wind and waves

But Che's shocked gaze stayed on Chen Feng, seeing his anxious look, he felt extremely suspicious.

Some images suddenly flashed in his mind, and he blurted out, "Are you Chen Feng?"

When Chen Feng heard him call out his name, he was stunned for a moment, "You...know me?"

Jing Che just remembered that when he was still in Taicheng, he saw several figures of Chen Feng hurriedly coming and going with those nympho girls.I just thought he looked familiar before, but I didn't expect it was really him!

Xiao Yu suddenly asked in confusion, "I checked, and there is no wound on Yunlang's body, why does it seem like he fainted from the pain?"

When Jing Che heard what Xiao Yu said, he rushed over and punched Chen Feng in the face, "I just heard a cry in the room, what did you do? What did you do to Brother Yun?!"

What is there to say?

Love rivals meet each other, blushing exceptionally.

Not to be outdone, Chen Feng stood up, and the resentment against Jing Che that he had endured for a long time burst out, pointing at his nose and saying, "You can call him Brother Yun again?!"

Jing Che is also a short-tempered person, "How about I just call it? It's none of your business?!"

Jing Che grabbed him by the collar and pressed him to the ground, and punched him head and face, "You heartless man! What right do you have to pester him again! Don't you think you've hurt him enough?"

Although Chen Feng couldn't beat Jing Che now, he didn't show any weakness, and the two of them wrestled together on the ground.

Xiaoyu felt that Yunlang's pulse suddenly became more disordered under his fingers, and his heart became more and more strange.

Xiao Yu frowned and said, "I told you two, don't make trouble here if you don't help. If you don't care about this lying on the bed, I don't care. Take it easy."

Surprised Che hung a punch above Chen Feng's head, and after hearing Xiao Yu's words, he stopped instantly.

He gritted his teeth and said, "You, get out!"

"Why should I get out... I owed him, and I paid him back double... What else do I need..." Chen Feng lay on the ground with red eyes, his voice became more and more choked, "I And ask him why he gave me half my life for no reason..."

Hearing what he said, Jing Che grabbed his collar again, "What do you mean? What half-life?"

Xiao Yu saw the wound on Chen Feng's wrist, and then glanced at the dagger on the floor of the room, muttering 'Half-Life' in his mouth.

He gathered a little internal energy on the palm of his hand and instilled it on Yunlang, and Yunlang's chest suddenly glowed with warmth.

"Jade Spirit Fire?" Xiao Yu's face flashed a look of disbelief, "I understand..."

Jing Che turned his head to see this scene, with an incredulous expression on his face, he let go of Chen Feng, walked to the bed, stared at the light on Yun Lang's chest, "Xiao Yu, what are you talking about, Jade Spirit Fire? What is this?"

Xiao Yu's hand left Yun Lang's body, and the warm light on Yun Lang's body also dimmed. He looked back at Chen Feng and asked, "He used the Jade Soul on you, right?"

Chen Feng had already stood up from the ground, his expression couldn't tell what it was like, he seemed sad, and also seemed annoyed, and replied, "You also know Jade Soul?"

"I have seen the record of Jade Soul in an ancient Zhigualu, and I also know that the rumors in the Jianghu are not true." Xiaoyu walked to Chenfeng's side, and suddenly grabbed his left hand, "This wound You stabbed it yourself? Why did you do this to him?"

Chen Feng's eyes were still red, "I just found out, but he refused to admit it, so... I just want to test it out..."

"Test?" Xiao Yu waved Chen Feng's hand away, "Do you know what a hundred times pain means? Do you know what it feels like to be magnified a hundred times when it is just a little pain in your eyes? Do you know that kind of rootless pain can kill people alive?!"

Jing Che was confused when he heard it. He pulled Xiao Yu's sleeve and asked anxiously, "Xiao Yu, what are you talking about? What happened to Brother Yun?"

Xiao Yu held Jing Che's hand reassuringly, "He's fine. It's just that he used the Jade Soul, so he had to give up half his life to connect with Chen Feng, and suffer a hundred times from him, so..."

Surprised, Che looked at Chen Feng coldly, "You mean, brother Yun lost half of his life because of him?"

Jing Che rushed over suddenly, pulled out the dagger that Yun Lang had given him, and put it on Chen Feng's neck, "If you weren't connected with his life, I really wish I could kill you!"

"Jing...Jingche...don't..." Yunlang slowly opened his eyes, but seeing the scene where Jingche was about to cut Chenfeng's neck with a knife, he straightened up from the bed, his tone still very serious. Weak, "Don't...he doesn't know anything...don't hurt him..."

Yunlang's figure was thin, and he was on the verge of falling. Seeing him in this state, Xiao Yu still begged Chen Feng for mercy, so he couldn't bear it, so he stretched out his hand to help him.

Jing Che pushed Chen Feng away, and returned to Yunlang's bedside, "Brother Yun, no matter how much Jing Che is, Jing Che doesn't like him."

Chen Feng stood far away from the opposite corner of the bed, like a child who did something wrong, he wanted to look up at Yunlang, but he didn't dare to.

"Jingche, Xiaoyu, go back and rest first, the two of us... still have something to talk about."

Jing Che wanted to say something more, but Xiao Yu slipped out with one hand and threw him into his own room.

*****

"Xiao Yu, what are you doing?! Why did you make me go?" Jing Che clapped Xiao Yu's hand away angrily.

"There should be a limit to your willfulness." Xiao Yu taught him a rare lesson, "Did you see Yun Lang's expression when you pointed the knife at Chen Feng? He can't stand your stimulation like this."

"What do you know? That person is a scourge! Once he appears, nothing good will happen!"

"Are you jealous?" Xiao Yu stretched out his finger and poked Jing Che's puffy face, "You should give up as soon as possible, and you don't even think about it, how madly one has to love to pay such a price , to save another person..."

Jing Che understood, from the moment he saw Yun Lang's expression, he understood Yun Lang's feelings for Chen Feng, Jing Che had never seen the nervous look in Chen Feng's eyes.So much so that it made him feel dazzling and jealous...

*****

"Still...does it still hurt?" After everyone left, Chen Feng asked cautiously.

Yunlang tried his best to support his body, and forced a pale smile at the corner of his mouth, "Fortunately, it doesn't hurt anymore."

It's not a painless expression at all...

Chen Feng knows it, he always likes to be brave, no matter how painful it is, he won't say it.

He walked over without saying a word, sat down beside Yunlang's bed, took his left hand, and gently kneaded his wrist, hoping to relieve his pain a little.

Looking at the well-dressed Chen Feng, the scene where the two met for the last time three years ago suddenly appeared before Yun Lang's eyes. Chen Feng said to him with despair, let me go...

This sentence, these years, has been stuck in Yunlang's heart like a sharp knife, and he can't pull it out.

I'm so afraid that all this is my own dream again.

In the dream, Chen Feng was always covered in blood, and a pair of dark eyes were always staring at him desperately and indifferently. Every time he wanted to get close, Chen Feng would always push him into the The endless abyss of darkness.

Yunlang was clamoring in his heart, wanting to explain, but countless words were stuck in his throat.But no matter how he argues, those things were all done by himself, forcing him, torturing him, hurting him, insulting him...

In front of Yunlang's eyes is Chen Feng's bleeding that day, and his eyes are filled with tears. If he continues to be silent, will he turn around and leave again...

He bit his lip, and said the words hidden in his heart, "You ask me, what is it like to do that. I don't know either. It's just that I saw you dying that day, and I couldn't care about anything, no matter what Torturing you, I think, I don't want you to die...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Chen Feng held Yun Lang's face in his hands, his tears fell instantly and wet Chen Feng's hands, "Why apologize, I don't blame you anymore."

Looking at Chen Feng's gentle face in front of him, Yun Lang felt that his eyes were in a trance. He seemed to be the handsome young man when he first met him. He was different from the indifferent person in his dream. I want to hold him tightly, I really want to hug him and crush him in my arms...

Yunlang's hands kept trembling, raised and lowered.

But, do I have the right to be forgiven by him?Are you qualified to hug him again?Will this person who was almost destroyed by himself accept himself again?

In the dream, I was pushed away countless times, so afraid of being pushed away again...

I was so scared that I didn't have the courage to go forward again...

Yunlang's tears flowed down involuntarily, he opened his mouth, and it took him a long time to say, "Chenfeng...I miss you so much..."

Chen Feng felt as if his heart had been hit hard. Yun Lang cried until his heart was broken. He gently wiped the tears on Yun Lang's cheeks with his hand, wrapped his shoulders and held him in his arms, "You know I haven't missed you for a moment in these years, how scared I am, afraid that something will happen to you, afraid that you will be snatched away by others... But, I came too late... Seeing him hugging you, I went crazy with jealousy. …”

Chen Feng said so, but his arms wrapped around his body, tightening bit by bit. Even if this person already belonged to someone else, he didn't intend to let go. At worst, he should be snatched back and brought to the scene. Chen Pai, shut it up, he is also his own, only his own!

Feeling the power of his shackles, Yunlang's hanging heart fell to the ground, and he hugged his back tightly in joy.

It turned out that Chen Feng would not push him away, he had never pushed him away...

His embrace is extremely warm, and the temperature has never changed...

No matter how I treat him, he has never changed...

It seemed that it took Yun Lang a long time to realize the meaning of Chen Feng's words, and he quickly explained, "Jing Che and I are not what you think. You should already know that Jing Che is Jing Hong's child. This is what I did back then. He didn't blame me for the mistakes he made, and even saved me many times, I really don't know how to make up for him."

Chen Feng gritted his teeth, the strength on his arm tightened a bit, and said, "Then you can't be so stupid as to use yourself to compensate him!"

Yun Lang suddenly raised his head and looked at Chen Feng seriously, "We didn't do anything, do you believe—"

Chenfeng couldn't control it anymore, he lowered his head and kissed Yunlang's cold lips, gently pried his teeth open, rolled Yunlang's tongue, occupied every inch of his mouth, and sucked Yunlang greedily. the taste of.

After a passionate and long kiss ended, Yunlang fell into his arms and gasped for breath.

He really didn't make much progress, and he hasn't even learned how to breathe.

Chen Feng buried his head into his shoulder socket, and locked his body tightly with his arms, "If you say no, I will naturally believe you, and I don't need to explain anything else."

Yun Lang felt his whole body go limp after being kissed, and was pushed down on the bed following Chen Feng's strength.

Chen Feng began to kiss Yun Lang's neck lightly and restlessly. The obstructive neckline blocked Chen Feng's way, and he stretched out his hand to tear off the front of Yun Lang's chest.

I really want to, I really want to occupy every inch of his body, I really want to confirm that this person is my own, I am going crazy...

Yun Lang was panted by him, and he really didn't want to say anything to spoil his interest, but his eyes were already blurred, and if he continued like this, he would faint sooner or later, "I'm sorry... Chen Feng... I'm almost out of strength... ..."

Chen Feng raised his head abruptly, he was sobered up by lust, seeing Yun Lang's pale and feeble appearance, he really wanted to slap himself.

In the final analysis, he was still trying to kill himself, and he could even think of a way to cut himself with a knife to force him to admit it...

"There are so many sorry to say." Chen Feng caressed Yun Lang's cheek affectionately, turned over and lay on his side, picked Yun Lang up and hugged him in his arms, resting his head on his chest, "As long as I hold you, I feel at ease. Promise me, don't leave me again."

Yunlang also hugged him, feeling the warmth in his arms, listening to his regular and strong heartbeat, and gradually fell asleep.

Peace of mind.

Chen Feng, why aren't you my peace of mind...