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【楼主：香尹——发帖时间：2016年2月14日00：00：00】今天真是一团乱，特么的……想想就糟心。

Specifically, I came out to Xiao Zhou.

I'm still dizzy now, and I feel unreal.Unexpectedly, the first person I came out with was not my mother, nor my sister, but him.

At 3 o'clock in the afternoon, Mr. Ye and I met again at the club where we met last time.The place here is quiet and secret, and there is a separate private room, which allows us to have a thorough discussion with peace of mind.

He briefly talked about the questions to be asked in tomorrow's interview, and reminded me how to deal with some sensitive questions, and an hour passed slowly in a short time.

"Tomorrow's interview is just a formality. Although the appointment of senior executives is nominally decided by the president, you still have to answer in front of the board of directors. That is the interview that determines the outcome. The interview on your board of directors is still early. I It can help you do the work of three people, and the rest depends on your own performance."

I said gratefully: "Thank you, Mr. Ye!"

He smiled: "Don't just say thank you, shouldn't you take some practical actions?"

I didn't know what to do, so I smiled and said, "I want to invite Mr. Ye to dinner, and Mr. Ye will not care..."

He slowly leaned towards me: "I do so many things, what exactly do I want, don't you understand?"

I understand, of course I do.

There was no one else in our private room, the lights were dim, and the scent filled with fragrance made the atmosphere a bit ambiguous.

Immediately afterwards, he leaned towards me. The cologne on his body was not pungent, but rather comfortable, but it still made me extremely nervous.

"Mr. Ye, this is a public place." I felt a little dizzy and tried to make a dying struggle.

According to the development of the script, this is the place for kissing. I know that I can't escape now, so I desperately prepare myself.Will you faint?Won't you get dizzy?Don't hit anyone!

His voice was a little low and hoarse: "Don't worry, this is a place where people are intimate, and no one will come in." He was about to put his arms around my shoulder.

I choked slightly when I heard that.

A word to awaken the dreamer.

My face must have been pale, and I looked around in fear: "Mr. Ye, there used to be many people here, here..."

He smiled and said, "That's right, no one cares about what happens here."

After all, no one cares...

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

The vision in my mind started to frantic again, the room was full of white stuff, drool, bodily fluids, men's, women's, where I sat-

I immediately stood up, smiled and apologized and said, "Mr. Ye, I'm a little uncomfortable here..."

He was slightly surprised: "What's wrong?"

"Well... this, kind of..."

How can I say it? !

"You despise this place?"

I laughed quickly: "No, I didn't mean that..."

I couldn't help but think of Xiao Zhou, and felt very wronged... Xiao Zhou would never bring me to this kind of place. If he wanted to have anything happen to me, it must be on my bed, a place I am familiar with, very gentle and very kiss softly...

But he's going on a date with Mr. Disrespectful tonight.

I can no longer think about him in vain.

Mr. Ye looked at me for a while, then stood up suddenly: "Let's go somewhere else, we're not here anymore. Are you afraid?"

I looked at him fixedly: "Mr. Ye, I actually have a cleanliness addiction and obsessive-compulsive disorder."

He turned to look at me, frowning slightly.

"Well, I feel it..." He asked thoughtfully, "Is it serious?"

"Yes."

He smiled, his eyes were a little dark: "Let's go to the car."

I blushed a little, so I had to lower my head and follow him out.As soon as we went out, a handsome young waiter greeted us immediately.He met Mr. Ye's eyes. Mr. Ye was expressionless, but the boy showed a faint smile.

I smiled wryly, how many bed partners did Mr. Ye have before?

Can he remember clearly?

His car was comfortable and roomy, and he bought a car with great utility.The car was parked in a dark and hidden place, and there were not many people at this time. We just sat in it, and he played what seemed to be jazz music, and his arms circled over.

I was ashamed as hell.

So familiar with driving, I don’t know how many times I have done it in this car...

I felt that I was really not the material to come out to play, so I pushed him away with a bitter face, and then pulled down the button next to me.

"Om-"

There was an unpleasant mechanical sound, and the car window slowly fell down amidst the soft and ambiguous music.

A gust of cold wind blows in.

He stopped his hand, I made him feel very shameless, and his face was very ugly: "What's the matter with you?"

"Mr. Ye, I'm really not the material to be someone else's partner."

He slowly sat back in his seat, and it took a long time before he said slowly: "Last time you said that you have many problems, are you referring to these?"

"Well, it's all a problem derived from the obsessive-compulsive disorder of cleanliness." My heart is a little tired.

He turned to look at me: "What do you want from your partner?"

I carefully considered my words, but still didn't dare to say it, and said with a smile: "It's better for Mr. Ye not to know."

"It's okay, tell me."

He insisted so much, I can’t do it if I don’t say it today, so I had to bite the bullet and say: “To be a partner is to do intimate things. ..."

His eyes turned cold, and his voice suddenly became a little uncomfortable: "Do you suspect that I am sick?"

I was about to cry: "Boss Ye, I have this kind of psychological problem... I told you, I'm really not suitable to be a partner."

"You are so brave!"

I was too tired to talk anymore.

We were deadlocked in his car, and he seemed very angry, giving me a cold back of the head, and I hung my head and dare not lie.

I'm afraid there is no hope for this promotion.

Moreover, he would lose Mr. Ye, a noble person.

Sure enough, this kind of thing hurts people the most. Once it is not handled well, it will be a complete failure.

I forced a smile and said, "Boss Ye is still very busy, so I'll go back today by myself. I won't bother Boss Ye with the promotion. I'm not qualified enough, and I don't have enough ability. It's better to practice for a few more years..."

After speaking, I opened the car door and stepped out.

The atmosphere was terribly dignified, but he suddenly asked coldly, "What do you want from me?"

I was slightly taken aback.

"What do you want me to do?"

I looked at him with tingling scalp: "I used to ask people to show their certificates and do health checks."

He suddenly looked at me coldly, his face turned white and red, as if he was too angry with me to speak.

"Boss Ye, you asked me to say it, and I didn't dare to say it."

"I know!"

My tears are about to flow down: "Mr. Ye, calm down..."

He cast a cold and cold look.

I wiped the cold sweat off my forehead, got out of the car and said with a smile, "Mr. Ye, take a good rest, and I won't disturb you. I'll make it clear to our president tomorrow that my qualifications won't be on the table..."

His lips were pursed into a straight line, and he stepped on the gas pedal without looking back.

The black car sped away, and I watched for a while, depressed as hell.

There is no future for career, no hope for love, but my stomach is still growling with hunger.

About half an hour later, I received a text message from Xiao Yang: "Where are you spending Valentine's Day?"

I was in a bad mood at the time. I was eating noodles at a noodle shop, and the steam on my phone wet the screen. I immediately replied, “[Miserable] living alone.”

"I'm waiting for Qianjin's WeChat and Weibo. Thank you for your inside information. If you win, you can probably earn forty or fifty—hahaha, a meal."

I smiled and replied, "That's for asking me."

As I was arguing back and forth with him, the phone rang a strong vibration. I looked at the caller on the screen and was slightly taken aback.

It turned out to be Mr. Ye calling.

I quickly connected: "Boss Ye?"

"Where are you?" he asked on the other end.

"Uh... After leaving the clubhouse, I ate beef noodles at a nearby shop."

He was quiet for a while: "I'll pick you up."

"Ok?"

"It's not impossible to have a health check, and I believe I'm not sick." As he spoke, his voice became cold again, which seemed to hurt his dignity, "I wear a condom every time."

I was extremely embarrassed: "Yes, Mr. Ye."

Fifteen minutes later, a black car drove across the street without haste and stopped slowly in front of the beef noodle restaurant.When the car window was pulled, a man poked his head out and said to me, who was dizzy from the cold, "Come on."

I thanked him with a smile, and got into the car quickly: "Thank you Mr. Ye for picking me up, the weather is quite cold today."

The car moved slowly, and he was silent for a while, then looked ahead and asked, "Apart from this, is there any other problem?"

"Uh……"

"Aside from showing proof, what else is there?"

I stared at him in a daze, and I dare not say the next sentence.

"Say."

My scalp was numb: "That's... all previous partners must keep records, including communication methods and health conditions. If any problems are found, they can be informed as soon as possible..."

Hearing this, he seemed to look at me with disbelief, even his eyes froze.

I panicked and shouted: "Boss Ye, watch the road!"

He gritted his teeth, turned his eyes back to the road, and after a while, he said in a low voice with a livid face: "You are too much!"

I was dejected: "I'm sorry Mr. Ye, I don't want to either, I wasted your time..."

He was a little irritable: "I can't even remember how many partners I had before, how can I record it!"

I just want to cry.

It's not that I forced you to sleep with them, why are you angry at me?

So we went all the way back to my apartment in a gloomy mood.I think he's going crazy, keeps refusing to talk to me, and drives the car so fast that the air pressure in the car is so low it can suffocate you.

"squeak--"

There was a loud brake and I wobbled forward slightly despite wearing a seat belt.

I got out of the car tremblingly, glad that I was able to come back alive: "Mr. Ye, thank you for sending me back, you don't have to worry about the promotion, I—"

He looked at me from the car, his face was livid and irresistible: "I can consider agreeing to your terms, let's try dating."

I gasped heavily: "Huh?"

He calmed down, slowly regained his previous calm expression, and said slowly, "Is it just these two requirements?"

"Uh... um."

"Let's hang out and try."

His voice was firm and his gaze was very compelling.Once this kind of person has made a decision, he will no longer compromise and will not be rejected by others, just like bargaining with people in a store, and once the amount is agreed upon, he cannot go back on his word.

I was silent for a while, and finally said: "Okay, Mr. Ye, let's try dating."

He got out of the car and walked towards me with fiery eyes, looking at me so uncomfortable that I felt like I was desperately trying to escape.But I knew that I couldn't retreat now, so I walked up to him: "Boss Ye..."

What should come will always come, why don't I just kiss him.

Just as he was about to close his eyes to meet him, suddenly, a few crisp sounds of dishes breaking were heard from not far away.I looked up, and saw a familiar figure standing on the balcony, staring in my direction, unable to make out the expression.

I froze for a moment, and my head suddenly hurt.

How is he here?

Didn't you agree to go on a date with Mr. Wuli?

Immediately afterwards, I panicked a little.

Damn, he knows I'm gay!

I hurriedly left Mr. Ye a few steps away, and said awkwardly: "Mr. Ye, this is my apartment. It's a little inconvenient. Let's make an appointment another day."

Mr. Ye raised his head and glanced at Xiao Zhou, smiled slightly and said slowly: "Well... the future is long, and the days of going to bed as soon as we meet in the past are too tired. The slower pace is also good, and it has a different flavor."

Let's go to bed...

He watched me get into the car hotly, made me tremble all over, and finally drove away slowly.

Xiao Zhou's gaze followed Mr. Ye's car away, then slowly returned to me, looking at me from the balcony.

I frowned and looked at him from a distance.

I'm going to come out to him today... Actually, I'm not ready yet.

I walked home with heavy steps like iron and lead. After thinking about it, I put on a smile and asked casually, "Why didn't Xiao Zhou go out on a date today? Didn't he have an appointment with your high school classmates?"

With his head down, he was arranging the broken dishes, and several dishes were placed on the table.

Seeing him not speaking quietly, I became more and more frightened, and said with a smile: "Xiao Zhou, actually there is something I haven't told you, and I have kept it from you for a long time..."

"What's the matter?" His tone was a little cold.

I stared at him blankly, my eye sockets were a little sore: "I'm gay."

He immediately looked up at me, pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

I hurriedly clarified again: "I'm sorry for keeping you in the dark for so long...but I have absolutely no interest in you, so don't worry."

He stared at me coldly.

"I've never had any messy thoughts about you, never, absolutely never had any lust..."

He stood up slowly, and a flash of an expression of not knowing what it was, seemed weird and a little strange: "Never have you ever been sexually obsessed?"

"If you don't want to live with me anymore, that's up to you. It's just that I haven't come out yet, so I hope you don't make a big deal about it, okay?"

After hearing this, he was quiet again, and slowly walked over and stood in front of me: "Okay, I won't say anything."

"Thank you..."

"So what's your relationship with that man? It's called Mr. Ye?"

"Man, boyfriend, I just agreed to date today."

He was silent for a moment, and then said, "Mr. Zhuang, are you tired? Go to bed tonight, and we'll talk about it tomorrow if you have anything to do."

I calmed down and said with a smile, "Okay. Sorry..."

"You don't have to apologize to anyone for your sexual orientation."

My eyes were hot, and the turbulent emotions finally calmed down. I smiled and said, "Thank you, I have kept you a secret for so long, don't mind."

He was speechless for a while, then lowered his head and said, "I don't mind."

That's it, there's nothing more to say.I went to the bathroom to take a shower, went back to my room and wrote a post, and finally explained the matter to you clearly.

Now that I'm out of the closet with him, I feel quite relaxed, but I'm still a little afraid to see him, and my heart is terrified.

He is knocking on the door and asking me to have dinner. I don't know if it will be a bit strange to get along with him in the future.

I went to eat, and I will write tomorrow.

[Floor 1: I am a piece of high-cold tofu] I finally came out of the closet, and I was so anxious to see it

[2nd Floor: True Water Without Fragrance] Why did you come out of the closet, you idiot? ?Mr. Ye still wants to fuck him, why don't you criticize him?

[Floor 4: Suifeng] I'm going to change Ye Zhuang's party

[Floor 5: Wow] I am the Zhouzhuang Party