my psychotic boyfriend

"Your birthday is coming soon," Chang Dongzhi said warmly, "What gift do you want?"

You, Aye answered silently in her heart.

"Cake", Ah Ye said.He didn't know what to say other than cake.

Chang Dongzhi raised his eyebrows, isn't a cake a must-have for birthdays?He was already ready.

"anything else?"

"Will you agree to everything I say?" Aye asked.

Chang Dongzhi thought for a while, then clicked his tongue, "Except for those who break the law."

Aye froze for a moment, but couldn't help laughing.

Aye's thumb kept rubbing back and forth between his middle finger and index finger, his brows were slightly frowned, he thought he was talking about a multi-million dollar business, Chang Dongzhi waited patiently beside him with a suppressed smile.

In the end, as if the dust had settled, Aye tapped his four fingers on the table, and his nails made a crisp sound when touching the wooden tabletop, "Go to the rooftop, accompany me to the rooftop to watch the stars."

"I said, except for those who break the law and discipline," Chang Dongzhi said decisively.

"It's neither illegal nor disciplined," Aye said. "It's not the rooftop on the top floor, but the one on the seventh floor, which is completely wrapped with steel bars."

Chang Dongzhi hesitated to speak, and frowned, "Don't you think the dense steel mesh obstructs your sight? And it's winter, so cold..."

"You don't agree?" Aye stared at him without blinking, unconsciously questioning him.

"...Agreed", Dr. Chang said in distress, "Do I need to bring a telescope?"

"Well, I need it," Aye's tone softened, like a kitten whose fur has been smoothed.

After everyone turned off the lights, Aye and Chang Dongzhi came to the rooftop to celebrate their birthdays as agreed.Fortunately, although it is winter, there is no wind at all. Chang Dongzhi only inserted a candle for safety reasons, and fortunately it was lit on the roof that is surrounded by steel bars but not blocked by cement.

When Chang Dongzhi brought up the candle, Aye was adjusting the telescope facing the sky, and when he turned his head, the telescope was facing the flames, and the "blazing fire" rushed towards his face, Aye took a step back in fright, holding his chest to slow down. for a while.When he saw Dr. Chang's smiling face reflected by the faint light, he couldn't tell whether it was frightened or moved.

The shabby candle was blowing fireworks and singing a piercing happy birthday. "Happy birthday, Aye," Chang Dongzhi said, and the iron door behind him creaked and closed automatically.

Before Ah Ye's tears were moved, Dr. Chang added in time, "But are you really sure that we are going to eat cakes against the cold wind? Does this count as drinking the northwest wind?"

Aye smiled "puchi", and swallowed her tears again.

"There is no wind tonight," Aye said happily, "We don't need to drink the northwest wind."

He doesn't like sensational scenes, Aye silently calculated in his heart, but luckily his emotional intelligence is high enough, so he is good at changing the subject.

Dr. Chang bought a chocolate fruit cake, covered with strawberries and surrounded by chocolate chips.

It wasn't the grandest birthday he'd ever had. When he was a kid and his family was still "alive", his control freak mother still valued his birthday very much.But this is Dr. Chang's first birthday with him. Even putting aside this point, some people are really gentle from every little detail to the point where people's hearts melt into a puddle of water.

"Doctor Chang," Aye buried his head in a mouthful of bittersweet cream, "Do you know what it means to give someone chocolate?"

"I know," said Dr. Chang, "I have often received it since I was a child. When I was in Germany, I had no money to eat, so I relied on it to resist hunger and cold."

Aye: "..."

I can't talk normally.

"That's why I love Valentine's Day," Dr. Chang added.

A Ye poked the fork on the cake and looked at him speechlessly. Doctor Chang looked back slowly, with a confused expression.

A Ye suddenly wanted to give him the middle finger, but couldn't think of an excuse to despise him.Thinking about it, forget it, I didn't even accompany him on his birthday, so don't be ignorant of the good and the bad because he deliberately prepared so carefully, let's put away his evil thoughts and resentments for the time being.

The mania downstairs suddenly started to sing loudly, not knowing what was going on.Chang Dongzhi said, "Sometimes I really admire you. You have been locked in a small dark room so many times, and you still "persevere" in it. How did you endure him?" Chang Dongzhi felt that this floor Because of the extra mania, the little black room is a bit more terrifying than before.

Aye smiled helplessly, "Didn't I come out all the time? Every time I was locked up, it was only a few days."

I don’t know what Mania is singing. If you don’t listen carefully, you don’t know that he is singing in Chinese, but although his pronunciation is not clear, every word is in tune, which is also a miracle.

"It's really nice to listen to carefully," said Aye, resting his chin. "Language has borders and music has no borders," he said with a wry smile.

Chang Dongzhi couldn't help but also laughed, and Aye took out the binoculars, "Teach me how to adjust it, I haven't figured it out after adjusting it for a long time."

After a song, Mania began to violently kick the door, screaming frantically, the lights in the corridor were turned on, and the lights in the ward gradually turned on. Accompanied by complaints and cursing, Mania turned on the elderly machine The accompaniment was adjusted to the loudest, and began to "sing loudly."

"This song is so familiar," Aye said suddenly, "I can dance this dance."

Chang Dongzhi: "...Huh?"

A Ye explained: "When I was in high school, I knew how to dance this dance in order to gain points in the school's organizational studies in the college entrance examination."

Chang Dongzhi made a "please" gesture.

A Ye jumped up from the ground, wanting to take off the heavy cotton jacket so as not to affect his performance, just after unzipping the zipper, a gust of cold wind blew over, Doctor Chang thoughtfully added in time; "Put it on."

A Ye stood in the middle of the roof, gesticulated a few times to find the rhythm, and then got stuck and started to move his legs.Chang Dongzhi doesn't have much research on dance, but judging by the movements, it should be a majestic dance. Adding a few more partners, coupled with gorgeous stage effects, should bring out a certain wild temperament... But it's also Maybe it's because he was affected by the wild voice of obsessive-compulsive disorder...

The sickly Aye's jumps are not wild, but they have a very special sense of beauty. His movements are smooth and decisive, but without strength. They are released at the touch of a button, and every jump is as light as if it is about to take off.His hair, which hadn't been cut in months, fluttered in the night sky with his movements.Before he knew it, Chang Dongzhi had automatically blocked the howling of wolves downstairs, and he didn't even hear it when the music stopped.

A Ye made the ending action, but did not wait for the expected applause.He raised his head to look at Dr. Chang in confusion, only to find that he was looking at him steadfastly. The most important thing was that Dr. Chang had light in his eyes.Aye's heartstrings were twitched, and she looked back at him quietly, not daring to say anything, not even blinking her eyes, for fear of breaking the subtle ambiguity.

The sound of mania kicking the door brought Chang Dongzhi back to his senses, "Dancing very well", he clapped his hands twice in a half-embarrassed manner, Aye still looked at him with the same eyes, and didn't move except for the strands of hair Pass.Chang Dongzhi now feels that the northwest wind can't blow away his anger, and his omnipotent ability to defuse sensationalism seems to have suddenly stuck.

Chang Dongzhi frowned slightly, wanting to press his head, but it was at this moment that Aye suddenly "lived".

"Go down, the wind is blowing," Aye said.

"Okay," Chang Dongzhi nodded.

Ah Ye lowered his head and noticed that Dr. Chang had forgotten to pack the cake box. He picked up the box and folded the box into small pieces as he went downstairs. Dr. Chang went downstairs on the floor of the small black room. Ah Ye Ye Shun threw the box in the trash can by the toilet door.

Doctor Chang stopped in front of the door where they lived together, and then took out the key from his pocket to unlock it. Now the mania stopped roaring, and the corridor was so quiet that you could hear every needle dropped, let alone Say such a bunch of tinkling keys.

Aye didn't understand what he was going to do, and suddenly felt a little guilty, feeling like his heart was being pulled back and forth on a swing, and evil thoughts couldn't stop coming out.

Dr. Chang skillfully took the mat from under the bed, spread it flat on it, and then pulled the quilt skillfully to wrap himself into a silkworm chrysalis, from head to toe, without revealing a single seam.

A Ye felt a little funny and a little speechless, he shook the people inside through the quilt, "What are you doing? Are you hibernating?"

Doctor Chang said tremblingly, "I'm freezing to death..."

A Ye held back her laughter, only to hear Doctor Chang say again, "Let me warm up first."

Aye waited obediently by the side, but his hands didn't seem to want to be honest. When he came back to his senses, his paws were already supporting Doctor Chang's waist through the quilt.Because the floor heating was on, he was always woken up by the heat in the middle of the night, and Dr. Chang's quilt had already been replaced with a thin quilt.

He must have felt it, otherwise it would be impossible to be so stiff and motionless.A Ye was a little at a loss, he didn't want to take it away, but he didn't know what to do with it.

Aye had a flash of inspiration, and stroked it up and down like scratching a cat's hair. Doctor Chang may be quite comfortable, and Aye felt the stiff muscles in his hands loosen slowly.Unfortunately, it didn't take long for him to jump out of the quilt, "I'm roasted to death, this floor can be roasted."

"Doctor Chang," Aye said with a smile, "I suddenly think you are cuter than before."

"Is it cute or unreliable?" Chang Dongzhi said, "Don't expect too much from me, you will be disappointed."

"I will never be disappointed in you".

Chang Dongzhi: "..."

If anyone said that this child has never been in love, he would never believe it.

Chang Dongzhi was leaning against the head of the bed, with a thin quilt covering his legs, looking at the sky outside the window and adjusting the binoculars. After a while, he suddenly "tsk", "It's not good to be on a low floor. People like me who have an upright heart heart, but it is still easy to be misunderstood for doing something shameful."

A Ye snatched the telescope from his eyes. Last time, Doctor Chang said not to tell others about the telescope, for fear of causing misunderstanding. He still didn't understand what the misunderstanding was, but now he emphasized it again.

A Ye leaned on his eyes and looked back and forth, until he passed a certain window and saw two people who had already taken off their clothes inside and hugged each other and gnawed each other's necks, he suddenly understood...

A Ye felt that the blood on his body began to boil instantly, and then he came back to his senses slowly, and stared at Dr. Chang, who was looking at him with a smile that was not a smile.

"Okay," Chang Dongzhi bumped him with his arm, "I'm already an adult, so what are you afraid of?"

A Ye covered her eyes, with a look of "not seeing", "...Don't you know how to open the window? Is it so urgent?"

Chang Dongzhi couldn't help laughing, "It would be great if there was wine, but it's a pity you can't drink it."

"It's okay to drink once in a while..."

"Affects the efficacy of the medicine."

Then the two suddenly stopped talking, and Aye rubbed his fingers back and forth, hoping to spice up the quiet atmosphere, "You studied in...Germany?"

"Yeah," Chang Dongzhi nodded.

"Why did you run so far?"

Chang Dongzhi didn't speak for a long time, looking at the stars in the sky.

It took a long time before he said: "Because Gu Hong wants to go."

A Ye had never heard of Gu Hong's name, but in the next second he realized who this Gu Hong was, and then his heart sank suddenly, and he almost couldn't sit still due to the pain.

"He wanted to go abroad. There is no tuition fee for studying in Germany. We are very poor. After discussing and discussing, we finally chose that place."

"...Oh", Aye responded dryly, the muscles on the side of his face began to tremble uncontrollably, and he pinched secretly.

"Then...then...why did you separate again?" Aye felt that he was sick. He was obviously suffering from death, but he still tried to torture himself to make him feel more uncomfortable. It was indeed a mental illness.

"He graduated earlier than me, and he came back because it was difficult to get a green card in Germany."

"Then why didn't you come back together? And you still took the postgraduate entrance examination there?"

Chang Dongzhi said, "I actually applied to return to China at that time, but the research report was stolen by the tutor of the domestic university, the name was changed and the content was adjusted, and the research paper no longer belonged to me. I just heard the news, and it was too late to apply for other schools at that time... It was difficult to graduate from a university in Germany, and it was even more difficult to take the postgraduate entrance examination. During that time, I stopped part-time jobs for my studies and cut off my source of income. The winter was cloudy and cold, and it seemed that the sun was out all year round. , and I was in the same mood at the time, but fortunately I passed the exam, otherwise I don't know what to do."

A Ye can no longer tell whether his heart hurts for himself or for Dr. Chang.He has never seen Dr. Chang's vulnerable side, even if he is sitting next to him and telling the story of the past, his tone is calm and gentle, full of "past events".However, maybe it's just because he didn't witness the age at which he showed weakness.

A Ye found that he was really madly jealous of that red-haired monster.

"He... is very handsome, very stylish, and looks quite rich", A Ye added this sentence masochistically.Praise the rival in love, I really have a broad mind.

Then the air is quiet.

Dr. Chang put his arms on his knees and looked down at him quietly without saying a word.