Love is worse than nurturing

Song Jiyang felt a little more at ease when he was lying on the bed with someone in his arms, but he felt a chill on his back, and he was about to break out in a cold sweat.

He is a bastard, he will drift away after tasting a little bit of sweetness, forgetting the pain of not getting what he wants, forgetting the torment of paranoid to suffer from anxiety, and forgetting the despair that he could only watch Gao Han sink but could do nothing.

He could feel that there was something wrong with Gao Han's psychology, but he didn't expect the problem to be so big. Song Jiyang wished he could go back to six hours ago and beat himself up, asking him if he was out of his mind and threw him out.

Song Jiyang also got angry for a while, he was afraid that he might say something nasty, so he just wanted to calm down first, and then go to coax the children.

But laying on the bed and tossing and turning, the more he thought about it, the more he regretted it. How could he, a 26-year-old, be angry with a 20-year-old kid, not to mention that he was reluctant to beat and scold this kid.

In the middle of the night, I couldn't help it. I got up and wanted to see if the child was sleeping well, but I saw the child sitting coldly in the dark and shutting himself off.

At that moment, Song Jiyang's tears were quicker than his brain reacted, and he was annoyed that he didn't take good care of the person, and he was glad that he came to see it.

If the child really sat there until dawn and didn't know anything, maybe he would show his face to the child tomorrow, and Song Jiyang's heart ached when he thought of this possibility.

What is angry and what is calm and calm, Song Jiyang now just wants to hold him in his arms and never leave his sight for a moment.

Song Jiyang patted Gao Han's back with his hands to comfort him. Feeling Gao Han approaching actively, Song Jiyang raised his head and kissed the jaw line in front of him lightly.

Gao Han swallowed, and the obvious Adam's apple slid up and down, but he didn't avoid it.

Song Jiyang dropped more delicate kisses, from the jaw line upwards, kissed the cold side face, the high nose bridge, the eyes with trembling eyelashes, kissed the center of the eyebrows, and finally fell to the corner of the mouth, lingering.

Gao Han just closed his eyes, neither responding nor backing away. He lost his vision in the dark, but made other perceptions clearer and sharper, which made Gao Hanhuan's hand on Song Jiyang's waist lose strength.

"I'm sorry, I should tell you well, I shouldn't have left you outside alone." Song Jiyang said, and kissed again, "I apologize to you, I hope you can forgive me, okay?"

Gao Han opened his eyes, looked at Song Jiyang's still red eyes, "I should apologize, I messed up the matter." His tone was flustered and uneasy.

"I, I don't know what to do, I don't want to cause you trouble, I don't want you to be unhappy because of me, but I always seem to be unable to do well..."

The rest of the words were blocked by Song Jiyang, and there was only the entangled panting of the two of them.

After the kiss was over, Song Jiyang held Gao Han's face, his voice was soft and hoarse: "Xiaohan, listen to me carefully, I like you, did you hear me, I like you."

"It was I who deliberately approached you, entangled you, and coaxed you to my side. It was I who wanted to take care of you and protect you."

"So you don't have to do anything, you don't have to think about anything, you won't cause me trouble, and I won't be angry with you."

"As long as you let me look at you, I will be so happy that I don't know what to say. Do you understand?"

"I'm 26, and you're only 20. I'm coaxing you to lie to you."

"So I'm so bad, can you stay with me and don't go?"

Holding a warm body in their arms, the two exchanged temperature and breath, and a voice said "I like you" over and over again.

Gao Han's heartbeat seemed to be getting faster and faster, which made people feel a little burdened. At the second when the heartbeat stalled, it seemed that many things were replayed in his mind at eight times speed.

In the fast-moving images, Gao Han saw the old orphanage, the homework thrown in the sink, the flickering lights and the spilled wine, and the moldy and peeling ceiling of the dormitory.

I saw the dark, damp and suffocating bottom of the water, the slippery and cold water plants entangled my hands and feet, and I couldn't break free.

Then there was a blank in front of his eyes, only Song Jiyang's crimson eyes and eyes soaked in fog were left.

"it is good."

If you want me to stay by your side now.

Song Jiyang turned over and sat up, the quilt slipped from his shoulders, put his hands on Gao Han's ears, looked into Gao Han's eyes and anxiously confirmed: "Say it again?"

Gao Han pulled him down, lifted the quilt to wrap him tightly, and Song Jiyang threw himself on Gao Han.

"I said, good brother."

I will stay by your side as you wish, let you look at me, stay with me, until you find that I am not what you imagined, until you say you don't want to continue.

Gao Han hugged Song Jiyang's waist who was lying on him, clasped the back of Song Jiyang's neck with one hand, pressed his soft lips together, pushed his tongue in, and opened his teeth with undeniable force.

Song Jiyang was tightly blocked, and the thing in his mouth was messing around, crushing every piece of sensitive oral flesh hard,

Different from Song Jiyang's comforting kiss, Gao Han was full of aggressiveness, Song Jiyang could only take a hasty breath while tossing and turning, and occasionally let out a few soft hums.

The two were purer than the other, and the intense sensory stimulation made the scalp numb, and they didn't separate until Song Jiyang's whole body became weak and his jaw was suspiciously wet.

Song Jiyang lay on Gao Han's body and panted rapidly, the vibrations of his chest would touch together.

He rolled over and lay down on the side, closing his eyes to calm down his excitement.

Song Jiyang usually doesn't like whoever posts it, and he doesn't pay much attention to it. Although he has a child later, Song Jiyang, who claims to be old-fashioned and criticizes himself, is actually a pure group, and he doesn't think much about it.

Even if he really got into a bed, Song Jiyang was still busy appeasing the kid's emotions, and the kiss didn't mean that.

Then, Song Jiyang, who had been a vegetarian for 26 years, was held in his arms by a 20-year-old kid and kissed him so distracted that no one would believe it.

Song Jiyang tried his best not to think about Gao Han, thinking wildly, and calmed down his impulse.

When he woke up from that incident, Song Jiyang realized later that he was confused just now when he cared about it, and he even confessed everything at once.

His confession and first kiss ended in such a hasty and chaotic way. Although the final result was good, even better than planned, the scene in Song Jiyang's imagination should be when things will come to fruition. Song Jiyang prepared a grand confession with all his heart, and then The two went on a romantic date together, kissed passionately at a memorable moment, and now it's all gone.

When Song Jiyang calmed down and thought of this, he looked up at Gao Han, who had already fallen asleep holding Song Jiyang.

I stayed up in the middle of the night thinking wildly, sleepy and cold, and my spirit could not be stretched long ago.

Song Jiyang leaned forward and kissed again, luckily the person was right, it doesn't matter when and where, the important thing is the children.

……

Early the next morning, Mingxi came to Song Jiyang's house, and did not sleep until midnight last night. Gao Han didn't tell Mingxi not to move tomorrow.

Song Jiyang let the person in, "Don't look for it, Gao Han is still asleep."

"Haven't woken up yet? Didn't Brother Gao Han never sleep in late?" Ming Xi asked in surprise.

"Maybe he was tired last night. Don't make trouble for him and let him sleep a little longer." Song Jiyang smiled, and his words were full of coquettishness.

Tired?Mingxi, the boy who understands in seconds, opened his mouth into an O shape. Brother Gao Han doesn't have to do anything here, and Brother Jiyang doesn't even let him wash the dishes. How can he be tired? Tired on the bed?

Ming Xi suddenly realized, and gave Song Jiyang his brother's thumbs up: "Brother Jiyang, you are awesome!"

Brother Gao Han was exhausted for his size, and for a moment Mingxi was harassed by Song Jiyang, so he didn't know what to praise.

He secretly took out his mobile phone, and quickly snapped words in a group: "Hanyang cp is real, I got it!!!"

Everyone in the group knew that Ming Xi's id was an artist assistant in the entertainment industry. Seeing Ming Xi's excited speech, they thought he had a close contact with Song Jiyang and Gao Han, and a bunch of sisters were blown up.

It was already noon when Gao Han got up, and Fu Mingxi, who dragged him along, ate a meal cooked by Ding Liuying himself. Song Jiyang asked Mingxi to go back before the meal was over.

When Gao Han woke up, his mind was a little confused, maybe he caught a cold last night.

Walking into the living room, Song Jiyang was reading something with a notebook on the coffee table.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Song Jiyang looked up and saw Gao Han wearing slippers standing opposite him, put down the computer and hugged Gao Han: "Good morning, did you sleep well?"

Gao Han also hugged Song Jiyang, "Sleeping well." It's just that it's noon now, so it can't be called early.

Song Jiyang took his hand and led him to the bar to sit down.

Seafood porridge was warmed on the pot, which was stewed with Chinese medicinal materials. Song Jiyang served him a bowl with the kimchi he made himself.

"Eat first, and take a hot bath after eating." Song Jiyang handed him the spoon.

Gao Han lowered his head and drank the porridge one mouthful at a time. Song Jiyang sat opposite him and looked at him with his chin propped up.

There seemed to be something in the air connecting the two of them, and the atmosphere became inexplicably sticky.

"Ming Xi has been here, I told him to go back first, can you leave your house alone?" Song Jiyang said softly.

Gao Han's movements remained unchanged, he nodded with his spoon in his mouth, and Song Jiyang continued to look at his computer with a smile on his face.

……

At the end of the year, Gao Han's movies finally squeezed into the New Year's schedule, and Gao Han also had a few more promotional schedules for the movie.

Song Jiyang sent him out reluctantly, and Ming Xi picked him up and sent him to the event site.

After the filming, Gao Han basically never attended the event, and when the cyberbullying incident was the worst, Gao Han did not speak out to clarify.

Many people are curious, this person is too tolerant, who doesn't want to be on trending searches 24 hours a day in the entertainment industry, whether he is good or bad, black and red are also red.

Gao Han appeared on the stage in a gray suit, and the shutters and flashes of the reporters below flickered.

"Welcome, welcome. It's been a long time since I saw Gao Han in public." The host smiled happily in a white dress.

After Gao Han greeted everyone, he began to follow the process of the host and answer the questions raised by the reporters.

Perhaps the impression of Gao Han being bullied by the Internet was deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. Everyone cared about him and did not ask any particularly sharp questions. The event ended smoothly.

On the car back home, Ming Xi tentatively said, "Brother, have you decided to sign the agent and the company yet?"

Gao Han raised his head from Song Jiyang's message: "What's wrong?"

Ming Xi gritted her teeth and said, "Actually, I have passed the broker qualification certificate. I know this certificate is not very useful, and I don't have much ability now, but I will work hard."

Ming Xi glanced at Gao Han, and said nervously, "Can you sign me as your manager?"

Gao Han's recent popularity is not bad. When Director Li's movie is released, more people will know Gao Han and have more opportunities to come to him. Mingxi is just a young boy who has just grown up. If Gao Han refuses, he will In reason.

The future of an artist in the entertainment industry can largely be determined by his agent. A good agent has a flexible mind and a wide network of contacts. He is extremely sensitive to the characteristics of the artist and the tastes of the current audience, and can make the best packaging and choices for the artist.

On the contrary, a bad agent can ruin the acting career of an originally talented artist.

For Gao Han, Ming Xi was the first person he came into contact with when he came to this world, and Ming Xi also served as his assistant conscientiously, helping him solve problems in various activities.

Although Mingxi said that he has nothing, Gao Han trusts him in his work.

"Okay, when you are ready to sign the contract, ask me to sign it."

"Brother Gao Han!" Ming Xi was overjoyed: "I will definitely work hard!"

Ming Xi was overjoyed, took out her mobile phone and frantically clicked: "I'm going to become a manager!!!", the group congratulated, and said that riches and honors should never be forgotten, and they must take them to eat sugar online in the future.

The author has something to say: Don’t let your little friend sleep alone after being angry, because he will hide in the dark secretly sad