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"We can't be real family members, let alone friends." Ouyang shook his head and answered Zheng Yuan affirmatively, making Zheng Yuan almost spit out old blood.

He took the book from Ouyang's hand, threw it on the edge of the bed behind him, moved closer to Ouyang, and asked again: "You don't need to say this. There is no need to choose one of the three multiple-choice questions now."

Ouyang was robbed of the book in his hand. Instead of getting angry, he turned over and lay prone on the bed with his chin resting on his arms, and said, "Didn't you say that I was sick and hospitalized, and you are not qualified to sign for me? If this happens in the future Such a thing, you just say it's me..."

Ouyang stopped talking halfway through, because he felt Zheng Yuan lying quietly on his back, stretching his arms around his waist, without saying a word.

Zheng Yuan is not fat, but he is not light either.But even so, Ouyang still felt a sense of security in his heart.

At night on Mount Wutai, there is a hint of coolness in the air.The two of them stick together like this, which makes them feel a lot warmer.In the silence, Ouyang shook his body lightly, but seeing no movement from Zheng Yuan, he kept lying in this position, stretched out his hand to press the light switch by the bed, and soon fell asleep.

The drowsiness of both of them was driven away by the intermittent and suppressed crying and talking.

Zheng Yuan raised his head, rubbed his eyes, raised his ears to make sure it was the crying from the next door, and then put his face on Ouyang's back again, no longer sleepy.

"It's the people on the other side of the wall who are crying, am I right?" Ouyang also woke up, his voice was a little hoarse, and he asked Zheng Yuan in a low voice.

Um.Zheng Yuan tried his best to rub his face against his back, tightened his embraced arms, and answered simply.

Ouyang got a reassuring answer and wanted to turn his body over, but found that he was held by Zheng Yuan and couldn't move.

"Have you noticed this afternoon?" Ouyang gave up struggling and asked still prone.

Zheng Yuan was confused by his question and said he didn't notice anything.

"The one who lives next door to us seems to be out for a private meeting." Ouyang said lightly.

Zheng Yuan had no interest in such matters, so he responded indifferently.Ouyang continued: "When I was in the lobby in the afternoon, I heard that man call his wife and say he was on a business trip."

Zheng Yuan continued to respond, pulling the quilt over the two of them.

Ouyang fell silent, and after a long time, he whispered in a sleepy voice, "Tell me, why do people get married? They are as good as my parents used to be. If they don't get married, can't they continue to be better?"

Zheng Yuan reached out to rub his hair, paused, and said, "You should ask, since you decided to get married, why did you cheat?"

Um.Ouyang replied on his stomach, thought for a while and said: "Is it because I don't have confidence. I don't have confidence in myself or the other party. That's why I want to seize the convenience in front of me, but don't want to let go of what I have?"

The crying from the next door became louder, Zheng Yuan patted him on the head after hearing this, and stopped him: "The two of us who have never been married are just guessing."

Seeing that Ouyang was silent, Zheng Yuan said again: "Marriage is definitely for the betterment of both parties. Confucius said that only with trust can progress be made. All enemies who just want to maintain the status quo and be satisfied with their eyes are paper tigers."

Ouyang laughed so hard that he almost shook Zheng Yuan off his back, he turned over and put his hands on Zheng Yuan's shoulders, looked up at him, but his eyes slowly became firm.Finally, he took a deep breath and said seriously: "I know it's a little strange for me to say this, but... let's, you and me, the two of us, get married."

Zheng Yuan was completely dumbfounded. He looked at Ouyang and realized that he was definitely not joking, so he stretched out his finger and drew a small circle between his collarbone, and said, "We are going to get married... now we are in Shanxi..."

As he spoke, his fingertips slowly moved down and stopped on his left chest: "We're going to go through Inner Mongolia, cross the border and go north all the way to Lake Baikal..."

After speaking, he looked up at the corner of Ouyang's raised mouth, and continued to move his fingers to the bottom left rib: "If you don't like Lake Baikal, we can fly directly to Moscow."

"Is this Moscow?" Ouyang smiled and stretched out his hand to confirm, Zheng Yuan pressed his hand to signal him to listen carefully.

"This is Moscow. If we continue to the northwest... through Ukraine, Poland, and the Alps. Although Germany is also possible, but the seaside is better... Finally, we will reach our destination."

He drew a circle on Ouyang's navel with his fingers through his clothes, then covered it with his palm, bent down and pecked Ouyang's lips, and asked, "Is it far away?"

"Far away." Ouyang stopped laughing and sat up slightly, "I will go with you no matter how far away."

"We don't need to go that far, and we don't need that kind of proof." Zheng Yuan said in a low voice, and Quan made an answer.But when he went to kiss Ouyang again, Ouyang grabbed his shoulder and pushed him away. He saw Ouyang frowning tightly, and the lake in his eyes was covered with dark clouds.

Staring for a long time, Ouyang decided to give up language.This feeling of gaining and losing and regaining made him lose his patience in an instant.Without saying a word, he stretched out his hands to hold Zheng Yuan's cheeks, and kissed desperately, disrupting his breathing and his ability to do things with ease.

Zheng Yuan was almost breathless in Ouyang Mi's kiss like a summer rainstorm, he wanted to push Ouyang away and say something.

"Don't talk." There was no room for bargaining in Ouyang's voice.He only thought about repeatedly kissing and biting Zheng Yuan's lips and the skin on his neck, stroking and rubbing his body.All he wanted was to hurt him, make him feel unbearable pain, and make him give up all other possibilities.

When Zheng Yuan's lowered voice came to his ears again, he pressed Zheng Yuan's freed arm and said with a hoarse voice: "No matter what you say, you can only be mine."

But in the next second, he was suddenly kicked away by Zheng Yuan.

"You're dazed!" Zheng Yuan sat up to catch his breath, stretched out his hand to pat Ouyang's head, and scolded in a low voice.The hand that patted Ouyang trembled, maybe it wasn't the legacy of excitement.

Ouyang sat up straight, straightened his clothes, and never raised his head.Kneeling and sitting, after a long silence, he asked, "Are you afraid?"

Ouyang asked this question, and before he got a reply, he avoided Zheng Yuan's hand, raised his head to look directly at him, lowered his voice and continued, "I won't allow you to be afraid."

Ouyang's words instantly stimulated Zheng Yuan's nerves. If he had hair, all of them would stand on end.He couldn't help blurting out: "What do you mean you don't allow it? Can you let me finish my sentence?"

Ouyang didn't look away and waited.

"On the morning when I set off from Yancheng, I did something that I don't know is right or wrong." Saying this, Zheng Yuan approached him again, "I want you to do what you want, so go Please ask Mr. Lin to keep an eye out for the opportunity to go abroad for you. Although you said you turned it down, he said it's okay, and there will be news in the next two days. "

Ouyang didn't expect Zheng Yuan to bring up this matter, he wanted to ask something more, but Zheng Yuan stopped him.

"This month is like a few years. To be honest, I am really confused. It seems that every decision can determine life and death. But without these tossing, I am not sure that we are inseparable, and I am not sure that I can't help it." Lied to myself. So I thought, let's clear everything we have before. This trip, it's not owed to anyone, but reset. If you have something you love, if you don't feel that I This time it is difficult for others, I will wait for you to come back honestly."

After that, he turned over and jumped out of bed, ran barefoot to the storage shelf at the entrance, fumbled in his backpack for a while, then quickly jumped back on the bed, knelt down in front of Ouyang and spread his palms.

In the palm is a matte silver ring without any decoration.

Zheng Yuan looked at Ouyang's bright eyes with a smile, and explained softly: "This was originally intended as a birthday present for you. Now take it out early to present the treasure. Ouyang, do you agree?"

In the quiet room, Ouyang listened carefully to his words, and stretched out his left hand until he was sure that he had heard correctly.And it was only then that he realized for the first time that his arm was so heavy, and his palm was as stiff as a mechanical hand, unable to control it.

Zheng Yuan carefully put the ring in the palm of his hand on the ring finger of that hand, raised his head and couldn't help laughing, and said, "I'm pretty good at choosing the size. From now on, I'll stick to you."

Ouyang looked down at the ring and kept silent, but tears slowly seeped from the corners of his eyes.He reached out to wipe away the tears, but he didn't expect the tears to flow down his cheeks unstoppably, and finally turned into unstoppable low-pitched crying.

Zheng Yuan embraced Ouyang, patted him on the back, and said softly, "Okay, stop crying".Until the crying stopped, Zheng Yuan pulled his shoulders, reached out to wipe away the remaining tears for him, stretched out his arms and said: "I said that I will lock you up in the future, and now, I am yours too."

In the bungalows in the twelfth lunar month, even if electric heaters are installed, it is still too cold to climb out of the bed.

Zheng Yuan probed to look at the old clock on the wall, it was only early seven o'clock in the morning.He hid his whole head in the bed and sneezed. Just as he was about to squint for a while, he heard a rush of footsteps rushing into the door and rushing to his bedside.He held his breath, and was about to consider whether to snore a few times, when the quilt covering his head was half lifted in an instant.

"Uncle Yuanyuan, don't pretend to be asleep, get up quickly." Tuantuan pulled the corner of the quilt in his hand, stood beside the bed, wearing this red woolen coat, looking like a little adult.

"You woke up so early? Your little face is flushed from the cold, come and warm yourself under the blanket, uncle." Zheng Yuan smiled and stretched out his hands to rub his icy red face, and then took the opportunity to squeak her twice.

Tuantuan pouted and took two steps back, "condemned" righteously: "Uncle, get up quickly, you won't be able to catch up with a small event."

Zheng Yuan rubbed his eyes, lay down on the bed again and sighed.In the more than a year since he joined Newsweek's in-depth investigation team, although the work has been interesting, he has not been able to take a full weekend off.It's hard to scrape together two days off this weekend. I didn't expect that Tuantuan's mother came here to have a meal last night. This morning, he had to take Tuantuan to participate in the Open Day of Experimental Primary School on behalf of his parents.

Zheng Yuan stretched, crawled out of the hot blanket, and brought Tuan Tuan to the main room to sit down.

My mother and a few old ladies nearby have not come back after visiting Southeast Asia for half a month. Zheng Yuan was worrying about the lack of breakfast, only to find that the breakfast that Tuantuan’s mother had told him to bring was in the kitchen when he was sleepy just now.

Greeting Tuan Tuan to eat tofu nao, he went to brush his teeth and wash his face.

After packing up their luggage, the uncle and nephew walked out of the small courtyard and walked along the alley in the direction of Experimental Primary School.

In the middle of walking, Tuantuan suddenly raised his head, stretched out his little hands with pink woolen gloves, and asked Zheng Yuan solemnly: "Uncle, are you cold, shall we hold hands?"

"Okay." Zheng Yuan imitated the tone of a child and agreed, holding her little hand.

Tuantuan's expression seemed to be calmer, but he still didn't take a step forward, and still raised his head and asked, "Mom said, I want to listen to my uncle today, and finish watching the performances of my brothers and sisters early, so that my uncle can pick up people earlier. .”

Zheng Yuan was taken aback by the child's question, and replied: "It's okay, uncle will pick you up in the afternoon."

Tuantuan nodded, skipped two steps, then raised his head and asked Zheng Yuan where to pick him up.Zheng Yuan said it was the airport.

Tuantuan had never been to the airport, but he had seen the planes flying in the sky.She looked up at the blue sky without a trace of cloud, rolled her small eyes, and said seriously: "I will also fly to a far, far, far place in the future. Uncle, you will come to pick me up when I come back."

Zheng Yuan stretched out his hand to help her straighten her bangs that were blown by the wind, and said with a smile, "Okay. Tuantuan will definitely be able to fly far, far, far away."

Tuantuan happily lowered his head and jumped for two steps, then raised his head and asked again: "Really?"

"Uncle will definitely do what he says." Zheng Yuan promised, holding Tuantuan's little hand and walking towards the school gate of No. [-] Experimental School.

The author has something to say: This story has finally come to an end.

It took a few months to write about the transitions and choices for a month, and sometimes I would dream about these plots when I wrote about them, but there are still many shortcomings and regrets.

Although the whole story may be boring.It may also make people feel helpless in reality.Whether this is the case, I do not know the answer.But at the very least, isn't it a kind of luck to have choices and be able to choose in reality?

I wish you can keep this luck, don't give up, don't waste it.To the little angels who read the article, I would like to give you 1000 million thanks.