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Zheng Yuan never thought that what the little boy said made him dumbfounded.

After Zheng Yuan begged and begged, he was finally allowed to stay in bed until 10 o'clock in the evening.Seeing that Tuantuan was lying on the bed restlessly twisting his little hands and was about to cry, Tuantuan's mother finally appeared.She was in a hurry, her face was pale, and after saying thank you briefly, she handed Zheng Yuan a set of cloak

Sa package.

Zheng Yuan declined, turned around to look at the little boy who was sleeping soundly in the next bed, and whispered, "Save it for the evening when you are hungry."

Tuantuan's mother stuffed the bag into his hand and said, "Don't, you don't want this little food, and I won't dare to ask you for help in the future."

Zheng Yuan scratched the ends of his hair at the back of his head, thanking him for accepting it.Put the pizza aside and help clean up quickly.

Tuantuan's mother looked at the electronic watch on the wall of the ward, said hello to the mother in the next bed, then comforted Tuantuan in a low voice, and coaxed her to sleep.

Seeing her mother coming, Tuantuan lay obediently on the bed with dimples on her face, she closed her eyes obediently without even looking at Zheng Yuan.

It's better to be a real mother, Zheng Yuan sighed in his heart, the little nurse on the night shift poked his head in again to signal to Zheng Yuan that the visiting hours were over.

Zheng Yuan packed up the computer he brought with him, said goodbye to Tuantuan's mother, and told her to call him if she had any questions.Tuantuan's mother got up to see him out of the ward, and stood at the door of the ward. Tuantuan's mother hesitated for a moment, then lowered her voice and said, "There is something I don't know whether I should say... When I came back from work, I saw your mother's god-grandson, His girlfriend is sitting in a restaurant near my company, looking at each other like an enemy and not talking. Are you not married?"

Zheng Yuan shook his head, rubbing his dazed eyes illuminated by the pale light in the ward, with a dazed look on his face.

"I always think that kid is the kind of person who won't pester me. When I see him today, I don't feel like him."

"I won't be entangled..."

Tuantuan's mother turned her sore neck, stared at the ceiling of the corridor and said, "If the girl rejects him, he won't pester him anymore, right? It seems that he is afraid of causing trouble to others, and he is also afraid of trouble. I will see you soon." After a few times, I’m not familiar with it.”

As a mother, she is really observant.Zheng Yuan nodded noncommittally, pushed Tuantuan's mother back to the ward, and said, "Don't worry so much, take care of your daughter first."

In fact, Tuantuan's mother also looked tired. When she sat on the chair again, she was so sleepy that she couldn't straighten up.Although Zheng Yuan knew that Tuantuan's father would be back tomorrow afternoon, he still worriedly told Tuantuan's mother: You can summon him at any time if you have something to do.

"Okay, you won't be able to marry a wife if you are so wordy." Tuantuan's mother said with a smile, and sent Zheng Yuan out of the ward again.

The main entrance of the inpatient department was closed, and Zheng Yuan walked around the building of the inpatient department for a long time before he found the side entrance.The bus next to the hospital has also stopped running, so he had to take a taxi.

The road at night was smooth all the way, and the road was unexpectedly quiet.In order to drive away the sleepy bugs, the taxi driver silently turned on the radio.Li Zhi's "Spring of 1990" slowly flowed from the radio with poor sound quality.

"Sister, I'm waiting for you tonight..."

After hearing this sentence, the uncle driver hurriedly changed the channel, with his nose out of breath, he muttered in a low voice, "What the hell is this..."

Zheng Yuan was humming along with the melody in his head, and he couldn't help but received the second sentence: "That summer, that train, took us to a place..."

The original melody was interrupted by a late-night talk show, Zheng Yuan continued to sing in his heart, remembering the farewell to Ouyang just now, he wanted to talk to Ouyang, whatever he wanted.

The phone was dialed, and a standard female voice came: "Sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off."

Zheng Yuan raised his mobile phone to confirm that the signal is full, and called again, but Ouyang's mobile phone was still turned off.

Zheng Yuan's heart was like a car speeding on the highway, driving over the speed bump inadvertently, bumping with a bump, and then slowed down.

He didn't know why Ouyang turned off the phone.Is it because Jiang Xiaofan had a showdown with him, and he was so angry, sad and depressed that he wanted to be alone?

Or are you so angry, depressed and sad that you want to be alone?

Although Ouyang is not a reporter, his mobile phone has been turned on 24 hours a day these years.Even if Zheng Yuan completes the breaking news task at 3 or 4 in the morning, whenever he wants to vomit his bitterness, Ouyang will be there.

For the first time, Zheng Yuan felt the feeling of not being able to contact Ouyang.

This feeling is a bit bad.This feeling is very bad.This feeling is very bad.This feeling is so fucking bad.

"Master, go to **Architectural Research Institute." Zheng Yuan said to the driver who was intoxicated in the midnight talk show with the remaining half of his breath.

The driver was taken aback and asked, "Turn around and go west?"

"Yes, go find someone nearby."

The master driver turned his neck counterclockwise, then turned clockwise again, turned around at the nearest intersection and drove towards Ouyang's hotel.

Zheng Yuan then thought about Ouyang's ambiguous attitude when he said goodbye to Ouyang in the afternoon, and suddenly realized that from the beginning to the end, Ouyang never expressed that he didn't like Jiang Xiaofan.Perhaps, after a quarrel, they made up.Just like the last time they broke up.

If so, what should he do?Is it really necessary to give up completely?

The taxi stopped in front of the hotel, Zheng Yuan gave the driver the change he had prepared in advance, rushed out, and rushed to the door of Ouyang's room in one breath.

He stretched out his hand, put it down, raised it again, scratched the hair on the back of his head, and finally rang the doorbell.

No one in the room responded.

Zheng Yuan rang the bell several times, but he still didn't hear Ouyang answer.

Haven't you come back yet?Zheng Yuan patted the door panel with his palm, and called out in a low voice: "Ouyang?"

No one answered.

He took out his mobile phone to call Ouyang again, but it was still turned off.

Zheng Yuan had an extremely bad premonition hidden in his heart.He quickly took the elevator downstairs and went straight to the front desk.

"Hello, is Ouyang Wensi in room 307 back today? I can't contact him for some things."

The waitress at the front desk was wearing a burgundy cotton shirt with a bun, and she was busy in front of the computer for registration.listen

When asked by Zheng Yuan, she raised her head with a polite smile and said without thinking: "He just checked out tonight, don't you know?"

Zheng Yuan couldn't believe his ears, and asked anxiously, "What time is it tonight?"

"About an hour ago." The waitress recalled quickly.

"Are you sure it's Ouyang Wensi?" Zheng Yuan confirmed again.

The waitress seemed a little confused when asked by Zheng Yuan. She slightly raised her head and stared at the sky, and said with certainty: "Absolutely. In his 20s, taller than you, quite thin, with a mole on the corner of his mouth? We lived here for a week and couldn't go wrong."

Zheng Yuan was dumbfounded.If Ouyang's dormitory is repaired, he will definitely say hello to him when he moves back.But now after he met Jiang Xiaofan,

Afterwards, he checked out the room quietly, Zheng Yuan wished he didn't understand what it meant.

Zheng Yuan walked out of the hotel dejectedly.I was thinking about how to get home, but the taxi was still parked by the side of the road just now, and the driver was standing by the side of the car, unpacking a pack of white Zhongnanhai in his hand.Seeing Zheng Yuan approaching, the master greeted him, "Go back the way you came?"

Zheng Yuan silently agreed, took the Zhongnanhai handed over by his master, and sat on the passenger seat of the taxi.

The way home was smoother than when we came here. The master glanced at the right rearview mirror, then at Zheng Yuan, and asked, "Are you looking for a girlfriend?"

Zheng Yuan shook his head and looked down at his phone, but there was no new message.

"Those who go to the hotel at this time, except for those who fall over at the train station or the airport, are just looking for love. You are so rare, why don't you just take a trip?"

Usually, Zheng Yuan would have to talk to the driver, but now he has no intentions at all.He casually touched the switch of the car radio, turned it

Open, the first channel I met, late night storytelling, "Yang Jiajiang", Zheng Yuan and the driver listened in silence.

After getting out of the taxi, Zheng Yuan smeared himself and climbed up to the sixth floor.There was some movement in the corridor, Zheng Yuan hastily pricked up his ears.When he was sure it was just an insignificant noise, he wished he could slap himself to cheer himself up.

At the door of the house, the anti-theft door was ajar.Zheng Yuan was startled. Wei Chen is usually at the newspaper office at this time. Could it be that a thief broke into the house?

He carefully pushed open the anti-theft door and poked his head in.The living room was in a mess, with no less than 10 cardboard boxes piled up, and some unwanted bits and pieces were thrown all over the floor.Wei Chen was wearing a vest and shorts, pulling wide tape in his hand to seal the cardboard box next to the sofa.

Next to the cardboard box, there is a familiar figure who is writing the words "single shoes" on the cardboard box with a marker pen.

Zheng Yuan was no longer familiar with this handwriting.So familiar that you can recognize it even if you are blind.

The figure heard the movement at the door, turned its head, looked at Zheng Yuan, bent its eyes and smiled.

Seeing this smile, Zheng Yuan's heart melted, but his body was stiff and unable to move.

Wei Chen also turned his head to see Zheng Yuan, straightened up, and greeted, "What are you doing? Are you treating your head like a walnut?"

Zheng Yuan put his mind away, entered the room, and closed the door.He walked up to Ouyang, watched him write the classification names on the cartons one by one, and said seriously: "I can't get through to you, so I thought something was wrong with you."

Ouyang covered the marker pen in his hand, put it on the coffee table, stood up and explained: "There is something wrong with the phone. I will come to you directly."

Zheng Yuan looked at Ouyang carefully, making sure that his mood was still stable, so he said to Wei Chen who was beside him: "I have a guest here, and you are not polite to order him to work?"

Wei Chen only focused on packing the next cardboard box, and said without raising his head, "I wish you wouldn't come back. Ouyang's handwriting is so beautiful. It doesn't look like you."

Zheng Yuan didn't expect that Ouyang was already acquainted with Wei Chen at this moment. Wei Chen blocked him with a word, scratched the back of his head and said, "When are you going to move, I'll ask Gu Jun to help."

"Tomorrow at noon. It's okay. I'll find a moving master in the community and just send it to the post office next to the community. Take Ouyang to rest quickly, thanks to his help." Wei Chen raised his chin at Zheng Yuan, indicating that they don't have to follow along up.

Zheng Yuan hurriedly let Ouyang into his room, and went to the kitchen to find something to drink.When he returned to the room, he saw that Ouyang had already sat down on the beanbag sofa next to the mattress, with an incomprehensible expression on his face.The dark brown suitcase has been majestically placed in the corner of the room.

Zheng Yuan handed the mineral water to Ouyang, then remembered the gossiping Wei Chen, and went back to the door to push the door, but found that it was not closed tightly, so he had to give up.

"Your roommate is very nice. I heard that I want to borrow from you, so it's okay." Seeing Zheng Yuan's hesitation, Ouyang spoke first.

Zheng Yuan sat down on the mattress opposite Ouyang and said, "Don't look at her like that, she used to be a little sister."

Ouyang smiled and expressed his disbelief.

"Really. When she was a reporter before, she and the photojournalist investigated black workshops alone, but they were found out. On the way to escape, she lost several hairs of the owner of the black workshop, and her belt was taken away by others. Finally, she was caught by the police uncle An education." Zheng Yuan turned back and recalled the "interesting things" in the past, and he talked logically.

After he finished speaking, he realized that he had strayed away from the topic absent-mindedly.

"Why did you remember me here?" Looking at Ouyang, Zheng Yuan asked cautiously, putting away his smile.

Ouyang unscrewed the bottle cap and took a sip of water, with unbearable drowsiness appearing on his face, he said, "You're not welcome?"

"Welcome, welcome..." Zheng Yuan hurriedly agreed, looking around the floor in front of him twice, unable to ask the question he wanted to ask.He got up and rummaged through the drawers of the simple desk, finally found a key and threw it to Ouyang, saying: "Take the key to this room, I will give you half of the floor."

After hearing this, Ouyang obediently put down the water bottle in his hand, got up from the lazy sofa and put away the keys. Suddenly, as if remembering some important task, he took out a transparent plastic box from the suitcase.

Zheng Yuan took a closer look, and it turned out to be the brown-green lizard that was lost before.Finally seeing the light of day again, he half-closed his eyes for a moment to adapt, then opened his eyes wide and stuck out his tongue at Zheng Yuan.

Seeing Ouyang put the portable pet box on the desk, Zheng Yuan asked in surprise: "Did you lose this guy?"

Ouyang knocked on the box and explained: "I thought I lost it, but I didn't expect to run back from somewhere after a night."

Zheng Yuan was amused, and said: "Maybe I didn't run away at all that day."

Ouyang nodded and didn't answer, just focusing on feeding the lizard with simple food.

Zheng Yuan didn't want to see Ouyang continue to pretend to be calm, and said distractedly: "Go to bed early, you have to go to work tomorrow."

Ouyang obediently found the toiletries and a change of clothes in the suitcase, and went to take a shower.When Zheng Yuan helped Wei Chen pack his luggage, took a simple shower and returned to the room, Ouyang had already turned his back to the door, lying motionless on the bed, and seemed to be fast asleep.

Zheng Yuan turned off the light and lay on the other side of the bed, like a squid on an iron plate, turned over and over again, but still couldn't fall asleep.

Did Jiang Xiaofan finally have a showdown with Ouyang?He couldn't ask Ouyang.

Right now, being cheated by his girlfriend is Ouyang's scar.

Don't say you can't expose scars.Even if others uncovered the scars for Zheng Yuan to see, he could only pretend to glance at them, and then turned his head away.You can't really appreciate the pain of others, but the concern you give according to your own understanding and standards is just cheap sympathy, which is worthless.

Zheng Yuan can't tolerate being so sentimental.

But no matter what, he just let Ouyang ruminate on his pain, and he couldn't let it go.

He was tormenting in confusion, fear, and entanglement, but Ouyang suddenly said leisurely: "Do you want to drink?"

"Let's go!" Hearing Ouyang's order, Zheng Yuan rolled over and got up from the bed, and took Ouyang's slippers to find a barbecue restaurant near his home.

When the beer was served, Ouyang drank one cup after another with a serious face, and his face turned red not long after.Zheng Yuan silently accompanied him to drink.Thinking of the blow Ouyang suffered because of his broken relationship, he felt pain in his heart.He wanted to comfort Ouyang, but he couldn't speak. Since Ouyang didn't want to say anything, he could only pretend that he didn't know, so that Ouyang could adapt and forget it slowly.

This process may be very long, so long that Zheng Yuan can't imagine.

After finishing the beer he ordered, Ouyang ordered another beer.I don't know how much time has passed, and there are more and more empty tables in the barbecue restaurant. In the end, only Zheng Yuan and the other two uncles with "Liu Ying" were left at the next table.Zheng Yuan raised his head, and met the eyes of one of Liu Ying casually.Liuying blinked at Zheng Yuan, puffed on a cigarette and smiled.Zheng Yuan began to feel that it was nothing to drink any more, so he paid the bill and helped Ouyang, who was drunk like mud, out of the shop.

In the summer night in the early morning, there is still no cool breeze.The dry night wind rolled in dust, Zheng Yuan rubbed his sleepy eyes, put Ouyang's left arm on his shoulder, and dragged him slowly home.

Halfway through the road, Ouyang suddenly stood still, swayed a few times, leaned his head on Zheng Yuan's shoulder and said, "I...Jiang Xiaofan broke up with me."

Zheng Yuan patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "It's okay, there are me and my mother."

Um.Ouyang gently rubbed his head on his shoulder twice to express his gratitude.

Zheng Yuan stretched out his hand to wipe the sweat off his forehead, and added: "You will definitely meet someone more suitable in the future."

Ouyang squeezed out a laugh, and rubbed his head on Zheng Yuan's shoulder a few times to express his denial.

Zheng Yuan looked at his half-closed eyes, wanting to cry but was about to say something, don't be so hopeless, but a strong feeling of vomiting came straight up from his stomach.

"Ouyang, you stand still, I..." Before Zheng Yuan finished speaking, he let go of Ouyang and ran to the trash can on the side of the road.

Accompanied Ouyang to drink, but he vomited himself.Zheng Yuan felt ashamed to look at Ouyang again.

Tears welled up with nausea, and he realized that maybe he just wanted to cry.

While weeping, a cold object stuck to his face woke him up and reminded him of his responsibility just now.

Looking up, he saw Ouyang handing him the bottled water with these dazed smiles, and said, "I'm fine."

Zheng Yuan felt that he was terrible.Knowing that he was trapped by the past, now he still wants to hold Ouyang back with these cheap tenderness.He didn't know what to do next.In the future, in a place he doesn't know and can't see, Ouyang will meet someone he doesn't know.

This person will be better and more suitable than everyone Ouyang has met so far.Zheng Yuan knew that this was the best ending, but he wondered if he would still be as unwilling as he is now.

Or, let it be.Maybe at some point in the future, Ouyang will be able to forget Jiang Xiaofan, and he himself will be able to forget Ouyang.

Ouyang staggered and knelt down, wiped Zheng Yuan's tears and nose with a tissue, then grabbed his arm to help him up, and asked, "Drink too much?"

This sentence seems familiar.Zheng Yuan was sobered up by the feeling of vomiting.

From the beginning to the end, Ouyang used his hands to gently support himself.Ouyang, Ouyang, through the contact of palms, how much does he know about his own mind?

From the beginning to the end, he only wants Ouyang to be good.Although five years ago, he ran away because of cowardice, but what about in the future?

Zheng Yuan grabbed Ouyang's arm with both hands, leaned his body weight on Ouyang's body, and promised: "In the future, as long as you are happy, I will give up my life to fulfill you."

After hearing this, Ouyang laughed incoherently twice, and put his free hand on Zheng Yuan's forehead to test the temperature.

Zheng Yuan consciously uttered big words, and Ouyang scratched his ears warm.

"I joke too much, but what I said just now is the truth." He said every word with a fluttering step.

Ouyang just helped him out of the straight line without answering.Just when Zheng Yuan was in a daze, he seemed to hear Ouyang whispering in his ear: "This time you have to keep your word."

Zheng Yuan's uneasy heart finally calmed down a little, and he became more sleepy.