my psychotic boyfriend

"But... where do you live?" Dr. Chang asked. The general wards are all three-person rooms. A doctor who looks down and doesn't look up shares the same bed with a patient every day. On his head, what's the difference between this and being on duty every day?

"I'm going to open a VIP room," Aye said.

"Forget it", save money and spend it.Chang Dongzhi didn't say the last sentence: who knows when his father will stop sending money to the hospital.

"I'll talk to the dean and let you live in a small black room."

How much sacrifice can a doctor make to treat the mentally ill?There is no way to pretend to be a husband, to pretend to be a rival in love, to pretend to be a dead person to pretend to be a living person, and even to change the gender when necessary.

Dr. Chang has been here for a few months, and he has already acted as a scumbag, as well as the son-in-law and son of various people. In comparison, Aye's request to live with him is really nothing.What's more, he is a bachelor, and he really has nothing to miss when he goes home except for a good sleep.

"Not today," Dr. Chang said, "I haven't prepared my things yet. I'll bring them from work tomorrow. I'll go to your place tomorrow night, huh?"

"Is it snowing today?" Aye asked.

"...ah?" Chang Dongzhi didn't expect that the first question A Ye asked was this. He unconsciously took out his mobile phone, "The weather is fine." Chang Dongzhi pointed the screen at him, and A Ye saw a big Sun silently breathed a sigh of relief.

Doctor Chang didn't ask him what it had to do with the weather, just a few clothes and toiletries, and it wasn't that moving should have nothing to do with the weather.

"Be honest and don't cause trouble, I'll go over to accompany you tomorrow night," Dr. Chang said while stroking the back of his head.

"Don't lie to me," Aye said, "what you say is what you say."

Dr. Chang hooked his nose, as if coaxing a child, "It's not a good boy to lie to others."

Aye stared at the sky outside the window and didn't dare to sleep all night.Wherever Dr. Chang went to work during the day, he followed him, like a tail tied behind his buttocks.It wasn't until he got off work that he was intercepted by the security guards, and Aye reluctantly said goodbye to him.

But he is afraid.

He was afraid that the weather forecast on his phone would be inaccurate, after all, it was more reliable than outrageous.Fortunately, there are no clouds in the sky today, and it is indeed a sunny day.A Ye took the risk to persuade himself that it shouldn't snow today.

He believed in the words of the half-immortal as if he was in a demon, he had to believe it, but he didn't dare to believe it.

When the figure of Doctor Chang appeared at the entrance of the hall the next day, Aye breathed a sigh of relief, and rushed forward to give him a good morning hug.

Chang Dongzhi felt that A Ye suddenly became a little too clingy, and he didn't know what was going on in his mind. Living with him in his heart may not be a bad thing, and maybe he can observe some results, "Don't patronize Take advantage of me and take things up."

Aye smiled and immediately took the travel bag in his hand, and ran upstairs in a hurry.

Aye looked at the travel bag on the bed proudly, thinking whether to help Dr. Chang take out the things and put them away, at least the toiletries should be arranged in the bathroom.A Ye pinched the zipper with his fingers, and suddenly calmed down: What is the relationship between him and Dr. Chang, and he took his personal belongings without permission?

A Ye withdrew his hand in fright, fortunately his mind was not so confused.He rubbed his hands on his trouser legs, turned around and locked the door, and continued to be Doctor Chang's tail.

When they "lived together" again, Aye found that Dr. Chang was not as unnatural as last time, and he adapted so quickly, Aye thought.In fact, he really wanted to see another side of Dr. Chang that was unknown, but his adaptability was too strong.

Doctor Chang packed up his things, and then went to take a shower, while Aye silently covered his head under the quilt.At this time, he should clean up or something, but there is no such equipment in the small black room.A Ye is neither standing nor sitting, he can only cover his head under the quilt and let his imagination run wild.

The sound of water can no longer be heard through a thick quilt, but this does not hinder the strong imagination of a mental patient, and even a sense of pictures.For example, when he saw Dr. Chang lifted his quilt and looked at him worriedly, he wondered whether it was real or his imagination. The sense of the picture still cheered him up.

"A Ye?" Dr. Chang pinched his chin and turned his face, "How do you feel?"

"...Ah?" Aye replied confusedly, hoping that he would never have a nosebleed.Although Dr. Chang is wearing a bathrobe, it is actually quite tight for a person who has just taken a shower... but the collar on the chest is a bit low.Of course, for a person of Aye's age whose thoughts are still in the stage of innocence, the body is not the most important thing. The wet hair and the water droplets on the face after taking a bath are the most attractive to him.

The hibiscus comes out of the clear water, and the appearance of people after taking a bath will be more than one level higher.

Chang Dongzhi frowned in confusion, and Aye could see the three question marks popping up above his head.

How can this person be so stupid, Aye thought, looking at me, can't you see that I miss you?I think your EQ is not low!

I don't know if Dr. Chang heard him scolding him, but he patted Aye's forehead and then went to wipe his hair.

A Ye watched Dr. Chang take out a hair dryer from under the clothes in the suitcase. He was really thoughtful. He brought all the hair dryers with him. He felt like he often travels far away. He had everything prepared and didn’t take up much space.

Then Dr. Chang performed a live change of clothes for him. Although his back was facing him, Aye was still stunned-the last time he stayed overnight was not so exciting. It is true that there are new problems every time. The ideal is always Plump, realistic... really "skinny".

Dr. Chang turned his head while fastening the buttons, "Should I sleep on the floor or on the bed?"

"Bed... on the bed", Aye said tremblingly.

"I think it's better to be on the ground." This is not a way to live for a day or two. "It's just that bed, and it's too uncomfortable to fall asleep sooner or later."

A Ye was very hurt. He enjoyed it so much last time, but Dr. Chang felt very uncomfortable.

Dr. Chang pulled out a transparent bag from under the bed, which contained cushions and quilts, "Please prepare it by the cleaning lady. I will sleep next to you. When you roll down, don't hit me." Dr. Chang was joking. A Ye felt a cool breeze blowing in his heart, and there was a feeling that the prey was on his mouth but he couldn't eat it.

After the bed was made and the computer was put away, Ah Ye saw Dr. Chang take out a book and began to read it intently.

Aye hopes that Dr. Chang will show his private life, but Dr. Chang's private life is indeed boring enough. Reading books and watching movies is entertainment, reading professional books, watching a video and listening to a class is called learning. Dr. Chang every day It's all such a "combination of work and rest", and Aye feels that his spiritual realm has improved several levels when he is with him.

Sometimes when Dr. Chang was listening to the class, Ah Ye would ask a lot of questions, and Dr. Chang would answer him, and he would use the patients in the hospital as examples.A Ye found that studying a person's brain is very interesting, because everyone sees things differently. Studying a person's brain is like studying a person's world, which is another completely different world. .

For several days in a row, Ah Ye's nerves were highly tense, and he was afraid that something unexpected would happen to Dr. Chang in the blink of an eye.During this period, Dr. Zhu couldn't help talking to A Ye several times, but he didn't ask a few questions. In the end, he could only ask Dr. Chang to watch. Dr. Zhu never felt that he, the attending doctor, had failed so much.

"Children nowadays really look at their faces," Dr. Zhu sighed as he leaned back on his chair after taking a sip of tea.

Dr. Chang said: "Ah Ye is not quite right, he said he just has something on his mind and not because of illness."

"Is his own standard of judgment credible?"

Doctor Chang clicked, "It's believable, he hasn't had hallucinations so far, and he speaks rationally, tsk, I just don't know what he's been hiding, he said he couldn't say it—hey, there's something he can't say Exports?"

The people in the office all looked at him, and said in unison: "Puppy love!"

Doctor Chang: "..."

"This...why can't you say it?" Chang Dongzhi was puzzled.

"Doctor Chang", the head nurse took a glass of water and leaned against the desk, blew on the foam from the tea leaves, and drank it in small sips, "You haven't confessed your love to anyone, have you?"

Chang Dongzhi shook his head.

"Secret love?"

Doctor Chang was at a loss for a while and continued to shake his head.

"Okay, let me change the question. If someone who is extremely sensitive and likes you confesses to you, but you don't have any ideas, will you find it particularly difficult to say no? Rejection or acceptance, if it is an acquaintance Even anxious?" The head nurse looked at him expectantly, and Chang Dongzhi felt that she must have watched too many TV series.

"Eh... people like this don't usually confess their love, do they?" Chang Dongzhi thought about it.

"That's it, Ah Ye is such a person now. Don't forget that he is severely depressed, and he can't say it, because he feels that he is not qualified to like someone like this, and all kinds of pessimistic thoughts will crowd him. In his heart, he can't see any hope, so he can only choose to die in his heart... the pain of secret love can only be tasted silently by himself." The head nurse put her hands on her face, and she was about to cry.

"You've watched too many TV dramas," Dr. Zhu couldn't help but express Chang Dongzhi's heartfelt feelings.

"You smelly men must have never had a first love," the head nurse dictated.

first love?Chang Dongzhi couldn't help but think back to his first love. First love was beautiful, but it ended badly.

"First love is the most beautiful and exciting thing, but for a person with depression, it is a natural disaster. He will always have all kinds of thoughts that I am not good enough for him. Even if we are together, there will be various thoughts. All kinds of thoughts that we can't go on are more tossing than a little girl with princess disease. Therefore, A Ye is really not suitable for dating before he is discharged from the hospital, otherwise the result is unpredictable, and the cost of this love relationship is a life. .”

The head nurse's words caused the entire office to fall into dead silence.

"Let me ask weakly," an intern at the desk in the corner raised his hand silently, "There are no young girls in this courtyard, who can Ah Ye like?"

The silent office breathed a sigh of relief, and the entire office was filled with the words "Fortunately, there is no candidate".

Falling in love with depression is really horrible, who can stand such a toss.It's not easy to work every day, and you have to be overwhelmed by all kinds of negative energy. Once you can't make it through, people will seek death, leave or stay, whether you are crazy or half crazy.

After a short afternoon tea time, the head nurse was about to return to her job, when she opened the door, she saw Aye at the door.A Ye just leaned against the window at the door and watched her quietly, no one knew how long he stayed here and heard something.

His eyes were as calm as water, without a trace of waves.The head nurse had experienced many battles, so she didn't see how embarrassing it was, so she just got over it hastily.

But what she said was branded in A Ye's heart. When these doctors and nurses discussed their patients, it was like taking off their clothes layer by layer, and seeing the crux of the problem that they couldn't even see.This kind of feeling of being stripped clean is absolutely uncomfortable, not to mention that they also said that A Ye is not suitable for dating.It was still in front of Dr. Chang.

Dr. Chang must be very unlucky to be liked by someone like him.

A Ye carefully tucked the quilt up for him, lying on the bedside and watching him.