shadow in daylight gl

The sky is like a piece of soft silk, softly covering the sunny light, and the night is slowly darkening.

The warm yellow ambient light in the living room and the reading light on one side of the sofa complement each other, and the two people under the light cuddle together, as if even time is still at this moment.

Lu Linzhong leaned against the back of the sofa chair, reading quietly with a book in his hand.

An Huaixu leaned on her lap, quietly feeling the rhythm of the other person's breathing.

Lu Linzhong is very quiet when he is free. He can often read a pot of tea and a collection of poems for a long time.Whenever this time, An Huaixu would feel that the distance between them seemed to be more than five years.Under Lu Linzhong's bright and bright appearance, there is a soul that she has not touched.

"Which one are you reading?" An Huaixu raised his face, and there were shallow wrinkles on the cover of "Les Fleurs du Mal", which was the trace of being read many times.

"SedNonSatiata, the one that later quoted Messalina's verse as its title, is called But Not Enough."

"You read it to me."

"Queer goddess, brown as night. There will be aromas of Havana tobacco and musk." The woman's voice was soft.

An Huai leaned on her lap, thinking, if people have colors, then Lu Linzhong must be the most blazing red color, and it will always be the focus of the eyes of the people around it no matter when or where.

Lu Linzhong raised his hand to caress An Huaixu's soft shoulder-length short hair. An Huaixu just took a shower, and the ends of his hair were still a little damp.She rubbed her fingertips, and continued to read softly:

"I don't want Constance, I don't want Opium and Newey, I want the ecstasy of your soulful mouth."

An Huaixu's slender eyelashes flicked lightly, and many of them lightly brushed against Lu Linzhong's smooth skin.

"When my lust comes to you in groups..." Lu Linzhong scratched the girl's neck along the end of her hair as he said.

"itch."

An Huaixu tilted his head to hide from that dexterous hand, sniffed lightly on Lu Linzhong's leg, like an electric current passing by, Lu Linzhong gave her a meaningful look, curled his toes and retracted his legs.

The atmosphere in the living room became a little charming, An Huaixu reached out and grabbed Lu Linzhong's Guangjie's ankle.

Lu Linzhong pinched the corner of the page and rubbed it lightly, with a faint smile on his lips, he turned a page.

An Huaixu's hand moved from his ankle to his calf, rubbing his fingertips vaguely, and the numb feeling came up from his calf.

Lu Linzhong closed the book slowly, "Go back to the room?"

An Huaixu looked at the time and nodded.

Lu Linzhong walked up the escalator to the second floor, passed through the small living room, and stopped: "Where do you sleep?"

"You decide."

Lu Linzhong smiled, his expression was especially useful.

The moonlight softly covered the floor through the glass, Lu Linzhong leaned against An Huaixu's arms, and asked softly, "Does your body still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"Hmm." She reached out and opened the first button of An Huaixu's pajamas, her white hand hooked An Huaixu's neck, and there was a faint smell of medicine around the quilt. Ruined the vibe.

In the darkness, the bodies of the two people who were close to each other gradually heated up. Lu Linzhong leaned against An Huaixu's shoulder, biting his lower lip secretly.

In fact, she was not used to actively being down there like this.

Of course, this was only temporary, and it was regarded as a reward for An Huaixu's good performance today.But what if An Huaixu continued to perform well in the future?

She raised her head, and kissed An Huaixu's collarbone very lightly, imprinting a code of ecstasy.

The moonlight jumped into the window and shone impartially on the woman. The long curly hair was loose and slightly messy, and fell on the pillow. The uniquely shaped pendant around the neck was shining with luster, and the silk nightdress was loosely wrapped around the woman's body. Alluring body.

An Huaixu took a deep breath, raised his hand to tuck in the quilt for Lu Linzhong, and patted her on the back: "Go to sleep."

The person in his arms was startled, and raised his voice and asked doubtfully, "Are you sure?"

An Huaixu opened his eyes and looked into the darkest corner of the bedroom, "Yes."

Lu Linzhong clenched his thin lips and opened his teeth lightly. He stared at her in the dark for a few seconds. There are two kinds of communication between lovers, one is words and the other is intimacy.The ethereal promise of each other seems to be confirmed in the intimacy of peeling off layers of clothing.

And now, she's being rejected in bed.

Lu Linzhong slowly rolled up the corners of her mouth, a bit of bitterness slowly dissipated in her heart, she held the pendant on her neck with her hand, and took it off with a light force.

This pendant has been with her for nearly 20 years, and it will soon be exchanged for something more important. Although she is reluctant to give it up, she thinks that the most important person is already by her side, and the others are really not that important.

"Small order."

"Ok?"

"It's been with me for almost 20 years."

An Huaixu opened his eyes, and saw clearly what was in Lu Linzhong's hand by the moonlight.Two hollow triangles are embedded together, mysterious and deserted.

"Do you want to know where it came from?"

she thinks.

"When I was ten years old, I just went to school in the UK. Some white children there discriminated against people of yellow race. I didn't live well there alone."

She listened quietly to Lu Linzhong's eloquence.

"In the boarding school I went to, although there was no language barrier, they were all alone. I walked out of the school that day and walked on the path of short bushes by the river, and my classmates pushed me down the path."

"Below the narrow road is the river. The water is not rushing, but it is deep and cold. I can't swim, and I struggled desperately in the water, only to hear them laughing and running away."

An Huaixu's heart stopped, she had always seen Lu Linzhong glamorous, she never thought that she had been bullied, she stretched out her arms to tightly wrap around the person in her arms.

The two were silent for a while, and Lu Linzhong continued: "That is a T-shaped intersection. If someone has been there, they may find me. I have been waiting and waiting."

An Huaixu's breathing gradually sank.She was curious about Lu Linzhong's past, but when she really had the opportunity to listen closely and learn about the past, she was very sad.

"When I was about to lose consciousness, someone reached for me with a bow in his hand, so I..."

"Then is this pendant left to you by the person who saved you?"

Lu Linzhong stared at An Huaixu, the anticipation in his heart was like the moonlight gradually being covered by clouds, slowly fading until it was pitch black.

Twenty years ago, An Huaixu was only five years old.A five-year-old child is ignorant, probably only knows what is happy and what is sad, and what is left in his memory is probably going to the playground or celebrating his birthday.

An Huaixu couldn't remember, should she be happy or sad?Fortunately An Huaixu didn't think that their relationship was not pure enough, or was it sad that their first meeting was just her memory?

That year, by the river, the girl who rescued her wore a pair of denim overalls, a bright yellow cartoon short sleeve, and a round hat. Her eyes were black and her pupils were big.

The girl was very smart, knowing that she might be dragged into the water, she lay down on the ground and reached for her with the piano in her hand, shouting loudly with short arms and legs: "Help!"

A little girl who speaks poor English.

When she was rescued by a passing adult, she was devastated, startled and frightened.The loneliness and helplessness of having nothing to rely on in a foreign country is not something that others can empathize with.She wanted her family to be there, a warm embrace, and a return to a familiar place, but there was nothing.

"Sister, oh no, sister?" The little girl gestured anxiously, her English was stuttering, "Iam, no, Hello, mynameisAnHuaiXu."

The little girl took off the small black cloth bag hung with pins from the big pocket of the overalls, and said in a childish voice, "I don't speak much English, you wear this, this is for me from grandma, keep it safe, you wear it well .”

She was a little confused, and the little girl said in broken English: "Luckly, for you." Then she ran away in a panic with the wet violin.

Later, she went home and opened the small cloth bag. Inside was a long piece of yellow paper with many strange triangles drawn on it.When she was young, she didn't know that the strange thing contained in the cloth bag was called a safety talisman, but she knew that An Huaixu had saved her life, so she couldn't forget it.

When she grew up, she asked a craftsman to cut this pendant out of rough diamonds according to the shape on the paper, and she always wore it by her side. Occasionally, she would think of the little girl with clear and pure eyes in overalls.

Twenty years later, they met again.

Their meeting again may be the beginning of their entanglement with each other's fate.

"Liu Liu, don't think about it."

"Hmm." It sounded like a sigh.

"Actually, you are at home and in front of me. You don't have to be too harsh on yourself. If you are unhappy, you can get angry; if you feel tired, then rest. There is no need to be like outside. I am afraid that you will be tired; I am even more afraid that you will be tired if you are obviously tired. hide from me."

Lu Linzhong put his arms around An Huaixu's waist, quietly watching the girl in front of him.She always thought that most of An Huaixu's liking for her stemmed from admiration, because she had experienced a lot and knew a lot.But now that her girl is growing up, she will know her, take care of her, and be considerate of her.

"That's not good." Lu Linzhong's throat trembled, and his voice weakened, "If I'm really like what you said, you might not like me anymore, and I'm not a little girl in her early twenties."

An Huaixu smiled, and stroked Lu Linzhong's back lightly, "I never said what I like, what I pursue is your perfection."

She could almost imagine the rare awkward and tangled expression on Lu Linzhong's face.

It must be cute, since it's so rare.

In the eyes of outsiders, Lu Linzhong is almost perfect, with high-quality appearance, good ability, able to handle emotions with ease, interesting style, advance and retreat, and is an impeccable lover.

But when she really realized that she fell in love with Lu Linzhong, it was the day when Lu Linzhong was hungover and met her. That fragile beauty that was about to break, like thin ice illuminated by the sun, melted little by little.

Lu Linzhong has weaknesses, he will kiss her uncontrollably, he will suffer from the pain of being unable to love, and he will have a short-lived madness when sensibility overcomes reason.

"Although you are older than me, no one stipulates that the older one in a relationship has to take the initiative to undertake all the things, and I can do the same."

"Huh?" Lu Linzhong's voice was soft and nasal, "As long as you give me time, I can prove it. It won't take long. I will definitely give you a marriage blessed by relatives and friends, and a warm home. Are you My wife, we're going to spend all the time together, and you won't be alone with the things that make you unhappy."

Lu Linzhong lost his mind. Since she was a teenager, she has frequently received confessions from others. She listened to a lot of affectionate words, and gradually became numb, because no rational adult would take each other's vows seriously.

But now she is willing to be a fool who is dazzled by love, and convince herself to believe every word An Huaixu says over and over again.

The author has something to say: Lu's feelings for classmate An are purely not for the sake of repaying his kindness, otherwise he would not have so many exes.