Qi Kuo

On the eighteenth day of the first lunar month, the capital was still as peaceful as before, but everyone had more conversations after dinner.

One of them was Zhao Jun. On the night of the fourteenth day of the first lunar month and the early morning of the fifteenth day, he jumped from the tower of the capital city and jumped onto the horseback. He killed the man on the horseback without mercy. The originally fair face looked a little strange and charming.

Another one named Shanghan Chen, the eldest prince of Shanghantuo, the most important prince of Shanghantuo, rebelled in the early morning of the fifteenth day of the first lunar month.

The last one is that this time Shang Khan lost not only the eldest prince, but also the second prince Shang Khan Zang. The guy named Zhao Jun jumped from a height of nearly ten meters and cut off the person who was Shang Khan Zang. No mercy, one hit kills.

In fact, these changes did not have a great impact on the lives of ordinary people, because it seemed that there was not much commotion on the [-]th night. Ten to ten rumors, the whole Taihe knew that there was such a rebellious general in their country.

Thinking about it makes me feel a little bit chilling.

Chen Ke and others sat in the teahouse, listening to the discussions of the people around them.

I only heard a few tall and thick men sitting there next to them, eating melon seeds and saying: "Hey, did you know the name of that Zhao Jun last time?"

Someone said: "I heard that the last time Shanghan came to face the saint, was it not Mr. He who was in the court and punished for scolding him a few words?"

The person who spoke first said: "I only knew that Chen Ke had eight lieutenants, but I didn't expect that one of them would defect."

Someone mocked after hearing this: "Some people's behavior and style are not something we ordinary people can measure."

Chen Ke's finger that had been spinning the cup suddenly stopped, his brows and eyes were full of coldness.

Yu Jianglin scolded in a low voice: "Fuck, I haven't been so aggrieved yet."

Speaking of which, she stood up and wanted to leave, but was pulled down by Chen Ke, and said, "Sit down and finish listening."

He didn't speak loudly, but he forced Yu Jianglin to sit down and remained silent.It is rare for Chen Ke to be harsh or coercive to the group of them. It can be said that there are very few times when he speaks with such a cold and emotionless sentence today, at least in their impression.

Chen Ke was silent, his lips were pursed into a straight line, his originally beautiful lips were pursed into a line, but his brows were stretched, and others would not think that he was in entanglement if they didn't know it.

He has always kept the matter of Zhao Jun a secret. He doesn't want Zhao Jun to bear so much and at the same time accept the condemnation from many unknowing people who obviously live under his protection.

That's not fair, not at all.

He thought he could keep it a secret forever, until finally he took Zhao Jun back intact, like a great general, receiving all the glory and praise, in order to repay all the suffering he had suffered.

But what surprised him was that Zhao Jun never told him a single word about his actions in the early morning of the fifteenth day, not a single word.The reason why he knew such details was because he had always kept Liang Song by his side but never let him know.

After that incident, he thought about it, and after careful consideration, released Zhao Jun's actions that night. At the same time, he investigated all the actions of Shang Khan that night, and sent all the news before dawn on the fifteenth day. Let it out, push Zhao Jun to the top, and at the same time use the internal affairs of the Khan clan to attract the firepower of the people.

When he made this decision at the beginning, he attracted many people's opposition or dissatisfaction, but he still did it, even if this matter would push Zhao Jun to the forefront, even if this matter might lead to Zhao Jun's doom, thousands of people condemned him .But he still did it, and he did it thoroughly, leaving no room for retreat.

From then on, people had another Zhao Jun in their hearts, but what he represented was not justice, but the reputation of desertion, cowardice and treason.

But he can't care about so much, as far as the whole Taihe is concerned, he can't put the whole Taihe aside and ignore it for the sake of Zhao Jun alone.Because he is a general, and Taihe is his responsibility, no matter what, he cannot let it go.

Compassion does not command soldiers, righteousness does not generate wealth.

Since he is a general, he can't stand by and watch his responsibilities and disregard, even if he needs to sacrifice his loved ones.

However, no hesitation.

Yu Jianglin quarreled with him for a long time because of this matter, questioning him over and over again: "What do you think of Zhao Jun? Once this news is released, he will ruin it, you know?!"

He never knew, but what if he knew?What can he save?He didn't want to go to this point, so even when all the soldiers of the National Defense Army were mocking and talking about Zhao Jun, he didn't say anything.When Huang Erniu stirred up the morale of the army, he still didn't say anything, because he knew that they would not speak out. As long as you speak out about military matters, you will face heavy punishment. Few people, or in the National Defense Army, No one will publicize the affairs of the generals.In this way, he can achieve what Zhao Jun told him not to stop them and let them talk, which can make Shanghantuo trust him more and protect him better.

But now, no more.

In the face of the great enemy, certain sacrifices must be made, and this incident happened on Shanghanchen's side, they can just take advantage of it and provoke the final battle.

Thus, a quick fix.

Even so, Zhao Jun might become a victim of this.

Even if it doesn't matter.

Many times, he thought that he could do many things the best, but later found that he could do very few things. There has never been such a perfect thing in this world. You can do it all, you can do it all, you can do it all Very good.

He used to be able to do anything for what he cared about, even if it made him betray the entire country.But with age.He gradually realized that many things are not arbitrary, and the overall situation is the most important thing in all things.

And this simple overall situation is doomed to sacrifice.

And Zhao Jun became a victim in this war.

He used to swear, but now this swear has become a joke.

What he once believed in has gradually become a dream.

He once vowed that he could give him the young man in fresh clothes and angry horses, and boasted that he could protect him with his own ability, but now, when he looks back, his eyes are full of desolation, and behind him are the thousands of miles of rivers and mountains he gave him. The fresh clothes and furious horse he gave him, all the vows he made, up to this point, he had already been helpless, and had no choice but to take it away.

He has his long-term love and his principles.

When Zhao Jun left the city, he knew that the wind direction in the city had changed, and many people were gossiping about the heinous Zhao Jun in their mouths.

According to the change in the way Shanghantuo looked at him, he probably knew what was going on.

He suddenly smiled happily, and Chen Ke finally took that step, the step he had always hoped he could take.

He was ready to be a victim from the very beginning. When he first saw Shang Khan's punishment, he always felt that he might fall to that point one day, but it was just a matter of time.

Sooner or later.

Chen Ke has always been the driving force and backer behind him. He made him see many things clearly and understand a lot of things. In addition, he had a different feeling for Chen Ke, so that he stepped out of a very difficult time for Chen Ke. important step.He is willing to exchange his fame and ruin for Chen Ke's glory, even if Chen Ke will feel uncomfortable, because he values ​​loyalty and affection, and he will hesitate for a long time when doing things that hurt his brother, and will think twice and think twice.

This is Chen Ke, who may be entangled, but in the end he will make the choice everyone wants.

What he is facing may be an abyss, but he is willing, and others can't control it.

He doesn't blame him.

If it was him, he probably would too.

Many times, there are too many involuntary things, and there are also many times when you choose one of the two. There is always a trade-off.

He still believed in Chen Ke, so much so that he was willing to go through fire and water for him, no matter what.

What he firmly believes in has always been Chen Ke, not whether he can go back, so his belief has never collapsed.

When Zhao Jun went out of the city and passed by the mountain where Chen Ke's mansion was located, he looked up towards the top of the mountain, and suddenly raised the corners of his mouth, wondering whether he had received the gray voice that was released yesterday.

There are not many words above, but it is all his heart.

Full of emotion, full, overflowing emotion.Swell between the lines.

Chen Ke held the piece of paper in his hand, puzzled.He didn't seriously understand Shanghan's writing, so he couldn't even talk about knowing it. Now that Zhao Jun suddenly handed him a letter written in Shanghan's writing, he suddenly regretted why he didn't know it at the beginning. Go learn Khan characters.

He thought: He really hates me, what he did... There is no way out.

After a while, I thought again: "But probably not, he is not such a person."

After struggling for a while, I finally took the note and prepared to go to Luo Qize for translation.

When the note was in Luo Qize's hands, Luo Qize looked at Chen Ke's frowning, and always felt that he was holding something ominous, which made him be careful when opening it.

As a result, Luo Qize was snatched by Chen Ke before he finished opening it: "Forget it, let me do it myself."

After finishing speaking, he frowned and left, looking very preoccupied.

Behind Luo Qize, Monk Zhang Er was puzzled and looked at Chen Ke's fading figure.He sighed softly, turned around and left. If this letter hadn't been written by Zhao Jun, his name would have been written upside down.

Chen Ke drew a bunch of incomprehensible writing on the paper back and forth several times, and finally he could silently make out the strokes with his eyes closed, but he still didn't understand the content inside.

It is said that the letter has a lot of origins.

At that time, Zhao Jun was wandering around in Shanghan with Mo Xuan, and happened to meet a man saying something to a woman, who seemed very eager, and kept saying this sentence indirectly, he deliberately wrote it down, and asked afterward Mo Xuan, what does this mean.Mo Xuan just wrote down these words on the ground with a branch, and said, "I like you."

He suddenly understood what those two people were doing that day, but he still asked, "Then why don't I love you?"

Mo Xuan bit the dog's tail grass in his mouth, and said: "Because we think that the feeling of liking is more pure than love, so we have used liking all these years." After he finished speaking, he suddenly looked at Zhao Jun, Asked mysteriously: "Why? Brother has someone he likes?"

Zhao Jun gave him a white look: "Think too much."

From then on, he wrote this down. In countless nights, he repeated these words silently in his mouth, and finally fell asleep with countless thoughts.

Now, he finally dared to say it to Chen Ke, because he felt that he was equal to Chen Ke, and there was no longer such a big difference. He could also walk side by side with Chen Ke, and no one would find it weird.

It's just that I don't know if Chen Ke understands it or not.

Hope, you can understand it.

If it doesn't work, then wait for him to tell him in person someday.

The author has something to say:

Ask your friends today, who would you choose in front of the responsibilities they have to bear and the lover who gave everything for themselves, many people said, responsibility.But one brother said: He.I asked him why, he said: because he did too much for me...

Pure and sincere, Zhao Jun really did a lot for Chen Ke, which can be regarded as too much, too much.

Many people may think that Chen Ke is so unreasonable, but in many cases, you really can only give up some things you have to give up.And at this time, Zhao Jun became the one he had to abandon.

Today is still a day that I love Chen Zhao very much.

I told my friend, I love Chen Ke so much, I love him very much.The friend said: He is not yours, don't think about it, no matter how good it is, it is not yours.It's not someone else's either.

I thought: fortunately, they are only for each other and cannot get involved with anyone else.