Half a catty

"It must be him." Wang Chengyi propped his elbows back, looked up at the thick cotton candy-like clouds in the distance, and his posture was casual and comfortable: "That old lover you never forget is Qi Si."

"Don't fucking talk nonsense." He Yue said sharply.

Wang Chengyi seemed to have never heard of it, and asked He Yue as if talking to himself: "Do you still like him? At that time you told me that you just couldn't forget him. Are you telling the truth? You still think about him now. him?"

"What qualifications do you have to accuse me of Xingshi?"

"I just want to know if you lied to me." Wang Chengyi said in a muffled voice.

He Yue was beaten up in turn, and he was so angry that he couldn't speak. Apart from his anger, he was also surprised by Wang Chengyi's superb acting skills. When it came to deception, He Yue had no choice but to bow down.

Wang Chengyi could only see the distant line of He Yue's chin, and the pair of sunglasses was really an eyesore. He suddenly stepped in front of He Yue, raised his hand to pinch the bridge of the nose of the glasses, and quickly took them off when He Yue had no time to react.He Yue got used to the dark environment, and suddenly his sunglasses were taken off, the sunlight poured into his eyes, He Yue frowned and closed his eyes.

The second he closed his eyes, Wang Chengyi sent his lips up, like a feather fell on He Yue's lips, so soft that he could barely feel his presence, compared to the breath exhaled from Wang Chengyi's nasal cavity seemed even more intolerable Ignore, the frequency of breathing in and out is so familiar.

A yacht sailed on the water not far away, and the sound of the roaring motor woke up He Yue who was in a daze. He pushed Wang Chengyi away with both hands. Slam yourself back against the railing and lean against it.Now Wang Chengyi could finally see all of He Yue's emotions and reactions. Among them, He Yue's first move after pushing him away was to look towards the villa, his whole body covered with alertness.

"You are afraid that he will see it, but you really like him." Wang Chengyi said disappointedly.

He Yue was afraid that Qi Si would see him, but it was not because he still liked him, but because he simply didn't want Qi Si to know that he was gay.But even so, He Yue didn't want to explain to Wang Chengyi, they were no longer that kind of relationship, and he had no obligation to explain.

Therefore, He Yue held the mentality of breaking the pot and said, "Aren't you?"

Wang Chengyi didn't make any excuses, instead he smiled frankly, spreading his hands, with He Yue's sunglasses dangling from his fingertips, he admitted: "I am."

"In that case, why do you say that I lied to you." He Yue said sarcastically, "You and I are both the same."

Wang Chengyi's eyes darkened, he shook his head slowly: "I'm different from you, very different."

"You are even more despicable." He Yue said.

"It's me who is more sober." Wang Chengyi raised his hand towards Qi Si's direction: "Look at his appearance, how straight, it only took me two months to clearly realize that he will never be a gay , how many years did you spend?"

"Two months?" He Yue snorted coldly, scoffing at Wang Chengyi's nonsense.

Wang Chengyi went on to say: "I know it's impossible for him to be with me, so—" It's okay for him to do some small tricks behind his back to make trouble and please himself.

But He Yue thought more than that, suddenly he made a smirk, restrained his emotions, and said calmly: "So every lover of yours must be like him, like John, including me."

As soon as these words came out, everything around them seemed to freeze in an instant, even the air was frozen, only a little humming echoed between them, and the ear-piercing voice was repeated.The ease Wang Chengyi created was pierced by He Yue's words, and it was accompanied by the expression on his face.

At this time, He Yue actually felt a kind of joy.Feeling, watching Wang Chengyi's mask gradually shattered and peeled off, just like the mirror he smashed, from perfect to dilapidated.

Wang Chengyi really panicked this time, his first reaction was to deny: "No."

"I'm not blind." He Yue lifted the last fig leaf between them, and exposed the contents inside to the sun. All the filth would burn with fear, and whoever felt guilty would be put on the shelf. On the fire, enjoy the torment.

"No, that's not the case." The situation changed rapidly, out of Wang Chengyi's control.

Two days ago, Wang Chengyi, who was hung up by He Yue, got a headache and planned everything for today.While waiting for He Yue and Qi Si to arrive, Wang Chengyi calmed down a little. At that time, he was squatting by the door, counting the wood grains on the floor, and still wondering what purpose he wanted to achieve. Until the doorbell rang, Wang Chengyi didn't know why, but after opening the door, there was only one answer to all the questions——

"I still want to be with you." Wang Chengyi said.

He Yue was bewildered by Wang Chengyi's determination when he said this, so he didn't choose to stay away when Wang Chengyi approached. The hand Wang Chengyi extended to him was so tempting, as long as He Yue was willing to hold it, he could go back. Yesterday, I just pretended that nothing happened and continued to immerse myself in sweet dreams.

but.

"I'm not blind." He Yue repeated again: "But the most blind thing I've ever done is to choose to be with you."

Wang Chengyi was stunned.

"This is also the thing I regret the most, wasting time on you."

"Is this your truth?" Wang Chengyi asked.

"Otherwise? Do you really think I'm idle? What kind of stand-in game do you like to play with you?"

"I'm not playing a game."

"Speak to those you have played with."

"What about us?"

"The word 'we' doesn't mean anything."

Listening to He Yue summarizing all their things as "meaningless" in a few words, Wang Chengyi's heart was twisted, the corners of his eyes were sour, and he spoke with a nasal voice: "He Yue, don't say that..."

He suddenly realized that his words were weak. At first, he was attracted by He Yue's smile that looked like Qi Si, but then... Wang Chengyi didn't know anymore. That was the question he had been avoiding all the time. Now this question is imminent. Unfortunately, no matter who he is No matter how he answers, He Yue probably won't believe him anymore.

Wang Chengyi lowered his head, and stood in front of He Yue like a child who had done something wrong. The hair on his forehead naturally drooped, covering his eyebrows, and He Yue could only see the faint red from Wang Chengyi's nose.If it was put in the past, He Yue would definitely embrace Wang Chengyi with distress, and comfort Wang Chengyi. It seems that as long as he faces Wang Chengyi, his patience will never run out in this lifetime.

Wang Chengyi stared at the toes of their shoes that were close at hand, his eyes gradually blurred, covered with a layer of salty mist, but he heard He Yue clearly say: "Don't tell me you are going to cry, just pretend to be Who's watching?"

Wang Chengyi raised his head in astonishment, but when he saw He Yue's undisguised sarcasm shooting at him mercilessly, he opened his eyes and didn't even dare to blink. With just one click, his tears would burst out. It was too embarrassing.

Wang Chengyi subconsciously let out a dry laugh. Out of self-esteem, he was eager to cover up his sadness with other expressions, which made his face look a little split and weird.He raised his hand and rubbed his forehead, took the opportunity to hold back his tears, sniffed again, put his hand down, and returned to normal.

"You're so right." Wang Chengyi almost gave up on himself and said, "I've liked Qi Si for so many years, but he kept rejecting me, so I thought of a way to vent, find someone who looks like him, Then, fuck 'em."

He Yue was already furious when he heard the last three words, the muscles on his arm trembled slightly, and the wound on the back of his right hand burst open because of his hard fist.He Yue's only thought was to punch Wang Chengyi hard, but Wang Chengyi didn't give him time to act.

He Yue's wrist was firmly clasped by Wang Chengyi's two hands, and he pushed it back on the railing behind He Yue, and Wang Chengyi even pressed him between himself and the railing, and the sharp-edged handrail just hit He Yue The pain in his waist made him unable to move.

Wang Chengyi sealed He Yue's mouth, regardless of taste or skill, just kept getting closer and deeper, even if He Yue's teeth bit his tongue, he seemed to have lost his senses, swept He Yue's mouth like crazy, and tore open a piece of paper. a hole.The most intimate behavior has become an endless revenge, they eat each other, perhaps only such behavior can interpret those love and hate.

In the end Wang Chengyi let go of He Yue.

He Yue's mouth was already numb, only the taste buds were still working dutifully, there was his own blood in his mouth, and there was also Wang Chengyi's, the two kinds of blood were mixed together, but only one kind of fishy-sweet taste could be tasted.

He Yue wiped away the blood on his lips, and Wang Chengyi saw that He Yue's hands were wrapped in bandages, and there were patches of red on them, which were not rubbed by He Yue, but leaked from the inside out.

"Why did your hand hurt?" Wang Chengyi grabbed He Yue's hand without thinking.

He Yue shook off him, like shaking off some dirty thing.

"Let me see." Wang Chengyi said again.

He Yue walked away without looking back.

"He Yue." Wang Chengyi called He Yue's name, but He Yue's footsteps didn't even stop.

Only the lonely Wang Chengyi was left on the pier. He later realized that when He Yue left this time, He Yue didn't leave him a single word. He wasn't disappointed, blamed, or threatened.

He knew that he had completely lost He Yue.