wind and waves

Eager to get an answer, Yunlang asked, "What does your father...do?"

Jing Che looked down at burning the paper money, without looking back at Yunlang, and slowly replied, "He is a bodyguard from Jiangnan, and later went to Longyin Bodyguard Agency, where he worked for a long time. Seldom go home, but he treats mother and Jing Che very well...a good person, if he says no, he will be gone..."

When the boy talked about his father, his sad expression was filled with pride, his eyes suddenly lit up, and he looked back at Yunlang, "Brother Yun, you don't know his real name when you walk in the rivers and lakes, but you may have heard of it." My father, his nickname is Feihong, do you know?"

Feihong! !

This name, like a thunderbolt, exploded in Yunlang's heart.

He backed up involuntarily, until his body hit a tree, and a thick layer of snow accumulated on the tree fell in shock, hitting him head and face.

Originally, it was very cold in the cold weather, but now Yunlang felt that his whole body seemed to be in an ice cave, and his whole body was terribly cold.

Che's adoring eyes pierced him like spikes, leaving him nowhere to hide.

Yun Lang stood blankly in the snow, and it took a long time before he spoke, "Jing Che, will you hate me?"

"...What's the matter with you?" Jing Che sensed that something was wrong with Yunlang, and asked suspiciously, "Brother Yun...what do you mean by that?"

"Your father... Jinghong..." Yunlang said slowly, then paused, "I killed him."

Jing Che's hands trembled, and the stick that was playing with the paper money suddenly fell to the ground. He looked at Yun Lang dumbly, "What did you say?"

"I killed it."

Yunlang repeated it, the voice was not loud, just enough for the two of them to hear.These words sounded extraordinarily cold in the snowy air.

Tears welled up in Jing Che's eyes, he stood up slowly, walked to Yun Lang's side, grabbed Yun Lang's arm, "You, you are talking nonsense! Don't joke with Jing Che, okay?"

Yunlang was expressionless, but his whole body was trembling slightly. He repeated those four words again.

"I killed it."

"You killed it?" Looking at him in disbelief, Che let go of Yunlang's hand and took a few steps back, "Why? Why?!"

Yun Lang clenched his fists, "There are not so many reasons for the affairs of Jianghu."

Jing Che was still just an immature boy, the boy's blood surged up for a moment, his behavior was uncontrollable, he pulled out the short knife Yun Lang gave him for self-defense earlier, and stabbed him.

Yunlang reached out, grabbed the blade, and stopped him.

The bright red blood flowed along the blade, onto the handle, and onto Jing Che's hand, dripping into the snow, which was particularly dazzling.

Seeing the blood on his hands, Jing Che regained his sanity for a moment, and dropped the dagger in fright.

This knife was always carried close to his body as a treasure by him, but now it seems that it is really ironic.

"I...", Jing Che was about to say something with trembling lips, but was interrupted by Yun Lang.

"Jingche, you saved my life, so I owe you it. If you want this life, I should give it to you. It's just..." Yun Lang's hand hangs down, not caring about the palm of his hand at all. The wound, "I still have one more thing to do, I need to live for a few more days."

Yunlang knelt down, picked up the short knife that fell on the ground, and handed it to Jing Che, "I'll come back to accept your knife after I finish what I should do...is that okay?"

Jing Che bit his lip tightly, his heart twisted into a ball.

The elder brother Yun in his heart, the elder brother Yun who he really likes and loves, is his father-killing enemy.At this moment, he was bleeding, and in a begging tone, he said to himself the words that would take his life.

Startled Che's heart was also bleeding.

In the end, Jing Che knelt down on the ground, closed his eyes, and shed two lines of tears, "I don't want your life, you go. The world is so big, you and I will never see each other again, I will... never see you .”

Seeing Jing Che's shrugging shoulders, Yun Lang's subconsciously outstretched hand had no place to rest, he no longer had the courage to step forward to comfort him, and the qualifications...

Yun Lang also knelt down and shook his head three times at Jinghong's tombstone.

He stood up, put the short knife at Jing Che's feet, and wanted to say something, but he choked on the words, presumably Jing Che didn't want to hear his voice anymore.

Yun Lang finally said, "Take care..." The figure slowly disappeared into the wind and snow.

After Yun Lang left, Jing Che stared at the place where he disappeared for a long time, and murmured, "If I take your life, I'm afraid... I'll just lose more..."

He picked up the blood-stained dagger by his feet, took out the handkerchief and carefully wiped it clean, carefully inserted it back into the scabbard, and stuffed it back into his bosom.

It felt like a piece was missing in my heart, empty.

The rivers and lakes are so big, maybe we will never see them again...

*****

The wind and snow fell heavily, but Yunlang walked in the snow, not knowing the cold.

The startled and weeping back of Che, the crying eyes, lingered in his heart for a long time.

At that moment, he seemed to see the self who was broken up when he was six years old, crying helplessly in the ruined walls. No one told him why all this happened, and he could only bear all the results and all the pain by himself.

Entering Luoyunmen is the best choice if you have no choice.

When I was young, I didn't know what each life meant, and I tried my best, only to humblely long for the approval of the sect master, for the chance to survive in the cruel sect competition, and never cared about my own suffering. Injury, bleeding, how to take care of others.

However, it was not until today that Yunlang clearly realized that his hands were stained with the blood of countless lives, which could never be washed away.And behind every life, there may be a broken family like myself and Jing Che.

He suddenly remembered the first sentence the door owner asked him on the day he entered the door.

"Do you know what it means to enter Luoyunmen?"

The young man shook his head ignorantly.

Now Yunlang suddenly knew the answer to this question.

It means stepping into a Shura hell, becoming a devil, and there is no way back.

Jing Che originally had a happy family, just like himself when he was a child, pure and happy, and I want him to continue like this...

But now, who is it that makes him as ruined as himself?

It's yourself!

What's the difference between me and those people in the Jingchen faction? !

He didn't deserve real affection, let alone Jingche's warmth, because from the moment he stepped into Luoyunmen, he was no longer in the same world as them.

His world was cold and dark, where there shouldn't be light, Chenfeng once shone in like a beam of dazzling light, opened the door of his closed heart, and then, on that defenseless heart, Stabbed hard...

When he was in the most pain and helplessness, he encountered a little light again, but even the last light was destroyed by his own hands...

His world was once again in chaos, as if he had fallen into a darker and colder abyss, and he had no strength left to break free...

Yun Lang gradually couldn't see the road in front of him clearly, his heart became a mess, and his heart hurt like it was about to burst.

The shadow of that person kept flashing in front of his eyes. He grinned and looked at him in a state of embarrassment with a sneer on his face.

Shadow laughed twice, look at you, how ridiculous...

"Ah——! Ah——!" Yunlang yelled twice like crazy, and slashed at the shadow with his palm.

The palm didn't hit the shadow, but hit a tree, shaking off a thick layer of snow.

The shadow flashed in front of him, laughing horribly, you are so incompetent, I lied to you!playing with you!trample you!You dare not come to me!

Are you still in love with me? !

You are so ridiculous!

"Shut up! Shut up!!" Yun Lang slapped his palm frantically, but it was a shadow, how could he hurt him...

The shadow's voice seemed to come from hell, like countless ghosts, whispering around his ears.

How cowardly you are!

You have no choice but to watch those who love you leave one by one!

Have you ever wondered why you are so pitiful?

"Shut up!" Yunlang knelt down and covered his ears tightly with his hands, "Stop talking! Stop talking!!"

However, the voice entered his heart again.

You still dare not admit it, who ruined you?

Do you dare to destroy me and us?

You do not dare!coward! !

"Destroyed you?"

Yunlang stood up abruptly, the sky was dark in front of him, he felt extremely uncomfortable, and seeing the depression in his chest was unbearable, he held his heart tightly, and spurted out a mouthful of blood.

There was a string in my brain that had been tense, and it snapped with a snap.

"Who said I dare not..." Yunlang's eyes darkened, and there was no warmth in his words, "Aren't there few people I have ruined..."

Shadow stretched out a cold hand provocatively in front of him, then come on...

*****

As soon as the twelve long ringing bells on New Year's Eve pass, it will be the first day of the new year. At the beginning of the new year, thousands of households will be beeping with firecrackers, making it very lively.Looking down from the top of the mountain, Taicheng is booming, and it seems that you can hear some noisy sounds.

But what does all of this have to do with Yunlang?

He pulled off a piece of his clothes to cover his face, dressed in white, and walked expressionlessly on the stone steps leading to the Jingchen School, one step after another, the moonlight cast a cold figure on the stone steps, like a piece of land falling into the world. white snow.

He has never walked this road so well before.

The gate of the Jingchen sect with a dark red gold frame was closed, and the four disciples guarding the gate stood upright, like four statues.

Yunlang's footsteps were extremely light, and the four disciples only saw a white shadow flash past in front of their eyes.

"What?!" The four disciples looked at each other.

"Could it be...a ghost?"

Yun Lang suddenly appeared behind one person, grabbed the back of his neck, and broke his neck.

Only then did the other three disciples come to their senses, and immediately pulled out the sabers in their hands, "Who are you?!"

Yunlang looked at the disciple who was still lying in his arms with a broken neck, pulled out the saber from the waist of the corpse, and then threw him aside, "The Jingchen sect likes to use swords, so I'll take it as a guest." It's fine with the Lord."

Yun Lang glanced at them coldly, three extremely fast sword lights, and only four silent corpses remained in front of the door.

He stepped up the wall, turned over and jumped, and entered the door.

No one could stop the cloud waves at this moment, and those disciples who came in front of him, in his eyes, were just leaves that fell down during sword practice and were split in half by a sword.

******

"Master, master! It's not good!" The eldest disciple hastily patted Chen Lang's palace gate, "An assassin broke into the gate!"

"In a hurry, how decent!" Chen Lang put on his clothes and opened the door, "It's just an assassin, can't you catch it?"

"That assassin is so powerful. From the outer hall to the inner hall, more than half of the disciples sent to stop him have been killed or injured. He can't stop him!"

"What?!" Chen Lang was out of breath for a while, coughed a few times, and a bad premonition emerged in his heart, "Do you see clearly who it is?"

"The assassin is masked, so he can't see clearly..."

"Trash!" Chen Lang said as he walked out of the hall.

Chen Feng was also woken up by the noise outside the bedroom. He put on his clothes, pushed open the door, and stopped a disciple running from the courtyard, "What's wrong? What happened?"

"Second Young Master, there is an assassin breaking in, the disciple is going to fight, and the sect master has passed by, Second Young Master, don't go out." The man just replied in a hurry, and ran away after finishing speaking.

assassin……

No matter what, he is also the second son of the Jingchen sect, how can he stay in the room at a time like this.

Thinking of this, Chen Feng went back to the house, took his own sword, and walked out.

The author has something to say:

The setting of the shadow is actually a heart demon, and the injury Chen Feng gave him made him have a heart demon...