Say goodbye

Accompanying Xu Luoyang back after buying a mobile phone, because Xu Luoyang said he was too cold and wanted something to drink to warm his body, Ai Chaochao took him back to a coffee shop near the company for some hot drinks.

Seeing another new message in Xu Luoyang's new WeChat registered on his new phone, Ai Chaochao helped Xu Luoyang open the dialog box, and found that it was another message from Wang Ran.

"Luoyang, I can still find you with a new phone. Oops... I forgot to ask, is the coffee here good?"

The temperature of the air conditioner in the coffee shop is very good, but Ai Chaochao still shivered.

"Brother Chao Chao, what's the matter?"

"It's okay, just be careful recently."

Seeing Ai Chaochao's worried expression, Xu Luoyang smiled and said, "Don't worry, I will!"

He was so happy that he couldn't take the chilling news out of his hands.

Ai Chaochao deleted the friend application message, staring at the busy traffic outside the window, speechless for a long time.

His diary is missing.

I wrote a diary for seven years.

A thick diary full of his thoughts.

Already adjusted the monitoring of his own villa, but there was still no clue. Ai Chaochao also spent a whole day searching all corners of the villa by himself, until finally, he sat back on the sofa in the hall by himself. After going to the hospital to take care of Li Zheng, he simply comforted Ai Chaochao and left the villa.

Either way.

Ai Chaochao thought, if you can’t find it, you won’t find it.

It was never these seven years that he wanted to remember, but a deep resignation.

So be it.

After drinking the coffee, Xu Luoyang said that he was going to feed a few stray cats that he found not long ago in the alley next to him. Ai Chaochao went back to the company first because he was afraid of cats.

Following Ai Chaochao's example as he walked into the alley while kicking stones, Xu Luoyang suddenly felt a pain in the back of his neck, and then he was in a daze, and passed out.

Just before he fainted, Xu Luoyang heard a very familiar voice faintly echoing in his ears: "I'm sorry, Luoyang, but it seems like I can only do this."

After returning to the company, Ai Chaochao had just walked into the changing room when a "ding dong" new message notification came from his mobile phone. He opened the WeChat chat box and clicked on the contact [Shen Ciwan], Ai Chaochao Chao's complexion changed immediately.

"Kg trainee Ai Chaochao, your diary and Senior Shen are here with me now, building 7 of the third high-end community in Lixiao District, welcome to come to me~ Also, don't call the police, otherwise it will be late at night I can't guarantee the baby's safety."

Without any hesitation, Ai Chaochao picked up the sweater he had just changed and rushed out of the changing room.

After borrowing two nanny cars from a staff member, Ai Chaochao got into the car and went straight to the direction of the third high-end community.

He wanted to stop several times on the way, and dialed the number "110". He was still worried that the suspected kidnapper was in a bad state of mind. What if...he didn't dare to think about it.

The third high-end community, on the roof of the seventeenth floor.

A slightly handsome boy said coldly to Shen Ciwan, who was about to wake up and tied up with a rope in front of him, "Why do you like others?"

The moment Shen Ciwan saw Ji Yue, he was not frightened by any celebrity being kidnapped by a illegitimate meal, but remembered the jokes made by the other teammates of UP three years ago when they were playing songs on the road .

Every time on the way to the stage, there will always be crowds of Zhan sisters, and the rare Zhan buddies lined up to take pictures of them, edit them, and post them on the Internet.

Mo Rui, the captain of UP, always likes to evaluate the appearance of these boys and girls holding various cameras, and Ji Yue, who was one of the most famous group station brothers at that time, was naturally included in the evaluation.

"I declare that whoever arrives at the recording site at the latest today will have a separate website opened by Ji Yue!"

"I didn't say, are you bad or not, Brother Rui! Who wants to be opened by him alone! Get lost!"

Shen Ciwan knew that it was wrong to ridicule a young boy with such acrimonious language, and tried to persuade him many times, but because he was the youngest in the team after Wu Zhi, as a courtesy to respect his brother, He couldn't even say a few words.

In the winter of the fourth year of his debut, when he left the company, he saw Ji Yue who was waiting at the door of the company, stomping his feet from the cold, and he was still sympathetic, so he stepped forward and asked, "Hi, are you waiting for someone?"

Ji Yue was drinking water at the time, saw him talking to him, spit out a sip of water, then quickly bowed to him, ran to a nearby coffee shop, only two or three minutes later, he came back He wiped off all the sprayed water on his clothes. He smiled at Shen Ciwan in a panic, and stammered, "I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! You, do you have anything to do with me?"

"It's okay... It's fine if you're okay, I just want to see if it's too cold for you to stand here, and you have nothing to do to me..." Shen Ciwan laughed dumbly.

"I...then...thank you..." Ji Yue bit her lips lightly, unable to utter a complete sentence.

After a long pause, Shen Ci gave him the hot water bottle in his hand, and then said goodbye quickly, feeling in his heart: How can this boy be so humble and introverted in his words?

Why did he bid farewell quickly, because Ji Yue's eyes suddenly brightened scary when he saw him, he just felt a little strange, he was just used to being kind and helping others, this kind of eyes...he couldn't bear it.

If the strangeness of this boy was only reflected in the warm, bright and scary eyes at that time, the changes in him after that can be said to be jaw-dropping.Soon, he became the president of UP's largest support club in China, and he was well-known among the huge fan base.

And every time he was on the front line and on the itinerary, he always followed behind Shen Ciwan, no matter what other people thought, he was very stubborn.

What Shen Ciwan didn't expect was that in the winter of the sixth year of his debut, Ji Yue still waited at the door of the kg company, and wore short-sleeved trousers that he would only wear in summer.

When he came out, Ji Yue ignored the crowd pointing at her and said loudly to him: "I like you!"

This "I like you" is because the person who said it was too nervous, and the sounds of several words were strung together, which made it difficult to hear.

Sure enough, Shen Ciwan thought at the time that his thoughts all along were right. The boy's feelings had always been too strange and passionate, and he couldn't bear it.

After tidying up the padded jacket, Shen Ciwan adjusted back to his usual skilled smile, bowed deeply to Ji Yue, and said, "I'm sorry."

Looking at Shen Ciwan's 90-degree body bent towards him with a delicately tidied face, Ji Yue seemed to grit her teeth fiercely, turned and left without saying a word.

The gossip of stars of their level always spreads extremely fast, and Murray called him almost a few minutes later: "Xiao Shen, is it uncomfortable now, it's okay, why don't I go?" Ask Ji Yue what he likes about you, and I'll tell you later, we can't fix it one by one."

Murray, a vagabond, was happily tossed about by the girls on the other end of the phone, but Shen Ciwan was stunned for a long time.

He knows why others like him.

Being sought after and liked has always been a proof of one's own charm, so what if it is his glamorous skin that is loved?

Walking out of the memory, Shen Ciwan looked at Ji Yue who was not far away, the hair on his forehead was blown tousled by the wind on the roof, as if it also covered his light that had never been extinguished when facing him for so many years s eyes.

"I tied you up, do you hate me even more?" Ji Yue's words were as stubborn and blunt as ever.

I never hated you, where did the word "geng" come from?Shen Ciwan was helpless in his heart, with a gentle smile on his face, he replied: "This is against the law, please stop it, it will be bad if there is a big trouble."

"I'll stop! Then don't you want to go back and fight with Ai Chaochao again!" Ji Yue shouted, then picked up a stone and threw it into the distance.

Shen Ciwan thought, if Ji Yue were any other boy, he would think that he hated himself and Ai Chaochao very much, but he was not, he was Ji Yue.

The reason why he acted like this was simply to let himself stand on the commanding heights of "I hate you", so as to save the last bit of face lost when the other party refuses and doesn't care about him at all.

Shen Ciwan knew that this kind of onlooker's clear analysis was based on the fact that he had never been involved in Ji Yue's situation that lasted for several years, and it was also based on the fact that he had never liked him and didn't care about him.

The habitual gentle smile was slowly withdrawn by Shen Ciwan, sighed, and said: "Why are you obsessed with me and ruin yourself again."

Turning his head away, Shen Ciwan chopped off his feet, loosened the rope binding his hands, and stopped talking.

He can still feel the warm gaze coming from the front. This gaze can be found in every concert, every stage, and every trip, and he has returned many times of goodwill. Look past, meaning, you don't have to.

But Ji Yue still followed him closely with this kind of gaze time and time again, he couldn't laugh or cry, he just thought this boy was too strange.

Ji Yue was still staring at him.

Shen Ciwan knew that he had already sent a text message to Ai Chaochao, and now he was worried about Ai Chaochao's mood in the distance, and he no longer wanted to maintain the politeness he should have as an idol to his fans, and the rope in his hand was not tied properly. How tight, he pulled lightly and opened it.

"Are you leaving?" Ji Yue chuckled in the wind.

"No one is in the mood to play this kind of game with you. I won't tell others. You should go back quickly." Shen Ciwan looked at Ji Yue wearing thin clothes, and added a sentence: "You really Better go back quickly."

"I've been waiting just now, waiting for how long your politeness can last for people like me. I will be happy for a second longer if you persist. Because during your time, at least this politeness exists for me. .”

"I treat everyone like this." Shen Ciwan was almost impatient to discuss these topics with Ji Yue that he didn't care about at all, so he simply replied.

"Yeah, you are so polite, gentle and kind to every fan, those who have done more for you, and those who have done less. But I have done so much for you, why can't I get a different treatment ? You're too cruel, aren't you, Shen Ciwan?"

Shen Ciwan's fluttering hair was irritating, and he didn't want to continue the stalemate, so he looked back at Ji Yue generously: "What is differential treatment? What do you want? Why must I be willing to give it to you? No one treats you Cruel, unless you yourself see other people as cruel."

Ji Yue clenched the diary in her hand.

Suddenly, he threw the diary to the ground, stomped on it fiercely, and said honestly to Shen Ciwan: "Yes, I think other people are cruel, and seeing other fans is like killing a father and an enemy. Strange behavior attracts your attention, brings trouble to your stardom, but makes you feel extremely sympathetic and guilty, I really hate it, right? "

"Yes." Shen Ciwan threw out this sentence without hesitation, and felt unbearable in an instant, so he quickly replied "...No, you are not that bad, there is no need to belittle yourself in front of me, the same , I'm not as gentle and polite as you imagined, elegant young people, just each other."

After hearing this, Ji Yue's face was very calm, and in a flash, he laughed: "That's right, I'm just imagining, imagining that you can become a perfect person like the heroine of the novel, let me worship and look forward to it. But other fans are not like this! But they have beautiful faces and beautiful lives, you are just a small spice in their lives, you are nothing. But I am not, I have nothing , I only have you. Only you are a condiment."

"It's ridiculous."

Ji Yue kept laughing until her face was full of tears, until she started to cry loudly.

Shen Ciwan didn't reply anymore, because he felt from the bottom of his heart that he didn't care about the boy in front of him at all except that his life was at stake.

He had to admit that his little sincerity would only beating towards Ai Chaochao.

As usual, he would hand Ji Yue a pack of tissues, give him a few words of polite comfort, and then make up an excuse to quickly escape from this perfunctory scene that he was too lazy to do.

He is not a gentle and polite young man, nor is he kind, great, or sincere. Those noble, cold and arrogant people are all pretending.

He himself is barren.

"Other fans like you, they like you casually. They like you, they just use you as an interesting topic of conversation after dinner, as an illusory glory, as a pleasing doll. What do I like about you? I like your indifference, your selfishness , you are unreasonable."

"It's true that you are smart, you are excellent, you are a genius, you are naturally dazzling, you are compassionate and transparent, but none of these are enough to attract me - I just like that every time you come out of your own world, you are forced to Put on a polite, gentle and humble human skin, and talk with people in the crowd. Knowing that everything about you is just pretending, I still like you."

A gust of wind blew over, and the diary was turned to the seventh page by the wind.

Shen Ciwan didn't wear a scarf, and his face hurt from the wind.Ji Yue's words were sharp and correct, and every sentence pierced his heart, making it impossible for him to refute one or two.

"Shen Ciwan! Wanwan! Let me call you Wanwan again! Tell me, how can I not like you? I know you too well, I know everything about you, your goodness and your darkness, but I I still like you!" Ji Yue was a little crazy and shouted at Shen Ciwan.

"Calm down, your life is still long... don't fall on me, it's not worth it." Shen Ciwan comforted patiently.

"I'm not worth it, so Ai Chaochao is worth it?" Ji Yue sneered, picked up the diary, and wrote it on Shen Ciwan.

"I pried into Ai Chaochao's villa, went in and walked around, and found such a precious thing of his, you can turn to the seventh page to have a look... Ai Chaochao, it's nothing more than that."

Shen Ciwan was confused and turned to the seventh page.

"Today, I met a little idol, and I seem to like him... Read the following for yourself." Ji Yue began to laugh viciously.

"What do you mean? So what if he was the child seven years ago?" Shen Ciwan tried to keep calm, but his voice was still trembling.

"It's not interesting, don't you and him like each other? Just let you see why he likes you. I have followed him many times, and I also know who he is. It's just wearing a good-looking human skin. But it’s a little more lively and down-to-earth than you.”

Suddenly, Ji Yue squatted down and said dryly: "Actually, sometimes you two really look alike, and others can't get involved."

Looking at Ji Yue's empty eyes, Shen Ciwan sighed again, and said lightly: "Don't do this, it feels like I hurt you."

Ji Yue cried blood every word, her eyes were red, but at this moment she laughed again, it was a very high-spirited smile.

"From the moment I talked with you today, whoever hurts who knows who it is."

mental illness.

Shen Ciwan lost all patience, determined not to play riddles with Ji Yue anymore, walked forward, wanted to open the door of the rooftop and go out.

The author has something to say: this Zhan Ge Ji Yue is indeed a lunatic, (it would be crazy if there is no Wang Ran), but his lunacy really helped Shen Ciwan to recognize himself.

Shen Ciwan is a person who is selfish and suspicious, but still saves face. He is arrogant and honest. There are really many dark sides, but who told him to be lucky, to meet a little sun Chaochao~

Wanwan's voice trembled when she learned that Ai Chaochao was the child who took a nap with him under the maple tree for two hours seven years ago, um.

He couldn't figure out whether Ai Chaochao only liked the beautiful him or what.

But there is no big knife in this article, if there is a knife, it is a small knife, it will be fine after a while~

Um. (serious face jpg.