Reef

If life is a circle, from the moment of birth, people will keep circling around their own radius.Everyone's circle is not the same size, but each circle is unique.When circles intersect, they may get acquainted because they have traveled a similar radius, or they may drift away after walking out of the intersection.

But life is a circle, acquaintances will meet again, and those who have no fate will miss again.All in all, it is to keep turning in circles in one's life, either on the way to repeat the same mistakes, or on the way to repeat the same mistakes.

When he was 3 years old, Zhou Muzhen's small hand was held in his grandfather's hand, and his grandfather took the ignorant him onto a boat with many people on board.They are all dressed in black with white flowers.The expression may be sadness, or relief.I only saw someone throwing something into the sea.Grandpa didn't say anything, just squeezed his hand tightly.But after returning home, he saw his grandfather wiping tears secretly.

I really realized what that was at the age of 28.Just a few weeks ago, the red-haired girl showed the most beautiful smile in her life and told him that she was going to be buried at sea.Be it coral or sand, she wants to leave the land.The sun and rain fell that day, proclaiming that her beauty had passed away, but she was still brilliant.

Zhou Muzhen sat on a chair in the background, digging his nails blankly.There are still 10 minutes before the end of the game, as long as he gets the news of the ranking after 10 minutes, he will immediately go to Gu Zhan.

It's not that he doesn't have confidence, it's just that he really didn't give Lao Bai face when he ran away last time.What's more, what Gu Zhan wants to see is definitely the appearance of himself sticking to the end.

He turned on the sound of the cell phone that had been turned off before, and the hospital did not receive any calls, nor did Gu Zhan's mother contact him.Zhou Muzhen's heart was hanging in the air on the branch that protruded from the cliff, staggering, more worried than ever.

Finally, the staff posted the order of ranking on the door. Some people are sad and some are happy.Zhou Muzhen glanced hastily, and found that his name was at the top of the list as he expected.After calming down a little, he passed through the crowd who wanted to keep confirming, and ran to the exit of the auditorium at his fastest speed.

And there, someone was already waiting for him.

The other party's eye circles were red, as if he had just cried.The usual edges and corners seemed to have been smoothed out at this time, she was still wearing a business suit, and she was carrying a delicate bag in her hand.

"Where's Gu Zhan...?" Zhou Muzhen felt his throat starting to dry out, and he tried his best to secrete saliva, trying to moisten his throat.

"He asked me to give you this." Ms. Gu pulled out a familiar envelope from her bag.

It's that invitation.

Before Zhou Muzhen took the envelope, Ms. Gu stuffed the envelope into his arms, turned her head and left.Zhou Muzhen held the thin envelope for a long time without regaining consciousness, time became viscous, he was thrown into the sea water, and the world began to spin.

Until Ms. Gu drowned in the crowd and disappeared.Only then did Zhou Muzhen realize that he shouldn't be standing here stupidly, dragging his legs that were resisted by the sea water, he pushed aside the coral bushes in front of him, clutching the envelope tightly, and rushed towards where he should go.

After getting the taxi, Zhou Muzhen couldn't help opening the envelope.First, a thin chain slid out, and at the end was a ring, which was engraved with Zhou Muzhen's name and birthday.Then there is a letter.

The writing on the letter was crooked, just like his writing in high school, as if everything was still at the original point, as if everything hadn't started yet.

"Dear Teacher Zhou:

By the time you read this letter, I may already be on the other side of the world.Don't come looking for me, you can't find me.I also don't want you to see me dead, it must be ugly, and it will definitely destroy my perfect image in your heart!

It's also very strange to say, why do you like Teacher Zhou last week?After thinking about it carefully, I couldn't think of a reason.Perhaps liking is full of accidents like this, full of possibilities from impossible to possible.Even now, when I write this cryptic, even somewhat hypocritical letter, my mind is still full of you.I really like you so much that I don't want to leave this world.I'm so reluctant... Mr. Zhou, do you still remember the sea burial I mentioned?You still don't want to come, I'm afraid you will be sad.Although I like what you look like, I still don't want you to cry.

I don't know when you will recover your memory. If you recover your memory, please don't feel desperate.Because there are so many hopeful things in the world, I hope Teacher Zhou can find his own hope!It's a pity that I can no longer be the light of Teacher Zhou, but I will definitely guard you silently on the other side of the world.Therefore, we must live with a smile. "

Zhou Muzhen tightly pinched the two corners of the letter paper and the cold necklace with both hands, trembling as if he couldn't stop.At this moment, his brain seemed to have been turned white by sea water bubbles, part of the liquid flowed to the nasal cavity, and part of the liquid was stuck in the throat.He sniffed, and the fluid backed up, toward the clogged tear duct.

"Mr. Zhou, I actually wanted to take Anita with me. It's a pity that I can't even do such a thing. Am I useless? In fact, I know it myself. That feeling is really strong. I can feel it." Something wants to take me away, wants to take away my soul, and I can't breathe. I really want to resist him, but I can't match him. It turns out that life is so fragile, so short. And in my wasted time, The only happiness is meeting you."

The handwriting gradually became distorted, Gu Zhan must have cried, the ink here has traces of being blurred.Zhou Mu really wanted to pat Gu Zhan's head. He looked at the busy traffic on the street and the driveway was completely blocked.Zhou Muzhen paid the money, thinking that the distance was not far away, so he just ran over by himself.

Changing from the icy wind in early spring and late winter, the wind with just the right temperature blew on Zhou Muzhen's face.God always seems to like to play tricks on him, when the sky was still sunny, it suddenly rained with heat.The appearance of the sun rain is always accompanied by a rainbow. People around scream, panic, and lose their minds, but they cannot see the unusual rainbow.

Zhou Muzhen faced the rain and let him wet his expensive tuxedo.He is like a groom who ran away from the wedding, leaving the beautiful and lovely bride behind, looking for a dream that may no longer exist.

He has seen the sun rain many times, but only today, he really ran under the sun rain, for fear that once he stopped, he would never be able to move forward again.

Gu Zhan wrote a long, long letter, and he hasn't read it yet.He didn't dare to read it, he was afraid that there would be nothing left after reading it, so he could only read it over and over again.

From the center of the circle, circle around the radius that belongs to Zhou Muzhen.

The intensive care unit where Gu Zhan was locked up was gone, and the machine was asleep.

"Doctor, doctor, do you know where the patients who lived in this ward before went?" Zhou Muzhen panted, water dripped from his head to the soles of his feet.

The doctor's expression was not moved, but he just glanced at him from head to toe: "Sorry."

Zhou Mu really knew that he really couldn't find Gu Zhan, just like what he wrote in his letter.

"Don't come looking for me, you can't find me."

For a moment, all the strength in his body seemed to be drained, Zhou Muzhen leaned on the hospital wall made of white tiles, and slowly slid down.The blocked lacrimal gland seemed to be opened up in an instant, and the tears fell down unconsciously.And intertwined with the water all over my body, I couldn't tell whether it was the new tears or the sun rain just now.

Trembling hands unfolded the crumpled letter paper, but unfortunately, due to being wet by the rain, the words on the paper have been blurred, and it is no longer possible to tell what Gu Zhan wrote.

Only the necklace, the cold necklace still hurt his palm.