Please stop the behavior of the king of vinegar [e-sports]

In the night, Chuya didn't know whether it was the light in the distance or his own sight that shook slightly.

Li Yingqi's words in front of him were very clear, even so concise that Chu Ya felt it was unreal.

His gaze trembled a few times following the words on the screen, before he gradually understood what the other party was talking about.

——About why the other cousin is willing to cooperate with the transplant operation, about his father Li Shuoyang's vacillation and acquiescence, and about the various negotiations that the IS team's legal department has made with them these days.

Chu Ya couldn't react for a while, and hung her hand above the screen for a few seconds, and almost instinctively typed four words: [Don't worry]

He originally wanted Li Yingqi to calm down, but it was more like trying to calm himself down and digest everything the other party described.

Although in the end, he still couldn't help lowering his head, his mind went blank for a while, and there was only a ray of sunset light—it was the day when Li Shuoyang gave him many snacks and books many years ago when the Li family and his son moved away in a hurry.

***

Chu Ya remembered that black fans used to say that ChuY was just a delinquent boy without the aura of e-sports god.

So their understanding of ChuY's moral corruption is nothing more than fighting and skipping classes, and at most adding some malicious imagination of Jiuda Health Care-but in fact, no one knows how many people tried to win over ChuY through the back door of the dark net late at night. Asia is involved in gangsters or taking drugs.

In the final analysis, no matter how hated ChuY's black fans are, they are just ordinary people's obedient students who leave the network cable. Naturally, they don't know what kind of environment a person will live in if he grows up alone.

Only Chuya knows better than anyone else that if the Li family father and son hadn't shown kindness to him when he stole, he would have started the death penalty ten years ago.

As he remembered, it wasn't that he didn't have really bad intentions-for example, when he re-met the reporter who interviewed him and insisted on crying after he grew up.

He engraved the other party's name and appearance in his mind, engraved the phrase "Your parents are criminals, why do you still miss your parents?" Thought-provoking” report was also engraved with the disgusted eyes cast by other children after hearing everything.

At that time, he met the reporter again at a dark street intersection. The reporter was in a hurry in a coat and a suit, and his gaze under the lens was still hypocritical and harsh—it was one o'clock in the morning on New Year's Eve, and Chu Ya was going to see the fractured hospital. The unlucky brother happened to be carrying a bag of apples and a fruit knife with a length of 20 cm.

So for a second, Chuya really wanted the reporter not to see the sun of tomorrow.

But in his memory, the sunset outside the door of Longxing Non-staple Food was still warm, and Chu Ya's gaze stopped inexplicably when he touched the cold blade.

——Some ideas are fleeting after all, and when they are scattered, they are also scattered.

He thought, since he was still working overtime on New Year's Eve, the other party was indeed different from him in that he had a family—there must be old people and children in that family, and some people had prepared New Year's Eve dinner, and they had been waiting for a long time.

So Chu Ya shook the bag of apples, muttering that he was also dizzy anyway, and it was not a loss, so he finally left the dark alley on the snow.

***

He remembered that being sad and not being loved was just the normal state of his life.When he was pushed and laughed at by his classmates every day, only the snacks and toys that Li Shuoyang gave him could keep him a bit of dignity for a while.

So later on he would rather sleep in a small and damp rental house than to keep Li Yingqi alive in the world, just for the candy that he asked his brother to hand over when they first met.

But the years are too long, long enough to change many people.

Probably... After Li Shuoyang sold the storefront property and tried his best to treat his son's illness, he is no longer the young man born in the 80s who played games with a lollipop in his mouth and refused all kinds of matchmakers. Ci, I always feel young and energetic, but now Li Shuoyang is nearly 80 years old, has no savings, no job, and his body has long been disabled due to a car accident. The bottom line is still different.

He still needs money to support his son and complete the large amount of education that has been left behind. He also needs money to buy houses, shops and continue to live a decent life during this period.

It didn't take Chu Ya half a minute to understand why Li Shuoyang gave up the bottom line, but he closed his eyes to avoid the glaring light of the phone screen, and still couldn't accept this fact for a long time.

The luxuriously decorated environment around him suddenly became unreal. He didn't feel sad or angry, but gradually froze his eyes, watching the ever-bright light in his chest flicker violently, and then gradually extinguished, turning into a scorched area. of embers.

Those days of shuttling around Shanghai winter nights to ask if the construction site needs to hire people seem to start to become worthless as the lights go out.

***

I don't know how long it took before Chu Ya opened her eyes and replied to Li Yingqi who had repeatedly apologized: [Don't panic, this is our adults' business, I will contact your father and brother to resolve it]

He didn't want the child to be involved in this kind of thing, but the other party was also a very stubborn child: [Brother Chu, you saved my life and subsidized money that we would never earn back in our lifetime. We would have thanked you no matter what. Not enough, but my dad is still greedy...]

[But brother Chu, don't worry, I will definitely let my father and brother return the money to you]

【Otherwise I will die, and I will not live on this kind of money】

Chuya came back to her senses and was a little flustered.

He once watched the process of Li Yingqi's bone marrow puncture and debridement in the hospital. The screams of the other party's pain made him shudder as an adult—it is not easy for a teenage child to persevere in survival. Chu Ya was afraid that his mood would fluctuate too much , If you can't think about doing something stupid for a while, then your previous efforts will be in vain.

[Don't think about it] So Chuya hurried back to him, [I'm playing a game recently, I'll contact your dad when the game is over—I'll settle it with him, and besides, I have a professional lawyer here to help me, don't you Don't threaten your father with yourself]

It is very easy to commit suicide in the hospital, and Chu Ya was afraid that Li Yingqi would be impulsive and cause a catastrophe if he made a mistake.

The other party probably came to contact him as soon as he learned about this matter, so it was difficult to calm down for a while. Chu Ya persuaded him for a while, and even pulled Ou Yue out to stand in the street as a man covering the sky, promising to get the money back. Ying Qicai apologized for a while, and finally hesitantly calmed down for a while, saying that she would fully cooperate with them.

***

After a long time, Chu Ya finally reluctantly ended the conversation with Li Yingqi - he clenched his phone tightly to try to calm down, but the light in the dormitory still made him feel confused, and his mood almost fell to the bottom.

He got up and stood for a few seconds, before walking unconsciously to the door of the bathroom.

Then he raised his hand to touch the door covered with fog, and his voice for help was a little soft: "Lu Feng..."

Originally, he was sure that the other party couldn't hear him, but three seconds later, the door still opened.

Lu Feng appeared in front of him, with a towel wrapped around his waist, and his shoulders were still wet.

Chu Ya didn't expect that the other party would actually open the door, and felt inexplicably wanting to back down, but Lu Yan frowned suspiciously, grabbed his wrist and pulled him over, asking, "What's wrong?"

Chu Ya shook his head and said nothing, Lu Yan saw him like this, picked him up, and put him back on the bed unreasonably.

The other party stood by the bed, obviously feeling that he was not in the right mood: "Suddenly I heard you call me... What happened?"

Chu Ya's chest was heavy, but she had no experience in seeking comfort, and her mouth began to be disobedient again: "Can, can there be anything, I just want to urge the young lady to take a bath quickly."

Then he forced a laugh, and reached out to lift Lu Feng's bath towel: "Did Lu team get dressed before running out? Aren't you afraid of wiping your gun?"

"...Not wearing it, you are familiar with it and know that it has a bad temper, so don't tease it first." Lu Yan didn't believe Chu Ya's smile, so he moved closer and rubbed Chu Ya's face with the back of his hand, "What the hell is going on?" Okay, tell the captain?"

Chu Ya unconsciously avoided Lu Feng's gentle gaze, but was still embraced by the other party, and clearly heard the heartbeat separated by a thin layer of muscle.

He raised his hand disobediently, and fiddled with the things in front of him like a kitten fiddles with a toy. It took a long time before he gritted his teeth amid Lu Yan's patient inhalation, and confessed: "It's nothing, just, I'm the one who helped The child who was at the time suddenly told me that about the 800 million back then...his dad probably knew about it halfway through."

Chu Ya hastily explained, of course it is impossible to tell Lu Yan the reason for his loss, let alone let Lu Yan know why he met the Li family father and son in the first place, but after a while of silence, Lu Yan suddenly replied: "This matter Things... I know a little bit about it."

Chu Ya was stunned, and stopped with her hand hanging in the air. Before she could speak, she heard Lu Yan's apology: "I'm sorry... I didn't tell you earlier."

"I would have liked to have waited until the matter was resolved, as long as they gave you the money back."

Chu Ya was dazed when he heard it, and it took him a while to roughly understand what Lu Feng was talking about.

This left him with only doubts in his mouth: "...What do you mean?"

"How did you know about this before I did?"

Lu Yan licked his lips and explained: "Because I found the lawyer Jiang who was in charge of this matter... I asked him to tell me first if there is any progress."

Chu Ya's mind was in a mess and didn't want to think too much, but now it was running more and more slowly, and it took a long time to understand what Lu Yan meant.

"So... you knew about it a long time ago, but you didn't tell me?"

The person in front of him moved his lips, and it was rare that he hesitated to speak.

This made Chu Ya frowned, and blurted out: "Why didn't you tell me such an important matter?"

Lu Yan hesitated for two seconds, and replied: "Because... I don't think it's necessary to let you know before the matter is completely resolved."

"What do you think? What is unnecessary?" Chu Ya subconsciously opened the distance between the two and asked, "It's all my business anyway, so you don't need to tell me if you don't think it's necessary?"

When he thought of something, his throat couldn't help but feel a little hot: "... No wonder I asked the lawyer several times how this matter is going, and he only said that it was still being processed."

Chu Ya looked at Lu Feng and asked, "You told him not to tell me?"

The other party did not avoid his gaze, and replied: "...Yes."

As Lu Yan's voice disappeared very softly, Chu Ya's mind became confused for a long time after the surrounding was quiet—he couldn't help but get up from Lu Yan and look for his smoke: "Why do you think you are Can you do that?"

But he soon realized that his tone was too strong, so he tried his best to hold his breath, and it was a joke: "The 800 million is my hard work earned by selling myself. It's a bit too much for the Lu team to hide it from me like this?"

He forgot where he left the cigarette case, and Lu Feng's voice behind him also approached: "I'm sorry Chu Ya——"

The deep voice made Chu Ya's heart ache for a while, and she couldn't help but began to reflect on why she suddenly lost her temper, but after a short pause, the other party continued to explain: "I heard about you and Li Shuoyang...so I'm afraid of you It's sad to know he's involved in the money issue, so—"

Chu Ya was stunned halfway through saying this, and the whole person stayed in place.

He tried to digest Lu Yan's explanation, but only felt that the constriction and expansion of blood vessels all over his body became violent—then he turned around, completely unable to suppress his tone: "You heard? Where did you hear that? "

Lu Yan stared at him blankly, as if he suddenly realized that he was wrong, and couldn't answer for a moment.

Chu Ya laughed, and pushed Lu Feng away: "Yes, Team Lu, have you found out all this kind of past events?"

He clearly knew that Li Shuoyang and the IS team's legal department had explained most of the things, but he still couldn't help but clenched his palms, feeling his mind was blank.

It turned out that he had been reluctant to tell Lu Feng's dirty past, and Lu Feng had known it for a long time.

——Know his past, know that he has stolen things, know that he has cheated money, probably also know that his parents are well-known criminals, and know that his hands and feet have been dirty since he was a child.

He always thought that he still retained a bit of dignity in front of Lu Feng, but now it seems that he is just self-righteous.

There was only the slight sound of the air conditioner around, and he saw that Lu Yan wanted to speak, so he immediately interrupted him: "Did I ask Captain Lu to find out about my childhood?"

"What does Team Lu want to say now?"

"Love me, pity me, don't care, don't dislike me or don't mind?"

The person in front of him froze for half a second, and tried to grab him: "Chuya, I—"

But Chu Ya didn't want to listen to Lu Fen's words at all, and when he broke away from Lu Fen's hand, his thoughts completely exploded.

He felt ashamed and disgusted for himself, but he showed all his tricks to Lu Feng, and couldn't control himself at all.

The sense of shame that rushed straight to his forehead burned his nerves, and in the end he also forgot how many foul words he had swearing at Lu Feng.

The other party didn't answer back from the beginning to the end, and even wanted to hug him, but he simply refused with a few curses, then turned off the light, lay down and wrapped the quilt tightly.

The darkness filled the entire dormitory in an instant. Chu Ya didn't dare to recall the emotion in his eyes when Lu Yan was scolded just now, but gritted his teeth and blurted out: "What is Lu team still doing here? Are you going to die for me?"

Lu Feng seemed to take a step closer, and his voice became more ruthless: "Can you get out? I don't want to sleep with you."

In the darkness, Lu Feng's footsteps stopped.

Chu Ya also closed her eyes tightly, knowing how much she had gone too far.

In that silence, he was a little flustered and desperate - Lu Feng already knew what kind of person he used to be, and he dared to get angry and scold others for showing his quality. Now... Lu Feng completely saw his essence and said Maybe we will break up with him soon.

To put it better, even if Lu Yan didn't bother with him this time, he would probably get bored in the future and no longer want him.

If Lu Feng thought about it and taunted him instead, he was afraid that his ability to resist pressure would be broken into glass shards on the spot - just like when he was watching Lu Feng's live broadcast and the other party refused to call him husband, he was already lying on his arm thinking Cried.

So he regretted it in the blink of an eye, and immediately wanted to get up and ask Lu Feng to forgive him, but at this moment, Lu Feng's footsteps moved outward.

There seemed to be some kind of disappointment in the footsteps, and Chu Ya couldn't help being flustered, not wanting to go away, so she clutched the quilt tightly, and raised her voice anxiously: "You, can you..."

But when the words came to the mouth, the meaning changed completely: "...can you hurry up, what are you doing?"

Totally exploded.

This time, the other party really left - Lu Yan obviously picked up the nightgown casually, and the bedroom door quickly opened and closed, and the surroundings became completely quiet.

Chu Ya, who was still stubborn at first, was surprised for half a second and had to accept the fact. She could only hide half of her head in the quilt in a panic, refusing to move.

Obviously he scolded someone himself, but there was still an inexplicable sense of grievance covering his heart, which made him feel a little sad.

It seems that because of the memories of the past and the reporter, it became difficult for him to tell the truth again—he had conditioned reflexes since he was a few years old, always thinking that once he really said what was in his heart, he would be ridiculed and sad.

However, he was the one who was wrong anyway, and he couldn't think of evading it.

So he managed to calm down for a few seconds, and began to think about whether he should rush out to apologize, or wait until tomorrow's training.

What if... what if Lu Yan said that he was unworthy and didn't want to continue to fall in love with someone like him?

If he was asked to leave Lu Feng, he probably couldn't find a place to hide and cry.

The air conditioner was blowing the surrounding air, he tossed and turned for a while, and finally made up his mind to apologize to Lu Feng.

Just... Even if they want to break up, they can't even have a ceremony of breaking up.

So he endured the fear in his heart, still got up and turned on the light.

However, the second the light came on, he was stunned. He was caught off guard and saw Lu Feng standing by the closet at the door, not leaving at all.

In the bright light, the other party looked at him and said, "...do you really want me to go?"

"If you don't want to sleep with me, I'll sleep right here by the door."

It was only then that Chuya realized that the opening and closing of the door just now was just Lu Feng lying to him, as if the other party would not leave no matter what happened.

His lips trembled, and his heart suddenly became weak, but he couldn't help but continue to output: "Are you kidding me?"

"I, I told you to get out, don't you understand?"

He didn't expect that Lu Feng didn't get angry at all and didn't leave, so after saying this, he regretted it again, wishing he could stuff a few more balls and ice cubes into his mouth to block them all, it's best not to say anything b.

He was very nervous, but Lu Yan still didn't look angry, instead, he came over, grabbed his wrist, and said, "God Chu is so obedient, I almost forgot his innate skills." "I understand, Chu God doesn't want to see me, so I'll just get out."

But what the other party did was completely different from what he said - Chu Ya saw that he was about to be pulled into his arms by the other party, and began to utter all kinds of ugly and cursing words, and was very afraid that Lu Feng would really leave.

Fortunately, Lu Yan didn't compromise, and finally pressed him into his arms with slightly better strength, no matter how much he struggled, he just tightened his arms, trying to hug him tightly.

Chuya failed to get away, and her limbs gradually lost strength, only her mouth could be hardened.

"You have a big problem, brother. Is it appropriate to hang out with someone who has stolen things?"

"Now, now that you know who I am, do you want to break up with me?"

"Just tell me what you want, I'm not the kind of person who will pester you, just play with you..."

"You, you fucking don't let go quickly, if you don't let me go, I will actually deliver the goods to Pudong Hospital—"

He reluctantly raised his fist, but Lu Yan didn't have a trace of fear. Instead, he stroked the protruding spine at the back of his neck, and his voice whispered three short words in his ear: "I'm sorry."

Chu Ya was stunned for a moment, her clenched teeth gradually loosened, and her voice quickly became much quieter: "I was the one who scolded, scolded, why are you sorry..."

But Lu Yan didn't listen to his words, and was still stroking his back, which made him gradually flustered, and uttered a sentence: "You, why are you so used to spraying, you just hang me out for a night, I will definitely come here I made a mistake with you..."

After finishing speaking, Chu Ya considered his emotionally low tolerance, and changed his words: "Yeah, maybe an hour is enough..."

"Or 10 minutes... It doesn't necessarily work..."

Lu Yan was silent for a moment after listening, and asked him: "...Chu God is teaching me how to be cold and violent to you?"

Chuya was afraid and felt that she was justified, and said affirmatively, "But this works for me..."

In a sense, he was arguing with Lu Feng with an example: "For example, just now I thought you really left, and I felt a little sad... I don't know why, anyway, it works pretty damn fast."

"Fuck..." But Lu Yan rumpled his hair mercilessly, but frowned and hugged him tightly, no matter how much he struggled, he never let go.

He probably didn't know that in Lu Feng's heart, all the regrets added up were enough to overwhelm people.

The author has something to say: Chu Shen is usually quite obedient, but what happened when he was a child is indeed a shame for him not to be known by others, let alone being known by someone he likes

QWQ, while modifying, I want to eat barbecue hot pot fried chicken, ah ah ah

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