nine year itch

After eating, Youqing returned to the dormitory with a large food box.

The weather in Shifen's Xi'an has turned cold, but Youqing still put the food box on the small open-air balcony for fear that the food would go bad.

Afterwards, he went to the public bathroom to take a shower, and lay comfortably on the bed in the dormitory.

Gu Ze is really kind to me, today he invited me out for dinner, only friends would go out for dinner.He couldn't help thinking.

He also fed me a bite of Peking duck today.

Youqing once again recalled today's dinner, Gu Ze's slender white fingers, handsome face, he suddenly felt hot all over.

He quickly got out of bed and washed his face with water.What are you thinking about yourself?

After he returned to the bed, he was suddenly so cold that he couldn't help but began to shiver.

This week, he has been dizzy, because he suddenly has a deskmate and a friend, this person is still so dazzling Gu Ze.

This dreamlike week had almost made him forget the fact that he was an outlier rejected by his classmates.

And there was an even more terrifying voice sounding from the bottom of his heart.If Gu Ze knew that he was a different kind, what would he think?

Youqing fell asleep restlessly in fear and terror, and he had countless nightmares that night.

In the dream, for a while it was Gu Ze's gentle and handsome face, for a while it was the strange eyes and whispers of his classmates, and then the faces of those classmates turned into Gu Ze's face, looking at him indifferently and contemptuously.

Youqing Shi ate leftovers for two days without knowing the taste, and the weekend passed like that.

When Gu Ze came to school on Monday, he had already applied for a new meal card, and at noon he invited Youqing to dinner again, but to his surprise, Youqing turned him down.

"You invited me last Friday." Youqing lowered her eyes and did not look at him.

"Youqing, don't be shameless. How many people want to eat with me, and I can't be ranked." Gu Ze said to him angrily.

"Then, then go and eat with those people." You Qing whispered.

These words completely angered Gu Ze, he lifted him up and pressed him against the wall, "What's the matter with you kid, why are you here for nothing?" He said angrily.

Youqing still lowered her head and said nothing.

"You're fucking talking!" Gu Ze directly lifted his chin with his hand, making him have to look at himself.

Youqing's small face was pale, her lips were bloodless, and her big and bright eyes also lost their luster.

Looking at Youqing like this, Gu Ze was suddenly at a loss, and let go of Youqing.

"If you don't eat, don't eat." Gu Ze walked out of the classroom cursing.

Youqing was still sitting in the classroom with a pale face.

After that night of nightmare, he no longer knew how to face Gu Ze.Maybe he shouldn't have gone to the appointment last Friday, or maybe he shouldn't have swiped Gu Ze's card to buy food in the first place.

He couldn't bear Gu Ze's kindness to him, because he couldn't face the pain after losing.

Since the two broke up after having a bad fight that day, the two never had a meal or said a word.

After a month passed like this, the two talents met again.

This Saturday afternoon, Youqing went to the wholesale market to buy tutoring materials, but when she came back, she took the wrong car, and she didn't return to the school gate until ten o'clock.

But at this time the school gate has been closed, and the security uncle at the gate is resting today.

Youqing didn't have a mobile phone either, and the nearby shops where he could make calls were closed, and the money in his pocket had already been spent.

He yelled loudly into the school a few times, but there was no one in the school.It is really called every day should not be, called the earth is not working.

There are slight snowflakes in the sky.It is already very cold in Xi'an in December, and there are few people and cars on the streets.

Youqing found a corner with no wind at the side door of the school, and sat down curled up.After a day of tossing, a wave of sleepiness and exhaustion hit him.

But then a gust of cold wind poured into his thin down jacket, and he suddenly shivered and woke up completely.

Youqing suddenly remembered the news he had read before, saying that there was a drunk sleeping on the street on a snowy night in Moscow, and then he was found frozen to death on the street the next day.He pinched his face, thinking that he must never fall asleep.

He also thought of the picture book of the little girl selling matches that he once read in the school library, and the story also happened on such a cold snowy night.

The little match girl lit five candles, the first one she saw was a big warm stove.The second she saw the delicious roast goose.The third she saw a beautiful Christmas tree.The fourth branch saw the loving grandma.The fifth grandma took her away.

The little match girl still has a loving grandma, but what about herself?Youqing buried her head in her knees and cried loudly.

After an unknown amount of time, a footstep creaked on the snow and walked towards him.

"Youqing? What are you doing here?"

Hearing the sound, Youqing raised his head, Gu Ze was wearing a gray woolen coat, standing there under the dim streetlight.

"Whoever bullied you, it's not shameful to cry on the street. A man doesn't flick his tears when he tears, do you understand?"

Looking at Youqing's little face with snot and tears, Gu Ze couldn't help frowning, but still took out a tissue and handed it to him.

"Gu, Gu Ze, you, why are you here?" You Qing asked him with a twitch in his chest.

"I'm bored by myself, so I drove out for a stroll." As he spoke, Gu Ze's chin raised towards the motorcycle behind him.

Youqing stood up, looked at the motorcycle with a cool fuselage, forgot to cry for a while, and stammered, "You, are you full? Just drive."

"You are so lenient." Gu Ze raised his eyebrows.

"Youqing, you haven't said what you are doing here?"

"I went out to buy books, but I got on the wrong bus when I came back. The school gate is closed, so I can't go back to the dormitory." Youqing pointed to the bulging schoolbag on the ground.

"Aren't there shops selling tutorial books near the school?" Gu Ze was curious.

"It's expensive to buy there, but it's cheaper to go to the wholesale market." Youqing explained in a low voice.

After hearing this, Gu Ze sneered and said, "You nerd, do you know how to settle accounts? You've been tossing back and forth to save those few dollars. Now it's all right, I can't even go back to the dormitory."

Hearing his ridicule, Youqing stopped talking and lowered her eyes.

When Gu Ze saw Youqing under the street lamp, he just stood there quietly.There are a few flakes of snow lying on the long eyelashes, the tip of the small nose is red, and there are still a few tears hanging on the fair face.

Suddenly, at that moment, Gu Ze felt something explode in his heart.

He turned and stepped onto the motorcycle, putting on his helmet.

"Let's go." Gu Zehui said very coolly to Youqing.

"Where are you going?" You Qing asked in a daze.

"Where else can you go, go to my house, or you really want to spend the night here." Gu Ze raised his eyebrows, "You should come up quickly, or I will leave if you don't."

Youqing walked slowly to the motorcycle in a daze, and Gu Ze turned around to help him put on another helmet.

"Hurry up, I'm driving fast." Gu Ze said to Youqing who was sitting behind him.

The car galloped on the empty road like flying, and the wind cut people's faces like a knife.

Youqing desperately resisted the urge to scream, and tightly hugged Gu Ze's waist in front of him.

The car stopped at a luxurious villa area near the North Second Ring Road.The villa has two floors, and there is a garage on the first floor. The whole villa is in European style.

Youqing had never seen such a luxurious house with a garden, and was dumbfounded as if Grandma Liu had entered the Grand View Garden.

As soon as Gu Ze stopped the car, there was a dog barking from a small wooden house outside. Hearing this sound, Youqing shrank back in fear.

"That's my dog, don't be afraid, it doesn't bite." Gu Ze opened the small wooden door and let the dog out. It was a white Samoyed.

Youqing was so frightened to cry when he saw that huge moving creature, he shrank beside Gu Ze and dared not move.That Samo first licked his master, and then curiously sniffed You Qing who was behind Gu Ze.

"Come on, get hungry, let's go, I'll give you something to eat." Hearing that he was going to be fed, Samo licked his master flatteringly, and followed Gu Ze with his big fluffy tail.

Youqing was still stiff at the door, not daring to move.

"Come in, you are afraid that it will eat you." Gu Ze said to You Qing.After entering the door, Gu Ze poured a bowl of dog food for Samo.

Seeing the big white dog gobbling up wolfishly, Youqing also felt that this stupid foodie in front of him seemed less scary.

"Gu Ze, what do you think? It grows so big, why do you name it Diandian." Youqing said with a smile.

When that Samo heard someone calling its name, he didn't forget to look back at Youqing while eating dog food.

Gu Ze gave Youqing a white look, "It was a little smaller when it was brought back, so it was called a little bit, and it has been called that way since then."

"Okay." Youqing said awkwardly.

"It's equivalent to a child's baby name. You weren't born with the name Youqing, right?" Hearing Gu Ze's rhetorical question, Youqing was stunned.

In his memory, he did not have a baby name, he had never even seen his mother, who would give him a cute and nice baby name?

Seeing that Youqing's face was not very good, Gu Ze didn't know what he said wrong, so he quickly changed the subject.

"Hey, I'm hungry too, can you cook?" Gu Ze pointed to the open kitchen next to the living room.

Youqing came to the kitchen, browsed the brand new kitchen utensils, and looked at the clean and white stove and operating room.

"How do you usually eat?" Youqing asked while opening the refrigerator.

"Call Auntie to do it." Gu Ze lay on the sofa with the dog in his arms and watched TV.

"Won't your mother make it for you?" Youqing looked at the empty refrigerator, only eggs and tomatoes.

"I live alone, my mother and the others are all in Beijing."

Not long after, two steaming bowls of tomato and egg noodles were ready.

Looking at the rich and oily soup and smelling the tangy aroma, Gu Ze was a little surprised and said, "Your cooking skills are so good."

Youqing smiled and said nothing, since he was five years old, he started to learn to cook by himself.At that time, his father went out to work all year round, and no one in the family could cook for him.The little one stepped on a stool, holding a long spatula in his short arms, and cooked on a stove higher than him.

It was past eleven o'clock after dinner, and both of them were a little sleepy.

There are six bedrooms upstairs and downstairs, but only the master bedroom and a second bedroom have been cleaned up, and some of the other rooms have no beds or bedding.The master bedroom is usually where Gu Ze's parents come to live in, and the second bedroom is Gu Ze's own bedroom.

Gu Ze thought for a while, let Youqing sleep in his own room, and went to sleep in the master bedroom by himself.

This is the first time for Youqing to live in someone else's bedroom, and this person is actually Gu Ze.

Gu Ze's room looks like a cool boy's room at first glance, with white floor tiles, gray walls, and mechanical models of all sizes.

Youqing also couldn't recognize which cartoons these models were from. He only knew that the exquisite and meticulous craftsmanship was expensive, so he didn't dare to touch them casually.

Youqing was wearing Gu Ze's pajamas, and lay on the soft and spacious bed that belonged to Gu Ze in a daze.He felt that his whole body was surrounded by Gu Ze's breath.

Gu Ze smells really good.He couldn't help sighing in his heart, and then fell asleep hazily.