Please stop the behavior of the king of vinegar [e-sports]

The dinner ended, and it was past 9 o'clock. Chu Ya was curious about what the mixed-race youth had said to Lu Yan before he left. Lu Yan shook his phone and replied, "It's nothing, he said he wanted to add me on WeChat."

Chu Ya hesitated for half a second, thinking that he couldn't be coaxed: "Then, did you add it?"

Facing his question, Lu Yan's expression changed subtly, and he quickly replied: "Well, added, it seems illegal to reject a model with such good looks and figure?"

However, just as Chu Ya was about to make a move, the other party bent down a little and lowered his voice in his ear: "Of course, I mainly want to do God Chu a favor. Do you want me to send his WeChat business card to God Chu now?"

Chu Ya was stunned, and then realized that Lu Feng didn't add at all, and when he wanted to lead Lu Feng again, the other party had already put his little hand in his pocket, with a sad expression on his face, and he didn't talk to him.

Soon, the two began to fight on the edge of the lighted terrace, so when Lu Xiao and his assistant came back after talking, what they saw was the scene where Chu Ya insisted on putting his hand into the pocket of Lu Feng's coat.

The grievance on Lu Yan's face was the childishness that Lu Xiao hadn't seen for many years - so he was a little stunned before walking over and saying, "...What are you two doing?"

The light was brighter, and Lu Yan panicked. After all, Chu Ya's hand was in his pocket, and he had already touched the edge of the non-examination site in a playful manner. The other party also pulled out his hand nervously, and immediately said: "No, nothing."

Lu Xiao glanced at the two of them, as if about to signal to the assistant: "It's a big audience, do you want me to ask someone to open a room for you two upstairs?"

The two took half a step apart, and Lu Yan coughed lightly: "No, we still have training tomorrow."

"...It's just training, not a competition." Lu Xiao sighed slightly, perhaps noticing that Lu Feng was no longer vigilant when facing him, so his tone was rarely relaxed, as if chatting, "It's really...read so I have studied for many years, and I really went to become an e-sports player..."

This was just a sentiment that he didn't intend to ask a specific answer, but Lu Yan gradually let go of Chu Ya's hand, and then, in the wind, he lowered his eyes and looked at the lights of Wanjia beside him, and suddenly said: "I I thought this was what my brother wanted to see."

The night wind was blowing, Lu Xiao couldn't help but stop his eyes for two seconds, and murmured: "...what do I want to see?"

This time, Lu Yan shook Chu Ya's hand and released it. He didn't back down much. Instead, he smiled lightly as if he was relieved, and guessed: "Speaking of literature and art, do you want to see me happy? Do you want to see me do whatever I want? Or should I say , want to see me free."

But maybe, he wasn't guessing, but had already preset the answer before coming.

The terrace was cold and there were almost no other guests. The assistant next to Lu Xiao left with discernment. Chu Ya also turned her back and sat at the table. In the space, it seemed that there were only two brothers left.

Lu Xiao's gaze was filled with astonishment for half a second, followed by an indifferent smile: "What exactly do you want to say?"

Lu Yan gripped the cold railing by his hand, gritted his teeth and replied, "It's nothing. I just want to ask my brother if he has thought about it... If you don't tell me the truth, this shareholding may be the last connection between us." gone?"

And now, it's been lifted.

In the cold wind, Lu Xiao was obviously stunned, but the sneer on his face did not dissipate: "What do you mean by telling you the truth? Have I ever lied to you?"

But he didn't expect that instead of giving up the entanglement like before, Lu Yan gave up and replied, "You told me when you went abroad with mom that one day you would come back and continue to be a hero to protect me. Now I don't think you have lied to me."

Chaotic neon lights intertwined over the city, and the eyes of the two had similar calmness and self-control. After more than ten seconds of silence, Lu Xiao closed her eyes forcefully, and finally her voice sank: "You think too much. "

But this time, Lu Yan didn't hesitate at all, as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with him: "But, I guess you've been asking how I'm doing."

"You may not know that Lu Chengye abused me and even disabled one of my ears, but the suicide attempt is probably not hidden, so you hurry up and return to China after settling in Singapore; then you agree to help me persuade Lu Cheng Afterwards, you all know how I lived abroad. Matt approached me on purpose. He is your friend. It should also be said that he took your money to help me with treatment and illegally paid you. Disclosure of treatment, or, I don't know, a few people like Matt that I know abroad."

He did not forget to sum up his statement word by word: "Oh, by the way, leave me some shares, on the surface, to convince other people, but in fact, it is to guarantee me, and also to leave some connection between me and you, right? ? After all, I am still a shareholder of the company.”

The wind was blowing quietly, making Lu Feng's ears turn red slightly, he seemed to still want to wait for an answer, while Lu Xiao closed his lips and listened quietly, as if he couldn't figure out how to give this answer, and didn't even have the heart to mind , Is there any "outsider" like Chuya present?

Finally, after a long silence, Lu Xiao licked his lips and replied, "Matt is indeed my friend."

Although Lu Yan was mentally prepared, he still couldn't help taking a deep breath: "Let me just say, I'm not a genius yet to the point where a visiting professor takes the initiative to make friends with me."

Everything seemed to be acquiesced by Lu Xiao. Rather than saying that he didn't know how to refute it, it was better to say that he didn't intend to refute it—after a moment of dead silence, it was still Lu Yan who said, "...Why do you have to do this?"

This was obviously a question, but Lu Yan had a faint feeling that he might already know the answer.

Sure enough, Lu Xiao sighed softly, and replied: "Because... I don't hate him."

Chu Ya on the side secretly clenched the phone, before he could fully react for a while, Lu Xiao's clear and moist voice rang intermittently in the wind, and he didn't seem to mind taking this opportunity to speak clearly.

He said, "I don't hate Lu Chengye."

"For you, he is a murderer. If you are unlucky, you will be dead now, and you will get his only evaluation-'The children now live too well, their psychology is too fragile, and they will die at every turn. I don’t even care about my parents’ feelings.”

"But I'm different."

"Before you were born, my parents were loving. Even if there was a little friction occasionally, my family was still complete. I remember that when it came to weekends, my father liked to take me around all day long. He would hide Watching my mother buy me all kinds of snacks, weaving different animals with grass leaves, repairing my toy gun intact, and telling me many stories about the Water Margin of the Three Kingdoms - I was him and the one he was still in love with at the time A woman's child, so at that time I grew up happily riding on his shoulders, never thought that he and my mother would let me have a fever, and I never thought about how much trouble would happen later."

The wind on the terrace made people feel cold all over, Lu Yan's hands were gradually clenched in the coat pockets, and then Lu Xiao continued: "You were still young at that time, but I knew very well that they divorced only because their personalities were too Strong, suitable for dating and not suitable for marriage, that’s all, he has no principled fault, he is still my father—in Singapore, my mother and her husband have both children, and their family lives very well, so occasionally, I I will still miss my dad very much."

Lu Yan remained silent, while Lu Xiao touched a cigarette and didn't light it: "As for how he treated you later, it's actually beyond the scope of my cognition. Maybe it's his character that hasn't been fully revealed yet. It may be that the wealth he accumulated when he caught up with the good times made him more extreme, it may be that he just wants to use you to vent his grievances against his mother, or it may be..."

But up to this point, Lu Xiao really couldn't finish talking—he couldn't tell his brother, and it was possible that some children were born not to be loved by their parents. This is not a rare thing. In a multi-child family, Even more so.

However, Lu Feng knew the answer better than anyone else.

He has passed the stage where he is unwilling to admit and still yearns for the love of his parents. He accepts his parents' attitude towards him calmly. After all, Xiaoxiao is what they want to take away when they divorce, and he should have understood that he is just a more intimate name. Children who don't deserve it.

There was soft music from the coffee shop in the distance, Lu Xiao raised his hand and shook the railing: "Okay, you've asked all the questions you want, and I've said all the things I wanted to say, now you should understand, I Why don't you treat me like I did when I was a child."

But Lu Yan gritted his teeth and spoke slowly: "...I don't understand."

Lu Xiao turned her head to look at him, and after being silent for a while, she seemed to laugh: "IQ is quite high, but it's too single-minded."

"Isn't it just that I can't choose between you and Lu Chengye? If you still have a deep brotherhood with me, you will never go clean. At that time, you still want to pursue your own ideals, what kind of e-sports player?— — To be honest, you and I are very clear, in the prejudice of our family background, this is on the same level as going to prostitution, I think... Lu Chengye may really break your leg. "

Lu Yan's Adam's apple twitched, but he didn't answer after all, while the smile on the corner of Lu Xiao's mouth was full of helplessness: "After all, in recent years... I have learned a lot about him. So we all have to Understand a reality, no matter what he does to you, no one can punish him, just like he beat you until you are deaf, if you hit you, you will be beaten, let alone one ear, even if you are really deaf in both ears, is there anyone who can What about him? After all, he is related to you by blood. No matter how bad he is, he still has money. Even if you want to die, your closest relatives will think that you are weak and have problems. Fourth uncle and sister-in-law look at you Of course they loved you when they grew up, but the premise is that you are the son of their brother Lu Chengye."

"—Now, grandpa and grandma are gone, and you don't go back to Lu's house. Look, have they called you even once in these years?"

In the cold wind, Lu Xiao's words seemed particularly cruel. Chu Ya, who had been sitting by the side, could not help but tighten his lips, feeling a suffocating sense of depression in his heart. What made him even more desperate was that this depression did not only come from Lu Xiao The words themselves, and more importantly, the two brothers seem to be familiar with them, and neither of them doubts these words.

Then, Lu Xiao said: "However, I am omnipotent for your brother, and there is still a way to stop him, but the premise is that you can no longer be his son, and you can no longer be brothers with me. You have to completely break away from this Only by having a family can you have your own life, but I am obviously still a part of the Lu family."

The wind finally blew away the lingering scent of flowers on the terrace, Lu Yan tried his best to grit his teeth, but his tone was still serious: "...Then why don't you tell me directly? If I don't get too close to you, we'll just be normal. Can't we get along well?!"

Lu Xiao knew he was going to ask this question, so she calmed down: "It stands to reason, it's possible."

"Then why did you—"

But then, Lu Xiao still interrupted Lu Feng, just like when the older children played with the younger ones, rebuttals were not allowed: "Why do you have so many reasons?"

On the entire terrace, Chu Ya was probably the only one who was nervous, while Lu Xiao suppressed his anger a little, put the cigarette back in his jacket pocket, and continued: "This matter is very simple. The murderer beat my own brother to the point of disability, and he almost wanted to kill him." I killed him, but I still have deep feelings for the murderer, and I don’t even know if it surpasses my feelings for my younger brother. After I returned to the murderer, I couldn’t help but start to learn how the murderer manages business. With the help of the murderer, I rely on the murderer to help me I am very satisfied with the achievement that I did not achieve in Singapore before, and I know that the murderer’s parents are no longer alive, and he has not legally remarried. In the future, I can inherit tens of thousands of inheritance from the murderer. I will give my filial piety to the murderer, he is the most important relative to me—so tell me, what qualifications do I have to continue to be an older brother?"

There was a gust of cold wind on the terrace, which made Lu Xiao's neck red. His voice gradually lost its calmness before. After he took a breath, he was able to continue speaking, as if he didn't want to have too much entanglement with Lu Xiao: " In short... I'm not as good as you think, I just can't get over the hurdle in my heart, you don't have to force me to ask these things, let the past go, you have reunited with your high school friends, You have a lot of people who like you, you have many new friends, you have your own ideals, and by the way... you can still be cheated by that messy thing over there, no... no, it's good? Why bother with me again This kind of person is involved?"

However, as soon as he finished speaking, "that messy thing over there" suddenly looked up, his face was full of astonishment, and he couldn't grasp the point at all: "...I, I didn't cheat money and sex? ?”

"..." Now, Lu Xiao only frowned, "Are you - eavesdropping?"

Chuya panicked instantly, and quickly argued: "...my earphones are out of batteries."

"..." Lu Xiao finally gave him some attention, and said coldly: "...Okay, come here, I happen to have something to ask you too."

For a moment, Chu Ya couldn't tell whether the other party really wanted to ask something, or wanted to change the subject, but he still pretended to be obedient and stood up, deliberately ignoring the other party's feelings, and held the silent Lu Yan's hand first. hand.

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