu Wanzhou nodded firmly, holding his wrist and pleadingly, "So everything is almost over, it's almost over! Just don't get angry with me like this anymore, okay?"

"..." Lu Zhuchuan was speechless this time.

Mu Wanzhou had never begged herself so pitifully.

Seeing his anxious and sad look, Lu Zhuchuan couldn't bear to blame him.

In fact, I didn't blame him for a long time.

I hid him far away, not because I cared about what happened that night, nor because I was jealous of Xiao Luobei who came from behind, but...

He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself.

The kiss that night was too beautiful and too strong for him, and it almost collapsed all the rationality he had built for many years.He originally left because he heard Mu Wanzhou calling someone else's name, but he couldn't help but turn back halfway, wanting to obey his heart desperately and hug him tightly.At that moment, no abstinence exercises would work.

—He didn't come back because he saw the fire at all.

Since then, he was afraid of being alone and intimate with Mu Wanzhou again. He was afraid that he would really cross that line, and his relationship with Mu Wanzhou would become like that of Xiao Luobei.

It's not that he doesn't want to, it's just that he instinctively feels that it's definitely not a good thing for him or for Mu Wanzhou.

The tacit understanding between the two for many years will fall apart and collapse, and he will never win Mu Wanzhou's heart, and eventually drift away from him.

He doesn't want that, absolutely not.

But at this moment, seeing him pleading with him in a low voice, what else can he do?Can you still push him away coldly?

Can't do it.

Lu Zhuchuan sighed, and turned his eyes away slightly: "I'm not mad at you."

"Then you, then you...do you hate me?" Mu Wanzhou faltered, feeling uneasy.

Lu Zhuchuan gritted his teeth and said, "I'm afraid I'll hurt you, Wanzhou."

Mu Wanzhou was taken aback for a moment, her beautiful eyes were full of tears.

He originally thought that Lu Zhuchuan hated him, but he never thought it was the reason.

Trapped by the incomparably deep guilt, he couldn't say a word, and could only look at Lu Zhuchuan with tears in his eyes.

"Okay, don't think about it." Lu Zhuchuan couldn't see his disordered look, so he patted his cheek lightly and comforted him softly, "I'm leaving."

Mu Wanzhou was stunned for a while before chasing after him a few steps: "You, you really don't want me to help you?..."

"No need." His voice still lingered in the surroundings, and the person had already merged into the boundless night like a ghost, and he was invisible.

Mu Wanzhou still wanted to call him to stop, but heard his distant voice: "Remember to cover the bed with a thicker quilt at night, Wanzhou."

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How could Mu Wanzhou sleep peacefully that night?He stayed up until midnight, huddled in the warm quilt that Lu Zhuchuan left him, thinking about it, his whole heart was occupied by bad premonition.

Ordinarily, Lu Zhuchuan's martial arts is the best in the world, so it shouldn't be a problem to clean up a mere Jinyiwei, but he just feels worried to the extreme.

And his sixth sense has always been accurate.

By the middle of the night, Mu Wanzhou was really sleepy.He is not a martial artist, and he couldn't stay awake and concentrated for a long time like Lu Zhuchuan, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, and began to go into a trance.

In a daze, I heard many passing voices in my ears, like near-death replays, coming noisy and leaving noisy.

Mu Wanzhou knew that these were nightmares, but she couldn't wake up.His nightmare would attack every month, especially when Xiao Luobei was not by his side.

In the shadows, Xiao Luobei was saying: "I love you, Wanzhou. In the sky, on earth, in front of the horizon, I only love you."

Lu Zhuchuan was saying, "I'm not him, Wanzhou, I'm not."

Tao Yu was asking: "So in this life, your heart will never be disturbed by anyone or anything again?"

There was also Xiao Yi, who roared angrily: "You...you...are you...to Xiao Si..."

The two words "Xiao Si" made the time go back suddenly faster, and suddenly rushed back to the Western Regions many years ago, where the sky was full of yellow sand. Deep meaning:

"Wanzhou, life and death have a great deal, and I told Zicheng. I will keep this sentence for the rest of my life, for you."

Death and life are broad, and Zicheng said.

The blood in Mu Wanzhou's body was boiling, yes, it was agreed, life and death will never be separated, why did he survive until today?If it's really that painful, it's fine to find a way to end it. What kind of obsessions can't be let go and can't be broken?

Xiao Chenying's face became clearer and clearer, almost kissing him, his breath intertwined with him, inseparable, but the moment he was about to get close, his ashes disappeared and he was burned into a vast ashes.Mu Wanzhou was sweating profusely, struggling to wake up from the dream, but she couldn't do it no matter what.In the past, if Xiao Luobei was beside him, he could wake him up and pull him out of the infinite abyss, but now there is no one by his side.

He knew that all the struggles were futile, and he was doomed to toss up and down in this endless nightmare until dawn came.

——Until a figure stumbled into the tent and fell on him with a plop.

The sudden interruption finally saved Mu Wanzhou and woke him up completely.He sat up in a jerk, panting heavily, and the tens of thousands of scenes in his dream just now flew through his mind like a revolving lantern.

However, before he had time to savor those fragments carefully, he helped the person who had fallen in his arms:

"Chasing the river! Chasing the river!"

Lu Zhuchuan's face was pale, he bit his thin lips tightly, and his usually cold eyes were full of pain.Just as Mu Wanzhou hugged him, she quickly raised her palm and looked at the handful of bright red blood in her palm:

"Zhuchuan, what's wrong with you?!"

Lu Zhuchuan gritted his teeth: "No... I'm fine..."

Mu Wanzhou didn't want to delay for a moment, so she quickly helped him up, and after a closer look, she saw a torn wound under his right rib, which was bleeding out, which looked like a knife wound.The wound was deep, and at first glance, it was unclear whether it had hurt the lungs or not.

Mu Wanzhou was terrified: "Is it the Xiuchun Knife?!"

Lu Zhuchuan nodded: "Yes."

The Xiuchun Knife is a special weapon for Jinyiwei. It combines the characteristics of Japanese weapons. It is relatively short but extremely sharp. It is also quite flexible to use, and it can often achieve surprising results.

"That Cui Rong..." Mu Wanzhou gritted her teeth, a cold light flickered in her eyes.

"He's dead." A sneer flickered across Lu Zhuchuan's pale lips, "I have never been unable to kill anyone I want to kill."

"Then why are you injured so badly?" Mu Wanzhou was slightly relieved when he heard that he had removed Cui Rong, and quickly helped him to lie down.Lu Zhuchuan covered the wound, but there was still a steady stream of blood dripping down.

Lu Zhuchuan gasped and said, "Things are a bit strange. After I rushed to General Song's station, I guarded for a while, and then saw Cui Rong sneaking out to release a biography. I planned to let the carrier pigeon go, so I planned to go to his tent..."

Mu Wanzhou nodded slowly. Zhuchuan didn't know the characters of the Central Plains. Although he couldn't read the content of the letter, he roughly guessed it. It was nothing more than telling Li Detian that he had come to Tianyin Mountain, and then said that he would find a way to hold Song Yuanze footsteps.

"And what happened?"

Lu Zhuchuan smiled bitterly and said: "In the darkness, a masked man suddenly appeared and refused to let me do anything. His martial arts are very advanced, although he is slightly inferior to me, but I can't escape to kill Cui Rong for a while. "

"Who is it?" Mu Wanzhou murmured, "There are not many people in this world whose martial arts are comparable to yours. The former Lin'an Wang Xiaoyi is one of them, and the Holy One and General Song can barely fight with you. The rest, Only your master..."

Lu Zhuchuan's martial arts was learned from the master Yunyang, who was also the one who predicted that Feng Yuehua would become a phoenix genius.

Master Yunyang's martial arts reached the peak, but he has long since left behind worldly affairs and traveled around the world.

Lu Zhuchuan shook his head: "It's definitely not Master, an old man. That man is a young man with more ruthless moves, but his inner strength is far less profound than Master. He seems to have something to say to me, but no matter how I ask him in a low voice, He also refused to speak. Soon, Cui Rong was startled by the sound of me fighting with him, and escaped from the tent."

While listening to him, Mu Wanzhou fetched hot water and carefully cleaned his wound.

Lu Zhuchuan's wound was touched, he frowned slightly, and continued:

"I saw that Cui Rong was about to run away, so I chased him all the way into the dense forest in the mountains. The masked man also chased after him. While I was fighting with him, I followed Cui Rong. In the shadows of the trees, Cui Rong's Xiuchun knife appeared again. Fast and ruthless, I can't see clearly in the dark, I rely on hearing and internal strength to tell the direction..."

Mu Wanzhou only felt terrified. Although she hadn't been there in person, she could still imagine the dangerous situation at that time.

"I knew that I couldn't keep procrastinating. Otherwise, with Cui Rong's skill, he would definitely escape. I had to take a gamble, and used a style of fighting that would hurt both sides. I cut his throat, and I was injured by the Xiuchun knife... ..."

Mu Wanzhou hurriedly asked: "Since you are injured, why didn't you go to General Song's tent to ask for wound medicine?"

Lu Zhuchuan was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "I'm afraid that you will be in danger alone, let alone my injury is not serious."

Mu Wanzhou was angry and sad: "Why is it not heavy?! You, you still want to die..."

In the end, he said that he didn't care that he was in danger alone, but he was more anxious than anyone else to come back and take care of himself.

Mu Wanzhou held back her tears, changed the subject and asked, "What about the masked man?"

Lu Zhuchuan shook his head: "When he saw Cui Rong died, he decisively left me and left."

"..." Mu Wanzhou couldn't figure it out, it was really strange.

He murmured: "This person can't be someone from the Holy One, and he can't be General Song's subordinates, let alone coming for you. His purpose is just to prevent you from killing Cui Rong, but seeing the failure to stop him Leaving quickly, I don't feel like a factory owner..."

Who is it?

Mu Wanzhou was extremely suspicious, but found that the blood from Lu Zhuchuan's wound couldn't stop no matter what.Pots of water were stained red, and the towels were still dotted with scarlet.

"Zhuchuan, how are you?" Mu Wanzhou immediately went to get the hemostatic pills for him as if he was facing an enemy, and then applied the herbal medicine he had with him to the wound.But as soon as the light green herbal medicine was applied, it was immediately dyed bright red again.

The wound is too deep, if you want to stop the bleeding, you need the best ointment Xuejiwan in Beijing.But when he set off, Mu Wanzhou didn't expect to encounter such an accident, so he didn't bring it with him.

After all, in Mu Wanzhou's heart, Lu Zhuchuan was invincible in the world, and he never knew that he would be injured so badly.

"What should I do... what should I do..." He was anxious, if this continues, Zhuchuan will die, really die...

Lu Zhuchuan turned his face as pale as paper, his forehead was covered with beads of sweat, but he still reached out and patted Mu Wanzhou's head lightly, lovingly scratching his long hair:

"Wan Zhou, don't be afraid, I won't die."

"You..." Mu Wanzhou's tears couldn't hold back, and they fell down, "Don't be brave..."

Why is this person still only thinking about others at such a time?Doesn't he know that his life is hanging by a thread?

Lu Zhuchuan's voice was weak, but he was firm: "I still want to protect you, so I will never die."

"Zhuchuan..." Mu Wanzhou desperately grabbed the herbs in the medicine box in vain. Knowing that it was a drop in the bucket, she lightly sprinkled it on Lu Zhuchuan's wound, and watched them turn bright red.

what to do?What else can he do?At this point, what else can be done to save Lu Zhuchuan's life? !

Mu Wanzhou got up suddenly: "I went to General Song to ask for medicine. He has been marching all year round, so he must have Xuejiwan."

But he also knew that the two of them were at least ten miles away from Song Yuanze's camp, and every time they went back and forth, Lu Zhuchuan's life...

But it was already a life-and-death line, so I had to try it anyway.

"Wan Zhou..." Lu Zhuchuan said hoarsely, "Don't go..."

"Zhuchuan, wait for me." Mu Wanzhou bit her lip firmly and walked towards the door.

As a result, it happened to hit a person at the door.

This person is small in stature, with picturesque features, delicate and lovely, but at the moment his eyes are full of expectation and worry.

"Wushuang?" Mu Wanzhou recognized him, but it was Wushuang from Linglong Pavilion, the child who fell in love with Lu Zhuchuan.

"Master Mu," Wu Shuang was slightly taken aback when he saw him, "I, I, I came to look for Mr. Lu. How is he, is he alright?"

While talking, he looked into the tent, but saw Lu Zhuchuan lying on the couch.He was shocked, and immediately ran into the tent, and leaned on Lu Zhuchuan's shoulder: "Mr. Lu, why are you hurt like this?"

As he spoke, his voice was choked up.

When Lu Zhuchuan saw him, he just smiled slightly: "I'm fine."

Mu Wanzhou saw that he was so infatuated with Lu Zhuchuan that he secretly followed him all the way here, and he didn't know how he escaped the pursuit of the Linglong Pavilion master, so he couldn't express the feeling in his heart.I just feel that even an insignificant little girl values ​​Zhuchuan more than me, and I can only bear his affection time and time again...

There was a tight pain in my heart, guilt and sadness surged together non-stop.

But no matter what, it is always good to have one more person to take care of Zhuchuan now.

Mu Wanzhou tried to stay calm, and said to Wushuang, "It's just in time for you to come, watch him for me, I'll go to General Song to get blood muscle pills to save my life..."

"Xuejiwan?" Wushuang was stunned, but grabbed Mu Wanzhou's lapel, "Master Mu, wait! Wait! I have it, I have it here!"

"You have?!" Mu Wanzhou's eyes lit up with fire.

"Yes," Wushuang firmly took out a long box from his luggage, "I brought it from the capital."

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A chapter without Ah Bei, come back in the next chapter

but there is chasing river hhhh

The next chapter or the next chapter big wedding QAQ