my psychotic boyfriend

After sending Douduo away, Aye returned to the ward and searched in the suitcase for the second time. Ten minutes later, he took out a small box from the pocket of his previous clothes, checked the expiration date, and then walked the longest path in his life, moving to the office door step by step.

He didn't know where his courage came from, maybe his mind was stuck in traffic again at that time.

When A Ye put a small bottle of blue eye drops in front of Dr. Chang, Dr. Chang was visibly taken aback.

"This...eye drops...not trachoma", and then pushed the small blue bottle in front of the doctor, and it floated out very "calmly".

Dr. Chang was a little shocked at first and vaguely moved, but then he remained in a daze.

After A Ye left, Dr. Chang took a look at the small blue bottle and chatted with Dr. Zhu, "How is A Ye's condition recently? Why are you so timid?"

"I've been in a trance recently, and I don't look at the road when I walk." Dr. Zhu picked his teeth, "The condition has not deteriorated, but I think he is more filial to you than to me, the attending doctor. Hey, I didn't notice that your eyes are uncomfortable .”

Dr. Chang wanted to say: Actually, I didn't find it either.It was uncomfortable for a while when I first came here in the morning, but I got used to it later.

Aye gave him eye drops, but he didn't know what to give him in return.He doesn't like to eat or drink now, or play games or play with mobile phones, so he can only owe this money first.

Chang Dongzhi scratched his eyelids and dripped two drops of eye drops, and there was really no irritation.

A Ye returned to the bed and spread herself into a human-shaped cake, and didn't move for half an hour.

Then he stayed in the same place for nearly three days with one litter...

In the past three days, he only felt that he was being hugged and moved by many people. The white figures interlaced with the sound of footsteps, and all he saw were all kinds of legs.

When I woke up again, I forgot my name.Aye slowly realized that Dr. Zhu had given him an ultimatum, and without anyone's signature, forced him to use electric shock therapy.

After the power was turned on, my mind fell into a longer period of silence. Although I was silent, my heart was no longer so heavy, and I felt a little relaxed.

In a daze, he felt a hand pinch his jaw, put in a few small pills, and then filled it with water.Aye vomited out subconsciously, but this hand covered his mouth, with a gentle but tough attitude, the bitter taste began to spread, and finally he swallowed unwillingly.

In fact, he couldn't remember his appearance, but he knew who he was at the first glance, because his heart had already started to beat, and he even wanted to sing loudly.

Taking advantage of her discomfort, Aye secretly acted like a baby, grabbed Dr. Chang's hand, buried her face in her arms and did not let go.

Doctor Chang rubbed his hair with the other hand, like smoothing the fur of a kitten, Aye was so comfortable that he wished he could snore.

It's so strange, now he's not nervous anymore, obviously he would have been sneaky to take a look at it before.The words are not smooth, but now I enjoy it.

He held Dr. Chang's hand and didn't intend to let it go. During the period, Dr. Chang tried to pull it out twice, but he pulled it back again.

Anyway, he is a mental patient, hmph, what reason is there!

People like us don't need reasoning at all!

"Aye", Dr. Chang finally said aggrievedly, "I'm hungry, let's go have a meal together?"

Unexpectedly, it was time for dinner by accident.

Aye hugged Dr. Chang's arm and didn't let go. While suppressing a smile, he felt wronged for him, because Dr. Chang's voice was so pitiful.

A Ye suddenly raised his head and looked at him with a smile, "Doctor Chang, you are so easy to talk, do you often get eaten tofu?"

"How is it possible? I have practiced it a long time ago. No one can eat my tofu, except you." Chang Dongzhi looked at A Ye's smiling face, and Xindao electric shock therapy is indeed useful. Although he will forget some things, he will always Wake up slowly.If it wasn't for the treatment this time, he wouldn't even know that Ah Ye had such a pretty smile. At the age of 17, it should be the beginning of everything, and there should always be a vitality.

Aye was suddenly very proud, "When did I eat your tofu?"

"Few people have the opportunity to cry in my arms and wet my work clothes. You cried three times." Dr. Chang stretched out three fingers and covered his stomach again, "So can we still go to eat?"

"Is there really no one else?" Aye asked.

"Hmm..." Doctor Chang thought to himself, of course it's because other people lie in the arms of their family members when they get sick, but of course he can't say such words, "Yes, you are very lucky."

Satisfied, Aye's eyes lit up, "Then why don't you carry me over there?"

Doctor Chang really wanted to say: I am too hungry to crawl, and you still let me carry it.But he still said "OK."

The electroshock therapy was good, and he wanted to do it a few more times. After the electroshock was over, he forgot everything, but he could still recognize Dr. Chang at a glance. Enjoy this little intimacy right now.It seems that I will die at any time tomorrow, and I don’t know where I came from, so I don’t care about the current state.

I heard from others that they are afraid, because they don't know those "own relatives", they don't remember their past, and they can't even remember their own name. It's a terrifying feeling, but Aye doesn't understand arrive.

Maybe it's just because he's been living in this kind of space.

Lying on Dr. Chang's back, in this happy state, A Ye really wanted to hold Dr. Chang's head and kiss him, and tell him, I like a man, and you are the one I like!

A Ye messed up Dr. Chang's well-groomed hair presumptuously, while sniffing around like a dog. Whenever he met someone he knew teased, he would give them a triumphant and successful smile.

For several days, Ah Ye was in a state of inexplicable excitement, and he couldn't sleep after taking the medicine. Dr. Zhu suspected that he might have a phase transition, so he quickly adjusted the medicine, but... it was obviously useless in the short term .

Today everyone was released to bask in the sun again. When Aye saw Dr. Chang walk out of the gate of the yard, his face changed obviously. Much more proficient than last time.

Hong Mao drove over in a car that looked awesome. He leaned against the front of the car, looking like he was here to show off his wealth.A Ye also studied cars before, but now he can't remember anything.

Doctor Chang ignored him and continued to walk around the courtyard wall towards the bus station. Aye adjusted his sitting posture and sat on the wall, watching Doctor Chang get closer and further away.Hong Mao followed up—he was a scheming bitch, and he deliberately kept a bit of reserve before following up.

The red hair grabbed Dr. Chang's arm, and Dr. Chang continued to walk forward as if he didn't feel it—this was a contest of strength.Just when Hongmao was about to stop him, Aye immediately let go of his voice and shouted Doctor Chang's name.

Doctor Chang looked for his reputation, his eyes were wide open, and he tore off his red-haired arm and walked to the wall, "What are you doing climbing so high? Get down quickly."

A Ye rode on the wall and stretched out his arms to him, much like a child on a full moon begging an adult to hug him.Doctor Chang hung the bag on his wrist and stretched out his arms, and Aye jumped off the wall more than two meters high, right into his arms.

"It's all out anyway, can you take me out for a stroll first?" Aye said coquettishly while hugging his neck.

"No," Dr. Chang said with rare sternness, "Let Dr. Zhu know that you are going to be imprisoned in a small dark room again... How did you manage to climb up, and still have so much strength without eating every day?"

Doctor Chang carried him back while blaming him, and Aye leaned on his shoulder obediently and comfortably like a kitten, cheering for himself in his heart: Get out, red-haired monster!He really wanted to make a face at him proudly.

But he didn't.

Walls have ears, and as soon as Dr. Zhu went to work the next day, he ordered Aye to be locked in a small black room.Aye, who is in the period of "excitement", can't bear such loneliness.

Two days later, when the nurse was delivering the medicine to him, he took the opportunity to accidentally swallow the whole bottle of medicine, honorably became the key observation object of the hospital, and extended the time of being locked up in the small dark room.

On the third day, Dr. Chang specially made time to come to see him, and Aye complained a little in his heart. Why did he come here now?But the remaining rationality told him that Dr. Chang seemed to have no reason and no time to focus all his attention on him.

He has many patients, and he is just one of them.

Ah Ye really wanted to sing a single love song.

Doctor Chang has a key, so he can open the door and come in. Aye has hugged his neck since he entered the door and never let go, hanging on him.Doctor Chang could only stand and hold him to practice his arm strength.

"How are you feeling recently? You seem to have been very happy recently."

As soon as Aye heard this, he felt that Dr. Chang was here to sniff out the news. This concern was too professional. He didn't feel the slightest sincerity, so he didn't want to tell him the truth.

"Very happy, very happy," Aye jumped on him twice.

"anything else?"

"Gone."

Dr. Chang hugged him around the room, as if he was judging, "Are the side effects still uncomfortable?"

Aye shook his head.

"...Is there something on your mind recently?"

This sentence stunned A Ye for a moment, and Doctor Chang knew the answer.

"Can you tell me?"

Aye paused for a while and shook his head.Dr. Chang's voice was pleasant and soft-spoken. As soon as he asked these words, Aye's heart inevitably swayed.

"Your medication may need to be adjusted. Your current condition is not right. If it's not that you have something on your mind to hide, it is the problem of phase transition. You have been here for a while, and you know the seriousness of the matter." Dr. Chang Stern way.

"I... I have something on my mind."

"Well, but still don't want to tell... still don't want to tell me?"

Aye's heart tightened, and he unconsciously grabbed Doctor Chang's overalls.Dr. Chang sat on the edge of the bed, asked Aye to sit on his lap, and looked at him directly, "If you don't want to tell me, I can ask someone to come over, who do you like to chat with?"

A Ye stared into his eyes without speaking, he just kept watching.Doctor Chang raised his eyebrows and made a questioning expression.

Aye felt bitter in his heart, especially when Doctor Chang asked the phrase "I still don't want to tell me", Aye almost shouted in his heart: You are different to me, I can give you whatever you want you!

"No, it's not that I don't want to tell you." Aye hugged his neck tightly, "I...I, I can't say it."

"...Okay, I won't make things difficult for you," Dr. Chang sighed.

Aye lay on his shoulder for a long time, until it was time for Dr. Chang to leave, and then Aye opened his mouth.

"Chang Dongzhi."

"Ok?"

Doctor Chang didn't ask him why he suddenly called his name.

"Can you stay with me tonight?" Before Dr. Chang could express his attitude, Aye quickly added, "I'm a little scared by myself."

In fact, his original intention was not to say a few more words to increase the weight to keep him, because there are many factors that make him deal with the coming "quiet air" later.

Doctor Chang didn't answer him right away, Aye wondered if he would notice something, but Chang Dongzhi was actually just thinking——

"How do I brush my teeth and wash my face?"

Ah Ye: ...

Ah Ye almost blurted out, I really can't see that you are really particular!But in fact, Dr. Chang seems to be very particular.

"Well~ just stay with me for a day", A Ye used the privilege of a patient to act like a baby.While he felt that this was a bit difficult, he couldn't control the desire in his heart, and now, it was obvious that desire dominated him.

Dr. Chang finally compromised and promised him that he could use two pieces of chewing gum today to deal with the problem of brushing his teeth.