two-way mark

After Yan Cheng finished talking about his encounter with Chi Xize, the car was quiet for a long time before he finally couldn't help turning his head to look at Chi Xiye.

But with just one glance, he felt that someone had punched his temple violently, and it was painful and numb, and his breathing was difficult.

Chi Xiye didn't look at him, his eyes fell into the void, and his eyes were out of focus.

Yan Cheng couldn't describe the expression on Chi Xiye's face, it seemed to be nostalgic, but also a little bit lost and helpless, mixed with sadness and sarcasm.

Obviously the corners of the mouth are upturned, but the brows and eyes are slightly drooping, looking very disappointed, as if there is no hope anymore.

Yan Cheng felt distressed by Chi Xiye's expression and couldn't help feeling flustered, and called him: "Xiaochi..."

The moment he opened his mouth, Chi Xiye's complex expressions were all collected, and he returned to that indifferent state. The light in his eyes was fleeting, but after the light was extinguished, he appeared even more silent.

"Yan Cheng." Chi Xiye called Yan Cheng's name, but it seemed more like he was just saying two ordinary words.

Yan Cheng was even more uneasy, and said cautiously: "Xiaochi, can we start over?"

"Start again?" Chi Xiye didn't interrupt him this time, but repeated Yan Cheng's words, and asked amusedly, "How to start again?"

Yan Cheng opened his mouth, unable to answer for a while, and said after a few seconds: "Come back, I won't treat you as Chi Xize's substitute, you are you, let's start living together again, shall we?"

Chi Xiye glanced at Yan Cheng, "Of course I won't be my brother's stand-in, but Yan Cheng, you can't even see your own feelings clearly, where do you have the qualifications and standpoints for us to start over?"

Yan Cheng lowered his figure again and again, begging: "Xiao Chi, can you give me another chance?"

"It's late." Chi Xiye closed his eyes, looking tired, "Yan Cheng, you had so many opportunities to confess to me, but you didn't."

"I've said it before, once you miss it, there's no way to look back, it was before, and it's still now." Chi Xiye said, "Do you still remember that you owe me a promise?"

Chi Xiye grabbed the pillow under his hand, "My request is that from now on, you can no longer investigate me and my brother, no matter what happened in the past or what will happen in the future. I hope you can abide by it." Promise, stay away from us."

After Chi Xiye finished speaking, he stopped caring about Yan Cheng, opened the door and got off the car, and disappeared from Yan Cheng's sight without looking back.

Yan Cheng still wanted to chase after him, but he couldn't take a step forward.

Chi Xiye was right, he couldn't even see his own feelings clearly, so how could he have the right to ask Chi Xiye to turn back?

When Chi Xiye went back, he found that Wen Yuze was running around the house like an ant on a hot pot.

"What's going on?" Chi Xiye smiled and said, "What are you doing?"

"Yeye!" Wen Yuze rushed forward and grabbed Chi Xiye's hand, complaining, "You've been away for too long! Have you met Yan Cheng?"

"Well, we met." Chi Xiye said, "We chatted for a while, it's okay."

Wen Yuze could see that Chi Xiye was not very interested, so he didn't continue to ask, but Chi Xiye didn't expect Chi Xiye to take the initiative to talk about other topics: "Yuze, I have already contacted you about the operation, and it will only be a week later. "

"Ah?" Wen Yuze was stunned for a moment, "So fast? When did you start contacting? Is the hospital reliable? Is there really no problem? I will accompany you then!"

Chi Xiye was dumbfounded by Wen Yuze's serial questions. After comforting him, he straightened his face, "I have another thing to tell you."

Wen Yuze was a little afraid of Chi Xiye's serious expression, because once Chi Xiye did this, it meant that he had made another important decision.

Wen Yuze held his beating heart, took a deep breath and said, "Okay, I'm ready, tell me."

Chi Xiye smiled, and said in an unreliable and relaxed tone: "After the operation, I'm going to die."

Wen Yuze staggered twice, supported Chi Xiye's shoulder and asked anxiously, "What did you say?!"

"Hey, just kidding!" Chi Xiye realized that his joke had gone too far. He grabbed Wen Yuze's hand only to find that Wen Yuze's palm was sweaty and slippery.

He stroked Wen Yuze's hair apologetically, and after helping Wen Yuze to sit up, he said: "As long as I am alive, I will definitely be influenced by Yan Cheng, so I want to change my identity and start over again to completely get rid of the influence of Yan Cheng." Him, can you understand?"

Wen Yuze frowned and was speechless for a long time. After a long time, he suddenly asked: "Yeye, tell me honestly, do you really want to start over with this decision, or..." Wen Yuze paused , "Or do you want to take revenge on Yan Cheng?"

Chi Xiye was dumbfounded by the question, but Wen Yuze came to help him expand his thinking again, and smiled wryly: "How could I take so much trouble to retaliate against him, I admit that I have always had the intention of revenge before, But thinking about it now, it seems that there is nothing to retaliate."

"Afterwards, if you give him a gift for me, it will be regarded as revenge for his deception for half a year, and then we can make a clean break, and it will be irrelevant." Chi Xiye's expression is very flat, but he is also very serious, "My own life , naturally it should be under my own control.”

"Okay." Hearing Chi Xiye's answer, Wen Yuze immediately felt relieved, "I was scared to death, so let me just say, you are not the kind of person who changes and wrongs yourself just for revenge."

After Wen Yuze finished speaking, he remembered the gift Chi Xiye had mentioned, and asked again, "What gift? You didn't tell me?"

"Well, a big gift." Chi Xiye smiled and blinked at Wen Yuze, "I can't tell you now, or you'll come and nag me again."

"Oh..." Wen Yuze said silently: "Yeye, you don't have to be charming to me..."

"Tsk." Chi Xiye pinched Wen Yuze, "By the way, you can send that gift to his home. I have a favor for you."

Wen Yuze nodded like a chicken pecking at rice, and then asked, "What's the matter?"

Chi Xiye sighed, "Yuze, next time, can you ask me what I'm doing first before agreeing?"

Wen Yuze asked stupidly: "Why?"

Chi Xiye had already prepared everything in the first place, and even the request he made to Yan Cheng just now was a double insurance, so that Yan Cheng would not know that he had admitted the wrong person and at the same time avoid being discovered by pretending to be dead, but at this time he saw With Wen Yuze's appearance like this, he was a little worried.

"I won't be by your side in the future, what will you do if you are bullied again..." Chi Xiye said worriedly.

Wen Yuze was still a little unconvinced, "I won't be bullied anymore!"

"Okay." Chi Xiye smiled, "I was bullied and went to Fu Rong to help you."

Wen Yuze blushed a bit, "Why are you looking for him..."

"What do you think?" Chi Xiye teasingly bumped Wen Yuze's shoulder with his shoulder, and said, "When you go to Yan Cheng's house, bring An An out, and I will teach you a method."

Wen Yuze nodded obediently: "Okay."

After Chi Xiye told Wen Yuze how to bring An An out, he was silent for a while, and suddenly asked: "Yuze, do you think the me with memory and the me without memory can be regarded as the same me?"

"Yes." Wen Yuze replied without thinking, "Whether you have memory or not, it's you."

"But I don't think so." Chi Xiye looked at Wen Yuze's incomprehensible eyes, and couldn't help but smile, "I can't tell, but no matter what happened in the past, I can only stand by you The me in front of me is the real me, what do you think?"

Wen Yuze thought for a moment and said, "Well, only you in front of me is the real you."

Chi Xiye was really amused by Wen Yuze this time. He said "Why are you so obedient" while pressing Wen Yuze's head into his arms, and the two tossed from the sofa to the ground.

A thick layer of off-white cashmere carpet was laid on the floor. They tickled each other like children, and they stopped when Wen Yuze surrendered to Chi Xiye first.

The two lay side by side on the carpet, Chi Xiye looked at the crystal lamp on the ceiling, and did not close his eyes until he couldn't take it anymore.

He put his hands on his eyes, thinking of the expression Yan Cheng couldn't help showing when he talked about the past in the car.

Yan Cheng misses that time so much, but he doesn't know who it is that he misses and who appears in his mind later, when he thinks about that time.

To miss is to miss.

Chi Xiye whispered: "In the years that followed, you didn't even think about me."