Rebirth Slag Attack

Fa, there is no one better than you in this world..."

"Brother..." Xiang An interrupted Xiang Qi, "You can return the ring to him too."

Xiang Qi was silent. He looked at Xiang An who had closed his eyes and seemed to be sleeping peacefully. His eyes suddenly became wet. Xiang Qi's tears in this life were only for his family. When his mother passed away, when Xiang Ning passed away, Xiang Qi When the old man passed away, and now, Xiang Qi supported the entire Xiang family. He knew that he was the only one who could not shed tears.

Xiang Qi knew that he could not intervene in this matter, and the only thing he could do was to support any decision Xiang An made.

After Xiang An recovered from his injury, he chose to go to an unknown island. Xiang Qi didn't say anything, but just helped him arrange everything. If Xiang An said that he was dead, then the whole world would not know that there was still an island in this world. Focus on Xiang An.

Xiang Qi and Xiang An stayed on the island for three days. Everything here is Xiang Ning's hard work. It is quiet, peaceful and beautiful. This is the gift that Xiang Ning should have given Xi Che many years ago.

Before leaving, Xiang Qi suddenly asked: "Xiao An, what is the name of this island?"

Xiang An showed a gentle smile: "Paradise Lost."

Xiang Qi sighed, and then hugged Xiang An tightly: "Then let me ask you one last question, do you still love him?"

Xiang An looked at the coastline in the distance, his eyes were far away, and his voice was inaudible: "I don't know..."

love?what is love?What is hate again?He loved someone for ten years and hated someone for ten years, but in the end he found that he had already lost when he put all his hatred on that person.

Why should he fall in love with himself?There are many ways to take revenge on a person, but Xiang An chose this one.

He painstakingly completes the plan step by step, but he still softens his heart when that person is in pain, he still panics when that person is about to die, and he still becomes helpless under the gentle eyes of that person. There is still that kind of passion with a rapid heartbeat, but in the end, I can't let it go, I can't bear it, I wish everything had never started.

Xiang An is Xiang Ning, but not Xiang Ning. Xiang Ning loves Xi Che unreservedly, and Xiang An has no choice but to hate him. However, those deep memories and feelings are indelible.

Therefore, in this world, there is nothing more intelligible than love. One word is enough to confuse idiots and resent women, enough to make even rational people lose their cool, and enough to cover all the pain and sweetness in the world.

Like Xiang Ning, after meeting Xi Che, everything began to change.

Madness has an excuse, paranoia has a purpose, and even despair has a reason.

What kind of person is Xiang Ning?Proud and noble, clean and pure, stubborn to the point of paranoia.

Falling in love with Xi Che, he can endure all the white eyes and disdain of that person, he can indulge in anything about that person without limit, he can do all the extravagant and romantic things in this world for that person, and he can tolerate all the shortcomings and tempers of that person, It's even understandable that he doesn't love himself, but all of this is based on the fact that that person only belongs to him. Xiang Ning can endure everything, except betrayal.

Xi Che did understand Xiang Ning, and he also knew his Achilles' heel. He succeeded, created an appearance of tenderness and affection for others, successfully angered Xiang Ning, and successfully broke the final balance between the two.

One is dead, one is alive, one comes with hatred, and one is eternally lonely.

Yes, Sicher is lonely.From the beginning of a big turning point in his life, he was doomed to be lonely, he hid the wound in his heart, he couldn't wait for love, he guarded the grave of his dead father and the corpse of his mother to spend the beautiful family life in his dream, he Putting all the brilliance on the stage, he played the role of an individual.He had to face that painful experience all the time, and every time he saw Xiang Ning, he had to reinsert a knife in the wound that had grown up.He felt the most extravagant love in the world, felt the extreme kindness of one person to another, he began to believe what Xiang Ning said - one day, you will understand that no one in this world is worth mentioning except me.

But so what?Xiang Ning cultivated Xi Che's willfulness, Xiang Ning retained Xi Che's pride, and Xiang Ning made Xi Che fearless.Everything Xi Che dared to do was relying on Xiang Ning's love.

Just like that day, the gun was in Xiang Ning's hands, but Xi Che knew that Xiang Ning would never shoot himself. Yes, he clearly understood that in this world, even if everyone in the world would face him, only Xiang Ning refused to do it.He saw the pain in the youth's eyes, he saw the annihilated hatred, he saw the despair that could swallow everything.Xi Che thought, I will still have heart palpitations after all.He fired, freeing the man and himself.At that moment, Xi Che began to hope that in the afterlife, he would fall in love with such a gentle person, and then, instead of being nice to him, he did not seek love, but only wanted to make up.

When did Xi Che discover that Xiang An and Xiang Ning might be the same person?Maybe it was after that person pushed me away, or after that person appeared in front of my eyes again, or maybe, that day, the young man played a melodious tune with his fingertips, which could no longer conceal his sadness, or maybe, that day One day, the boy's head lay on his chest, and tears soaked into his heart... Xi Che suddenly understood that in this world, there is only one person who loves him so much, only one person who can't let go of himself so much, and only one person, Let the world change and change, cut off the fetters constantly.

Extra Story (4) - About the sweets you want, here are a few short stories.

[-]. The story of Paradise Lost

Rome wasn't built in a day. Xiang Ning bought that desolate island from a down-and-out rich man by accident. As for the function, it was naturally used for retirement with Xi Che in the future. He used to have great ambitions The whole world can only bless him and Xi Che, but after thinking about it, he decided to create a world for Xi Che with both hands.

When we are old, we can spend the evening there; when we are tired, there can let us rest for a while; when the world is full of gossip, there will be the last pure land.

Xiang An chose to spend the rest of his life on this small island. In other words, he was really tired. This place would be the best resting place, peaceful and beautiful without contention with the world.

There is only one small plane round trip to the island every year, and the rest of the time is more like a paradise. There is a person wandering around the world, and then gives the ticket to someone who is destined, but Xiang An finally understands that Xi Che will not be one of them.

He sat on the rocks by the coast to witness the ebb and flow of the tide every day, he walked beside the golden wheat field and smelled the harvest, he waded on the dense vines and enjoyed his siesta time, he lay on the soft grass and felt The sun, he stood on the roof and looked at the starry sky in the dark night, and he hummed an unknown tune softly in front of the large lily field.

He met many people by chance, he smiled to countless people, he was walking on the roadside path in a large white robe, the wind blowing the skirt of his clothes, as if he had a pair of wings.

But one day, when Xiang An passed that corner, that person appeared in front of his eyes very clearly.

His eyebrows and eyes are as beautiful as before, his eyes are the same as before but seem different, he feels that he has not seen that person for centuries, but that person looks at him, and then hangs the warm ring around his neck , and then hugged herself tightly.

At that moment, Xiang An suddenly understood that, after all, the red dust in this world is not as good as that person's warm smile.

He saw the silver thread hidden in the man's black hair, he saw the tenderness in the man's smile, he heard the breath in the man's ear, he heard the heartbeat of two hearts close together, he heard the man's heartbeat Said: "Well, after I met you, I started to turn gray."

How long is a lifetime, when they all have white hair, they will naturally understand.

[-]. About filthy filth—why don’t make it, I can’t be filthy to the two of them, you just make do with it, enter below carefully, don’t blame it if it collapses (╥╯^╰╥)┭┮﹏┭┮

short story:

1. As for who will get on and who will get off, my God, the arm is gone, don't forget the navel orange, all kinds of postures are welcome to unlock.

2. One day, Xi Nanshen was depressed: "Why am I still down here?"

Xiang An: "Because your skills are too bad."

Xi male god: "..."

3. Xi Nanshen: "Shall we install a mechanical arm? For example, it's okay to give you my hand..."

"Why? Are you starting to dislike me?" Xiang An rolled his eyes.

"No! Absolutely not! It's just that if you don't hug me, I have to do it myself..."

"Well, remember to hold me tight next time..."

Xi Cher: "..."

4. "Really, Xiao An, serving you, even if I live my whole life, I won't find it troublesome. It doesn't matter if I don't have hands, I'm your hand." Xi Che rarely said words of love.

"Oh."

"Then tell me, who helped you take a shower when I was away!" Xi Che gritted his teeth.

"I smell vinegar."

5. Xiang An walked into the kitchen, and looked helplessly at the garbage on the kitchen floor: "This is the No. 70 eight bowls you broke, and there are only two left. If you break it again, we will have no bowls to eat. Next time The batch will come next year, okay?"

Xi Che looked up to the sky, blushed slightly, and walked in with two wooden bowls: "I just dropped the two bowls when I was serving food. These are the bowls given to you by the local residents. I have dropped them before. Well, they won't break again. .”

Xiang An savored the porridge next to his mouth carefully: "That's right, the porridge cooked this time didn't get mushy."

Xi Che smiled, and fed Xiang An again: "I said, I will get my chef certificate back."

Xiang An pouted: "Return the chef certificate? Forget it, I don't want you to harm others."

Xi Che blew on the porridge just served from the bowl: "I don't cook for others, I only cook for you. Also, you seem to have lost weight recently."

Xiang An's ridicule stopped, and his heart was slightly hot.

However, before he had time to be moved, Xi Che suddenly said, "So, tell me how many bowls you dropped when you were learning how to cook? Brother said you burned several kitchens..."

Xiang An: "..."

7. Xiang An was suddenly sad: "Xiao Nian called me today."

Xi Che's eyes widened: "Why didn't I know that Xiao Nian had your number? Also, isn't the use of electronic devices not allowed on this island? Where does the signal come from?"

Xiang An looked up to the sky, blinking his eyes and pretending to be innocent.

Xi Che softened: "Okay, then tell me if he misses me, I haven't seen him for a long time."

"Ahem, he said there was a boy and a girl chasing him in class, which one should he choose..." Xiang An coughed lightly.

"No! How old is he! How can this be!" Xi Che stood up immediately.

"So, I asked him what the two of them looked like? He said they were not as good-looking as me, and then I was relieved."

Xi Che: "..." Why didn't I know he was so narcissistic?

8. Xi Che sighed a little; "Did my gray hair increase again recently?"

Xiang An smiled, and looked at a man who was in good spirits, he was about to be 40 years old, but he didn't even have any wrinkles or spots, what else did he want?

"Xiang An, tell me, if I get old, will you leave me..."

Xiang An looked at Xi Che, kissed his forehead and left.

9. Xi Che: "Who did you practice your kissing skills with?"

Has this become a vinegar jar?Xiang An suppressed a smile, and said one word expressionlessly: "You."

10. "Did you grow all the lilies here?"

"No."

"..."

"Xiang Ning planted it."

After a long silence, Xi Che leaned forward and gave Xiang An a deep kiss.

After a long time.

"Wait, you need moderation...uh..."

11. Xi Nanshen: "All my money is here, and the rest is donated."

Xiang An: "Go and take out the locked box in my bedside table."

After a while, Xi Che counted the cards and the 0 on the cards with a numb face: "When did you save so much money?"

"Well, you have to live for a long time, don't you? Also, you smash bowls so fast..."

"Wait...that's not the point, the point is why the name of the card owner is mine?"

"Because that's the money I saved before."

"Then what's saved now?" Xi Che was curious.

"Do you know that now

Are you like a wife who asks about her husband's private money? "

Xi Cher: "..."

12. One day, Xiang An looked at Xi Che cooking skillfully with a look of surprise, and then said silently: "Where is the high-cold male god that you agreed to? Why are you getting more and more people and wives?"

After being teased a lot, Xi Che didn't change his expression. With his slender and beautiful fingers, he skillfully turned the pot with a spatula: "That's because you are too picky about food."

Xiang An: "..."

13. "Why do you recite my violin? Why don't you recite your mother's?" One day, after enjoying Sicher's performance, Xiang An suddenly asked while looking at the violin.

Xi Che's ears turned red: "Isn't that one for you?"

"But how do I remember that this violin is also in my room?"

Xi Cher: "..."

14. As soon as Xiang An came back, he found that there was no food on the table, and someone had been sitting at the table to cool off.

"What's wrong?" Xiang An asked.

"Did another person confess to you today, tell me, are there people on this island who like you?" Xi Che rarely recovered his indifferent face.

Xiang An Dale leaned forward and kissed Xi Che's forehead: "What? Are you unhappy again? Don't worry, they won't care about me..."

Before Xiang An finished speaking, Xi Che interrupted him. He looked seriously into Xiang An's eyes: "But I don't care!"

Xiang An froze with a smile, then bowed his head for a long time: "Well, I know."

15. "Is this song very strange?"

"It's my new work."

"For whom?"

"you."

16. This is a long time later story.

"Shen Ming sent me a video." Xiang An said enthusiastically to Xi Che one day.

Xi Che: "..." Can you stop being so happy!It is said that there are already more than [-] people!Why not get married yet!

"What's the matter? I'm unhappy again, shall we take a look together?" Xiang An looked at Xi Che.

Well, no matter what, Xi Che couldn't bear to refuse.

However, when Xi Che in the picture started to sing love songs madly in the middle of the stage, Xi Che almost didn't know where to hide.

"Xiang An, I love you!" At the end of the screen, the man said that sentence over and over again, tears streaming down his face.

When the sound of the video ended, there was silence in the room.

After a long time, Xiang An suddenly said, "Xi Che,"

"En?" Xi Che looked away unnaturally.

"Haven't you told me that I love you?"

There was another silence, and after a long time, Xi Che suddenly burst into a fit of anger: "Say the fart! I've let you get fucked so many times! Can I let you get fucked if I don't love you!"

"Cough, cough, you're swearing..." Xiang An coughed twice unhurriedly, and then suddenly said, "I love you."

Xi Che raised his eyes to look at Xiang An, a little unbelievable, but in the end, he shed tears under that man's pure eyes.

In fact, this is also a knot in Xi Che's heart. No matter what, he never felt Xiang Ning's enthusiasm for him from Xiang An again, as if it had been dulled by the years. They were together, but never. He talked about love so much that later, he even had the illusion that he was falling behind.He reminded himself over and over again not to be greedy, but every time the enthusiasm faded, he was worried about gains and losses. He loved him, it seemed that he was getting deeper every day, but when he hugged that person, he could never be satisfied and became more greedy.He buried that emotion deep in his heart, but in the end, he was shattered by this sentence.

Even if they met again and looked at Xiang An's mutilated body, Xi Che never shed tears, but now he cried easily because of such a sentence.

Xiang An's heart suddenly became very soft. He knew how proud and strong this man was, but he also knew how fragile this man was.

Xiang An stepped forward and tenderly kissed away the tears from the corners of Xi Che's eyes, then looked into Xi Che's eyes and said again: "I love you."

This time, it was clear and firm, as if something had broken out of the cocoon.

Xi Che suddenly hugged Xiang An fiercely, tears wet Xiang An's clothes unscrupulously.

"I love you too." Xi Che finally said these words.

[-]. The song that Xi Che sent to Xiang An (Ning) at the end of He Wan (ps: I made up a song in my head, but I don’t know how to compose it)

perfection in my eyes

Lyricist: Seacher

Composer: Seacher

Vocals: Seacher

The wind blows the skirt

fluttering your sleeves

at that corner

I meet you again

Thousands of words can no longer be spoken

Your brows and eyes are dyed with tenderness

Your face has been washed away by the years

that was in memory

familiar and unfamiliar you

I miss for hundreds of thousands of years

But it's just like you for a second

You said you can't hug me anymore

You said you can no longer be for me yourself

Play a song, the night is melodious

You said you can no longer be for me yourself

weave a dream

I said

I said

It's ok

i see your back

wings spread

You have a charming smile

When you come, that is the most beautiful scene

Dear

You may not know

you are the most perfect person i have ever seen

My head is covered with hoarfrost

I was looking for your background at the end of the world

How many years have we gone around

no good day

In my heart is comparable to you

I think you are home

The moment I stopped

It's like finding support in this life

past dust

those i love you but you don't love me

please forget

From now on

I'm your wings and your arms

please let me hold you tight

when gray haired

I still want to hold you tight

Postscript: It's really really over!It’s been a long time since I’ve written this episode, I wonder if you’re satisfied?I read the novel once this week. Really, I wasted a lot of settings. I made up a lot of touches but I still haven’t really expressed them. I have set this article for a long time. I put a lot of thought into it, Xi Che and Xiang Ning are definitely a couple that I love very much.But it may be because I always wanted to speed up the rhythm and started to change. Some of the foreshadowing needs to be carefully deliberated. I am so angry that I want to overturn and rewrite now. Well, this is impossible, I am too busy.But compared to the previous article, there should be progress, so we can only work hard, and the next article must not speed up the pace just because readers urged us!

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Completely finished!