Where is my enemy [rebirth]

Ji Tong thinks that he may like men.

The first time he knew the concept of homosexuality was from his little cousin Rong Engu.His cousin married a man.

In the past, Ji Tong always felt that he might end up alone for the rest of his life.The first two most important women in his life not only failed to give him the love he deserved, but brought him a lot of harm.

At his cousin's wedding, Ji Tong saw his happy appearance, and suddenly felt that if he could have such a lover, it seemed that married life would not be so unworthy of expectation.

Earlier, Ji Tong thought about coming out to his family.After all, there is the precedent of my cousin, I think the acceptance of the family will be higher.

However, just as he was still deliberating what to say, trying to find a suitable time to tell his aunt.

Once by chance, he heard his aunt worryingly say to his uncle: "Our Tongtong, is there... something wrong? Such a beautiful little girl confessed to him, but he didn't even look at her. Could it be with his cousin? Learn it! This road is so difficult, Ah Chi is still accompanied by Jingcheng, what will our Tongtong do!"

Ji Tong was silent for a long time. After going back, he looked up some information. After thinking over and over again, he found that it didn't seem to be meaningful for him to come out now, but it was just adding to the worries of his family.

As my aunt said, in their circle, it is not easy to find a long-term lover.If he can't find it, he is doomed to be alone for the rest of his life, and speaking out will only make his family worry.It's better to have someone you like and confirm the relationship, and then tell the family that it's good.

Time passed year by year, it is not that Ji Tong has never met outstanding boys, but for some reason, he always has no feeling of heartbeat, not even the urge to give it a try.

Ji Tong thought, maybe the fate didn't come, or maybe he had already missed the person who should give him happiness.

In my sophomore year, the school organized students to go out to sketch.

When Ji Tong was a child, he liked drawing very much. Give him a piece of black charcoal, and he can squat by the wall and play for a long time.He once gave Ji Shuhan a painting, and Ji Shuhan said in amazement that he never thought that his son would have the talent for painting.

But that's it. In their poor mountain village, painting can only be regarded as a pastime. If you specialize in this, it would be a bit of a waste of time.What's more, if you want to find a professional teacher for Ji Tong, at least you have to send him to the Ji family in the county, how can you afford the money.

In the second year when Ji Tong came to the Rong family, he met Rong Enhe for his birthday. Ji Tong gave him a portrait he painted. Tong has talent.Later, after seeking Ji Tong's opinion, he was sent to learn painting.

That sketch, Ji Tong and the others went to a very remote mountain village, but the scenery is really good.There is a peach grove in the mountains. When they went there, the peach blossoms were in full bloom, and red clouds covered half of the mountain.

There is a newly developed resort on the mountain. It is said that a big boss contracted the entire barren mountain. He also let him plant the peach forest. The resort is hidden deep in the peach forest. It's a fairyland in Peach Blossom Spring.

I don't know how the school got in touch with the big boss. Their group of students became the first batch of guests in the resort.The students were so excited that they could not wait to take out their brushes and draw everything in front of them.

The teacher who leads the team allocates the rooms, because the resort is very large and has not yet opened, so they have one room per person.

After a long journey, the students were very tired. After a good meal and a comfortable hot bath, they all had a good night's sleep.

Early the next morning, the teacher took the students into the mountain.

A few days ago, the teacher arranged the place, and the students gathered together to draw.In the next few days, the students became a little more familiar with the peach forest. In addition, there are too many picturesque scenes in this mountain, and everyone has different preferences. The teacher didn't want to restrict them too much, so he let them move freely.

Ji Tong had already chosen the location for his painting. A few days ago, he went to get water and passed it. He found a small waterfall in the forest, and a deep pool under the waterfall. The fish in the pool were swimming leisurely, very agile.The water vapor splashed by the waterfall lingers in the surrounding peach groves, making the peach blossoms of that tree more vivid.

Ji Tong has long wanted to come here to paint. It would be a pity if such a beautiful scenery could not be painted.So on the first day of free movement, Ji Tong came to this waterfall with a drawing board on his back.

One painting lasted for a long time, Ji Tong was immersed in this beautiful scenery physically and mentally, and kept painting in his hand, completely unaware that someone had been watching him for a long time.

As the saying goes, you are looking at the scenery on the bridge, and the people watching the scenery are looking at you.Ji Tong was painting this beautiful scenery, but he didn't know that the appearance of the young man in white holding a paintbrush seriously painting by the waterside and forest was even more amazing in the eyes of others.

Near noon, the sun was getting higher and higher, and the sun shone on Ji Tong's face, as if casting a halo on him, and even the sweat beads rolling down his forehead glistened in the sun.Frowning and raising his wrist, the people in the forest watched Ji Tong's every move almost obsessively.As long as Ji Tong has been painting, he has been watching for as long as possible.

The painting on the drawing paper finally came to an end, Ji Tong heaved a sigh of relief and stopped painting.He rubbed his sore wrist, and observed his half-drawn painting with satisfaction.

The belly gnawing sounded, and Ji Tong realized that the time for lunch had already passed.He rubbed his stomach with a bitter face, probably because he was frightened of hunger. Ever since he returned to Rong’s house, Ji Tong found that he had become a big eater and couldn’t bear the hunger. It takes more than half an hour to walk, and I don't know if I can hold on.

After putting away his things, Ji Tong put the drawing board on his back and prepared to go back.As soon as he turned his head, he was taken aback by the man standing under the peach tree not far away. When did this man stand here? Didn't he make any movement?

"You, who are you!" Ji Tong asked with some fear.

The man stood under the shadow of the peach tree, Ji Tong couldn't see his face clearly with the light behind his back, but he only saw his teachers, classmates and some staff of the villa on the mountain these days, this man stood silently There, it was so eerie.

The man seemed to see Ji Tong's fear, and slowly walked out from under the tree.The sunlight shone inch by inch on the man's face, illuminating that handsome face very clearly.

It was a man in his thirties, with dark complexion, tall and straight figure, broad shoulders and long legs, handsome facial features, in short, he was a good-looking man.

"It's you!" Ji Tong felt a little familiar, thought for a moment, and said in surprise, "Why are you here?"

It turned out that Ji Tong had met this man long before he returned to Rong's house.At that time, he was still doing odd jobs everywhere, and once he did a shift for others. It was already midnight when he was walking down the overpass. There was almost no one on the road, and he could almost hear his own heartbeat in such a quiet way.Under such an environment, it is not surprising that Ji Tong found that there were people fighting in the depths of the streets and alleys he was passing by.

Originally, Ji Tong would never take care of such things. He himself is not doing well, so he has no mood to take care of others.But for some reason that day, Ji Tong hid in the alley and took a look.

It turned out that several people were besieging and beating a man. The man was quite capable of beating.However, at this moment, a person next to him who was kicked over by the man suddenly took out a dagger, a silver light flashed, and Ji Tong subconsciously shouted "Be careful!"But it was too late, the man stabbed the man in the leg, the man staggered, and was hit head-on again.

At this time, Ji Tong was also discovered, and the group split into two to catch Ji Tong.Seeing this, the man turned around to stop him, wanting Ji Tong to run first.

Ji Tong was also ready to run away, seeing the man like this, his heart moved, he stopped, gritted his teeth and rushed over.He lacked parental discipline since he was a child. He has fought in groups and been beaten by others. He has rich experience.He was short of strength, and if he hit someone, the man immediately made up with a punch or a kick. The two cooperated tacitly, and it didn't take long before they knocked down everyone.

"Get out of here first." The man took a breath, and walked out pulling Ji Tong's wrist.

Ji Tong instantly understood that this group of people must still be ganged up, it's always been shown on TV, and they need to find a safe place now.

"Don't worry." Ji Tong looked around, and whispered to the man: "I know a safe place, and no one will find it."

Just wanted to come out and find a 24-hour pharmacy man: "..."

He glanced at Ji Tong's nervous and excited little face, fell silent for a moment, and said softly: "Thank you, my name is Han Shaoqian, what's the name of the little brother?"

Ji Tong was taken aback, he had never encountered such a situation where he needed to introduce himself formally, and this person didn't know what was going on, obviously dressed in tattered clothes, he looked more like a vagabond than Ji Tong, a real vagabond , but people dare not talk to him casually.

"I, my name is Ji Tong, the sycamore tree..." Ji Tong replied in a low voice.

That night, Ji Tong brought Han Shaoqian to the bridge hole where he often lived, Han Shaoqian was neither surprised nor disgusted, Ji Tong was more sure of his identity, this person must be the same as him.

He also encountered gangsters who robbed him of money before, and he was beaten badly.Later, he learned to be good, cleaned up by himself, and didn't look like an unattended waif, so the adults didn't dare to bully him casually.

Because he empathizes with Han Shaoqian's experience and feels that he is a good person, Ji Tong poured out his own experience, wishing he could pass on all his experience to Han Shaoqian.

One talked and the other listened. It had been a long time since Ji Tong had talked so much with anyone, and no one wanted to listen to him.But Han Shaoqian is different, he has always listened carefully, neither perfunctory nor impatient, although he has no expression, but it can make people feel his seriousness.

Hearing Ji Tong telling a joke that he was being chased by several people and how he hid in embarrassment in the end, Han Shaoqian not only didn't find it funny, but frowned.

Seeing his expression, Ji Tong stopped talking for a moment, and said hesitantly, "Did I say something wrong?"

Han Shaoqian shook his head and asked softly, "Where's your family?"

Ji Tong was silent for a long time, and finally squeezed out a sentence: "Don't want me anymore..."

He never wanted to mention his family to anyone. Even if someone asked, he would say he was dead. It seemed that he was not abandoned by his parents. It was just that his parents couldn't take care of him anymore, and it wasn't that they didn't want him.

But probably because of Han Shaoqian's rare kindness, Ji Tong didn't want to lie to him, and told the truth, that's right, I don't want him, my father doesn't want him, my sister doesn't want him, my brother doesn't want him, my sister doesn't want him, take it ran away with the money.

The dark night seems to make people have the desire to confide. Ji Tong almost told his life experience with tears in his eyes. Finally, he looked blankly at Han Shaoqian who couldn't see his face clearly in the dark night, and asked in confusion, "Why don't they want me anymore?" What? I can be very obedient..."

The night was too dark, Ji Tong didn't know what kind of deep pity was stained in Han Shaoqian's usually calm eyes.

He always felt that he was too bad to be liked.But in Han Shaoqian's eyes, this young man is kind and brave, vigorous like a young white poplar growing in the desert, and it still grows so well in a difficult environment.

Han Shaoqian was moved.

The author has something to say: Thank you cloris little angel for the nutrient solution, hug~

Mistake, Ji Tong’s extra chapter is not finished, do you mind if I write an extra chapter... If you don’t mind, add another chapter, the next chapter will continue, if you mind, first write the Liang that a little angel wants Ze and Yanjia's story, I will write this later and release it separately.