my psychotic boyfriend

A Ye was startled and shivered all over, raised his head and looked at the light source shining in from the corner of the quilt in fear.

Chang Dongzhi saw his whole face clearly, and said softly: "You are so good-looking, aren't you afraid of leaving scars on your face? The nurse said you hit your head against the wall and almost jumped out of the window?"

"I don't remember," Aye murmured.

"No, you remember, it's just that you don't want to face it, so you choose to escape", Chang Dongzhi almost blurted out academically, but what he is facing now is a real mental patient, not the simulated teaching in the classroom, naked The truth is often not suitable for speaking.

"If you don't remember, you don't remember, but you don't need to cover yourself so tightly, aren't you afraid of scars on your face?"

Aye looked at him blankly, as if he didn't know what happened just now.After a long time, he said: "How is Duo Duo?"

Chang Dongzhi realized that Dodo was the one crying and screaming while lying in the nurse's arms, "She went back to her room to rest."

"you are a doctor?"

"Yes".

"How did you recognize that I wasn't wearing white clothes?"

"You smell like medicine."

Chang Dongzhi laughed, realizing that the little boy still trusted the doctor in his heart, and the future treatment should not be very difficult.Unexpectedly, what Aye was thinking in his heart was: So I was really sick, and that fat man didn't lie to him.He really almost lost control and almost threw Dodo down just now, but fortunately the sudden headache caught him.

"I... I vomited out of my midday medicine," Aye confessed honestly.He confessed and was lenient as if he had made a mistake and was caught by the police uncle.

"Okay, I'll talk to your attending doctor. What's your name, I'm going to work here tomorrow, and I can play with you then, and you don't have to be afraid of hurting others when you're with the doctor." Chang Dongzhi judged Well, Ah Ye chose to bang his head against the wall because he was afraid of hurting others, and he also hid himself, because he didn't want to give himself a chance to lose control.

If the little boy in front of him is really isolated, it is easy to be isolated in the small world of a mental hospital through word of mouth.Needless to say, he was isolated in the hospital. Judging from the current state, he found that he had a tendency to hurt others, so he would take the lead in staying away from the crowd.During adolescence, Chang Dongzhi picked up the bracelet on his hand—severe depression has a manic-depressive tendency, and I am afraid that he will really treat the hospital as his home in the future.

Chang Dongzhi is very curious about the inner world of mental patients, and it is this curiosity that led him to enter this field of research.It's a pity that research is Dr. Chang's specialty, but coaxing is not. Unfortunately, after this battle, he found that mental patients need to be coaxed. They are like 3-year-old children when they get sick.

Chang Dongzhi racked his brains to think of "sweet words" to coax this little boy out of the bed. Just as his trigeminal nerves were entangled and fighting together, there was a loud knock on the back door.The heart-piercing little girl who was howling and howling just now kicked the door open, as if she was about to settle the score.

"You vegetable leaves floating in the stinking ditch, pay me... cell phone. Xue Chen? Why are you here?".

Chang Dongzhi: "??"

"Why are you here?" Dodo stared blankly at Chang Dongzhi and paced over.Aye finally couldn't help but poked his head out of the quilt curiously, and asked Chang Dongzhi with his eyes: "You two know each other?"

Chang Dongzhi's brain was running fast, and he mobilized all his knowledge in an instant to determine what kind of disease the little girl in front of him was.But before he could react in time, Dodo, who floated over affectionately, suddenly changed his face and slapped him hard on the face.

Chang Dongzhi: "..."

"You scumbag!" Dodo said as she was about to slap her for the second time.

Chang Dongzhi is not a person who is so sympathetic to the beauty that a little girl he doesn't know casually slaps him. When the second slap came, he had already grasped Duo Duo's wrist with quick eyesight and quick hands.

Dodo roared that there was a tendency to get sick, and the sky was getting dark. Chang Dongzhi felt that he must have a look, otherwise why didn't he go home directly after signing the contract, but ran to this place, why, familiar work environment?You don't have to be slapped every day for this job, right? !

Dodo's wrist was grabbed, but her feet were dishonest, and she jumped up violently and kicked him nimbly.

Chang Dongzhi: "..."

Chang Dongzhi grabbed her wrist and said goodbye, Douduo leaned against him, unable to beat or kick, Chang Dongzhi took out his mobile phone and glanced at the number of the bedside nurse, who was about to call .But Dodo suddenly calmed down, squatted halfway, and murmured: "It's thundering, it's going to rain, where's my umbrella?"

A Ye huddled under the quilt and watched the farce of the two with a calm face as if watching a movie. Unexpectedly, Chang Dongzhi was so frightened by her sudden attitude that he relaxed, and Duo Duo escaped from the clutches of the devil, and suddenly got into A Ye's room. in the quilt.

Aye lived to be 17 years old, and he never even held a girl's hand, let alone "sleeping in the same bed". He bounced up like a cat seeing a cucumber.Due to the side effects of the medicine, his whole body was trembling, and Aye hugged himself tremblingly - he felt a little cold just after getting out of the quilt.

Duoduo grabbed the quilt, laughed and rolled on Aye's bed, and then ran out with the quilt on top.Chang Dongzhi and Aye looked at everything in front of them inexplicably, and then looked at each other silently.

Chang Dongzhi was a little speechless, A Ye recovered after being made such a fuss by Dodo, but Dodo himself fell ill.He bid farewell to A Ye, packed his things and finally walked out of the mental hospital.Chang Dongzhi drove the car out of the yard, and the words that his mentor once said came to his ears: "Don't pay too much attention to what mental patients think, they have their own complete set of logic, and if you think too much, you will fall into it."

To live here, one must either become a Buddha, or become a god, a crazy god.The days to come are still long.

The next day, when Chang Dongzhi reported to the office on time, he found that Aye had really been quarantined alone.The little girl named Dodo squatted in the corner to bask in the sun under the quilt from last night.

Chang Dongzhi practiced with the dean, but the dean rarely performed surgery easily. He followed the dean in name, but actually wandered among the doctors to gain experience.Psychiatrists are different from other departments. Judging the disease is based on experience, because there is currently no instrument that can detect diseases in the brain.

Fortunately, doctors in the psychiatry may live an "inhuman" life all day long. Everyone has been trained to be very Buddhist. There is absolutely no such thing as forming a clique and wearing small shoes. Appearance, one is easier to talk to than the other.

Chang Dongzhi flipped through the patient's medical records, and when he turned to the page of Qi Ye, he stared at the photo for a long time before he remembered that this was the little boy named A Ye.It seems that I promised him before that if he is quarantined, I will play with him.It's been almost a week since I've been busy, and I haven't even visited him. Does this count as breaking my promise to my child?

So Chang Dongzhi rang Dr. Zhu's office, and first exchanged greetings with Aye's attending doctor to test Aye's current condition.

Dr. Zhu said: "He is fine most of the time, but there is one thing that is strange. He is very forgetful. Although he remembers the whole process of the things he has done, he can't remember the emotions at that time. That is... Do you understand what I mean?"

"Understood, telling your own story is as indifferent as if it happened to someone else."

"Well," Dr. Zhu nodded, "Sometimes this child will suddenly be irritable, but most of the time he doesn't say a word, just like all the people who just entered the hospital, but when he is normal, he forgets all his emotions gone."

Dr. Zhu briefly introduced A Ye's condition as if chatting, and Chang Dongzhi then proposed that he wanted to see him.Dr. Zhu agreed, and there was no reason to disagree. He said that there were a lot of people secretly visiting him in the hospital, so although he was isolated, he was not lonely at all.After the first attack, Dr. Zhu guessed that A Ye's burst point was probably something like a video recording, and told everyone to avoid it as much as possible in the future.

When Chang Dongzhi passed by, Aye was playing poker with the uncle and aunt outside the door through a mesh security door, and the melon seeds were cracked all over the floor.When seeing Chang Dongzhi coming, Aye greeted him warmly: "You are here", like an old friend who has known each other for many years.Chang Dongzhi didn't know why, but felt a little dumbfounded.

The broadcast called everyone to eat, and a nurse sister came over with a boxed lunch. She pretended to be serious and dispersed the people around the fence before handing the boxed lunch to A Ye.Chang Dongzhi noticed that she didn't even open the door.

After the nurse handed over the meal, she reached out and rubbed A Ye's hair lovingly, "It's time to cut your hair, eat well and don't cause trouble, let's say something nice to Dr. Zhu, and we'll let you out in two days. "

"Thank you sister," Aye smiled and took the boxed lunch, and started to eat it hungrily.

The nurse rubbed A Ye's hair again, said "Good boy", turned around and had a chat with Chang Dongzhi before leaving.

Chang Dongzhi sat cross-legged at the place where his aunt was playing poker just now, looked at Aye through the anti-theft door, and then at Aye's room - all around are anti-theft windows, and the glass is reinforced.

In fact, Ah Ye couldn't eat at all, his lungs seemed to be squeezed and exploded as if he lacked oxygen, his heart speeded up, his head hurt so badly that he wished he could hit the wall, and he felt that he had exhausted all his strength after taking a bite of food.All he wanted was for the person outside the door to get out of here quickly, so that he wouldn't have to pretend to force himself, but he didn't expect him to sit on the ground and refuse to leave!

Chang Dongzhi was almost ten years older than him, so he could tell what the kid was thinking at a glance.What's more, because of the effect of the medicine, Aye's reaction was very slow. He felt that he was gobbling it up, but in the eyes of a normal person like Chang Dongzhi, he chewed it more slowly than a lady.

Chang Dongzhi thought it was funny, and sat on the ground and looked at him innocently. He didn't know if it was out of pity or for other reasons. He felt that this child was very painful. No wonder he was not neglected even though he was isolated. , maybe there is a factor of morbid beauty?

"Are you hungry?" Aye handed him his meal, but Chang Dongzhi shook his head regretfully.A Ye refused to admit defeat, and signaled with winks, "I didn't move this half."

Chang Dongzhi thought, "You basically didn't move anything, just want to trick me into eating for you?"

"You can eat, eat a little more and get better soon," Chang Dongzhi said.

A Ye reluctantly chewed on the rice grains, "I don't want to go out."

"You like being in this cage?"

"It's nice here."

"Say something against your will."

Chang Dongzhi looked at his watch, "To lie to the doctor is to lie to himself." He stopped talking for a long time, but he still didn't think that your illness is more serious than you imagined. You should pay attention to it, and don't keep fooling the doctor's words out of your mouth. .He realized that Aye's condition had not improved, and the big factor was that he never told the truth, or was ashamed to tell the truth. This may be a characteristic of adolescent boys' strong self-esteem-taking weakness and illness attacks as a whole. kind of shame.

"It's time for me to eat too."

"Well, if you don't go to the cafeteria, you won't even have steamed buns anymore," Aye thought in his heart that you have finally left.

"It's rare, but this sentence comes from the heart."

"..."

How can this person be so calm and say so annoying.When he had the first attack, he almost confessed to him because of fear. Now that I think about it, it's a shame, but luckily I didn't say it.

"Let's go", Chang Dongzhi stood up and adjusted his clothes a few times, smiled at Aye before walking away.

A Ye didn't even have the strength to roll his eyes at his back, and when he heard footsteps echoing in the corridor, he poured the rest of his meal into the toilet, then lay down on the bed and planned to go back to sleep.

...Last night was another sleepless night.