I'll tell you when I get back

Sunny on July 28

Walking out of the examination room, I took a deep breath and finally finished the test. I felt like going to the examination room on the third floor to wait for Wen Jing.

I stood at the entrance of the examination room and saw through the window Wen Jing, who was in the second-to-last row, holding the pen tightly with his slender fingers. He wrote seriously, stroke by stroke.

Wen Jing looked up at the time, and naturally saw me, he smiled at me, and continued to devote himself to the exam, while I unconsciously stared at Wen Jing until the beginning and end.

Walking side by side with Wen Jing, Wen Jing will go home by car in the afternoon,

I really hope that the time will slow down a bit, and if it slows down, I can get along with each other for an extra minute.

The weather was very dull, and the station smelled of wagons baked by the sun. I bought Wen Jing a plate of AD calcium and some fruits.

Wen Jing asked me to go back first. He left after waiting for 15 minutes. I said goodbye to him and walked out of the bus station.

I found a shady place, waited for 15 minutes, and saw Wen Jing's car coming out of the bus exit. He was sitting on the other side and didn't see me here.

Watching the car go away from a distance, I put away my irritability and went back to the rental house. During the period, I answered a call from my mother asking me to go home, and I seemed to be even more irritated.

Walking to the balcony, I saw the fat pot of succulents growing very well.

sunny on august [-]st

I got up this morning, after feeding the succulents, I took a taxi to the airport to pick up my good friend abroad. His name is Dyson. He is a real foreigner. Play.

After waiting for a few minutes at the pick-up area, I saw Dyson's blond hair, which was fluffy and messy after sleeping for a long time.Then I saw him holding the password box in his right hand, and holding a hand with his left hand, yes, it was a hand.

After hugging each other, Dyson generously introduced the boy beside him to me.

The boy's name is Jin Junxi, he is from Bangzi Country, and he looks very delicate.

And then I just exploded because Dyson said to me, this is his boyfriend.

When I came to the hotel, I asked Dyson because Dyson's boyfriend went to the bathroom, because Dyson obviously always liked girls, so he couldn't be playing with them.

But when I heard Dawson's righteous answer, I knew that my friend was serious.

This incident of my friend had a big impact on me. Although I grew up abroad and knew that this kind of situation is very common abroad, I never saw him happen around me, and Dyson’s sexual orientation changed.

My mind was very confused. When I got home and lay on the bed, I kept thinking about Wen Jing and the wet dream incident.

I think I seem to have feelings for my good friend Wen Jing beyond friendship, and it's not just today, but earlier.

But does he like me?Will he like me?

So I got up and took out my notebook and wrote down what a special day it meant to me.

Cloudy on August [-]th

This morning I finally sent Dyson and the dog and boy away. Relying on my affection for him, this guy has been asking me to take them to play for the past few days.

In the amusement park, the roller coaster, I sat behind them and watched them show their love, the pirate ship, I sat behind them and watched them show their love, the Ferris wheel, let me sit with them, no, I refused , did not go to sit.

In fact, looking at the two of them, I always think of Wen Jing. If I confess and we are together, will he act like a baby like Dyson's boyfriend?

Thinking about that scene, my nose felt a little itchy, and I reached out to touch it, and I actually had a nosebleed again, as if the last time I saw Wen Jing had a nosebleed.

Hahaha, it's a bit embarrassing, and I don't want to write it in the diary.

August NO.16 overcast

Ahhhhh, I miss Wen Jing so much, there are still fifteen days before I can see him.

This morning, I was immersed in my mobile phone doing strategies, looking up how to confess without being rejected by the person I like.

August 31 sunny

I went back to the rental house from the villa yesterday and tidied up a bit. I was a little tired, but I got up early today. I put on clean and neat clothes. I will report at the beginning of school today, which means that I can see the people I like, which is great.

When I was going to find Wen Jing, I realized that after so long, I still don't know where Wen Jing's rented house is.It seems that we should go to school to find him, and ask him where he lives by the way.

I was in a state of excitement all day today. At school, I saw Wen Jing who arrived early. I walked to his side and sat down. I saw him again. It was darker, but his eyes seemed to be brighter, probably because of him. Help with farm work at home!

I really wanted to ask him directly if he missed me during the summer vacation, but it was too hypocritical.

Of course, after school, I managed to find out where Wenjing lived. It was a little far away, almost on the outskirts of the city. I probably knew it was because it was cheap.

Looking at Wen Jing who invited me to sit down, I spoke directly and asked Wen Jing to live with me. Anyway, the rental house there was three bedrooms and one living room, and it was close to the school.

The main thing is to communicate feelings.

In the end, I was still rejected. I thought, take your time, and one day he will be able to abduct him and live with me.

Ever since I found out that I know my feelings, I have been thinking about how to confess my feelings every day. I never seemed to have thought about what would happen if I failed. As a result, I was rejected for the apartment this time. I wondered if Wen Jing didn’t like me, so I don't want to move in and live with me.But I will not give up.

Probably because of youth, I like such a person first, what I want is to be crazy once, if I am really rejected, I will stalk him until he agrees.Anyway, I won't give up.

The diary is written here, and I am cheering myself up while writing.