Rebirth Slag Attack

Moving the young man's hair, hiding Xiang An's emotions under his bangs, finally, the young man opened his mouth in a low voice as if crying: "I don't know..."

"I don't know if it's his own fault. I only know that he died. When I came back, that person had turned into a handful of cold dead ashes. I can never see his voice and smile again...I only know that he loves you very much." You, I only know that he once fell out with his family because of you, and I only know that in his life, he has only loved one person so wholeheartedly...I only know that he is dead, but you are still alive, living a good life, Living in the eyes of thousands of people, being your shining star... All I know is that he was suffering in hell, but you didn't go to accompany him... How can I be willing! How willing! How can I be willing to be my favorite brother A person is suffering in hell! But you are living a good life! Why don’t you die! Why don’t you accompany him! How can you marry and have children without guilt! How can you live in the sun without any grievances! And he can only live in that lonely tomb!"

In the end, the boy's voice was almost hysterical, showing an indescribable expression, resentment, despair, sadness...

Cold tears wet the young man's eyes, and flowed down from that pale and delicate cheek. At this moment, the young man finally had a bit of fragility befitting his age. His shoulders trembled with excitement, making his thin body look like Fragile and unaffected by the wind.

And Xi Che, after all, was defeated by Xiang An's appearance at this time, and an indescribable strange feeling surged in his heart. An emotion called pity still defeated Li's former reason and self-control. For the first time, the tall young man took the initiative To hug someone, the slender and powerful arms hugged the fragile young man at the moment, and lent his shoulders to the unable to support the young man.

When the cold tears of the boy in his arms finally soaked through his clothes, Xi Che sighed softly, showing a compromising expression: "I'm sorry..."

At that moment, the boy pushed him away, and then quickly ran to the distance, as if he wanted to escape from this situation immediately.

However, as the young man's warm body disappeared into his arms, Xi Che felt an inexplicable sense of loss. Surprised by his strange emotions, Xi Che comforted himself: Maybe it was such a close and defenseless contact with people, It was a long time ago.

But at a place far enough away, Xiang An suddenly burst out laughing. The delicate and beautiful young man's embarrassed eyes were red, and his clothes were messed up because of running, but it was more and more exciting, although a little Laughing like a lunatic is inexplicably not annoying. Instead, it attracts the attention of the surroundings. However, the boy laughed loudly, and in the end, he burst into tears after all...

The handsome young man walked in with concern: "Are you okay?"

However, just when the young man's hand touched Xiang An's back, Xiang An turned around abruptly, shook off the young man's hand fiercely, and uttered a word with a sneer: "Get out!"

Afterwards, Xiang An ignored the young man's surprised gaze and walked away.

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When Xi Che went back, his face had returned to normal. Facing the gossiping gazes of the Jobs and his wife, Xi Cher just calmly told them that it was just a misunderstanding, and explained that he already had a wife and child in China, which made Lena feel a little embarrassed. The girl was sad for a long time.

In the next few days, Xiang An did not appear again, but this made Xi Che inexplicably worried. It was not because of any strange feelings for Xiang An, but because Xiang An's violin, Landed at Jobs' home.

For a person who loves music, musical instruments are simply a part of their life, not to mention that in Xi Che's view, Xiang An is probably the kind of genius who has been learning the violin since he was a child. Xi Che saw the care and love of the owner for it, so, even if he didn't come to find him again, Xiang An should come to get the violin, at least he wouldn't let his beloved instrument be thrown at a stranger's house at will.

However, Xiang An didn't come. After waiting for five days, he still didn't come.Xi Che's inner rationality was finally replaced by worry, not to say that he is such a good person, but, thinking of the young man's fragile emotions that day, and the way he looked wrong when he ran out at the end, coupled with the young man's beautiful facial features, it is definitely a It's not safe, even on this island with good law and order.

Thinking of this, Xi Che taunted himself in his heart, but he couldn't help doing what he wanted. Naturally, the Jobs family, which is quite powerful on the island, was the first person he turned to for help.

What Xi Che didn't know was that some thoughts, once started, could never be stopped.

☆, restlessness and variables

"Why, you still have to find someone? Didn't you say it was a misunderstanding? I think your child likes you! Since you already have a wife and child, don't bother him anymore. I like this child. Very much," Mrs. Jobs interrupted.

Indeed, according to Xiang An, he and Xi Che are lovers, and when talking with them, Xiang An also has an ambiguous attitude.

However, after Xi Che talked with Xiang An, Xiang An disappeared, but Xi Che explained that it was a misunderstanding, and also declared that he had a wife and children-it has to be said that the coincidence and misunderstanding among them are enough to make a sensitive woman think Complementing a pair of grievances and hatred, it is conceivable that Xi Che must play the role of a heartbroken man in it.And now that Xi Che is going to look for Xiang An again, it shows that someone who has a wife and children is still entangled with a young man, this is simply a scumbag!

Facing the strange gazes of the Jobs and his wife, Xi Che felt unspeakable.

"I'm just worried about his safety..." Xi Che explained.

"Needless to say, I know that although your country puts a lot of pressure on homosexuality, since you are married and have children, you should treat your family well and take up the responsibility of a man, so you don't have to worry about having children."

To manage.We'll help find it. "

Xi Cher: "..."

"Okay, but if there is any news, please let me know." Xi Che didn't want to ask anymore, some explanations just got more troublesome the more they explained.

"Okay, but I still suggest you to break it when it's time to break it. It's not good to drag other people's children. Since you have chosen to get married, you shouldn't waste time with others like this...Even if you like it, you shouldn't..." Mrs. Jobs said earnestly .

However, when the Jobs and his wife mentioned it, Xi Che had to admit that he, perhaps, unconsciously cared so much about that young man?It was just a few encounters, but that person left such a deep impression on me, a melancholy and lonely genius, a vigorous young man, a cunning and charming hooligan, and a fragile bereaved child? ——Everything is clear and profound.

Xi Che was suddenly startled, but he had a bad premonition in his heart. He was never a defenseless person, let alone a naive and ignorant newcomer, but those unbelievably pure eyes , Is there really something hidden in it that I can't understand?The Jobs and his wife were right, no more intervention is indeed the best way.

Xiang An left a deep mark in Xi Che's heart, but it was like a stone hitting a circle on the water surface, splashing ripples, but it was still calm.

The Jobs and his wife found Xiang An in that bar. At that time, the teenager was wearing waiter's clothes, carrying a drink and drifting among the indulgent crowd. He was smiling, but he had a rare and fragile look, and he was even thinner than the previous few days. Lovely.

What the Jobs and his wife knew was that Xiang An was looking for drunkenness in the bar, but his wallet was stolen. Not only was he unable to pay the huge drink bills, but he also had no way to go home or go on the next stage of travel, so he could only beg The boss asked him to do odd jobs here temporarily, and at night, he performed violin on stage.

When Xiang An looked at the Jobs and his wife, there was obvious joy in his eyes, but when he looked behind the Jobs and his wife, he showed a bit of disappointment.

Thinking that Xiang An was disappointed that Xi Che didn't come, Mrs. Jobs felt even more distressed, and hugged the boy affectionately: "My poor child, you have suffered, let's go back."

Xiang An's eyes moved slightly, but he still obediently left with Jobs and his wife.

The Jobs and his wife paid off the bills for Xiang An, and gave Xiang An a considerable amount of money, and even invited Xiang An to live in their home, but Xiang An naturally refused because——Xi Che left.

Sicher left the Jobs house, or rather, Hydra Island, to start his next journey.

When Xiang An heard the news, he acted calmly, took his violin, thanked Jobs and his wife, didn't even eat lunch, and was about to go out, as if he was in a hurry.

Mrs. Jobs sighed: "Son, although Xie Che is very good, it is really not suitable for you. Believe me, you will meet better ones, and...and...you may not know...he...he has a family people in the room."

In the heart of Mrs. Jobs, Xiang An has already changed from a stranger to a pitiful hurt boy at this moment. In addition, Xiang An's pure appearance is indeed very deceptive. Perhaps, Xiang An was kidnapped by Xi Che Let’s just be a simple child, and then successfully define Xi Cher as a person who is good but has a love interest. Of course, this is also the reason why Xi Cher wants to leave, and the Jobs and his wife did not stop him.

Xiang An was not surprised when he heard what the Jobs and his wife said, but lowered his head, showing a bitter look, and murmured softly: "I know...but...what I want...is just an explanation..."

Sometimes, being sad and pretending to be strong is a better weapon than tears. The way the fragile and delicate boy behaved is enough to arouse the sympathy of anyone, including Mrs. Jobs. He does not want to be as rational and maternal as Jobs It made her feel sorry for Xiang An. She was also young and had a crazy love before Mr. Jobs. Naturally, she felt the same for Xiang An's "experience", and even understood and tolerated it. She didn't care about agreeing to Xi Che. Without revealing Xi Che's whereabouts, she whispered softly in Xiang An's ear: "Son, go, I know this feeling, feeling, you can only let go of it when you give up completely."

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Xiang An left Jobs' house very early, but did not immediately go to see Xie Che, but took his violin all the way, until the melodious sound of the violin spread to almost every bay port on the island.

In the end, Xiang An stopped at the bay where he met Xi Che, and played the unfinished piece of music. After the sad and sad sound of the piano, it was a biting cold.

Xiang An didn't stop until the last note was scattered in the air, and applause sounded behind him. The young and handsome man showed surprise on his face, but his eyes showed rare praise and amazement from the heart.

However, what the man didn't see was that at this moment, Xiang An no longer had any expression on his face, just like this tune, there was a chill.

"I have been with you for a long time, you are indeed a very special person, especially this violin, I simply feel that you were not born for the violin, but the violin, an instrument, was born for you , can we get to know each other? And, if there is any difficulty, I am willing to help you." The man smiled elegantly, and his demeanor was full of unconcealable grace. He was the young man who tried to "comfort" Xiang An that day.

Xiang An turned around, and his face had already changed. Under the twilight, the young man showed a smile, like an angel descending into the world, which made the man's heart flutter: "Why? Do you think you are in love with me?"

The man choked for a moment, apparently he didn't expect Xiang An to be so straightforward. However, pretentiousness is not his style. These days, he is obsessed with this mysterious boy without even knowing it. You can do everything with style, and if you say that you are not interested in Xiang An, you don't even believe it yourself, so the frank man can only nod and admit: "That's right, after so many years, you are the first one to let me I also know a little bit about the man who feels the heartbeat. It seems that you are hurting your mind because of a man. Since you can accept a man, I think you can still consider me. Of course, I will not let you make such a sad song again. .”

"Are you a local?" Xiang An asked.

"Should...well, for some reason, I haven't left Hydra Island, but, of course, for you, I am willing to try the outside world." The man quickly replied.

Xiang An nodded: "Very good, but I don't need you to leave the island for me, if possible..."

Xiang An walked into the young man, then raised his head and looked at him with a pair of beautiful eyes.

The man is indeed good-looking, and because of the mixed race, he looks extremely tall and distinctive, and his glazed eyes do not hide his interest in Xiang An.

Xiang An was silent for a few seconds, then raised his hand, hugged the man, and leaned gently on the man's strong and warm shoulder.

To be honest, the man was taken aback by Xiang An's rare "obedience". In his opinion, it is more likely that Xiang An would beat him up?However, in the next second, with the mentality of being a fool to embrace a beautiful woman, the man quickly relieved and hugged Xiang An back hard.

However, Xiang An soon pushed the man away, his eyes returned to indifference, and then he turned and left.

The man was a little baffled by Xiang An's indifference, but letting people go is not his style. He grabbed Xiang An's hand backhand: "Wait, weren't we fine just now? If you want, I can Let me lend you my arms anytime! But at least give me a chance?"

Xiang An stopped, looked at the hand held by the young man, his brows and eyes showed a rare confusion, but it was fleeting, and then, he turned around beautifully, and suppressed the man under his body.

The tall young man was stunned by the easy way for the skinny young man to hold him down—this is unscientific!

Is this boy also the one above? Wait, the point is not here!The point is that Xiang An's fist is already on the face.

"Who told you to touch me!" At this moment, Xiang An's pure eyes seem to have changed color. The dark eyes are extremely dazzling, full of indescribable hatred and madness, and are so cold that they are not human. , You can even see the darkness and distortion deep in the boy's heart.

The young man was so frightened by Xiang An's appearance that he even forgot to resist, and then he was beaten up so stupidly.

Facts have proved that the young man was right in not resisting. Xiang An maintained that crazy look for a while, but his eyes returned to normal. The young man's eyes froze, a little unbelievable.

The young man simply felt that he was unlucky, did he have a broken rib?Has the face turned into a pig's head?I have never received this kind of treatment since I was born.

However, looking at Xiang An who turned around and was about to leave, resentment welled up in his heart. What he wanted to ask why he hit me turned out to be: "Then why hug me..." Since he hates human touch, Why take the initiative to hug yourself?

Xiang An stopped in his footsteps, but he opened his mouth, with an extremely low voice: "I'm sorry... I just want to know if all the hugs are so warm..."

Occasionally, I will be willful and want to prove it, that's all... I just overestimated myself... I just... thought that time went back to the past again... It's just that I can't forget that I used to be Xiang Ning... That's all...

The author has something to say: ps: This story may not be perfect, but the author has written it seriously, trying to create a real protagonist in his mind. In fact, Xi Che and Xiang Ning are two people, one is paranoid and the other is proud. I have a clear image in my mind, not perfect but try my best to be as real as possible. Sometimes there may be deviations due to insufficient writing skills, but I still write down every word seriously. If there are mistakes, please point them out.

☆, can only do Xiangan

Xiang Ning, Xiang An, one letter difference, they have the same blood, and they have similar faces. However, from the moment he opened his eyes in the hospital, Xiang Ning knew that from now on, he could only be Xiang An. , the past that belongs to the name Xiang Ning, the paranoia and feelings that belong to Xiang Ning, when reliving the feeling when the bullet hit the heart over and over again, it can only become hatred, and only hatred remains.

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Xiang Ning is a paranoid person. He never changes what he believes. He is proud and unruly. Even the dignified old man of the Xiang family has no way to deal with this little grandson. If there is a conflict, he is determined not to go to kindergarten, regardless of the threats and temptations of his family members. In the end, when he got anxious, the little poor boy pointed at his head with the gun that the old man hid in the study room and threatened: "If you dare to force me to go, I will shoot you!" gun!"

Xiang Ning is a high degree of cleanliness. Although Xiang's family members have a little bit of cleanliness, it has been magnified countless times in Xiang Ning's body. When he was a child, a relative saw that Xiang Ning was cute and accidentally kissed him. The result was over. The child was crying like hell, and finally the family members were anxious and didn't know why, but the child pointed to his face and the relative's mouth, and said in an inarticulate voice-"dirty...", this child learned The first word is neither father nor mother, but a dirty word, which makes the whole Xiang family sweat.It gets worse when I grow up, and I absolutely don't have physical contact with others. I always dislike things that others have used.The cold and arrogant young man was particularly literary for a while, reading and reading some spiritual book every day, and then sighed that the world was too filthy, so frightened that Father Xiang hired several psychiatrists for him.

As the young master of the Xiang family, Xiang Ning has some kind of athletic talent and the ability to hold a gun, but one day during training, he suddenly sighed to the sun, "This is what reckless people do!" Ken entered the training ground, and stayed at home every day to raise himself white, clean, thin and weak, which completely eliminated the possibility of Xiang Ning going into politics and studying business.

Young Master Xiang is very smart. He skipped a grade since kindergarten, and almost all of them are two or three years younger than the people in his class. He is lazy and delicate like a little angel. He reads books and thinks about life in class every day, but his grades are good. Contemptuous of those children who are studying hard, this makes others grit their teeth with hatred.

Xiang Ning started a rebellious period when he was in high school. He suddenly felt that reading was boring and life had no purpose. He played truant all day and went to various entertainment venues to experience life. "Everything else is in line with the style of a dandy noble son.

Although Xiang Ning can have fun, his heart is full of literary ideas when he was a child: everything I want must be the best, as for the other half, naturally it is also the best, those little girls are not as attractive as me, and they are boring. Mo Haw is so stupid, you still want to be with me?Not to mention a rough guy, what's the point of fighting for a basketball all day long with sweat all over his body?Moreover, she (he) touched me with the body that has touched others, and there is a psychological shadow when I think about it.If you want to find one, just find one for the rest of your life, who belong to each other, that is the most perfect love!

What kind of person does Xiang Ning want?

Until Xi Che appeared, there was a standard for the person Xiang Ning was looking for.

It is said that there are beauties in the film and television university. One day, the lazy young master Xiang went to the most famous university in the capital to see "beauties", and he really saw one.

White shirt and slacks, a meticulous hairstyle, an indifferent and dusty demeanor, that face, that figure, that demeanor, that abstinent look—that's all he wanted.

Xiang Ning's life changed completely when he met Xi Che - he just transferred from a famous university to study some art, and then Young Master Xiang, who always looked at people with his eyes on his forehead, became "down to earth". Take the initiative to find someone to get close to - "Hello, my name is Xiang Ning." When he said this at the time, Young Master Xiang, who always felt that such a thing as shame was unnecessary, blushed, and those hands that never stretched out were just like that. He gave Xi Che the honored first handshake. Xi Che's hand was slender and beautiful, white and cold, but it was the first time that Young Master Xiang felt that he was fascinated by someone's skin and the temperature of another person. , Greedy and greedy, I understand what it means to be heartbroken, and I also understand what it means to be forever.

When Xiang Ning understands what is heartbeat, he also understands what is tenderness. When he likes someone, he always wants to hold the whole world in front of the other person and let them choose. not in.

Xiang Ning spent all his patience and gentleness in his life on Xi Che, looking like a lunatic - of course, this was scolded by Xiang's father.But it's useless, ever since he knew that he liked a man, no, or that he liked a man, Xiang Ning didn't hide it at all, and went straight to ask Mr. Xiang for money and relationship - for whom?Oh, for a perfect man.

When Xiang Ning came out of the closet, he made a fuss about being big or small, Xiang Ning was greedy, he not only wanted to get the approval of his family, but also wanted to get the influence of the family, to be strong enough to give his favorite The best of all people.Later, after losing half his life, even Xiang Ning's late mother, whom Xiang Ning didn't want to mention, moved out, and bought off his brother Xiang Qi, and everything was done. The influence of the family's relationship is running sideways in this young master's circle.

Later, when Xi Che couldn't catch up with him, the young master was in a hurry. Someone gave him a warning, so he just asked Xi Che to take care of him. Forget about raising him—whoever has money and power doesn't want to raise a love.

Of course, Xiang Ning was beaten half to death by Xi Che, which made someone feel sad and proud - he is indeed the person I fancy, but, if this is the case, I have no hope in this life, do I have to look at myself to decide It's unbelievable to imagine people running off to be with other people!

Therefore, when Xi Che suddenly came to say yes to him one day, Xiang Ning was so excited that he was completely stupid. Not only did he not investigate the reason behind it, but he was crushed to death and had to cry after he left. Laughing - a misstep is an eternal suffocation.Young Master Xiang thought very openly: Forget it, if I pressure him, I will pressure him. Anyway, he is the only one to suppress, and he only suppresses me. What's more, on a certain horrible first night, no, or Said that under Xi Che's technical scum, Young Master Xiang felt that the one being crushed was too miserable and painful and couldn't get up. Forget it, I have time to rest, but Xi Che doesn't. I can rely on my mental strength to get it. Satisfaction, Xi Che can't do it, what if I scare people away?So, the few times Xiang Ning and Xi Che had sex, Young Master Xiang willingly waded.

In love, Xiang Ning never knew what equality was, and he never thought that he was actually the benefactor who "supported" Xi Che. In his opinion, he should do good things to Xi Che, and even later completely Forget why Xi Che agreed to be with him in the first place.

Xi Che is busy, Xi Che is indifferent, Xi Che is not even considerate, gentle and doesn't like him, Young Master Xiang occasionally thinks that he is still pretty cheap to post, but, Young Master Xiang's creed in life is that there is no wrong thing to do. Unmelted iron.

It's like a wonderful fate in the dark, Xiang Ning fell in love with someone, this proud young master finally has a nemesis, bowing his head tenderly, his eyes are full of love for a lifetime.

One day, two days... one month, two months... one year, two years...

Ten years, until Young Master Xiang's hair grows the first white hair, he suddenly has an illusion of perfection - holding his hand and growing old together, the ultimate pursuit of the human spirit for thousands of years!The one you love is by your side, owning each other, doing the most intimate things, breathing the same air, and then, if you are not careful, your hair will be covered with gray hair, until the wrinkles are gray, and then it will be a lifetime.

He specially ordered that pair of rings, a unique wedding ring in the world that he designed, with the names of himself and his lover engraved on it, as well as the anniversary of their ten-year acquaintance - Xi Che & Xiang Ning 2015.12.20.

On that day, Xi Che's acting career reached its peak...

That day, the gentle man embraced the most beautiful dream in the world and prepared everything...

On that day, the person he loved proposed to another person on what was originally his happiest day...

That day, the lips that kissed him kissed another person's mouth...

That day, he understood what real acting skills and deception are...

That day, he understood what it means to have a true heart, love and hatred turn into resentment...

That day, he understood what it feels like when a bullet pierces through the heart...

On that day, Xiang Ning died, completely disappeared, and everything was empty.

That day, another boy was reborn with eyes of hatred...

On that day, there was no more Xiang Ning in the world, only Xiang An.

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Xiang An is alive, and only Xiang An is alive.

Xiang An only lived for five years, living under the deep pain and hatred, suppressing the impulse of revenge in his heart, and perfectly transformed.

In order to become Xiang An, he resisted the disgusting urge to get in touch with all kinds of people, real contact, he wanted to have a perfect disguise, not the one that would only exclude anyone except Xi Che from contact Habit.However, in the end, he still failed, no matter how intimately he tried, he would never be able to make the last step.

When Xi Che got married, Xiang An resisted the urge to kill someone and went to a foreign country, and started a completely different life by himself; when Xi Che had his first child, Xiang An had already played the violin well and was perfect. The melody completely released his heart; when Xi Che finally started to put aside everything for vacation, Xiang An was already close to perfection, and everything about Xi Che would never move him again.

The perfect encounter at night on Hydra Island, the tit-for-tat the next day, suppressed teasing, teasing, timely fragility, true and false feelings and lies, the use of family affection, the safe weaving of sympathy and bottom line, After all, it opened up the last trace of tenderness in Xi Che's heart.

Everything was perfect and seamless, and the plan was based on the heart, step by step within his budget, and the prey slowly took the bait.

However, after all, he still underestimated Xi Che, or overestimated himself. When Xi Che said "I'm sorry" and looked at him with undisguised eyes full of sincerity and completeness, he unexpectedly There is a feeling of going back in time - that person's still perfect face, touching voice and gentle embrace, all belong to Xiang Ning's dream, a dream of a lifetime.

Faintly, but something hidden deep in his heart emerged, even Xiang An couldn't tell whether the tears he shed were real or not.

In the end, Xiang An changed his original method and chose the second plan, betting on Xi Che's sympathy and pity once, making himself penniless, and then working in a bar, using the perfect boy in the night and his stubborn self-esteem Impressing Xi Cher, and finally approached Xi Cher again perfectly.

However, the irony is that Xi Che didn't come, that man chose to abandon after all, and let him fall short.

When the melodious violin music resounded across the island, Xiang An suddenly felt tired.

He could still feel the "love" written by Mrs. Jobs on his hand, which represented the island of love in the Aegean Sea. It was like God's will. The island of love was also the beginning of ruining all love.

No love, no love, there is no love for a long time, why do you still think of the former Xiang Ning?

Xiang Ning buried in the depths of hell, the person with hatred, the paranoia that belongs to Xiang Ning, why does it still appear again?

After touching that person again, would he temporarily forget his hatred again, and lust after his gentle arms?

"Xiao'an, I'm just afraid of you. One day, you will become Xiang Ning again." That day, the gentle man kissed his forehead, making intimate contact with him like countless times of treatment, looking at him with deep eyes, full of worry Said, "It's because your will to change is too strong, but it will leave sequelae, and this may be more obvious after you really contact that person."

touch?Is it just that, has it already started?

The author has something to say: This chapter is actually a side story (^o^)/

☆、Travel alone

Introduction:

—What if, I say, I could give you everything you need?

--what do you want?

—Shh, don't open your mouth, it's a secret.

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Love Na Island, a famous island in the Aegean Sea, is full of fig trees, beautiful and natural, full of romantic atmosphere, famous for its fantasy love and hero legends.

Xi Che's second stop on the island of Aegean doesn't have any special meaning, it's just a coincidence of the itinerary, the famous islands in the Aegean Sea, if you don't visit the Aegean Sea, it's nothing.

Quiet and beautiful, full of natural scenery, seems to be out of the secular tranquility, this is the charm of the Aegean Sea.

The sea breeze is blowing the hair, and the mind is empty, which is rare to be peaceful.

Dressed in plain casual clothes, big sunglasses, and simple luggage, it's whoever it is if it's Xi Che.

The slightly long hair and sunglasses covered most of his face, which made Xi Che very low-key. He came here from the island of Hydra, and there was really no restraint anymore. However, apart from the temporary relaxation of the spirit, , but I can no longer find the original feeling, or the new feeling.

A few simple notes were drawn on the sketch paper, but they were crossed out again. Xi Che sighed, put down his pen after all, and entered the crowd.

The golden sandy beach composes romantic curves, crowds coming and going, groups of people smiling, youthful and energetic young women, youths with strong skin and even leisurely old people...

Everyone has their own way of life, and everyone is full of vitality.

Xi Che suddenly discovered his own problem - lack of passion.

Although it can't be called premature aging, but since he was a child, he has been indifferent to all aspects of desire. After wandering around in the entertainment industry for more than ten years, he finally lost the last trace of enthusiasm. When indifference turned into indifference, how is it terrible thing.

If it is a boy in his teens or 20s, such indifference can be called "cool", or it can also attract the likes of those little girls, but when his fans have grown up and are no longer crazy, what they need is more mature and A man full of sexy charm, but for the new fan base, Xi Che's performance in the entertainment industry in the past few years is indeed not outstanding, and even regressed. There are no new excellent works appearing. When the new group accidentally Speaking of him, he is just an "uncle" with good looks, not to mention that he has already been labeled as married with children without any scandals. Naturally, everyone is no longer interested in sexual intercourse. Although it is cruel, it is the truth , When a star has no more topics for entertainment and gossip, that is also the time for that star to "disappear".

It's not that Xi Che didn't think about quitting the entertainment industry, but in the end he was replaced by unwillingness. In the industry for many years, he definitely worked harder than the average person. How could he be willing to remain ordinary?What's more, what's more, this is like a proof, proof, that without that person, I can climb to the top...

But what do you need?Money has long become data, family affection fades away in the madness of the years, and the long-awaited marriage has become an irony. The passion of love has died when the decision was made many years ago-rigorous, self-disciplined, forbidden. Lust, arrogance, indifference, and habitual loneliness... have long been everything that binds him, like a young life bound by shackles, unable to escape.

Xi Che suddenly thought of Xiang An, pride, youth, vigor, vitality, talent, unrestrained...all are vivid and vivid, like a brilliant meteor passing through life.

As if suddenly feeling something, Xi Che suddenly turned around, and at that moment, there was an inexplicable strangeness in the young man's eyes.

Under the golden sun, on the soft sandy ground, the barefooted boy came with light steps, his exaggerated fire-colored hair was more brilliant than the gorgeous fire,