take advantage of

He rubbed his knees and said, "What else can I say, you are tired today, I'll go and talk to him."

Xiao Qing shook his head and said, "Let me tell."

Zhou Yiwen was about to shout when the door of a ward not far away was pulled open with a "huh".Qi Hao supported the door, raised his finger and pointed at him, squeezed out a few words between his teeth: "You, come here."

Xiao Qing sat by the bed, Qi Hao picked up a chair, placed Zhou Yiwen eight feet away from Xiao Qing, and pretended to say to Zhou Yiwen, "Sit."

Zhou Yiwen sneered, and dragged the chair to sit in front of Xiao Qing.Before he could speak, Qi Hao asked beside him, "How did you find it?"

Zhou Yiwen said bitterly: "You don't care how I found it, who are you, why should I tell you?"

Qi Hao snorted and said angrily, "You don't care who I am, anyway, you are nobody now!"

Zhou Yiwen glared at him angrily, then turned around and said to Xiao Qing: "Xiao Qing, do you know how I found it? Our mobile phones are still linked to the location of our family members. I have never canceled it. I know you also No. You don't answer my phone, but I can see you around here, this hospital, we used to come here a lot..."

Xiao Qing said flatly: "I forgot, delete it now."

"It's been deleted." Qi Hao suddenly said from behind, holding Xiao Qing's phone and shaking it at the two people who looked up.

Zhou Yiwen gave him a vicious look, and continued to say to Xiao Qing: "Why didn't you tell me about such a big thing? After all, I am also the father of the child."

Xiao Qing looked at him, and said slowly: "It's not anymore, he's dead, he's a boy." He spoke too coldly and calmly, but Qi Hao was a little frightened when he heard it.

Zhou Yiwen was so choked that he didn't know what to say, Xiao Qing didn't look at him, and continued: "I told you before he died. It's your problem that you don't know, you should ask your people, You shouldn't be asking me."

Zhou Yiwen hurriedly explained: "I really don't know! If I knew..."

Xiao Qing interrupted him suddenly and said: "It's not important anymore. Zhou Yiwen, you said it. We have already broken up and have nothing to do with each other." Let's go. I'm not feeling well today. We'll talk about the house another day. If you want it, I'll give it to you. I don't want it. "

Hearing Xiao Qing's words "Let's go", without waiting for Zhou Yiwen to say anything else, Qi Hao had already stepped behind him, and couldn't help but drag Zhou Yiwen up vigorously, pushing and shoving him out of the door.

It wasn't until in the corridor that Zhou Yiwen finally broke free from Qi Hao's hand holding his clothes, cursing and tidying up, before leaving, he pointed at Qi Hao's nose and said viciously: "Let's go!" Watch!"

When Qi Hao came back, Xiao Qing was still sitting there in the same posture as before.Qi Hao walked over, called him, and asked softly: "Xiao Qing, what are you thinking?"

Only then did Xiao Qing look up at him, then at his own hands, and lowered his head and said to himself, "Probably destined to have no relatives, you can't force it."

Seeing him say such world-weary words, Qi Hao's heart ached, but he couldn't persuade him, no matter how he tried to persuade him, it seemed like standing up and talking would not hurt his back.Although his parents are divorced, he has received a lot of love and care since he was a child. After his father remarried, he even added an unlucky brother to him. According to what Xiao Qing said just now, his "kinship" is not too much.

He wanted him not to be so uncomfortable, and didn't know what to say, so he patted him on the shoulder lightly.

It was only after this touch that Xiao Qingyuan was not as calm as he seemed, and his whole body was trembling slightly.Qi Hao felt a pain in his heart, and slowly sat down beside him, helped Xiao Qing's shoulders and pulled him into his arms, letting him lean on his body for a while.

Xiao Qing did not resist, and Qi Hao felt that rather than saying that Xiao Qing did not resist, it was better to say that he lacked any reaction to any external force.Qi Hao could only turn around, wrap him in his arms as much as possible, and caress his back one by one.

After hugging for a while, Xiao Qing suddenly said to himself: "If he wants a house, I should give it to him. Just give it to him. Give it to him, give it to him..."

Qi Hao had no choice but to follow up and said: "Yes, give it to him, we don't care." He quickly hugged him even tighter.

After a long time, Xiao Qing seemed to have finally calmed down a bit, slowly sat up straight, and said softly to Qi Hao: "This child shouldn't come, if it's gone, it's gone." His voice was low, as if he was Talking to others is like persuading himself.

Qi Hao watched his face, and the worry in his heart became a little more serious. The eyes of the person in front of him were empty, as if he had been burned through something.

(17)

After Xiao Qing recovered a bit, Qi Hao went to say hello to Dr. Zhong, and the two of them were ready to leave.He supported Xiao Qing and walked a few steps. The man had been hunched over and covering his stomach, cold sweat was pouring out from his forehead, probably in severe pain.Qi Hao had clothes and medicine in his hands, and he wanted to carry him on his back, but he was afraid of pressing his stomach, so he went to the nurse's station to borrow a wheelchair and pushed him down.

Along the way, Xiao Qing didn't say much, Qi Hao tentatively asked a few words, and the man only responded with a few words dully, and then he stopped talking altogether.Qi Hao thought he was asleep, but after a closer look, he realized that the man had been staring out the window in a daze.

Arriving at the community where Xiao Qing lived, when he got off the car, Xiao Qing seemed to be better, Qi Hao was half supporting and half hugging, but he was able to walk slowly.

After entering the room and turning on the light, Xiao Qing looked up at the pale energy-saving light bulbs in the living room, only to feel dizzy for a while, but fortunately Qi Hao kept supporting him, and slowly helped him to sit on the sofa.The living room lights have always been yellow bulbs with a simple frosted shade.About a year ago, it suddenly broke one night. Zhou Yiwen went to a nearby small supermarket to buy a new light bulb, and replaced it with a light bulb.

After that, neither of them bought the lampshade again, and let the lamp run naked until now.

The weather in November is chilly, half a month away from central heating, and it is the most difficult time to endure.He didn't feel anything when he left in the afternoon, but when he came back now, Xiao Qing only felt that the room was extremely cold, and the cold air penetrated directly into his bones.He picked up the remote control of the air conditioner and pressed it a few times. The remote control called a few times by itself, but the air conditioner didn't even respond.

Qi Hao took it over and looked at it, probably the battery was dead. He pulled out the battery and found that it was still the original battery. Probably the air conditioner had never been replaced since it was bought, and it finally ran out of power today.Xiao Qing was weak at this time, and it was extremely cold. Qi Hao was afraid that he would catch a cold, so he found him a thick coat to put on, and hurriedly took the keys and went downstairs to buy batteries.

Qi Hao walked in a hurry, and he didn't pay attention when closing the door, the door was suddenly hit by the draft in the corridor with great force, and there was a loud bang.Xiao Qing was startled, his heart flickered for a while, and then jumped wildly for a while.He felt unspeakably uncomfortable all over, so he slumped on the sofa weakly, thinking about what happened that day in his mind.

He suddenly felt that he hated everything in this room.All the things that he used to feel indifferent, make do with, and look okay, have become unbearable anymore.There is also a stack of payment invoices and various miscellaneous documents on the bottom of the coffee table.Probably out of professional habits, Zhou Yiwen would keep all kinds of receipts for a while before throwing them away.In the past few years, it has already been paid by mobile phone, but this pile of rags has been forgotten for some reason.

Xiao Qing was full of depression and had nowhere to vent, resisting the abdominal pain, slowly propped himself up, and threw all the unsightly things on the coffee table into the trash can.With this kick, the mess on the table fell down, directly overturning the trash can, and a fruit knife rolled out with a clanging sound.

Xiao Qing stared at the knife in a daze for a while.He couldn't remember where he put this knife. He bought it in a tourist area when he and Zhou Yiwen went on their first trip. It seemed to be for peeling apples. It was easy to use, and Xiao Qing wanted to find this knife every time he peeled apples.

However, you will often find what you are not looking for.

When Qi Hao came back, he was frightened for the nth time today.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Xiao Qing kneeling on the floor, stabbing his wrist with a knife, and there were debris scattered everywhere around him.Ever since he was in the hospital just now, he felt that Xiao Qing's condition was very wrong, but he didn't expect it to be so wrong.He stepped forward a few steps, snatched the knife in the man's hand and threw it aside, pinched the man's wrist and took a closer look. The knife was not sharp, and the wound was not deep, but just cut a few pieces of flesh randomly.

Qi Hao was anxious and angry in his heart, he had been careful all night, and now he finally could bear it to the end.He picked Xiao Qing up from the ground, threw it into the sofa with a little effort, pointed to his nose and asked, "What are you doing? Don't you want to live?"

Xiao Qing said, "I haven't."

Qi Hao said angrily, "What's the matter? Are you drawing pictures on your arm with a broken knife? Who are you going to cut your wrists for? Do you want to die just because of that person? If you want to die, you can directly Tell me, I'll lend you a powerful knife and let you cut whatever you want!"

Xiao Qing's eyes were dizzy from being thrown by him, and he got up on the sofa with some strength, and said softly: "I really didn't want to commit suicide, I'm really fine, I'm too tired today, you should go back early.

Qi Hao sat down on the tea table opposite Xiao Qing, and said angrily: "I have to catch up with you!"