Edge of light and shadow

At the hospital, after some treatment, Cheng's mother finally woke up.

The doctor said to Cheng Yu: "Your mother has three highs, which has accelerated atherosclerosis to a large extent."

Cheng Yu was at a loss.

"It's the so-called blockage of cerebral blood vessels. It's not a serious problem now. Just don't stimulate her blood pressure to increase. Otherwise, bursting blood vessels will not be a joke."

"I see, thank you doctor." Cheng Yu came out of the doctor's office and went straight to his mother's ward.

"Mom..." Cheng Yu felt uncomfortable seeing his mother in such pain. After all, he had always been sensible, and his mother was always proud of him, and the children who lived in the same community all followed him as a role model.

Cheng's mother ignored him, but shed tears silently: what did I do wrong, why does my child like men.

"Mom, don't be like this, tell me what's uncomfortable." Cheng Yu grabbed his mother's hand.

"Xiao Yu, mom feels uncomfortable here." Cheng's mother pointed to her heart: "You teach me how to do it? I have worked so hard to bring up a child, and I have been very sensible since I was a child. I love my mother very much, and I am very competitive. Going to a key university and about to reach the age of starting a family and starting a business, she suddenly told me that my child is a psychopath who likes men..."

"Mom, liking a man is not a psychopath, he feels the same way a man likes a woman..."

"Don't talk about it with me. I'll leave it alone today. If you don't leave that shameless person, I'll die here, so I won't be an eyesore to you." Cheng's mother was a little emotional.

"Mom, why do you even force me? You are my dearest person."

"Are you going to agree or not?" Cheng's mother blushed, and Cheng Yu was afraid that her blood pressure would rise again, so he had to agree.

"Go back and tell him now, move your things out, and you can't live with him."

Cheng Yu walked back slowly.

Arriving at home, as soon as he entered the house, Qianyan stood up and asked, "Auntie, is everything okay, is it serious?"

"It's fine now." Cheng Yu thought for a while: "Qianyan, there is one thing I want to tell you, that is... now my mother is like that, so I can't be stimulated, she asked me to move out, and let me... You break up."

Qian Yan was taken aback for a moment: "Then what do you think?"

"I have no choice but to break up now, I'm sorry Qianyan." Cheng Yu looked into Qianyan's slightly absent-minded eyes.

"Hey, it's okay. Anyway, I was trying at the beginning. You know, I'm just playful. I asked Han Yihuan to help you pack your things." Qianyan turned back to the room, and at the moment of turning around , Tears still slid down his cheeks, he held back his sobs, and gently closed the door, all of this was over.

Cheng Yu looked at Qianyan's back, and the pain in his heart spread all over his body: After all, I'm just the same as your former man, not an exception.

For a while after Cheng Yu moved out, Qian Yan dared not go out for fear of bumping into him.

Han Yihuan was very depressed during this time: "Brother, I would rather you get drunk and cry a lot."

Qian Yan smiled wryly, you were already asleep when I was crying, and the pillow was full of my tears, you should find a time to throw it away secretly, Qian Yan looked at Han Yihuan with a worried face, and comforted: "Why are you crying? I just cried a lot, your brother, how can I survive to this day, don't worry, what happened in the past, it's just a dream. "

Cheng Yu rarely went out, and spent most of his time in classrooms and dormitories.

Until Cheng Yu was in his senior year, and a few days before he was going back to City G for an internship, he went out to eat with Zhang Tong and the others. At this time, Qian Yan also went out to eat with Han Yihuan. Just as he walked to the gate of R, a group of people from Cheng Yu left When he came out, Qianyan saw him at a glance, blood rushed straight to his forehead, his feet couldn't be controlled, what had been suppressed all the time, broke out at that moment.

He dragged Han Yihuan straight to the alley next to the school.

"Brother, what's wrong with you." Han Yihuan didn't know why Qianyan dragged himself away like a convulsion.

"I saw him, boy, what should I do? I feel so uncomfortable, I want to let go, but I can't let go, it's not as easy as I imagined, it's so difficult, so difficult..." Qianyan threw herself into Han Yihuan's arms, crying When I got up, I only cried softly at first, but then I cried loudly, and I couldn't stop it no matter what.Brother, how could I not know that you can't let go, every night when you secretly cry, I cry too.

Cheng Yu also saw him, and knew that he ran so fast to hide from himself: Qianyan, even if we can't be together now, it doesn't mean that I haven't loved you, as long as I know that there is a you in this world, live a good life , I am satisfied.

After that time, they never saw each other again, and Cheng Yu returned to City G after graduation.And Han Yihuan is also in the third year of high school. He said that he was afraid that eating too much waste oil outside would affect his intelligence, so he went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables for him and cook for him.

Han Yihuan studied very hard, because he was going to be admitted to R University, so that he could stay with his brother for another four years.

On weekends, it is rare that both Qianyan and Han Yihuan rest, and the two go to the vegetable market to buy ribs and cook soup together.

"Aunt Huang, a catty of pork ribs." Qian Yan walked to Aunt Huang's pork stall.

"Ah, Qianyan is here to buy pork rib stew for my younger brother again. What a good boy, come on, my aunt will give you a catty and a half, so that it tastes good."

"How embarrassing is that?" Qianyan declined, giving extra ribs every time he came to buy them, no matter how thick-skinned he was, he was too embarrassed to take them again.

"What's the matter, is it easy for you as a child?"

Qian Yan wanted to laugh, the money in his account was a huge sum of money, at least for someone like him who used to be a moonlight clan.

"Thank you, Aunt Huang, bye."

"Brother, I think the aunts in this vegetable market like you very much. If you go to the square dance with them at night, you won't be happy with them. I know, you are a teacher killer." Han Yihuan put his arms around Qianyan.

"Wrong, I take all men, women and children." Qian Yan flicked his arrogant bangs.

Fortunately, Han Yihuan was with me during this time, otherwise I wouldn't know how to get through it.

Time flies, and the years pass quietly inadvertently.

Han Yihuan finally lived up to expectations and was admitted to R University. On the day he received the notice, Qianyan and Han Yihuan hugged each other, and Qianyan was so happy that he almost shed tears.

Qianyan also graduated at this time, and Brother Zhe's mother finally forgave him.He returned to G City, and he and Li Xin no longer need to be separated from each other. It can be regarded as a fruitful cultivation. Before leaving, he left the milk tea shop to Qianyan and asked him to take good care of it. Boss, Han Yihuan came over to help make milk tea after class.The days passed were calm and steady.

One weekend afternoon, Qianyan received a letter.Unpacked is an invitation card and a letter.

Qianyan, we haven't seen each other for three years, I know you changed your phone number to hide from me, so I never dared to disturb you, I'm getting married, on October [-]th, G City Cathedral, I My fiancée is a Christian and does not advocate banquets. We will travel after the ceremony.By the way, I hope to see you then.

Qian Yan opens the invitation card, October [-]th at [-]:[-] pm, G City Cathedral, Cheng Yu and Jiang Xue.

People, if the string in the bottom of my heart is left unmoved, I don’t even know that it still exists. If someone inadvertently plucks it, it will not be calm for a long time, just like a scar. The moment it is uncovered, all the pain will disappear. came back.

"Cheng Yu, why do you still want to provoke me?" Qian Yan looked out of the window, everything was blurred, and the bitterness she hadn't tasted for a long time slowly slipped into the corner of her mouth.

"Brother, I'm out of school." When Han Yihuan returned home, seeing his brother sitting on the sofa, the feeling that made him palpitate returned.

"Brother, what's wrong." Han Yihuan looked at the invitation on the table, opened it and said, "Damn it, it's too much." Just about to tear it up.

"Boy, put it down. I've thought about it for a long time. I will go to his wedding. If I get married, I also hope to get his blessing." Qian Yan found that he had grown up without knowing it. These pains were all growth. to experience.

Qian Yan went back to the room and called Brother Zhe: "Brother Zhe, Cheng Yu is getting married, do you know?"

"Understood, he invited me to watch the ceremony, don't tell me, he invited you too."

"Ah."

"Qianyan, listen to my brother, don't go, okay?"

"why?"

"I just don't think you should go."

"Brother Zhe, why are you still so naive, you idiot."

Qianyan thought: Brother Zhe won't let me go, so I will secretly go to surprise Brother Zhe, and I haven't seen him for almost a year.

On October [-]st.

Many people came to the cathedral in G City to watch the ceremony. Cheng Yu's mother urged the marriage because she was afraid that her son would still think about Qianyan. The biggest reason why Cheng Yu wanted to marry Jiang Xue was because she looked like Qianyan.

Brother Zhe overslept from his afternoon nap, and he parked the car when the wedding was about to start. This is when he received a call from Qianyan: "Brother, didn't you start, the train here is late, and now I'm already in City G."

"Stupid, didn't I tell you not to come? Don't blame me when you go back crying." Brother Zhe got out of the car.

"Stop talking, there is a car on the opposite side." Qian Yan saw a taxi across the road and ran over quickly.

"Boom..." A loud sound reached Brother Zhe's ears.

"Shallow words...shallow words." Brother Zhe roared, turned and returned to the car.

"Brother Zhe...Brother Zhe" Hearing Qianyan's words, Brother Zhe breathed out.

At the same time, the priest of the church asked Cheng Yu if he would marry Jiang Xue as his wife.Cheng Yu looked at his mother sitting below and said to the priest, "I am willing."

"Shallow words, shallow words." Brother Zhe roared loudly, driving his yellow Hummer roaring on the road like a crazy beast.

"Tell Cheng Yu, I... love him..." Qian Yan lay in a pool of blood, he never knew that such a bloody drama would happen to him.He looked at the people around him, the outlines became more and more blurred, and the things that happened with Cheng Yu flashed in his mind, but in the end it was Han Yihuan who appeared, and there was no sign of Cheng Yu anymore. Occupied his heart, only at this moment did he know.He wanted to raise his mobile phone and say something to Brother Zhe, but he lost the strength, even the strength to breathe. The blurrier his vision became, the clearer his thinking became. It wasn't until there was only darkness in front of him that he realized that because of his previous regrets, Ignoring the weight of Han Yihuan in his heart, now he can only sleep with this secret...