Reef

When being hugged from behind, it is often difficult to get out.Zhou Muzhen tried to break free, but it was useless—especially after being asked such a question, Zhou Muzhen felt more and more powerless.

"Teacher Zhou, can you tell me?"

Gu Zhan's slightly begging tone sounded from his ears, and the warm breath sprayed on his left ear, causing a burst of inexplicable numbness.

But if Gu Zhan knew about Anita, what would he think of himself?Although Zhou Muzhen has gradually begun to believe that all of this is a secret arrangement, what about Gu Zhan?He who has been kept in the dark, now that he knows this, wouldn't he think that all this was done on purpose?

Zhou Muzhen didn't have much confidence in himself. In fact, even if Gu Zhan was hugging him so tightly at this moment, he still thought it was unrealistic and illusory.The subconscious told him that it was just a big boy's attempt at love, and he happened to be the object of his experiment.

Living abroad all the year round made Zhou Muzhen not against homosexuality, because among his few friends abroad, many of them liked the same sex.But he had never considered the possibility of himself falling in love with a man, and now it was in front of him.

No, you can't say you like it, can you?

Zhou Muzhen thought of his Anita, and he couldn't tell where his feelings came from.

"Teacher Zhou, if you keep silent, I'll just keep hugging you like this." After begging, he acted like a coquettish with threats, and Gu Zhan deliberately hugged him a little tighter, pressing his body and Zhou Muzhen's tightly together .

Zhou Muzhen only knew that the other party was aggressive, but he didn't know how conflicted Gu Zhan was when he said these words.He both wanted to know and was afraid to know.He was afraid that Zhou Muzhen's eyes caught in memories would hurt himself, and he was afraid that what he thought was a fateful coincidence was an artificial reunion after a long absence.

Suddenly, Zhou Muzhen squeezed the hand holding him with slightly cold hands, and he moved slightly.Gu Zhan didn't know what kind of magic power it was, so he let go.He saw Zhou Muzhen turn around, then walked past him, and sat down on the sofa.

After a long silence, Zhou Muzhen suddenly turned on the TV.A few traces of snowflakes belonging to the past era flashed on the high-definition screen, and then a burst of cheerful music sounded in the darkness, the lights on the stage were turned on, the crimson curtain was drawn, and a shiny black grand piano was played. There, the red-haired girl's back is straight, her body is up and down with the rhythm of the notes, and her arms are raised to draw graceful arcs in the air.

Gu Zhan stared at the screen for a while, feeling jealous, but after a while he was deeply attracted by the music played by the girl.How happy she must be to make such a pleasant voice.

"She was 22 years old when she died." Zhou Muzhen murmured, "She is just at the beginning of her life, but she has already left this world."

Gu Zhan didn't hear the following, he couldn't help asking: "What's your relationship with her?"

"My...student." Zhou Muzhen's eyes were glued to the screen, and it seemed that it took him a lot of effort to say this answer.Gu Zhan knew that there must be more than just a teacher-student relationship between them, and it wasn't that Gu Zhan wanted to think too much on purpose, but Zhou Muzhen's deeply buried emotions betrayed him.

"Your TV only shows this?" Thinking that Zhou Muzhen would not answer more questions about their relationship, Gu Zhan changed the direction of the question.

Zhou Muzhen was stunned, and he replied: "It's a disc."

"You love her." Gu Zhan said, with strong jealousy, "Ms. Zhou, you love her. But it's a pity that the person who continues her life is me."

Gu Zhan approached Zhou Muzhen step by step, took off his shirt and T-shirt as he walked over, and there was a red scar on his chest that had almost been repaired.He looked down at Zhou Muzhen and pointed to his chest.

"Your Anita, here. Do you still love her?"

Zhou Mu really didn't expect Gu Zhan to come out like this, so he turned his eyes away in panic.There was a strong wind in the sea, and the sail of the small boat was ripped by the wind, and it ran around like a blindfolded panicked cat.Gu Zhan is like a hidden reef that has always existed in the sea but is not easy to be found, waiting there quietly, waiting for the boat to let the blow of fate hit him.

His heart was confused, he didn't know how to answer Gu Zhan's question.There is no doubt that he loves Anita, but facing Gu Zhan, he cannot give this answer frankly.

"Zhou Muzhen, answer me." Gu Zhan held Zhou Muzhen's name in his hands, his eyes radiated a strong color, he desperately needed an answer.

As if being forced to face the reality that he didn't want to face directly, Zhou Muzhen felt his tear glands swell, and he said inarticulately: "I don't know...I don't know..."

"You lied to me, you obviously love her." Gu Zhan lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Zhou Muzhen's forehead, "In order to find her, you even found me who has her heart. You don't hesitate to get close to me, don't Just for her? It's all like this, don't you still love her? "

Gu Zhan was so close that Zhou Mu really didn't dare to breathe, for fear that his breathing rate would become the same as the other person's, but he could clearly feel his heartbeat gradually speeding up.He whispered, "No, it's not what you think."

"What's that like?" Gu Zhan raised his head, opened his mouth slightly, inserted his teeth into the space between Zhou Muzhen's glasses, and took off the other's glasses at once.He wanted to arrange it properly, but when he thought that the other party was full of lies, he simply shook his head and threw the glasses out.

The glasses hit the ground with a crisp sound, Zhou Muzhen was in a daze, he wanted to turn his head to look at his poor glasses in a panic, but Gu Zhan held his face firmly, not letting him move.

"We are really similar." Gu Zhan said, "We are all liars. But you are a big liar, you can even lie about emotional matters."

Not wanting to hear Zhou Muzhen's powerless sophistry, Gu Zhan almost kissed her without hesitation.