Weird Gacha Machine

Song Qingqiao's beginning is very concise: "Yin Mu, I have never written a letter, and I have long forgotten the format I learned in junior high school. I still have the habit of forgetting words when I pick up a pen."

"In short, I have all the bad habits, except for what you said I'm more handsome, there seems to be nothing left. In fact, when I wrote this letter to you, I had already decided to leave. I'm sorry that I didn't abide by it. Make a promise to tell you as soon as the matter is over. I think you may be angry about this, so I will tell them not to tell you first, and let me talk about it."

Yin Mu raised his head and sniffed, Xu Huang saw the right time and handed him a piece of paper, and by the way saw the big teardrops falling from the corner of his eyes.

"The thing is like this. In the beginning, both Song Xiangyi and I received a call from Zeng Ruoyu's hospital, saying that she had taken an ax to the rooftop. You know, I still don't want her to have an accident, so Song Xiangyi and I said I rushed over. When I got there, there were dense crowds of people, including security guards, nurses, and patients. I think they are all very strange. I can’t tell whether they are just for fun or what. They all gather together and watch like a missionary society. upstairs."

"Later, when I squeezed through the crowd to the rooftop, it was exactly as the head nurse said. Zeng Ruoyu was standing on the fence with an ax in her hand. If she took a step back, she would fall down. I kind of forgot how I felt at that time I must have been stunned. When I came back to my senses, I heard someone behind me telling me not to go any further, but by that time I had already walked up to my mother. She also looked at me very well. Terrified, we looked at each other and she started yelling at me, telling me to stay away from her or call me with an axe."

Yin Mu let out a "poof" laugh, with tears still in his eyes, his brows were slightly frowned.It's funny how Song Qingqiao's bastard relayed it.

"Then I knelt down for her. As soon as I knelt down, Prime Minister Song came up to spoil my good deeds. I didn't hear their twittering, and I guess Zeng Ruoyu didn't hear it, but she suddenly said, if they If one person is missing, she will kill me. I'm scared, it's not like she can't do this kind of thing."

"I think she may just not be used to seeing me live. I live a bad life and I am hypocritical. She wanted to kill me when I was 14 years old, but it didn't work. So I stood on the rooftop with her, and I agreed to accompany her. Die. Don't blame me, read the letter first and then blame slowly. We were in a stalemate for a while, I glanced at the firefighters downstairs, it was really useless, the air cushion hadn't been inflated, so I decided to delay For a while, even if you call Lao Song to come, at least it can slow her down. But I don’t think it’s good, if she really wants to die? If I don’t let her die, she will blame me, obviously so much No one would let her die, but she just picked on me alone."

"But before I spoke, she asked me if I really wanted her to die. The first time she didn't ask this question, I answered seriously, and I said no. I think she's getting better, I I think she doesn't have to be in the hospital, I think she can stay by my side, I never want her to leave me. Although she is not a good mother, I still want to be a good son."

When the paper arrived here, it was wrinkled, which should be the marks left by Song Qingqiao's tears dripping on it and drying it.

"Yin Mu, do you think I have been forcing her to live? I have never asked her what she meant. Even if I knew it, I still let her live according to my own wishes? But why did she choose to live?" Do you want to die? She said I was selfish, this was the last sentence she left me, and then her ax came to me, and it hit my left shoulder very deeply. It hurt so much, I felt The pain in front of my eyes turned white, and the last thing I saw seemed to be that I fell off the wall, and then there was darkness, and when I opened my eyes again, I was in the ward again."

"Fortunately, the nine-story building is not too high. I can't give her a good time. She also made a mistake. It turned out that the air cushion downstairs was somewhat inflated. She became a high paraplegic. You know what a high position is." Paraplegic? I can’t move from the neck down. My left arm was almost chopped off by her with an axe, but I still don’t hate her. I thought, if she chopped off my right side, then I won’t be able to draw in the future Draw it, maybe I will hate her."

After Yin Mu finished reading the first page and switched to the second page of letter paper, this paper was more wrinkled than the previous one.

"I really don't have the courage to see her again. It's not that I'm afraid she will see me, but I'm afraid to see her. The matter is almost over, because I'm not sure whether I will die, so I can't tell you for now Telling too much. Sorry. Now let's talk about our business."

Yin Mu paused for a moment, and he lost the courage to read on: "Song Qingqiao...how did he die?"

"Suffocation, the day after Zeng Ruoyu bit off the breathing tube by himself." It was difficult for Xu Huang to say this, but in this situation he was inexplicably rigorous.

"All of a sudden, both of them passed away? Just two days?" Just hearing about it from someone else, let alone someone who has experienced all this, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"... We just found out, but we didn't let you go to the funeral."

Because everyone felt that this was too cruel for Yin Mu.

"Yin Mu, my camera is hidden at the top of our closet, where the thick quilts are stored, and it is covered by the thick quilts. There is also a computer, I have hidden a folder, you need to show hidden files to see it To that file package, the password is your and my birthday. I rented a warehouse in the Art Museum of the Academy of Fine Arts, which stores all the works of the previous photography exhibition. You can want or not these things, anyway, Song Xiang Will clear all my things. Please let him know if he can't find it."

"I think about it, it seems that there is nothing to say. During the time with you, I can guarantee that what I have given you has never been given to others. Everything belongs to you alone. Then I also I just simply feel that what you gave me is enough. We have always owed no one to anyone. Although I still feel that I owe you something in my heart, I really really can’t afford it. I don’t want you and me Similarly, you will always hide under the shadow of this disease. You still have grandma and godmother to take care of, and you can’t even think about bothering me, but I told Song Xiangyi that he will try his best to take care of them. What will happen in the future? Report my name to them all, they will never dare to bully you, otherwise I will be a ghost and I will not let them go."

"Speaking of which, I can't remember the scene when we first met. You can blame me. But I remember the first time I saw you cry. I know that it was the first time you saw my scars. I didn't Too much attention, it makes you sad. I think you might like me a little bit, what a strange person, do you like others because of their scars?"

"Are you going abroad soon? In the end, I can only wish you success in your studies and good health. Not only you, but your whole family must be in good health. Being sick is no joke. Summarize the three years we have been together Probably just...forget it, I will say it last. There is still something I want to say now, but I don’t know where to start. I have always wanted to ask you one thing. It’s like I don’t know what it is like to like , I don’t really understand what love is like. When you said I love Zeng Ruoyu, I didn’t feel much, but it seems that I can’t express my love for her. What about you? You...love me Or can you use more accurate words to describe your feelings for me?"

Yin Mu really read it word by word, each line will be savored for a long time.This kind of childlike tone is like when the clumsy Song Qingqiao doesn't play tricks in front of him, he can only speak some common words to express the extraordinarily inflated feelings in his heart, and he can't express them all.

"...Of course I love you." Yin Mu said to himself in the letter.

"At the end, let me be confident that what you said was love for me. You promise to be a different kind of love from Brother Huang and Lu Mao."

"I promise." Yin Mu struggled to speak now, crying so hard.

"Well, it's really over. Don't think about me anymore, and don't love me anymore. I know it's useless to say so. You can think about it if you want, and you can do whatever you want. After all, you are so spoiled I, I have to get used to you too."

"To sum up the three years we have been together, I can only think of this sentence. Yin Mu, I love you."

Yin Mu was stunned for half an hour after watching it, during which time he cried so much that he almost had asthma.

"Brother Huang." After finally slowing down, he called out.

"exist."

"About this key... Song Qingqiao didn't say anything?"

Xu Huang seemed to have expected him to ask this question: "Of course I said it, but it's a bit embarrassing, I can't quite say it."

Yin Mu pretended to cry again.

"Don't, don't, don't! I said!" Xu Huang cleared his throat, "Ahem, I won't come back after I go on this trip, it's better to keep the key at home."

……

Song Qingqiao really won't come back again, never will come back again.

"Did you laugh just now?" Yin Mu squinted at him.

Xu Huang was in a hurry: "I'll laugh a few times! Do I dare to laugh at me when I'm so sad? I'm still human!?"

"Hey." Yin Mu leaned his head on the back of the chair, looked up to the sky and sighed, "Laugh as long as you laugh, all that should be crying is over."

? ? ?Xu Huang couldn't quite understand his brain circuit, so how could this be over?

"I'm going to America to find big blonde girls."

"Fuck me? Boss Yin, aren't you? The souls of the dead are still here!"

Yin Mu squinted at him again: "Song Qingqiao and I are not fucking in love."

"What is that? Friendship? Family affection? Socialism... Bah bah bah."

Then Yin Mu's next sentence stunned Xu Huang.

"We are, ghosts," he said.

The author has something to say:

Brother Huang was so scared...

Fuck all this fantasy...

The next chapter will open the secret technique again

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