Zhang Ran couldn't solve his problem, as Yin Mu said, this was Song Qingqiao's heart disease, he was an ordinary doctor, there was nothing else he could do except talk and prescribe some medicine.

"Haven't you ever thought of asking the people around you for help? After all, you only see me twice a month, and the only thing I can do is now."

Song Qingqiao was probably connecting with his preface and postscript to understand the meaning, so she didn't speak for a long time.

"I have thought about it, I have often thought about it recently." He said, "But I don't know how to say it."

"You can call someone, and I'll help you." Zhang Ran felt that he, a doctor, was worthy of the patients by doing this, and it was another matter to accept it or not.

And Song Qingqiao finally thought about it. Zhang Ran had also insinuated in the past, and he didn't understand, but he didn't follow his wishes. Today, he directly took out his mobile phone to make a call without hesitation for a moment.

Now Zhang Ran is in a hurry, he doesn't know who Song Qingqiao will call, as long as it is anyone behind the curtain, things will not be easy to handle.

Sure enough, the phone rang a few seconds later throughout the room.

It's Song Xiangyi.

Yin Mu was a little disappointed, but anyone who understands knows that the person to contact should be the immediate family member, and the person who can help solve the problem the most.

Song Qingqiao cut off the phone awkwardly, looked at Zhang Ran: "What... the situation?"

The ringtone also stopped abruptly.

"That's the case, we found it ourselves." Song Xiang walked out from behind the curtain confidently, and Yin Mu followed with his head buried.

"You guys talk... I'll go outside and wait." Yin Mu smiled wryly with a sloppy eye, went out without delay and slammed the door hard, not even daring to look at Song Qingqiao.

Lin Shen saw the child squatting outside his doctor's clinic with a pale face, and it took five or six minutes for him to stand up.

"Children, eat candy." She casually handed Yin Mu a Wangzai milk candy.

"Thank you."

"What's the matter, which relative or friend of Song Qingqiao are you?" Although it's not her business, I just want to ask.

"friend."

Lin Shen thought about it, she naturally didn't know Song Qingqiao well enough, and she really didn't know who Yin Mu's friend was.

"Look, it scares you."

Yin Mu was still sweating coldly on his forehead, and now he had a lot of troubles.Song Qingqiao didn't mind what happened today, on the one hand, he definitely couldn't pretend to be crazy and pretend nothing happened, and he had to face what he had to face when he got home.

After waiting for more than an hour, Song Qingqiao first came out of the consulting room, glanced at Yin Mu, smiled faintly, and asked, "Go home?"

Yin Mu was stunned, not knowing what kind of emotion he was expressing: "Where is Song Xiangyi?"

"He still wants to talk to the doctor."

It was like a heavy burden was relieved. For Song Qingqiao, some things that weighed him down were finally unloaded. At least some of what he had borne so hard was also put on Song Xiangyi's shoulders.But in a blink of an eye, I realized that the so-called sharing happiness will get double happiness, and sharing pain will only bear half the pain is just a lie to children.

At least at this time, he felt as uncomfortable as before, or even more.After being relieved, he let out a self-righteous sigh of relief, and what followed was only fatigue.

"I'm sorry." Song Qingqiao said this when she got home, her voice was soft, and it floated into Yin Mu's ears.

……

"It's ok."

Although Yin Mu couldn't fully understand why Song Qingqiao was apologizing, but at this moment, he couldn't say anything except that it didn't matter.This was an unexpected beginning. During that hour or so, he thought about what Song Qingqiao would say to him when he came back, questioned him, and accused him of such unreliable thoughts. Never thought of that.

But why do you have to apologize?

"I'm a little tired, can I get some sleep?" Song Qingqiao asked.

"Take the medicine and go to sleep."

"it is good."

Song Qingqiao slept for a long time, and woke up at four o'clock in the morning. It had been a long time since she had slept for such a long time, her whole body seemed to be falling apart, her bones creaked, her face was swollen, and even her eyes felt slightly sore when she opened them.

Yin Mu lay quietly by his side, with his back facing him, breathing evenly and gently, and still fell asleep.

He lightly lifted the thin quilt, his mouth was very dry, and he wanted to get a glass of water to drink.

"sleep well?"

The sudden sound startled him.

It is also rare for Yin Mu to suffer from insomnia until it is almost dawn. He has always slept well, but now his mind is full of Song Qingqiao's affairs. After thinking about it, he thought of this time. He was in a daze when the person beside him moved. .

"It's okay." Song Qingqiao said hoarsely, "I'll go get a glass of water."

"It's on the bed." Yin Mu turned to look at him, and the man also smiled at him.

"I want to paint for a while, you hurry up and sleep."

What kind of thing is this, Song Qingqiao didn't mention a word, is it really necessary for Yin Mu to pretend to be crazy?

"Wait a minute!" Yin Mu stopped him, "Let's chat."

Song Qingqiao settled there, turning her head slightly: "Don't you already know everything you need to know?"

I have read the entire medical record about illness, taking medicine, and all the problems in his body are clear, so what else is there to talk about?

"Come here." Yin Mu said softly and patted the mattress.

"I want to paint now."

In fact, he is also hesitating. On the one hand, he feels that there is nothing to say. Everything has been exposed thoroughly, and he feels uncomfortable. He is afraid that it will be Yin Mu who will collapse first while chatting. On the other hand, he still feels guilty. After all He was also responsible for trying to keep the other party in the dark.

"Song Qingqiao, come here."

Nothing.

Song Qingqiao walked over and sat in front of him: "That's the way it is, I have nothing to add."

idiot.Seeing him like this, Yin Mu was secretly happy, and raised his arms to pull him into his arms: "It's because I have too many things to do recently, so I haven't been with you well."

"no……"

It's not your problem at all, or even relevant to you.

"You can't doubt yourself or underestimate yourself, you know?" Yin Mu gently comforted him while touching his thin frame.

I just said what I wanted to say, I thought about it a lot at night, and in the end, those sensational and non-sensational things were all blocked up and I couldn't get out.

Song Qingqiao was buried in his arms for a long time, during which she didn't say a word, but Yin Mu could feel his body trembling slightly, as if trying to restrain herself.

Time seemed to have stood still, too quiet and too deep to be unbearable.

"Let's separate." Song Qingqiao said.

At this point in time, it is inevitable that people will have illusions if they say such things.

Yin Mu smiled and let go of him, jokingly said, "Don't you like me hugging you?"

The man's face illuminated by the candlelight was no longer vivid, one side was stagnant, no longer smiling, no longer involving a single bit of emotion.

"I mean, we two, break up."

Zhang Ran mentioned at the beginning that from the perspective of a doctor, he gave Song Qingqiao objective and worthwhile opinions.Undoubtedly, he was a little annoyed when he knew about Song Qingqiao's falling in love at the beginning, and even blamed him, not serious, just a few words.

It's nothing more than, look, your mind is starting to lose consciousness again, do you think clearly if you like it or not?Impulse, this is asking for trouble for yourself.

But after Song Qingqiao told him that he was a man, his words became a little more intense.

Song Qingqiao, you have really grown up, you dare to fall in love with a man without telling me what your situation is!Have you forgotten what environment is in your home?I think you just can't see anything good, and you want to engage in such nonsense.

Zhang Ran was very aware of Song Qingqiao's condition at the time, so it didn't matter much. He sometimes wondered whether he was a doctor and whether he could help the patients.Song Qingqiao brought him the greatest sense of frustration in his career, so much so that he didn't dare to attribute the improvement of this person's condition to himself.

He can only be a doctor, treating people's diseases, this is the most helpless place.

When he saw Yin Mu later, Zhang Ran still couldn't figure out why this person likes to jump into fire pits?Did Song Qingqiao really think about it, and how long did he plan to delay it?Then that day, he suggested again that in your current situation, you need to be treated well, and your emotions are repeated and serious, which has caused a lot of trouble in your life, so you think about it, whether he can accept it or whether you can accept it in the future. Want him to accept.

He understands Song Qingqiao's temperament. He has survived all these years alone, and being able to notify Song Xiang is enough to prove that he is almost unable to hold on. What will happen in the future can be predicted, at least under control, and at worst out of control.Among the bipolar patients he has contacted, not all of them, most of them are the latter.The control mentioned here is only relatively controllable, but it does not mean it is easy.

"I will move out as soon as possible, and it is best not to meet again in the future." Song Qingqiao looked at Yin Mu and said that he didn't like it, how could it be possible.

It's just that there's no need to delay others, he's not a person who can extravagantly seek affection, he doesn't even dare to extravagantly wish for a beautiful and stable future, Yin Mu is smart enough, he believes he is enough to understand.

"I said before, I won't let you go, don't tell me what you have." Yin Mu smiled, "Stay here and don't go anywhere, from now on, I won't let you Leave my sight for more than 1 minute, if you have the guts to walk away, try it. Don't mess with me, even if I'm not here, I will find someone to watch you, tie you up, and tie you up."

Somewhat unexpectedly, it was not like Yin Mu would say such annoyed words.

"You know very well, you can't hold me back." Song Qingqiao had too many ways to go, and a few words could not scare him.

Indeed, Yin Mu couldn't hold him back, he was just betting on whether Song Qingqiao really wanted to leave him, the bet was too big, if we won, we would face those unknown and frightening things together, if we lost, I would be with you You, you have never been in touch with each other, and you don't know anyone.

"I'm not afraid, as long as you're still here, I'm not afraid of anything."

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