I'll tell you when I get back

After returning from a vacation, Grandpa's health didn't seem to be very good. Wen Jing wanted to leave school and stay at home to take care of Grandpa, but was turned away by Grandpa to go to class.

The school started, Wen Jing was a little happy, he might be able to see Qi Yang, but he was a little worried, because he knew that he was disgusting, and had feelings for Qi Yang that he shouldn't have.

From Wen Jing's point of view, the current situation is already very good for him, and he has a friend who cares about him, so even if he develops feelings for Qi Yang, Wen Jing will firmly guard him and will not be discovered by anyone.

I remember the first time I saw a girl confessing to Qi Yang, he was very sad, because he was not qualified to confess, and he was not worthy.So he pretended not to care, didn't care, so that he could maintain, maintain the relationship with Qi Yang.

They still go home after school together as before.

Until August [-]th, this day is Wen Jing's birthday. Wen Jing has never had a birthday, and he does not envy others who can celebrate their birthdays.

He thought that he would always keep this indifference, but when he saw the birthday cake Qi Yang prepared for him, he cried.

In fact, his indifference is just self-deception, he cares, he has always cared.I care about why my parents are like that, I care about why I am always bullied without doing bad things, I care about why I am also a child, but I have never had a birthday in the past ten years.

He looked at the person in front of him with full eyes. This person helped him fight off those who bullied him. This person helped him celebrate his birthday. This person never looked at him with tinted glasses. This person was the first person he fell in love with. man.

Knowing that his eyes were red, Wen Jing was extremely shy.When seeing Qi Yang pour two glasses of drinks, Wen Jing casually picked up the red cup and drank them all in one gulp.

Huh~ How come there are two Qi Yang? It's really strange. Could it be a dream?

The next morning, Wen Jing woke up from his sleep and had a nightmare, in which everyone was blaming him and scolding him.

Wen Jing suddenly remembered that last night, he seemed to have personally broken the relationship between him and Qi Yang. Wen Jing was frightened by this realization, so Wen Jing ran out of Qi Yang's rental house in a hurry. He seemed unable to face Qi Yang.

After running far away, Wen Jing realized that he seemed to be crying again. He found a corner and squatted down, Wen Jing, Wen Jing, why can't you bear it? It's gone.

His legs were numb from squatting, Wen Jing returned to his rented house with a heart full of scars, and went to class tomorrow, he could already expect Qi Yang's disgusted eyes.

But just when Wen Jing thought he would see Qi Yang, the head teacher said that Qi Yang had asked for leave.

Wen Jing had a little expectation, hoping that Qi Yang would continue to be friends with him, but he asked for leave, and sure enough, he hated himself.

He didn't listen to the text all day long, and his heart ached so badly.

For three or four days in a row, Qi Yang asked for leave. Every day, Wen Jing was like a businessman. After class, Wen Jing secretly went to Qi Yang's rental house to see it, but it was locked.

He was not there, Wen Jing thought that he probably didn't want to see him go home.

That afternoon Wen Jing sat in front of the rental house until evening.

Wen Jing came to the office. This was the first time he came to the head teacher's office. The head teacher had always treated him as a "free-range" state and never scolded him. Wen Jing was still a little nervous when he was called to the office this time.

Wen Jing felt that he had always been strong, but when he heard the teacher's words, he seemed to cry.

He heard the head teacher say that he would be granted ten days off, and heard the first time the head teacher comforted him.

I bought a bus ticket overnight, and when Wen Jing returned home, it was already dawn, the house was lit with yellowish lights, and some people from the village were sitting in the house.

Wen Jing hastily pushed away the room where grandpa lived.

A bed made of wood was old, and the mosquito net on the bed was white from frequent washing and was hooked aside by iron hooks on both sides.

An old man with a gray beard was sleeping peacefully on the bed. Wen Jing walked over and sat by the bed.

Gently pushed the old man, Grandpa, get up, why don't you wake Wen Jing up today, don't you often say you have to get up early for dinner and then go for a walk.

Wen Jing called grandpa over and over again as if in a daze. Although the people in the village were broken-hearted, they all came to help when the old man passed away.

For ten days, Wenjing lived like a walking dead. He found 4000 yuan sewn in the quilt in the quilt covered by his grandfather. Wenjing just sat there all afternoon holding the quilt blankly.

At the end of the ten-day vacation, Wen Jing returned to the rental house. He really wanted to find someone to talk to, but he seemed to have lost this person, and he no longer cared about him.

When Wen Jing returned to school, he learned from his classmates that Qi Yang had transferred.

Gone, all the people who were kind to him are gone, grandpa is gone, Qi Yang was disgusted by himself, and Wen Jing cried silently all night in the rented house.

Since then, Wen Jing talked less and less, and became more and more withdrawn. His light seemed to fade and disappear.

I don't know when, a lot of rumors suddenly sprang up in the campus, and everyone looked at Wen Jing with strange eyes.

He can always hear some words from it: disgusting, homosexual, like men, no wonder they are such people, parents are not good people, and being a son is not a good thing.

The sentence that made him most uncomfortable was probably the sentence: Isn't Qi Yang the best relationship with him? Could it be that he knew his preferences and was disgusted and left.

That's right, Qi Yang seems to be disgusted by himself, Wen Jing said with self-loathing.

In the past, people often beat and scolded him, but now it seems that the air he breathes will be infected with diseases, and everyone stays away from him.

This world is not beautiful.

After enjoying the short-term happiness, he really still hates this world the most, why does he hate this world with a person like Wen Jing.