my psychotic boyfriend

The food in the mental hospital is very unpalatable, low in oil, sugar and salt. There are not many medical staff who come here to eat, and they usually order takeout or go out to eat.

A Ye looked at the person across from him with a bottle of water in his mouth, and seriously suspected that Dr. Chang's sense of taste was a problem, and he actually ate such a nasty meal so happily.He finally couldn't help asking, "How do you manage to eat such an unpalatable meal?"

Doctor Chang replied: "Eating is just to fill the stomach."

The implication is that it is the same for him whether it is bad or delicious, there is no difference between ups and downs.

Uppercase suits!

Aye couldn't help but give him a thumbs up: what can't be controlled by someone who can even control the desire of his mouth?

No desires, no desires, really suitable for this place, a normal person would already be crazy.

A Ye put a mouthful of green vegetables into his mouth, and Dr. Chang had already licked up the plate.Dr. Chang unhurriedly took out his mobile phone and said, "You still have 10 minutes to eat, and it's time to take your medicine."

"Oh, I'm already wolfing it down."

Doctor Chang glanced up at him, smiled slightly, and said nothing.

oh!This damn smile, Aye secretly sighed.

While queuing up to take medicine, Ah Ye saw an uncle in the VIP room frequently going in and out.He came out, closed the door, walked in two steps and went in for about 10 minutes, then came out again, went in again... back and forth endlessly, like a spinning top, his expression was a little anxious at the end, based on Aye's experience , this person is going to get sick.

Later, I saw Dr. Chang. Dr. Chang stood beside him and chatted with him for a while, then came to the nurse to get his medicine, and gave it to the uncle.

OCD?Ah Ye thought.

The VIP room has a separate water dispenser and microwave oven, and everyone has to go in from time to time for convenience—except for the room of the uncle with obsessive-compulsive disorder. As long as he goes into his room and touches anything, including floor tiles, he will frequently wipe it Come and wipe, drag and drop.I heard that I had specially hired a nanny before, but I couldn't stand it and left within two days.

But at any rate, Dr. Chang and the nurses can go in. Dr. Zhu has to think about it when he goes in. OCD always feels that the soles of his shoes are dirty.

Life in the hospital is too boring, especially for Aye, who has not been ill for two weeks, when can he go out and get rid of this life of eating and sleeping.

Dr. Zhu increased the dosage for him again. Although Aye didn't know why, he was already living like a normal person.Dodo was different. She was also given an increased dose by her attending doctor, because the doctor suspected that she might be at risk of phase transition if she suddenly became so eatable.

Duo Duo cried for a long time, A Ye's ears were almost callused, and most of the snacks given to A Ye by the patients had been wiped out by Duo Duo, crying while eating, nasal snot and tears mixed with potato chips, crunching The crunch is particularly crispy.

A Ye found an excuse to go to the bathroom, he was afraid that the tinnitus would affect his hearing if he kept listening.A Ye picked his ears while walking, and bumped into a man at the door of the toilet.

It smells like smoke.

A Ye looked up, wondering who would dare to make such a mistake in such a harsh environment.

Doctor Chang?

Aye was stunned for a moment.

Doctor Chang seemed to be in a hurry, and before he could say hello to him, he turned around and left with a slight nod.

Aye's first reaction was not that Dr. Chang actually smoked, but his gaffe.

Doctor Chang lost his composure? !

Doctor Chang is usually like a "pug dog", grinning when he disagrees with each other, but now he is expressionless, and even looks a little serious and cold when he looks carefully.

A series of expressions and movements of Dr. Chang played back in slow motion in his mind like a slideshow, over and over again.

A Ye was stunned for a while, turned around and ran out, found the lounge from the doctor's office, and saw Doctor Chang lying on the spring bed taking a nap, feeling a low air pressure all over his body without looking at his face.

When Dr. Chang was in a bad mood, Ah Ye suddenly became curious, why would he be depressed?

The phone rang inside, and he saw Dr. Chang took the phone from the bedside, frowned and tapped on the phone a few times, but he didn't answer.Then sat up and rubbed his face, sighed and got up to go out.A Ye was so frightened that he turned and ran to the ward.

It's normal for a person to have good or bad emotions, and it's okay to cry for a while and be happy for a while.But this matter was on Dr. Chang's body, and he felt weird, very, very abnormal.

The weather is fine today, and the nurse sisters said that today they can go out to play in the sun for a while, and there is A Ye's name in it.

A Ye felt that he must have been addicted to drugs and his brain was rotten. He always wanted to make Dr. Chang happy, and he did so in the way he thought Dr. Chang would be happy.You must know that his current intelligence is about equal to that of a three-year-old child, and he still gets stuck in traffic from time to time.

On this sunny day, A Ye resorted to the tricks she had forgotten in her mother's womb, pulling, coaxing and kicking Dr. Chang out of the office.

A Ye pulled Dr. Chang to the fence, then stepped on the concrete base and opened his arms: "Carry me."

Doctor Chang shook his head dumbfounded, but turned around, with his arms slightly backward, and Aye jumped onto his back, surprised that Doctor Chang didn't stagger forward due to inertia, and didn't know if he was doing it. It's because I'm so hungry that I'm as thin as a bamboo pole.

"Am I heavy?" Aye asked, lying next to Doctor Chang's ear.

"No matter how light it is, it can float."

"Haha", Ah Ye felt that Dr. Chang seemed to be in a better mood.In fact, he himself is very lacklustre, and the idea of ​​"how to die quickly" is always floating in his mind, but he always feels that he has a difficult task on his body.If Dr. Chang couldn't smile as happily as before, it would be difficult for him to "die" with peace of mind.

"Magic little train, do you need me to carry you?"

"Does your little train only have two wheels?"

A Ye smiled and shook his legs, "I may not be able to carry my back now, wait until I get better."

"Then eat well and avoid being scolded a few times. The nurses complain to me every day."

Aye didn't speak, it seemed that it was autumn, and it felt a little colder today than when he went out last time.

"Why are you in a bad mood recently?"

A Ye noticed that Dr. Chang paused for a while, but he didn't feel surprised.

"Adults have a lot to worry about."

"Then why this time?" Aye was unyielding, "If you say that you are still young and don't understand, I will bite you to death." Aye made a gesture and bit him on the shoulder.

Dr. Chang may have been amused by his actions, but he still sighed and explained the reason, "I was approached by a person I never want to see in my life."

"Ex-girlfriend?"

Doctor Chang paused for a while and then said "hmm".

A Ye rested her head on Dr. Chang's head, and could smell his nice shampoo, "She asked you to get back together?"

"……Um."

"Are you pretty?"

"good."

"Who dumped whom?"

Doctor Chang didn't answer this question right away, and said after a long time: "Long-distance relationship, no one can blame..."

Before Dr. Chang could finish speaking, Aye interrupted: "Got it, she dumped you."

Doctor Chang did not deny it.

Aye's psychology is very uncomfortable: what kind of fucking pretense can she get rid of people like Dr. Chang.

Pretend!

idiot!

"Then you...do you still like her?"

"I'm living quite well by myself now, and I don't really want to be disturbed."

A Ye shook his legs, "The sun is very good today, don't be unhappy, okay?"

"Ah."

"There are so many beautiful nurses in the hospital, you will never have to worry about finding a wife."

"Ok."

"Smile."

Doctor Chang turned his head and gave him a big smile, the kind that was so close at hand that it overflowed the screen.

"Thank you for comforting me," Dr. Chang said softly, although the way was childish, he was still riding on his back.

"Do you doctors really want to know why I have this disease?" Maybe it was for a secret exchange, or maybe it was because the feeling is so comfortable now, Aye suddenly seemed to want him to know more about himself.

"Of course, it's better to prescribe the right medicine if you know the cause. But most depressed patients don't know the cause of their illness."

"I know," Aye said firmly, "I have actually been sick for many years. I have studied it, but I didn't expect that one day I would be hospitalized."

Doctor Chang had already walked around the hospital with his back on his back. Hearing this, he felt that it was not suitable to stop at this moment, so he started to circle the second time.

"No one cared about me since I was a child. As they guessed, my family was very rich - before, and now they divorced, and I have no family. When I was very young, no one looked at me. My mother was worried. At home I installed a circle of cameras, even the toilet and the bed, I just felt irritated at that time, and then I gradually got used to it, but I didn’t expect this thing to be so disgusting now.”

With Chang Dongzhi on his back, he walked slowly step by step. He exuded a pleasant aura, and Aye suddenly felt a little dazed, as if he really floated up.

"So what I hate is actually things like video recordings, but it doesn't happen every time. I grew up in that environment, and sometimes I can't tell whether it's habit or instinct."

Aye originally thought that Dr. Chang would comfort him gently, but he didn't expect that Dr. Chang's first sentence was: "Then why aren't you afraid of watching TV and listening to music? Isn't that also recorded?"

Aye: "..."

The atmosphere collapsed in an instant.

Aye said speechlessly: "Don't you want to hear more from me?"

"You tell me to listen," Doctor Chang said with a smile.

A Ye turned his head, looked at the shadows of the two people reflected on the ground, took out his mobile phone and secretly took a photo of the shadows.

"Are you tired?"

"I'm working out."

"Then I won't be polite." Aye hugged his neck tightly. "No one has carried me since I was a child. When I was young, I was envious every time I saw them riding on their parents' necks or carrying them on their backs."

Chang Dongzhi didn't know what stimulated Aye to tell him all the words suddenly. Could it be that his brain suddenly short-circuited again?It doesn't matter, people with mental illnesses always react strangely, and cramping and short-circuiting are normal phenomena.

Go back and have a good chat with Dr. Zhu.