take advantage of

to ask him.

Xiao Qing was so anxious that he wanted to find someone to ask, but the few people he had contact information on Qi Hao's side couldn't get in touch with anyone. The phone either failed to connect or was turned off, especially Qi Hao. People pick up, it's almost anxious to death.

Seeing several people come up to ask questions, he didn't want to talk, so he had to turn on his phone and show Fang Yuan and the others the text message with several hundred words.It said that it was a company that conducted a self-driving road test today, with a photo of a car overturned on the road, and it was undoubtedly Qi Hao's car.It's just that the process of the accident was vague. In the end, it only said that it was still under investigation, and that 2 people were injured at the scene and had been sent to the hospital.

Fang Yuan was also surprised after reading it. He quickly looked up at Xiao Qing and asked, "This is Brother Qi's company's car..."

Xiao Qing nodded and said, "Qi Hao is in the car. I can't get in touch."

He held his breath in his chest, couldn't find anyone, and ran around the room in a hurry, Liu Wenqian saw him gasping for breath with one hand on his waist, so she had to push him to sit down first, and said a few words of relief.

"Don't think about it yourself. They must have paid attention to a lot of people in this test. If there is a problem, the media will definitely catch up. Think about the people you know, and whose phone number is not required now. Got blown up?" Liu Wenqian went to pour him a glass of water and put it in his hand, and then persuaded, "If there is something really going on, they will have called you a long time ago, if they didn't call, it means nothing happened."

Xiao Qing nodded, lowered his head and held the cup without drinking or speaking.Although he also knew this was the truth, but if the matter really happened to him, if he didn't actually meet people, how could he be at ease.

"Look, someone has posted a video!" Fang Yuan shouted suddenly, and ran over with his mobile phone in front of Xiao Qing.

At first glance, the picture was taken by someone who was nearby at the time through his car window, and it was uploaded to a short video app more than ten minutes ago.In a video of just 1 minute, the picture is chaotic and the surroundings are very noisy. I watched a few people lift a person out of an overturned test car from a distance. His face was covered with blood. The person who took the picture shouted loudly: "Look! The person was carried out! Is it dead? Is it dead?"

"It's Qi Hao..." Xiao Qing said with a trembling voice, and his face immediately turned pale.

Liu Wenqian was so angry that she wanted to kick Fang Yuan out, the persuasion just now was in vain.

In the last few seconds of the video, the person in the driver's seat asked, "Is the ambulance here?"

The narrator muttered, "I'm going to the Second Hospital directly. Just now, those people carrying people shouted to go to the Second Hospital. The Second Hospital is right next to you. You are waiting for the ambulance... go directly..."

Xiao Qing sat blankly for a few seconds, then whispered, "I'll go to the hospital." After speaking, he stood up suddenly and walked outside.

Seeing that his posture was really scary, Liu Wenqian grabbed Fang Yuan's clothes and picked him up, chasing him and shouting, "Don't run, slow down, I'll drive you there!"

(42)

"Xiao Qing, come out for a moment."

On that day, Xiao Qing was called away by the head teacher in the middle of physics class.Afterwards, the homeroom teacher took him into a police car. After driving for a long time, the sun was scorching hot outside the car window.

For a long time later, Xiao Qing couldn't remember clearly what happened on that day. He felt that his memory of that day was very chaotic, and he couldn't even form a complete picture.

He asked the head teacher who was with him that day, and he didn't remember many things the head teacher said, for example, he didn't remember saying goodbye to his father.The homeroom teacher said that when they arrived at the hospital, the patient was beyond rescue. A doctor came out and told them that the patient's vital signs were gone, and that the child could go in and say goodbye to his family if he wanted to.

The head teacher said that he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it and didn't want him to go in, but he walked in very calmly at a young age, without crying or making noise, and held his father's hand by the bed for a while.Afterwards, the police who dealt with the accident saw him as a poor child, so they drove them back and took him to the door of their house.

The teacher in charge went upstairs worriedly, and said, "I'm going to live at the teacher's house tonight, okay?"

He said: "Teacher, I'm fine, I can cook, I can't sleep in other places." After that, he said "Thank you teacher".

The head teacher also called him that night, and the voice he answered the phone sounded normal.The class teacher allowed him to rest at home for a few days, but he went to school on time the next day, and then said that he wanted to live on campus.

Another day later, he took the initiative to find the head teacher, followed by Qi Hao from the same dormitory.He said: "Teacher, can you give me the police number? I want to see the surveillance video."

He remembered everything after watching the surveillance video, but he couldn't remember what happened the day before.After going to college, he consulted a psychiatrist and always had a splitting headache whenever he tried to recall.The doctor gave him many tests and said that his condition was indeed post-traumatic stress disorder, and he selectively forgot some details, but the symptoms were relatively mild and did not have a serious impact on life.

He remembered that the doctor said to him at the time: "Suddenly encountering such an accident, many people will suffer from unbearable pain, which will lead to changes in personality or even personality. Even some adults may need a period of psychological counseling to get out , some people may be tortured by this incident for the rest of their lives.

"When it happened, you were only a teenager, and you were still a child with an immature mind. Although you still have some problems that cannot be solved immediately, you have always been positive in facing them. In my opinion, this is Very rare and very remarkable.”

He said: "I thought about death, and it was very painful for a while. Scared. Later, my classmate called me and asked me to live in their dormitory.

"At that time, it was already midnight, and the dormitory was closed. He took me over the wall and entered. He was my deskmate. I was a day student at that time. Several of them lived on campus. My classmates said that they were free in the room. He let me sleep there overnight, and he covered me with his quilt. The next day, I went to tell the teacher that I wanted to live on campus."

The doctor nodded and said: "Timely psychological intervention, especially social support, is often the key to helping people who suffer from special events get out of the shadows. I think your classmates would do that at that time, probably just out of He cares about you, but at the same time gives you great support and help psychologically."

He thought for a while, and then said: "At that time, the police said that the surveillance footage of the accident was very clear, and the truck was fully responsible. I actually didn't dare to watch the surveillance video, but my classmates encouraged me to go. He said that if I saw it with my own eyes When you see the truth, you will stop thinking about it.

"I don't remember what he said exactly, which meant that if I didn't see how it happened, I would just keep thinking about it and why and never see anything else , so it’s better to face the truth cruelly, and you must not be like Sasuke... Oh, that is a character in a manga, we were all watching it at the time... So, I went to tell the teacher that I want to watch the surveillance video, My classmates also went with me."

The doctor showed a surprised expression and explained: "Post-traumatic stress disorder will cause people to repeatedly recall traumatic experiences, avoid stimuli related to the event, and over time will produce a lot of negative emotions.

"What you are doing is tantamount to forcing yourself to face the scene at that time. It is very risky to do so. It may have counterproductive effects on some weak-minded people, but it seems to be very effective for you. You are a child with a strong heart. You are very lucky to be able to face it all very bravely.”

He lowered his head and pondered for a while, as if thinking of something warm, with a relaxed expression on his face, and then said slowly but firmly: "At that time, having him by my side was my greatest luck."

The doctor sighed: "I think you should become friends for life."

He said: "When we were in school, we have always been good friends. But unfortunately, he went abroad later, and we lost contact after that. It has been almost five years. I don't know how he is doing now, nor I don’t know if there will be a chance to meet again in the future.”

"He left very suddenly at the time, as if I hadn't seen him again after a holiday. I was sad for a long time. Thinking about it later, when I was a classmate, I met and left suddenly. It was as if I came to help me specially. Thinking about it this way, I forgive him. However, there are still regrets, and there are still many things I haven’t said to him.”

The doctor asked him, "What do you want to say to him?"

He said: "Thank you always have to say, although I am embarrassed to say it, hahaha, it is a bit embarrassing to say that directly. Also, if we have a chance to become friends again, I hope that when he needs company, I can be by his side too."

The car slammed on the brakes and stopped. The car in front was driving too hard, which caused Liu Wenqian to try to run the yellow light. She suffered from road rage and cursed. She hurriedly turned her head to check on the life and death of the passengers, and said with concern: "Are you two okay? ".

Fang Yuan slammed his head on the glass, but dared not speak out, rubbing his forehead with an unlucky look on his face.It was fine for Xiao Qing to wear a seat belt, but he was very confused. He kept thinking about the car accident that year along the way just now, and the more he thought about it, the more panicked he became.He stopped suddenly at this moment, and he felt a little motion sickness. He was driven by a fast car like Liu Wenqian