Military compound

Zhou Haifeng returned to the company.

As soon as he returned, he was appointed as the deputy squad leader. The squad leader went to teach the team to study, so he also acted as the squad leader at the same time.

The new chief of staff of the military region has just come from the group army, and he has also brought the style of the field army. He requires the army to resume daily military training like the grassroots troops. Service soldiers, civil servants, and even the health soldiers in the cooking class and outpatient department all have to participate in military training. They go out to exercise every morning and evening, do military boxing, capture and wrestle, and even the family courtyard at night can hear the sound of fighting.

Zhou Haifeng catered to the appetite of the new chief of staff, doing technical demonstrations and leading training.

Shan Jun entered the gate of the compound, rode on the wide and straight sycamore avenue, and a team ran towards him. After a mighty and majestic command from a distance, there was a resounding "One!" Two, three, four!" Shan Jun put one foot on the ground, staring at the tall figure leading the soldiers running in the distance, all wearing the same green uniform, but he knew it was him at a glance.

Zhou Haifeng ran to the front, his face was upright and resolute during the practice.Shan Jun looked at him under the sycamore tree, and when he was about to run past, Zhou Haifeng's eyes finally came to him. Shan Jun smiled slightly, with a light twitch at the corner of his mouth.Across the road, Zhou Haifeng met his eyes, and the corners of his tight lips eased unnoticed. It was a quick, fleeting smile, and when he turned his face, he returned to seriousness.Shan Jun turned his head and watched them run away, and when he heard Zhou Haifeng's louder password, he turned his head and stepped on the pedals, and the colorful sunshine hit his face...

Shan Jun's gang of buddies firmly received Shan Jun's wind.As soon as Shan Jun spoke at the banquet, Da Fei Yuzheng and the others said, "Brother Jun, don't say anything. The brothers and sisters of Zhou Haifeng have heard about it. We didn't say anything. We treated him wrong before. From now on he It's our own, my brother!

Although this group of children from the military compound are messing around, they are loyal in their bones. As long as they are righteous people, they absolutely respect them, no matter what.

Shan Jun put down his wine glass and said, as long as you have what you say.From now on, he will be me, and I will be him.

Ever since he came back from the single army, he hasn't seen the prince.

He went to look for it, but his family said he didn't come back after going to the training camp, and he called back and said that he would drive to another X city for a tour, and come back after having enough fun.

The prince has always been this wild, and the family can't control him.Shan Jun called him and left a message, but the prince didn't even call back.

Shan Jun knew that he was really angry, but Shan Jun let him go and let him calm down slowly.The prince must have gotten the news that he is back, so he deliberately avoided seeing him in anger.For this brother, Shan Jun has always been serious, and most of the time he passed it by coaxing him, but this time Shan Jun doesn't want to protect his self-willedness anymore, and he is also a person who is going to be in the army. This temper will wear off sooner or later.

At 5:[-] in the afternoon, after the off-duty signal blew, the cafeteria in the courtyard became lively.The cafeteria was built in European style, with Roman pillars on the large balcony. Among the military uniforms inside, the single soldier's flowered shirt was particularly eye-catching. He sat there with a dish in front of him, surrounded by a circle of soldiers.

"Junjun, why did you come to the cafeteria for dinner today, isn't it rare?"

"Not welcome?"

"How dare you? Please don't even invite me!"

The soldiers in the courtyard usually had no chance to curry favor with him, and when they saw him coming, they all wanted to talk to him if they had anything to say.Shan Jun answered their words absent-mindedly, his eyes swept outside the door, Zhou Haifeng walked up the steps with several soldiers.

Zhou Haifeng saw him as soon as he entered the door, and he couldn't help but see Shan Jun's clothes.

After Zhou Haifeng finished ordering the dishes, he greeted the soldiers who came with him, turned around and came to this side, without avoiding it, put down the plate, and sat opposite Shan Jun.

"I have something to tell him." Shan Jun said to the surroundings.

Everyone else moved their seats knowingly and went to other tables.Some veterans joked half-truthfully: "Junjun, you and Haifeng are really sticky. We used to eat together at home every day and it wasn't enough. Now I'm not an orderly soldier, and I eat in the cafeteria together. I'm envious."

Regarding the closeness between Zhou Haifeng and Shan Jun, these soldiers didn't say anything, but they couldn't help but have no idea in their hearts.Mr. Shan Jun, the commander, who doesn't want to make some friends, but who does he know you?Can you climb up if you want to?

"Hot-eyed, you two are okay with him, aren't we okay too?"

Shan Jun said lightly.

His words are light, but the meaning is obvious, these soldiers are all human beings, can't you hear it?

Shan Jun did not forget what Tang Kai said back then.His words are placed here, so that everyone in the room can understand them.

"That's for sure!" These veterans all laughed.

Shan Jun ignored them and had dinner with Zhou Haifeng face to face.

"What do you want me to do?" Zhou Haifeng raised his head and asked.

"It's okay, let's come and see you for dinner."

"What's so interesting about eating?" Zhou Haifeng laughed.

"What else do you care about me watching?"

Shan Jun put the meat dishes on the plate in front of him to Zhou Haifeng's plate.It was a stir-fry in the cadre cafeteria on the second floor. The variety and weight were much better than those in the soldier cafeteria. Shan Jun called specially.

"Okay, you can eat by yourself." Shan Jun piled up the dishes so much that Zhou Haifeng's plate couldn't fit.Zhou Haifeng wanted to return the food to Shan Jun, but Shan Jun pressed him down with chopsticks.

"The injury doesn't feel better, does it?" Shan Jun looked at Zhou Haifeng's thin face, "I lost weight, eat something nutritious, and gain weight."

"Where are you thin?" Zhou Haifeng said helplessly, "Why don't I know."

"I'll know it when I hug it."

After Shan Jun finished speaking, the two of them didn't speak, and when they fell silent, only the noise around them...

After the meal, under the national flag platform in the central square, two people sat with their legs apart.

This wide and empty square is the meeting place in the compound, with a national flag stand at the top and white magnolia street lamps around. This kind of white magnolia lamp was widely used in military units in the early days of the founding of the People’s Republic of China. At that time, it was a soft halo, slender and tall in the shadow of the surrounding trees, like a tall and beautiful sentinel guarding the square.

The sky was not yet dark, and there were a few shapeless clouds hanging on the dark blue night in the sky, blown by the evening wind.The dark blue sky reflected the light of the magnolia lamp. Under the lamp, the two stepped up and down and sat on the steps of the flag raising platform.

Shan Jun lifted up Zhou Haifeng's military shirt, and by the light, inspected the wound on his back.

The wound burst open again.Shan Jun knew that Zhou Haifeng must be leading the way in the company's lectures, so he didn't care.

"Tell you not to be so cruel." Shan Jun took out a box from his trouser pocket and gave Zhou Haifeng medicine, which was the best medicine he prescribed from the General Hospital of the Military Region.

"Small skin, it's no big deal." Zhou Haifeng didn't want to show Shan Jun the injury.

After the medicine was finished, Shan Jun came down and sat beside Zhou Haifeng. Zhou Haifeng looked at his gaudy shirt with a hint of a smile in his eyes.

Shan Jun deliberately wore a flowery dress so that Zhou Haifeng could see him in the crowd.Zhou Haifeng was used to seeing him in military uniform during the exercise, but he didn't realize he was a bit of a playboy for the first time.

"Why, it doesn't look good?" Shan Jun stretched the flowery collar on purpose, acting like I'm a hooligan who I'm afraid of.

"Looks good, be careful to go to the street and get caught by the police."

"What did the police arrest me for?"

"The bootleg guy in the news last night dressed just like you."

"Hold!"

Zhou Haifeng smiled, Shan Jun looked at Zhou Haifeng's smile, and smiled too.

Shan Jun intends to make Zhou Haifeng happy.With a smile on his face, the stone in his heart is still heavy.

After being silent for a while, Shan Jun said, I heard that you wanted to ask for a day off, but the company didn't approve it?

He heard what other soldiers said in the cafeteria just now.

"...to see your father?"

Zhou Haifeng nodded.

When Zhou Haifeng came back, he appeared to be fine, but he couldn't hide what was on his mind from Shan Jun.

Shan Jun did not forget what Zhou Haifeng said in the woods, and those words kept circling in Shan Jun's mind.

Although they didn't talk about it again, Shan Jun also guessed about it. He understood why Zhou Haifeng would read those legal provisions about prisons in that Internet cafe, and he also remembered the half-torn photo...

Shan Jun said, I'll go and invite you for a few more days.

Zhou Haifeng said, no need, the company has already approved me to go out on weekends.

Shan Jun said, let me invite you, you can go for a few more days.If you agree, I will go with you, and there will be more than one person to take care of you.If there is anything I can do to help, you tell me.I'll arrange for you at the other end of the company, so don't worry.

Shan Jun also said, last time you said that you didn’t have enough time, I don’t know the specific situation, but don’t worry, the old man promised me that this year’s military school entrance examination index will definitely be reserved for you, it’s not for me, it’s for you earned by performance.I will take the exam in the second half of the year, and I will take it next year.There is also meritorious service, don't worry about it, I also inquired about it, I...

Shan Jun wanted to continue talking, but was suddenly interrupted roughly by Zhou Haifeng.

"This is not something you have to worry about!"

Shan Jun was taken aback by Zhou Haifeng's sudden reaction: "What's wrong with you?"

Zhou Haifeng stood up, feeling a little disturbed, and his tone became resistant.

"It's nothing. In the future, don't meddle in my affairs."

"What do you mean?"

Shan Jun stared at him, he felt bad these days!

"Can I be less involved?... You were eliminated because of me!"

Shan Jun didn't say it, he didn't even mention a single word, but he never had a good day in his heart!

He promised Zhou Haifeng that he would stay until the end. He said that this was his wish, and he would help him fulfill it. That was his promise, a promise he valued more than the sky.He would have been the best special soldier, and he was more qualified to stay in that place than anyone else, but it was all ruined because of him.

Shan Jun's self-blame, annoyance, and guilt fermented heavily in his heart.Even if Zhou Haifeng told him that this result had nothing to do with him, Shan Jun couldn't overcome this hurdle in his heart.He was the one who dragged Zhou Haifeng down, so he couldn't feel at ease!

Zhou Haifeng looked down at him, squatted down in front of him, and grabbed Shan Jun's shoulder.

"I'll say it again," Zhou Haifeng looked into Shan Jun's eyes, "The result of the exercise is my own fault. I stepped on the thunder, so we were eliminated, it's as simple as that."

"It's not that simple!"

"It's that simple!" Zhou Haifeng tightened his hands. "Listen, this was a mistake. If it were you that day, you would rush forward, right? So you don't owe me anything, and no one owes it. I did it voluntarily, and I have never regretted it!"

Zhou Haifeng knew that this knot was in Shan Jun's heart, and he never solved it!

"That grenade is going to go off, what are you doing, you're shooting at that target!—You blame yourself?... What if it's a real bomb?!..."

Shan Jun raised his eyes, Zhou Haifeng's strength penetrated into his shoulders, and said in a low voice: "...you think I regret it when I come back, if I didn't rush up that day, I really regret it!"

Shan Jun looked into his eyes, as if looking straight into his heart.

"Why do you regret it?"

Zhou Haifeng paused, Shan Jun: "Answer me!"

He came today with a message, that's why he came to find Zhou Haifeng. This square is so quiet and peaceful, but Shan Jun's heart is on the contrary restless!

Shan Jun grabbed Zhou Haifeng with his backhand and pulled him in front of him, so close that he could hear the violent beating in his chest.

"You know exactly what I want,"

Shan Jun breathed heavily, with a tremor at the end of the sentence.

"...Don't play hide and seek with me anymore, I will never let go of what I want!"

True, he never knew what he wanted any more clearly than he did now.

Before meeting Zhou Haifeng, he had never thought about two men.Love, the word, has been taken for granted in his concept since he was a child, and he can't put it on two men.But now, he knows what he is thinking in his heart. This thought is turbulent, but it happened naturally.

It is the first time in his 18 years of life that Shan Jun is required to give an accurate definition of this kind of feeling.Is it Zhou Haifeng's impulsiveness, curiosity, or the kind of "love" between a man and a woman, but he has never seen Zhou Haifeng as a woman, and this is not the same thing as a man and a woman.

When Zhou Haifeng talked with him on the night of the exercise, Shan Jun didn't fully understand it.But all his confusion, hesitation, and contradictions, when he was crushed by Zhou Haifeng during the explosion, were all blown to pieces with the sound of the explosion and disappeared.

When he got up and hugged the bleeding Zhou Haifeng, the fear that paralyzed his heart, like a flash of lightning, shone brightly on his heart...

Yes, he wanted him, he wanted him to be able to see him every day as soon as he opened his eyes, to grasp him as soon as he reached out, to touch him, to know that he was actually here, beside him, in his embrace.He does not belong to anyone, only to him, only to him!

If this is love, then it is!He admitted it!