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"Dad, he didn't come back yesterday, did you know that?" Seeing that Qin Zhuoyi's reaction was flat, Qin Zhiyun asked him again.

Qin Zhuoyi didn't speak after hearing this, and stared blankly at the ceiling, which made Qin Zhiyun's heart beat uncomfortably.Suddenly Qin Zhuoyi stood up from the sofa and said, "He is in the hospital. I will take care of him in the hospital for the next few days. I will take you to Uncle Xu's place later. You will stay at his house for a few days now."

"I won't go, I want to go to the hospital with you!" Qin Zhiyun frowned and retorted.

"Good boy!" Qin Zhuoyi patted his head, "You still have to go to school, I'll be very busy these days, I'm afraid I won't be able to take care of you, so you stay with them for a few days, and I'll pick you up in a few days!"

Qin Zhiyun curled her lips aggrievedly, but still nodded and agreed, Qin Zhuoyi smiled and turned and went into the bathroom!

He didn't want to give up on Yang Bing, even when he lost his mind at first, he didn't want to let him go, but he seemed to have messed up everything. He looked at the date on his phone, May 21, the day before yesterday was Yang Bing's birthday, then Yang Bing appeared there yesterday because his parents have divorced, and Yang Bing is now an adult free man!

While thinking wildly, Qin Zhuoyi packed a set of clean clothes for Yang Bing and himself. Looking at the neatly folded clothes in the closet, he recalled the scene he had neglected before. Yang Bing squatted on the carpet On the ground, he carefully folded his clothes, ironed his suit to dry, and wandered around the room with a handkerchief.

He is busy these days, mostly socializing outside. Thanks to Yang Bing, this family can keep such a clean and tidy place. It is better to say that Yang Bing is taking care of this family than Qin Zhuoyi is caring about Yang Bing.

His beautiful fingers, which were originally used to play the piano, have been eroded a little rough by family affairs.Qin Zhuoyi thought of the feeling of holding Yang Bing's hand last night, and sighed again in his heart.

How hard was he to ignore all of this before?

After Qin Zhuoyi finished packing, he found out the things Yang Bing bought when he was hospitalized last time. After packing, he called Qin Zhiyun to go out.

The father and daughter went downstairs with two generations of luggage, and Qin Zhuoyi called Xu Sanyang after he got downstairs. Without further ado, he just asked him to help take care of Qin Zhiyun!

When Xu Sanyang heard that Qin Zhuoyi had come, he didn't say much, thinking about talking about those things after Qin Zhuoyi came.

But after Qin Zhuoyi arrived at Xu Sanyang's house, he only said a few words to Wen Jiu to help take care of Qin Zhiyun on the phone, and then left. When Xu Sanyang saw it, there was only one car butt left!

After Qin Zhuoyi drove to the hospital, he didn't take the things he brought to the hospital. Yang Bing was still in the intensive care unit, and he didn't know when he would be able to come out.

Qin Zhuoyi remembered what the doctor said in the morning. That doctor was the one who had Yang Bing hospitalized last time. He said that Yang Bing had just undergone a heart valve repair operation and he was recovering well. In addition, Yang Bing was diagnosed with mild depression when he was diagnosed and treated in Germany. back to normal.

This time, Yang Bing fainted because of low blood volume and symptoms of hypotension. The most important thing was that Yang Bing was slightly malnourished, which was the reason why he fainted and felt uncomfortable in breathing.

In addition, the doctor was also worried about Yang Bing's depression recurrence, and hoped that Qin Zhuoyi would find a psychiatrist for him after Yang Bing woke up. In the end, the doctor looked at Qin Zhuoyi seriously and said, "Finally, I hope Mr. Be careful when having sex with him. Although he is recovering well now, it does not mean that he can be tortured by you like a healthy person. Even if you are a healthy person, you can’t toss him into the anorectal department! "

Yang Bing didn't stay in the intensive care unit for long, and was transferred out the next day. Qin Zhuoyi asked the doctor to arrange a single ward for him. After Yang Bing was settled, Qin Zhuoyi gave the luggage in the trunk of the car to the hospital. take it out.

Then Qin Zhuoyi sat on the edge of the hospital bed and looked at Yang Bing quietly. He knew very well that the person he liked was someone who needed to be held in his hands and loved in his heart.

He regretted treating him like that, making him lie unconscious on the hospital bed, his face pale and bloodless.

Yang Bing never woke up, but the data indicators were always normal, and it was only a matter of time before he woke up. Although Qin Zhuoyi was worried, he didn't. He could only try his best to do things that made him comfortable every day, and pay attention to the company's affairs when he was free.

Three days after Yang Bing was admitted to the hospital, Qin Zhuoyi went downstairs to buy food, and when he returned to the ward, he saw Yang Bing sitting on the hospital bed staring blankly at the pot of daisies on the cabinet.

The little daisy was originally used for decoration by other people's flower shops. Qin Zhuoyi saw it by chance and couldn't move his eyes when he saw it. When it bloomed, it was white, with small, thin and long leaves, not as complicated and elegant as expensive chrysanthemums. Not as graceful and luxurious as other flowers, but this humble little daisy reminded him of Yang Bing.

Yang Bing is not tall, only about 1.6 meters. This kind of height may be considered unreasonable in the south, but it is very petite among the big men in the north. The little Yang Bing is like this pot of small daisies. Inconspicuous white and pure little flowers bloom among the flowers.

Qin Zhuoyi took a fancy to the decorative potted plants in his flower shop, and he wanted to buy whatever he wanted. The owner of the shop told him that there was a potted plant market not far away, so he asked him to buy it there. Qin Zhuoyi stubbornly wanted this pot, but the shop owner had no choice but to buy it Bought it for him, it was a flower anyway!

After getting this pot of daisies, Qin Zhuoyi even forgot what he wanted to buy, and went straight back to the hospital before going back to buy things.

Thinking of this, Qin Zhuoyi collected his thoughts, walked to the hospital bed, and said loudly, "Are you awake?"

Yang Bing raised his head and looked at Qin Zhuoyi for a while, and almost made Qin Zhuoyi's heart beat out of balance, then he heard Yang Bing say quietly: "Brother Qin!"

"Ah!" Qin Zhuoyi responded, thinking that he was going to ask him about that night, but Yang Bing obviously didn't mean that, and he didn't speak after calling Qin Zhuoyi.

The two were embarrassed for a while before Qin Zhuoyi came to his senses, called the doctor, and poured out the porridge in the thermos to dry.

After the doctor's examination, he said that he could be discharged in two days. Qin Zhuoyi nodded repeatedly, and then sat on the bedside and picked up a bowl to feed Yang Bing porridge, but when the porridge was handed to Yang Bing's mouth, he turned his head away.

For a moment, Qin Zhuoyi froze there, and the ward was full of embarrassment!

Qin Zhuoyi slowly put down the spoon and bowl in his hand, sat neatly, lowered his head slightly, and said, "I'm sorry!"

Qin Zhuoyi suddenly made a sound, and Yang Bing froze for a moment, but did not respond.

Seeing this, Qin Zhuoyi was not discouraged, and continued: "I know that you have been wronged recently, and I did that stupid thing again that day. I will not shirk responsibility. These are all my faults. But I can tell you You promise, I haven't fooled around with other people since I met you. As for what you saw that day, it was just a momentary mess. I didn't want to have anything to do with that person, but that person came up to me, and I was in no mood to push away ..."

Qin Zhuoyi felt that what he said was a bit messy, he might as well not have said it, so he simply stopped, and no matter what he said, it was his fault, no matter how eloquent he was, under such circumstances, He also couldn't tell how ugly he was, so he could only give up on himself and say: "Yang Bing, I have nothing to say, these are all my faults, I will let you beat me, let you scold me, but don't ignore me!"

At the end of this sentence, Qin Zhuoyi's tone unconsciously added pleading, he was repenting for what he had done, and begging for forgiveness from the other party!

Yang Bing didn't react to Qin Zhuoyi's words, but looked at Qin Zhuoyi slightly sideways. He had a haggard face and a beard.

Regarding Qin Zhuoyi's betrayal, Yang Bing knew that he should be sad, and even loathe him, but he didn't have those emotions in his heart. Yang Bing knew that it wasn't that he didn't love Qin Zhuoyi, but that he loved Qin Zhuoyi too deeply. All injuries given are within his tolerance range.

The psychological doctor in Germany once told Yang Bing to let Yang Bing learn to tell the other party what he thinks, instead of letting those negative emotions erode his heart.

Yang Bing understood that he should explain it to Qin Zhuoyi at this time, and it would be best if it was cleared up, but he didn't want to talk now, nor did he want to listen to Qin Zhuoyi, so he followed his inner thoughts, turned his head and didn't look at Qin Zhuoyi, just watched Looking at the pot of daisies on the table, he traced the outline of the daisies in his heart, completely treating Qin Zhuoyi as air.

Yang Bing entertained himself, and completely left Qin Zhuoyi behind, with joy in his eyes. Qin Zhuoyi sensed that something was wrong with Yang Bing, and remembered what the doctor said about Yang Bing's mild depression. Passed Yang Bing's head, looked at him and said, "Are you tired? Have something to sleep?"

Yang Bing looked at Qin Zhuoyi, and didn't understand why Qin Zhuoyi suddenly turned pale, but he didn't want to worry Qin Zhuoyi too much, so he nodded obediently. Seeing this, Qin Zhuoyi was overjoyed, and hurriedly picked up the porridge and handed it to Yang Bing.

Yang Bingan finished a bowl of porridge quietly, and then expressed that he was full. Qin Zhuoyi put away the bowl, helped Yang Bing to lie down, and left the ward immediately after he slept soundly. He contacted Zhang Yuan to make an appointment with a psychiatrist.

After staying in the hospital for another two days, Yang Bing was allowed to leave the hospital by the doctor. These two days, Yang Bing insisted on not having a good word with Qin Zhuoyi, which made Qin Zhuoyi worry about it for two whole days.

Yang Bing was discharged from the hospital in the morning, and Qin Zhuoyi took Yang Bing to the psychiatrist in the afternoon.

The psychiatrist surnamed Wu that Zhang Yuan made an appointment with is in a suburban villa area. The environment is quiet and comfortable to look at.

After Qin Zhuoyi sent Yang Bing into the consultation room, Dr. Wu tactfully invited him out of the consultation room.And Yang Bing didn't know what Qin Zhuoyi brought him here at first, but looking at Dr. Wu's behavior and the layout of the consulting room, he knew what Qin Zhuoyi brought him here for.

Yang Bing felt that there was nothing wrong with it, but he didn't want to take the initiative to expose it, so he sat there quietly waiting for Dr. Wu to speak.

"You look good?" Dr. Wu poured Yang Bing a glass of warm milk and said with a slight smile.

"Thank you!" Yang Bing said, "I just don't want to talk to him. I didn't expect him to spend so much time, so please!"

Dr. Wu smiled, did not object to Yang Bing's words, just nodded slightly, and then chatted with Yang Bing about some small things, such as clothes, milk, potted plants and so on.