man with long hair

When I got up the next day, the hour hand was only pointing to a quarter past six.I picked out a black sportswear that I hadn't worn for a long time from the closet. I wore a sky blue turtleneck sweater inside, and I casually picked up a baseball cap and went out quietly.

There were not many people around the community, so I hailed a taxi on the street and went straight to the Binhe Park.This action this morning was decided after my deliberation before going to bed last night.Because Gao Zhen likes to do morning exercises near his home, in order to make sure that my heart for him has not wavered, I decided to guard him here.Of course, I won't interfere with his current life at all. I just want to make sure what the sudden obsessed thoughts were like last night. For a long time, Gao Zhen may have been my belief in life.In such a short period of time, if I empathize with someone else, I will not be able to accept this kind of self.

The cold spring did not affect the blooming of the cherry blossoms, and the white ones dazzled many people's eyes.I hid in a row of lush bushes and saw that strong and tall figure passing through a group of old men and women doing Tai Chi in the most familiar way of jogging.Running to an open area, he slowly stopped and stretched his arms and legs as I remembered.Looking at my eyes moistened, "It's okay, it's okay..." Although this feeling is not good.

I just stood there and watched him do stretching in countless familiar postures. In the four years we have been together, I have accompanied him on his morning jogs for two years, as long as I am not on a business trip, there is no strong wind and rain.

In fact, I am not the kind of person who likes strenuous exercise. Even though I have to practice all kinds of exercises for my body, I have signed up for countless body classes after get off work, and I have to run with him when I get up.In the beginning, it wasn't that I wanted to run with him, but he forced me, because he said that everyone has someone to run with, and he didn't want to be the loneliest one.As soon as I heard his tone, I felt sorry for him. I couldn't hear him say words like loneliness in front of me. As long as it wasn't too demanding, I would usually do as he wanted.I also know very well that he knows that this is my Achilles' heel. Fortunately, when we broke up, he said to me, 'You will find someone who loves you in the future, don't be like me, but you must not let me Know.Whether you're doing well or not, don't let me know. '

Thinking back to the past, I couldn't hold back my tears. Looking at him now, his wife is pregnant and really can't run with him. Will he be afraid of being alone in this special period?How did he take his wife to run with him in the morning?

On the way back, I walked for a long time. Although my heart was still very heavy, in another respect, I was relaxed.It is also clear that the appearance of Xiao Xiao just injects fresh air bubbles into my pool of stagnant water. I yearn for the pleasure of getting out of the stagnant water, just as I feel good knowing that someone is by my side. For Xiao Xiao Like me, just like I love Qin Qi.If I can have such an obedient brother, if I can have such a brother worthy of my dependence, and if there is a man who can be so considerate to me.I think that in my current state, I will not hesitate to meet anyone who can take me away from that painful relationship, just like meeting a hot fire in a snowy day.I always want to go up to get some warmth, and when I recover, I can bravely fight forward again.

After understanding this level, I am no longer confused and sad. I walk in the early morning of spring that is gradually brightening. I make a wish to the spring. No matter what kind of test life gives me, I will accept it.Because we are passers-by in this world, maybe one day when I look back, I will smile lightly.Because time will prove to me that all the things I missed are not what I can really have, even if it is barely, it is redundant.

When I regained my mood and returned home, Xiao Xiao seemed to have gotten up.I heard a bang bang coming from the kitchen.Pushing open the kitchen door, a slender figure was trying his best at the dishes in the pot.

"Don't come here again, it's very choking." Xiao Xiao said with his back to me.

"what are you doing?"

"You can tell if you can't see it? Make breakfast."

I leaned against the kitchen door with my arms folded and watched him, well, it seems that going out this morning was useful, and seeing him now feels much more natural.It's also much more relaxed and enjoyable.

Probably because he didn't hear me, Xiao Xiao turned around to look at me in his busy schedule. Seeing my attire, he frowned and said, "I got up and knocked on your door, and said why no one answered for a long time. It turned out to be out."

I smiled at him and said, "Such a spicy taste, are you sure it's for breakfast and not lunch?"

He turned his head back and said in dissatisfaction: "What's more, I searched through your refrigerator, and this is all the dishes, which are only enough for me to use my skills to deal with it."

I laughed: "You can actually cook."

"Hey! I know a lot."

"Haha, you are really brazen." I stood up straight and wanted to stretch my head to look at the pot of red oil.Xiao Xiao unceremoniously kicked him out the door.I'm pretty good at things like waiting to eat.

After waiting for a few minutes, Xiao Xiao came out with something and put it on the table and said, "The boiled beef is out of the pot."

I can't help but feel a pain in my butt. It tastes so strong early in the morning. I can imagine it when I go to the bathroom. Actually, for me at this moment, I have pending arrangements for the evening, so I really don't want to eat this stuff.

Xiao Xiao handed the chopsticks to my hand, and said very courteously: "Come on, brother, taste it quickly."

I……

Under Xiao Xiao's repeated urging, I still ate it, and I couldn't stop my chopsticks after eating it, although it was indeed spicy and overbearing.While wiping the beads of sweat that were protruding out, I gave the boy a thumbs up: "As far as your skill is concerned, I can't believe that I have never learned cooking."

"Hey, right! I knew you would like it." Xiao Xiao likes people to praise him very much, and when he praises him, his tail goes up into the sky.

This morning, the two of us had a hearty meal, and after the meal, I touched my stomach that hadn't protruded for a long time and said to Xiao Xiaoxiao, "Don't show off your skills with me in the future, I'm afraid it won't be easy to lose weight then."

Xiao Xiao said unhappily: "Just your three bones, they look like they will collapse when the wind blows, so why lose weight?"

I said with emotion: "Isn't this all for the sake of looking good on camera, or should I drink the northwest wind?"

"But you can't just pursue skinny without restraint, I think so, brother." He leaned his body towards me and said, "It's only a few decades for a person to eat and run, and he can't eat this food. Feel happy, no matter how much money you earn, it’s useless, don’t you think?”

Tch, just a brat like him, how can he understand our pressure, don't look at it now, he will know it in a few years.I slowly got up and took the bowls and chopsticks into the kitchen. Xiao Xiao helped wipe the table and mopped the floor, running quite diligently.You said, he is also a son, how did his parents teach him?I cleared the plate in the water and thought to myself, that's it!

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