[Full-time master] Treading the waves

If there was not an episode like tonight, maybe until Huang Shaotian left Huang Shaotian would not have found that the window of his room was facing the back garden of the hotel. It turned out that it was still embracing such a flawless lake, like gently watching eyes in the night.

He couldn't tell what kind of mentality he was leaning on the window to watch the two people downstairs by the lake for so long.The floor I live in is not low, and the lighting is not good, so I can't see clearly, there are only two vague silhouettes, neither far nor near.Previously, he had only heard about Zhou Zekai and Ye Qiu being together—or having been together, and imagined what it was like, but everything was different from seeing it with his own eyes.

If they hadn't already broken up, Huang Shaotian thought, would there be further intimacy?

Thinking of those clips of skin-to-skin contact naturally came to mind, trembling lips, curled fingers, flushed eyes - he was shocked, not because he was shocked by the real sense of the picture, but because he realized that his actions now Like a perverted voyeur.

At that time, Ye Xiu led Zhou Zekai out and came back alone. After the fans left, Huang Shaotian couldn't help being curious and asked him what was going on.Ye Xiu said in a normal tone that his younger brother was here.Huang Shaotian's eyes widened and he asked a bunch of questions. Ye Xiu didn't get impatient and didn't change the subject. He just watched him and listened to his nonsense, then asked, why are you so concerned?

I'm afraid that innocent children will be deceived, and the emotional injury is difficult to heal.

Are you worried that my brother will be cheated by Xiao Zhou, or that Xiao Zhou will be cheated by him?Ye Xiu said, by the way, Ye Qiu is older than you.

It is rare for Huang Shaotian to hem and haw moments, unable to explain why.

Ye Xiu got up and was about to go back to the hotel. Before leaving, he left a faint sentence, do you feel that you have asked too much about Xiao Zhou's affairs?

For the first time, he didn't refute Ye Xiu's lesson—if it counted as a lesson.Huang Shaotian was dumbfounded, and only now did he realize that he really seemed to care too much, especially Zhou Zekai and him are not very close friends, and even he who gossips about Yu Wenzhou has a more stance.

The joys and sorrows are other people's private affairs, so what should they do with him.

Huang Shaotian got angry with himself for no reason, drew the curtains and retreated to lie on the bed in a daze.The TV facing him was still playing a foreign language advertisement. He couldn't understand a word, and he didn't think the model was good-looking. He got up and turned off the TV. He scratched his hair and went to the small freezer to pick out a bottle of Mauritius, and drank a couple of sips. I thought it was not as good as Coke, so I put it back.

The rooms booked by his friends are not on the first floor, and his girlfriend has no intention of moving here.He also came from thousands of miles to visit his lover, why Ye Qiu couldn't wait to put his luggage away and came directly, just to meet and talk with people until the third watch, and Xia Tong didn't even come to his room to visit his room after the party. When a friend goes to the spa, he waved his hand and walked away without a single piece of grass—this guy is not a well-prepared surprise, he just travels nearby to take a look at himself.Although it is true that he and Xia Tong are not so affectionate and fly together, such a comparison is too miserable.

After the excitement ended, he became a loner and had to watch others abuse dogs.This happened too rarely to Huang Shaotian, now that it really happened, he really felt the frustration that everything was going wrong, and it was hard to get over it.

After an unknown period of time, he couldn't hold back and opened the curtain to look down again. The two people who had raised their glasses to invite the bright moon were gone.Huang Shaotian's heart shuddered, maybe Zhou Zekai was moved and decided to get back together, and then go to hell?What great show did he miss with this bottle of Coke?

If ever there was a time when physical action preceded the brain's command, it's probably now.When Huang Shaotian realized what he had just done, he was already in the elevator going downstairs.He didn't even wear a coat, and his hair was curled up just now when he lay on the bed, and he couldn't even stroke it against the reflective wall, so he simply gave up on himself and gave up.He leaned against the wall of the room and gently bumped the back of his head. He couldn't find a reasonable reason to explain his impulsiveness, and he couldn't imagine what would happen after the impulsiveness. At most, he wandered around the lobby. In the dead of night, he would not even be recognized by fans in a foreign country. It's not good to come out.

While he was thinking wildly, the numbers had jumped to the minimum one by one, and the elevator door opened with a ding.

Huang Shaotian was bored and focused his gaze, his pupils suddenly constricted——

Standing outside the elevator door was Zhou Zekai, dressed in a more dewy coolness, even lingering with the smell of cigarettes and wine.

He looked like he was drunk, his cheeks were flushed, and the smell of alcohol permeated the tip of his nose.

He didn't look drunk, his eyes were extremely clear, and he looked at him with a faint smile.

There are not many professional players who can drink well. Huang Shaotian himself can drink only one glass, so he can't estimate how much Zhou Zekai has drunk right now.Did you go with Ye Qiu?Or drunk alone?What about Ye Qiu?What kind of boyfriend is he if he doesn't send back the person who drank too much, no, ex-boyfriend.Countless doubts hovered in his mind, and no one could answer him at this moment.

However, when Zhou Zekai walked in and the elevator door slowly closed behind him, Huang Shaotian's other question was answered: Zhou Zekai was indeed drunk. He looked at Huang Shaotian, leaned against the opposite wall, and slowly slid Go down and shrink yourself into a mushroom in the corner.

He didn't expect this kind of follow-up plot. The drunk Zhou Zekai turned out to be like this. Although he was silent as usual, it was still tricky.He looked so—how should I put it, no adjectives can describe Huang Shaotian's current feelings, it might as well be Zhou Zekai drunk so that he can be dragged back to the room in a daze.

Huang Shaotian was really curious about what happened to those two people to make the unmoving and peaceful spear king so distressed that he needed to drink away his sorrows. Did Zhou Zekai like that person so much?Ye Qiu, that kid he had seen before, was different from Ye Xiu except for his appearance, yet he was so charming that Zhou Zekai was so desperately worried——

No one remembered that the elevator was still on this floor, Huang Shaotian ignored the feeling of jealousy that he didn't know why, and the more pressing question right now was, what should he do.

The light in the elevator is not the usual orange, but dark blue with a bit of mist.Huang Shaotian squatted down next to him, stretched out his hand and poked a bunch of bangs and forehead that were exposed: "Hey, Zhou Zekai, are you still awake? Can you hear me? Call Zhou Zekai, answer immediately, answer immediately."

Zhou Zekai shook his head impatiently, trying to avoid the annoying fingers, but failed, he could only raise his head, frowning: "...wake up."

"Just be awake." Huang Shaotian waved his fingers in front of him, "Can you still see who I am?"

"Young Master Huang." He finished quickly, and bit his lips uncertainly. After a while, he overturned the previous sentence and revised his answer, "Shaotian."

"..." Huang Shaotian didn't realize the difference, he just felt that this person was really drunk, "Hey, can you still walk? I think you should be fine if you walk back by yourself. I can't hold back and drink too much." people."

This time Zhou Zekai ignored him again.

Huang Shaotian lost his temper, so he simply sat down next to him, waiting for this person to wake up sometime.

Zhou Zekai was quiet for a while and suddenly raised his head: "Shaotian."

"Huh?" Huang Shaotian turned his head and waited for his next sentence, only to find that the eyes of this man looking over looked like a pool of cold springs. "Happy birthday." Zhou Zekai repeated this sentence over and over again, his voice was so soft that it was almost a whisper, "Happy birthday."

He called his own name, repeating a few words over and over again, sounding so sad and restrained, it looked like moonlight that would shatter at the touch of a finger.

What does that mean.Huang Shaotian muttered in his heart, it's past midnight...it's not his birthday anymore.But he didn't say anything, and didn't want to say anything, just patted him on the back lightly, like time losing its flow, like a half-formed hug, like coaxing a lost child.

LampenfieberBar is on the back of the downtown area, hidden in the tail of the light show.Every seat is an oak barrel smelling of gin, full of sentimentality.

It's a pity that no one has the leisure to appreciate the exquisite decoration. The two of them sat opposite each other in the corner. Although they were silent, they were in another sense of tension.The storm lingered, as if whoever opened his mouth first, the sword hanging from the top would fall.

The self-adjusted Gin&Tonic here is even more spicy than the traditional one. Ye Qiu drank half a cup without changing his face, and then opened his mouth: "I know there is someone you can't let go of, I have always known it. I also know that the possibility of you being together is too high." It’s too small. People like us can only find the same kind to keep warm, right? It’s better not to touch some restricted areas.” He smiled wryly, closed his eyes and blinked away the soreness in his eye sockets, “No, what I want to say Yes, if you still think about him now, I don't mind—er, I still do. But as long as you are willing to let me stay by your side, one day it will be me who walks into your heart." He raised his head, Zhou Zekai His left hand rested on the wooden table, and Ye Qiu knew how warm and soft it was to hold it, and when his fingers interlocked, his palm felt slightly itchy.But he didn't touch it, and said word by word, "So, don't give up so quickly, okay?"

Zhou Zekai didn't answer, didn't look at him, and slowly stirred the lemon slices in the goblet round and round, the liquor was crystal clear and condensed into a small whirlpool.

Silence is also an answer, and it is a kind of rejection in the moment.Ye Qiu wasn't surprised, but he still didn't give up: "Why?"

"waste."

"Do you think... staying with me is a waste of your time?"

Zhou Zekai shook his head, then replied, it was a waste of you.

Trapped in such an endless whirlpool, no one will ever be saved.

He opened his eyes, and recalled this conversation thousands of miles high in the sky. There was still buzzing in his ears, and he fell asleep in the cabin with the lights off.Huang Shaotian stayed with his friends to continue the tour, and the rest of the national team had already returned home.He was still sitting at the end, and the juniors in the front row were playing the game with the faint light of the screen, and there was a small sound of snacks in front of him.It seemed to be the same as when he came, but this time there was no other person who was noisy and reassuring.

It has been delayed for too long, and the illusory utopia is finally coming to an end, and it is time to return to the real world.