shadow in daylight gl

An Chengyan came out of the study, and closed the door heavily, wondering if it was because of drinking, An Huaixu felt that the chandelier in the living room was shaking.

"Who allows you to speak to the elders in the tone just now?" An Cheng said that he is usually serious, but when he gets older, he gives people a sense of calm and self-prestige.

An Chengyan came down from the upstairs, and continued to reprimand in a cold voice: "If your behavior just happened in the Lin family, they will think that our family has no tutor at all. A girl is actually drinking and fooling around outside in broad daylight."

An Huaixu raised her head to meet her father's gaze, met An Chengyan's cold eyes, her [-] years of accumulated emotions finally broke out, and she forced her back, "Don't worry, the behavior just now will never happen in the Lin family. "

She looked at her parents, clenched her fists tightly, took a deep breath, and said in a calm and firm tone, "I will not marry Lin Yusi."

Jiang Mu pulled her: "Xiao Xu, what are you kidding? Don't be willful——"

Why are all my decision-making behaviors so capricious in the eyes of adults?She looked back at her father's cold eyes and mother's extremely surprised eyes, and she spoke faster, "I'm not being willful, you always think that I only know how to be willful, so let me ask you, why do I have to marry Lin Yusi?"

"Why do you insist that I marry Lin Yusi? Because my father has power in his hands, and the Lin family wants to get involved in the real estate industry, so you have an interest relationship. I am the child you raised, and I was raised in my twenties just to take it Do some exchange of benefits?"

She and her father looked at each other without fear, and suddenly realized that at this time, she was the real self in her bones.

"Xiao Xu, how can you miss your father like this." Jiang Mu wanted to reach out to grab An Huaixu, but An Chengyan's cold face turned livid, and he threw the book in his hand heavily on the coffee table.

A "snap" sounded deafening.

"You let her talk!"

"Okay!" An Huaixu's eyes were red, and his eyes were full of red blood, and his voice increased a few decibels and growled at his father, "The Lin family has a big business, and Lin Yusi is an upright person. He may be someone I can find The one with the best conditions in all aspects. You must want to say, this is for my own good, but I also hate hearing you say 'for my own good'!"

"Since I was young, you have used this sentence to kidnap me. When I think back to my childhood, there are always more unhappy things in my memory than happy ones. You forced me to do everything I didn't want to do. When we were together, which time did you not use the name of 'for my own good'?"

"I've been trying my best to be what you like, but I'm not as smart as Xu Zhongxuan, nor as capable as Xu Zhongxuan. I'm very ordinary, but you don't want to accept my ordinaryness, and you always give me countless rewards." The cram school, trying to complete all aspects of me, everything sounds, looks, and acts, is for my own good. When other children are playing happily, what am I facing? Other children have parents in childhood Accompany me? What do I have!"

"Mom likes the violin, so I learn it. I study the violin so seriously and participate in the competition. I just want you to accompany me and praise me more. But what about you? You just think that I know how to appreciate music after learning the violin. That's' Do it for me', but you never knew I didn't like violins at all."

Jiang Mu was stunned in place, while An Chengyan remained cold.

"It's the same until now. Even if my father didn't let me marry into the Lin family for profit, you would still say 'for my own good'. As long as you say these three words, the matter seems to be settled. Why can't I Make your own choice? Shouldn't my life be in my own hands?" An Huaixu's eyes were full of sadness, and his tone of voice was not as intense as before.

"Why can't you make your own choices? Because you are young! Because you don't know anything yet! What have you experienced? What ability do you have to decide yourself? You can't even see yourself, so you just want to make choices?" Ann Makoto took a deep breath, trying to calm down.

"This is the hegemony of the family." An Huaixu shook off Jiang Mu's overstretched hand, and opened his eyes wide to hold back the tears that were about to burst into his eyes.

Jiang Mu couldn't hold back her daughter, so she had to pull her husband: "To be honest, don't say that about her."

An Chengyan pointed at An Huaixu, and said sharply to his wife: "She is used to living a life without worrying about food and clothing. She only knows how to eat, drink and have fun all day long, so she has become like this. Now she feels that all the hard work of her parents is a burden. The decisions we made for her took away her rights and freedoms."

"Where did I say that your hard work is a drag? Why do you misinterpret my meaning?"

"Xiao Xu, your only life experience will make you take many detours, you have to be considerate of your parents' painstaking efforts." Jiang Mu looked at his daughter's aggrieved look, full of distress.

"Did I not understand you? I have always been a very obedient child, just like Xu Zhongxuan. But I found out today that I am not an obedient child at all. All I did in the past was pretending to please you I am very happy, and I will never do it again in the future.”

"So you refused to marry Lin Yusi just to resist me and your mother? Listen to what you say, do you think you are mature?"

"It's not something immature at all. I didn't make this decision to rebel against you, I just don't like him." The spirit of alcohol gradually came up, and her mood reached an unprecedented low.

An Chengyan looked at An Huaixu's blushing face, he remembered An Huaixu's appearance when he was a child, and he was also reflecting on whether he was used to being in a high position and didn't like being pointed out wrong.He tried to listen to his daughter's thoughts, and a calm conversation was more conducive to solving the problem, and his tone gradually calmed down: "What don't you like about him?"

Jiang Mu pulled An Huaixu to sit on the edge of the sofa. An Huaixu was dumbfounded. She couldn't find anything wrong with Lin Yusi regardless of his family background, appearance, education, taste, behavior, and behavior. So what would she say? What do you not like about him?If you can't tell why, what will your parents think?She was upset and raised her tone unconsciously.

"If you don't like it, you don't like it! How can there be so many reasons?"

"Don't you get along well with him? Even though he is so busy, he comes from Shanghai to accompany you every week." Jiang Mu tried to understand what An Huaixu was thinking. In what his daughter said just now, A thorn was unmistakably stuck in her heart.When An Huaixu was young, they did not give her much company.Although they love each other, they also have great expectations for their daughter, and they are indeed too strict in many aspects.

"I didn't force him to come with me, he's so busy, he might as well not come—" An Huaixu simply broke the jar.

"What are you talking about?!" An Chengyan's emotions that had just eased up were ignited by An Huaixu's ignorant words. He thought that the children he raised should never be so ignorant.

Shocked by her father's words, she straightened her posture and sat down properly.

Jiang Mu stopped An Cheng and said, "Honestly, control your own emotions, this is at home, not your office."

"Since you don't like Lin Yusi, what kind do you like?" Jiang Mu turned his head and looked at An Huaixu with a complicated expression.

An Huaixu frowned and took a deep breath.

"I like women."

Jiang Mu and An Chengyan looked at An Huaixu in astonishment at the same time.

An Huaixu clenched his fists and repeated what he said just now: "I like women."

An Cheng couldn't bear it anymore, he waved his hand and knocked the tea set on the table to the ground, and shouted at An Huaixu: "How could the An family have a child like you?!"

Accompanied by a sharp and ear-piercing sound, the tea set hit the ground was shattered, and a small piece of porcelain flew over and scratched An Huaixu's calf, and blood gushed out immediately, dripping on the white tiles , one drop, two drops.

In An Huaixu's impression, even if his father was strict, he would not be so angry.For a moment, she was afraid, helpless, and wronged, but calmly and slowly raised her head to look into her father's eyes, her hands were covered with blood, and her tone was unprecedentedly serious, "Can I still choose where I was born?" family? Who ever gave me a chance to choose.”

That's not what she meant, but she said something harsher than the cracking of the tea set.

"You kneel down for me!"

"I don't kneel." Why did she never get support and affirmation from her family when she expressed her thoughts since she was a child?

"I like women, where am I wrong? I don't kneel! It's also a legally recognized marriage, why can't you treat them equally?"

She looked at her father's stern face and flew into a rage.If it wasn't for Lu Linzhong, she might never have the guts to say such things in her entire life.If it wasn't because her mother was still standing between her and her father, the hand raised by her father just now should have landed on her face by now.

"Is this what you have learned after studying in Jinhua Law School for several years?" An Chengyan pointed at An Huaixu, "The family is unlucky! The family is unlucky!"

"Aren't you just worried that the news that I like women will spread and your reputation outside will be ruined?" She met her father's gaze without giving in.

"Xiao Xu, shut up, you can't talk to Dad like this!" Jiang Muji sternly stopped An Huaixu.

"Get out!" An Chengyan pointed at the door, and his suddenly loud voice echoed throughout the living room. An Huaixu never thought that his father would one day have red eyes and yell at her like this, telling her to get out.

She turned away.

"I don't have a daughter like you." An Chengyan was so angry that his body trembled.

An Huaixu stood still when she heard her father's words. She twisted her face and took out all the things in her pockets, "Don't you always say that I have no worries about food and clothing, and only know that I rely on my family? I will never give up anything you give me." No more, access control card, house key, car key, debit card, credit card, I will never ask for any of these again."

An Huaixu took out the things and put them all on the chest of drawers in the entrance.

"Small sequence—"

The door slammed shut, and she shut off what her mother hadn't finished saying, and left without looking back.

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